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New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Wed Dec 14, 2005 2:40 pm

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Sure, thanks… this is my first ever fan fic so…

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17, It’s not too racy right now and who knows if it will be but I like to leave my options open

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: Think of this as an alternative universe, though some of the situations and dialogue are quite similar, so let’s call this “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation by Captain Katie. Now that’s a credential rewriting “Buffy” (Anyone who can name the inspiration for that line gets ten hundred thousand Katie points)

Notes: Some of the things I am planning to have in this story make me wonder if I’m as good of a person as I want everyone to think I am. Also I heart three main items which I want to incorporate into this story: characters acting uncharacteristically, high levels of angst (I thought the girl in “Normal Again” should have been utilized more for angsty yumminess), and Tara’s relationships with the other Scoobies. BTW: Most of the chapter titles are from songs and such, these songs I obviously don’t have any rights to, I just heart them a lot.

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Chapter 1: I’m the Dip

“Do you really think Will is ready for a night with Tara, Buff?” Xander shifted his gaze from Buffy to the slight form of his redheaded best friend, recent dark magic junkie, Willow Rosenberg. The oblivious redhead was seated at the circular table with her face in a computer science book as she tried to keep her hands from shaking.

“You said they seemed okay with each other last week in front of the shop.” Buffy, the blonde haired Slayer, lowered her voice to a conspiratal whisper. “Besides, I think it’d do them both some good to have some Slayerfree time together, you know, reconnect.”

“I think it’s a little soon to be thinking about sex, Buffy.” Anya’s raised voice would have gained the attention of a deaf person though she looked surprised when not only Xander and Buffy quickly looked her way, but Willow and the five customers in the Magic Box who had been previously browsing the merchandise gave her questioning glances. “I mean…” Anya couldn’t think of anything to say so she didn’t.

Xander tried to look casual as Willow approached the trio who were standing and seated at the blue counter. Willow plopped her messenger bag next to the cash register as she hopped onto one of the stools.

“What’s up with you three… you’re acting kinda wacky.” Willow’s big green eyes looked to each person. Buffy was the first to speak.

“Will… how would you feel if…” Buffy paused in an attempt to soften the blow, “If Tara were to come to my birthday party?” Anya, Xander, and Buffy held audible breaths as they waited for the recently fragile redhead to speak.

“Guys…” Willow looked to each one of her friends… okay so Anya may not be a friend friend but has at least been forthright through this whole Tara leaving her ordeal. Buffy and especially Xander acted as though if they even mentioned Tara’s name Willow would crack and shatter. “It’s okay… I can be around Tara, it’ll be fine… fine fine.” Willow swallowed her tears the emotions burned her throat. “I, I did horrible things to her, I see that now… after I hurt… I just want to be her friend.”

“Will, you’re doing great, with the no magick,” Xander smiled warmly at his childhood friend.

“Thanks.” Willow’s voice was soft and thick with regret but had a hint of hope as well. Xander moved off his stool to hold Willow in a tight embrace which included the gentle warm arms of the Slayer.

“You’ll beat this, Will, you’re strong. The strongest person I know, you’ll get through this. Tara needs time, but I’m sure she’ll be proud of all the progress you’ve made already.” Buffy was half convincing herself as well as Willow. She knew that Tara still loved Willow, it was sort of a fact of life that Tara loves Willow and Willow loves Tara and nothing could change that. The problem was that life seemed to never want anything good to last very long.

“Yes, Willow,” Anya’s voice could cut through steel. “Thumbs up!” Anya leaned over the counter and patted Willow’s shoulder enthusiastically, but earnestly.

Willow smiled at Anya’s sincerity and decided not to inform the ex-demon that one does not normally say “thumbs up”, but merely does the action. She extracted herself from her two best friends and was suddenly uncomfortable with the amount of attention she was receiving.

“So… is this going to be a big fun fun blow-out or something quiet, wine and cheese… well, grape juice and cheese, not really one for the wine, though we could get sparkly grape juice so it’s more festive.” Willow knew she wasn’t fooling anyone with her bright demeanor and sudden babble, but she was thankful that no one called her on it.

“I’m thinking something small at the house… I’d rather stay in, you know, ‘safe as houses’ and all that.” Buffy shuddered at the memories of her past birthday parties and the death and mayhem that seemed to coincide with her supposed special day. And this was a big one… the big two one. She idly wondered if she was the oldest Slayer in history, but quickly felt chilled by that thought.

“I’ll bring dip!” Anya’s voice cut through Buffy’s dark thoughts. She smiled at the former vengeance reaper and wondered at the innocence that the eleven hundred year old demon could possess. “I like dip because you just peel off the plastic layer and it’s already baked.”

“Sounds great, Anya.” Buffy smiled again as she took in Anya’s bright smile and Xander’s loving gaze directed at his soon to be wife. Buffy’s mind still boggled at the thought of this man getting married. They may have lived through more than anyone else could possibly imagine, but they were still so young… marriage… sent shivers down Buffy’s back. Buffy shrugged her shoulders a bit to relieve the chill and turned to Willow who seemed to be lost in her own world.

“Willow?” Willow turned to look the Slayer in the eye. “You ready to get going? Dawn should be home in a little bit and I sort of want to be there. Maybe take her out to a movie or something, wanna go with?”

Buffy had such a hopeful expression that Willow couldn’t say no though she wanted to, she just wanted to crawl into the bed she had once shared with her soul mate, her reason for living, her love and let herself just fade away. The thought of being with Tara for an entire night, not being able to touch her, or to kiss her, or to take her to bed when the party winded down as she did after Buffy’s last birthday caused a deep sadness to sit in her chest. Her throat was still burning with unshed tears and her answer came out thick and hoarse.

“Sounds great.” Willow shifted her gaze away from her trio of friends and picked up her bag and pretended to organize its contents. Any excuse not to see the looks of pity directed her way.

“Okay, so my place Sunday, um, eightish.” Buffy grabbed her long black leather coat off the stool she had been previously seated upon and threw it around her. She quickly put her arms through the sleeves and then unconsciously and unnecessarily flipped her hair so that it wouldn’t be stuck under the coat’s collar.

“Eightish it is.” Xander smiled at the thought of how right it will feel to have the whole gang back together again. Well, hopefully Spike wouldn’t show. His weird behavior was starting to really grate on Xander’s nerves, as if the bleach blonde chip head of a vampire had some big secret that he almost wanted to tell Xander.

“Bye, good luck with the whole seeing the person who just dumped you!” Anya waved emphatically with a sincere smile of encouragement on her lovely face.

Buffy unconsciously gave Anya a disapproving look before the sound of the bell marked hers and Willow’s exit from the magic shop.

“What?!” Anya turned to her dark haired constructor worker who was also her fiancée with a look of confusion.

“I love you, you know that.” Xander’s response was not a true answer but it replaced Anya’s confused expression with a smile.

Xander and Anya’s loving moment made them oblivious to the dark haired man and auburn haired woman who quickly disregarded the ceramic unicorns they had been pretending to look at. The couple looked at one another before they followed the Slayer and the ex-witch out the door, the bell jingled only slightly.

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Chapter 2: The Game’s Afoot

“That’s the Slayer?” Her soft voice was filled with disbelief. “She looks easy enough to break.”

“When will you learn that looks aren’t everything, Marianna?” Ivan looked at his companion with the disdain and love which befitted the brother that he was to the auburn haired woman who walked next to him.

Ivan’s dark eyes shifted from the blonde to the redhead that walked solemnly next to the Slayer. “She is the one Father wants us to turn.”

“Yes, I can sense the magick that lies in that waif of a girl…” Marianna allowed her gaze to run the expanse of the redhead as she took in her thin frame. “Mortals… letting themselves waste away to practically nothing.” She sighed, the cool air visualized her disapproval.

“We have to watch this… Willow Rosenberg.” Ivan’s voice was barely audible even to Marianna and still the blonde who walked twenty feet in front of them turned her head slightly towards them. Ivan stopped Marianna with a hand to her gray tweed coated shoulder. The two stopped to look into a display window, or at least pretend to look as they hope the Slayer would not become suspicious of their behavior. After Ivan was certain that the Slayer was out of hearing range he began again. “Father says she has potential and will reward us handsomely for delivering her to him.”

“I do sense an intriguing amount of darkness and untapped power within her.” Marianna chanced a quick glance toward the woman in question. “She just looks so… weak.”

“He thinks this is the perfect time to recruit her into the family.” Ivan shrugged his shoulders slightly. “I guess she’s vulnerable to temptation.”

“Magick addict.” Marianna shook her head which caused coppery tresses to fall into her face. She absently brushed them away. “The dirty, despicable sort.”

“She craves power… we can offer her a way without being slave to the dark forces.” Ivan was oblivious to the irony of his statement. “All we need to do is find the key to getting her to take us up on our offer… then Father will grant us even more power. We could be as powerful as Anyanka after we complete our mission.”

Marianna shivered. “I can’t believe that was her in there. Handling… currency and if Halfrek was right, marrying that big lumbering mortal.” Marianna could barely see the Slayer and Willow Rosenberg through the darkness of Sunnydale’s winter evening. She motioned slightly to Ivan that they should begin tailing their mission once again.

“I’m just glad she didn’t recognize us.” Ivan fell in step with his sister and was surprised as he shivered with unexpected fear from the now very mortal Anyanka. Her reputation for mayhem and massacre were the things of legend. To see her weakened into a mortal state as she sold trinkets made him cringe for justice demons everywhere, but he still had a heavy dose of fear and respect for the notorious Anyanka, additionally her hatred toward men never put him in very good standing with her so he had always tried to avoid her at luncheons and conventions.

“Well, I don’t think you’ve ever actually talked to her. You always seemed to be in the coat closet at the meet and greets. She’s actually quite funny if you ever actually talked with her.” Marianna crinkled her nose a bit. “Though she did enjoy discussing in detail every one of her eviscerations. I mean, you’ve seen one you’ve seen them all.”

Ivan nodded matter-of-factly. His agreement was cut short by a snarl and a dark figure which crashed down upon him. Ivan landed hard onto the damp and muddy gravel ground of a poorly lit alley. The impact would have knocked a human unconscious, but Ivan merely slapped the offending figure off of him. The snarling figure hit solidly against the side of the brick building, but after it regained its footing ran at Ivan, who was furious as he brushed mud off his gray suit pants. Ivan stopped the growling vampire in its place by holding the blood sucker by the throat and off the ground about a foot.

“I like this suit.” Ivan’s dark eyes blazed with the anger for the injustice of this lowly being ruining one of the only good things about being stuck on the mortal plain… sharp suits. Though the vampire needed no breath, he fell into human instinct and his hands scrambled at Ivan’s hold.

“Ivan, wait.” Marianna placed a restraining hand on Ivan’s arm that was not presently holding a vampire. She turned her attention to the vampire. “Slayer… tell us all you know about her.” The vampire ignored Marianna and struggled angrily to get out of Ivan’s hold. Marianna rolled her eyes and took a hold of one of the scrambling hands of the vampire and twisted it back until an audible crack resonated through the alley. The vampire scrambled away from Ivan and Marianna after he was dropped to the dirty alley ground. He clutched at his shattered arm with his undamaged hand.

“Unless you want a matching set I suggest you answer her question.” Ivan had every intention to feel the dust of this vampire tonight, but since this… creature cost them their surveillance of the target then it was going to be put to some use.

The vampire continued to ignore the question as his full attention was held by his crippled limb. Marianna approached slowly and looked down at the miserable creature before she kicked him square in the ribs. The impact of her kick sent the bloodsucker through the air until it hit the other side of the alley and fell to the ground. The vampire let out a pained sound but finally did speak.

“Stop, please.” Stolen blood dripped from his mouth. He raised his unbroken arm to protect his body.

“Slayer… tell me about her.” Marianna’s voice carried a tone that sounded like a disappointed teacher, but with a menace that didn’t belong in schools.

“Buffy…” The vampire stumbled over his words as he tried to not succumb to the pain screaming from his shattered torso and arm. “Her name is Buffy Summers… she’s tough…” The vampire paused to cough out more stolen blood. There went his snack. “Spike… the traitor is friends with her.”

“William the Bloody… friends with a Slayer?” Ivan kicked the vampire again. This time it merely collapsed his torso into itself instead of sending the vampire into midair.

The crumpled bloodied figure coughed the rest of his stomach content up before he spoke again in a pained and hoarse voice. “It’s true… he even kills his own kind now.”

“That’s all you’ve got.” Marianna looked at Ivan with a disappointed shrug before she approached the pathetic figure crouched on the ground. She hefted the broken vampire up by placing her hands on either side of his head before quickly twisting and ripping the head off of its body. The dust fell from her hands and drifted into the night’s air.

“I wanted to do that.” Ivan was almost pouting.

“You can get the next one, promise.” Marianna brushed specks of dust from her coat and her pinstriped black suit. “Augh, is there anything more disgusting than vampire dust?”

“A vampire and the Slayer being friends.” Ivan brushed more dirt off of his back as he huffed about the alley. “I already hate this place.”

“Come, we need to find Rosenberg.” Marianna pulled Ivan’s hands away from his muddied suit. “Once she submits we can leave this place.”

“Fine, but I need a new suit.” Ivan sighed before he vanished in a bright flash of light. Marianna rolled her eyes before she too vanished from the dark alley.

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(to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Wed Dec 14, 2005 4:54 pm

i like the start, i'm looking foward to :read more.
Please update soon.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 6:28 am

Thanks, will. I have tons written, just have to proof it and such.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 6:40 am

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Sure, thanks… this is my first ever fan fic so…

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17, It’s not too racy right now and who knows if it will be but I like to leave my options open

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: Think of this as an alternative universe, though some of the situations and dialogue are quite similar, so let’s call this “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation by Captain Katie.

Notes: The title for chapter 3 comes from a fantastic book by the late and great Douglas Adams, I obviously don't have any rights, I just think it's a wondeful string of words.
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Chapter 3: The Long Dark Tea Time of the Soul

Buffy and Willow entered the darkness of the Summers home in comfortable silence, both deep in their own thoughts. The blonde Slayer flicked the entry way light on as she absently observed Willow as the redhead took her coat off and hung it on a hook. Buffy wondered if she was perhaps being a bit selfish in her request to have Tara at her birthday party, but a part of her felt that Tara and her had grown close recently and that the blonde witch was an important member of the family and she wanted her whole family to be together, hopefully have one evening where lives, usually theirs, didn’t hang in the balance. A night that didn’t involve magick, demons, and… Spike. Spike, Buffy shivered a bit as she took off her black leather coat and hung it next to Willow’s. She didn’t know if the shiver was from the cool air of the entry way or the thought of the peroxide loving bloodsucker.

As Buffy hung her purse on a wooden dowel next to her coat, Willow exited into the living room to check the answering machine for messages. The sound of the mechanical voice that proclaimed they had no new messages was the only sound in the house until Willow’s soft slow footsteps indicated to Buffy that the redhead had moved into the kitchen and by the sound of it she was preparing tea or coffee.

Buffy moved into the living room, grabbed the green blanket from the rocking chair, and wrapped it protectively around her slight frame before she settled into the soft cushions of the large camel colored couch. The events with the bleach blonde vampire of the previous weeks flooded her with a mixture of disgust and lust. What they did at the Bronze caused her to shake her head slightly in disbelief. She had never done anything so… obscene before and part of it felt so good and that scared her, how good it always felt. Buffy knew Spike loved her, at least as much as a creature with no soul could love another being, but he was still dangerous and had deep seated evil within him even though it was held in check by the government piece of machinery imbedded somewhere in his brain that caused him extreme pain whenever he inflicted violence against living creatures. Except for Buffy. For some reason the chipped vampire could hurt Buffy… and she liked the pain, she liked the punishment, that was why she had to tell Spike that they were over.

There was only one person who knew of her sexual relationship with Spike… Tara. The memories of her breakdown in front of Tara in the Summers living room a week ago flooded blood into her cheeks. She was filled with embarrassment at the sobs that had come from her that night, but she also felt warmth suffuse her chest as she thought about how soothing and compassionate Tara had been with her. Buffy smiled at the thought of the kind, gentle blonde haired witch. She was constantly amazed by the wisdom that Tara seemed to exude without even being aware of it. The calm that settled over Buffy when she thought about Tara was the opposite of the feelings she felt when she thought of Spike… he caused a frantic feeling within Buffy that made her feel as though she was being pulled a part inside. With Tara she had felt a release as she cried and begged for the kind hearted blonde not to forgive her. The sweet witch had obeyed Buffy’s plea, at least verbally, but Buffy had felt more peace with Tara that night than she had felt since she was pulled out of… heaven. After Buffy had composed herself enough to lift her head from Tara’s warm lap and gentle, soothing hands, she had been able to take in the words Tara had been saying to her. The blonde witch with tears in her large blue eyes had told Buffy that she didn’t deserve pain; she had done nothing to be punished for. Buffy had looked at Tara with skeptical, but hopeful water filled eyes. Tara had smiled a half smile that spoke of sorrow and love. She had told Buffy that there are so many people that love and care for Buffy and she knew Buffy loved and cared for them even more, but the weight of the world did not have to be rested solely on the shoulders of the Slayer. Tara’s smile had grown when she had cast her eyes down before she had whispered that was what family was there for… to share the burden, to lift it, to help.

Willow’s footsteps, followed by her voice interrupted Buffy’s thoughts of the redhead’s ex-lover. Buffy suddenly felt guilty and was confused by the feeling until Willow warmed her hands with a mug of green tea before the redhead settled on the couch next to Buffy with her own steaming mug that had penguins printed on a dark blue background. Buffy took a moment to compare the color of the mug with the expressive eyes of the blonde she was contemplating a moment ago.

“Buffy?” Willow’s soft, slightly strained voice interrupted the haze Buffy had been happily entrenched in. “Are you there… you seem sort of, you know… out of it?” Willow’s usually playful green eyes had a sadness to them that hasn’t dimmed in the least since the young woman lost her girlfriend. Buffy knew Willow was in pain, the muffled sobs heard through the night indicated that clearly to the blonde Slayer, she just didn’t know the extent until see really looked at Willow. Saw the despair that colored her eyes and thinned her body. Buffy thought to herself that she might have been mistaken when she had figured Willow’s weight loss was because of the magick use, but now she considered it could be the withdrawal from Tara that caused the already petite woman to become even thinner. Buffy felt another wave of guilt wash over her, its cold grip clutched her heart as she chastised herself for being too wrapped up in her own dilemmas to see the pain close to her, the pain that radiated off of the frail redheaded woman Buffy was proud to call her best friend.

“Willow, I’m fine. Thanks for the tea, it’s just what I needed.” Buffy smiled warmly, she hoped to receive more than a sad smile from Willow. Buffy had no such luck.

“No probs, Buffy.” Willow smiled a smile that never reached her eyes before she gazed down into her steamy cup. She blew breath over the warm liquid and watched the ripples that formed on the surface of the light green translucent fluid. “I just figured it was so cold out, well okay it isn’t necessarily cold cold, but cold enough for us, I mean brr right, we need parkas and sweaters or maybe those little mittens that can be attached to coat sleeves… I hope Dawnie took a warm coat when she…”

Willow’s nervous babble was interrupted when the front door opened to reveal the form of Dawn Summers, Buffy’s little sister and the former mystical key that could have led to the unraveling of dimensional barriers which would have caused hell to be unleased on earth, now she was merely a moody angst filled teenager which had the potential to be equally as harrowing.

Willow’s entire body tensed in anticipation, hope, and fear. The only thought in her mind was what if Tara walked through the doorway as well. Willow along with Buffy knew that Dawn had been picked up after school by Tara and had been scheduled for an afternoon of frivolous shopping and perhaps a sugary treat or two. The teenager had been acting moody for the last few months and Willow took the majority of the guilt due to her addiction with magick, which not only led to Dawn’s fractured arm but also the departure of one of Dawn’s mother figures. After Joyce Summers’ death the past year and Buffy’s death only eight months ago, Tara and Willow had moved into the Summers home to care for Dawn. Willow had no doubts that Dawnie had grown quite attached to Tara and saw the blonde witch as more of a mother figure than the redhead. The possibilty that their relationship could have been compromised due to Willow’s addiction to the dark magicks had angered the teenager to such an extent that she didn’t speak to the redhead for a week after the departure of Tara. Willow was not only surprised but humbled by the teenager’s forgiveness of her not only for Tara’s absence from their day to day lives, but also her horrible actions which left Dawn injured. Dawn was a troubled teenager, Willow was aware of this, but she always thought of the young woman as having the uncanny ability to change from a child to an adult in the same breath. Dawn had been through her share of terror and had to grow up fast… they all did.

Willow relaxed visibly and rested her previously shaky hands back to the mug that she had placed on the coffee table in front of her and Buffy when she had heard the door open. Dawn was alone.

“Hey, guys, what’s up?” The long haired brunette entered the living room as she unzipped her sky blue parka which revealed a pastel pink sweater underneath. Dawn threw her parka on the back of a chair before she settled in the seat with her legs tucked underneath her.

“Dawn… what do you say to a movie night, your pick.” Buffy’s request sounded slightly desperate even to her own ears, but she smiled anyways.

“Um.” Dawn smiled cautiously and crinkled her noise slightly at her sister’s tone. She shrugged a bit before she answered. “Sure. I mean there’s not much playing… I already saw that heart warming sports movie featuring all those cute twenty year olds pretending to be sixteen. What’s up with that?” Dawn paused with a confused expression before she continued. “I think there might be a good ole romantic comedy with some cute British guy.”

“Great, cute Britishy guy it is!” Buffy slapped her legs before she bounded from the couch. “I think it starts in an hour or so. Did you eat? We could get pizza?” Buffy started for the phonebook before Dawn stopped her.

“Um, I already ate.” Dawn chanced a quick look at Willow before she turned back to Buffy. “Tara took me to this great vegetarian place.”

Willow tried to not be affected by the cautious tone Dawn had used when she had spoken the name of the blonde witch. The redhead stood up from the couch, gathered the forgotten tea cups, and moved through the living room to the kitchen.

“So you had a good time with Tara?” Buffy whispered as she shoved the phonebook back in the desk drawer. Tara and Dawn had been spending a lot of time together as of late, movie and milkshake dates became a weekly occurrence and sometimes Dawn would spend the weekend at Tara’s dorm. Buffy could understand Tara’s position and her desire to remain close with Dawn. Buffy loved it, Tara was good for Dawn, and for Buffy. Dawn seemed to listen to Tara a lot more than her, though the blonde witch had that way about her. An air of old wisdom, kindness, and steely determination that made it hard to not agree with all the blonde told you. For a moment, Buffy wondered who besides Dawn, Tara stayed in regular contact with. She guessed that she’d have to ask Anya and Xander. “No shopping bags, how’d Tara manage that?” She looked up at her sister who stood slightly nervously next to her.

“Um… we were more shopping for her, you know, uh, new dorm stuff and all that.” Dawn shifted uneasily from one tennis-shoed foot to the other. She felt uncomfortable lying to such a happy Buffy, but she couldn’t tell Buffy that she had spent the afternoon with Tara taking back items she had stolen from various shops around the downtown Sunnydale area. Tara and she weren’t even able to get to the Magic Box, which Dawn was immensely grateful for, she did not want to be on the receiving end of Anya’s monetary wraith. Tara had strongly suggested to Dawn that she tell Buffy about her kleptomania, Dawn had protested but Tara’s persistent gaze and strong, determined voice had resulted in Dawn’s promise that she would tell Buffy everything… soon. “I’m gonna go throw my bookbag upstairs.”

“Okay, just make sure you’re down in about a half an hour so we won’t be late for the previews.” Buffy gave her sister anexcited smile before a loud crash that sounded suspiciously like breaking glass startled both her and Dawn.

Dawn stood still for a moment as she watched a person who looked like her sister, sounded like her sister, but acted much happier than the Buffy Dawn had been seeing lately made a quick departure towards the kitchen, probably to check on Willow. Dawn’s slight frown became a warm quirk of her lips as she felt her sister returning to her after so many months of detachment. With a flip of her long brown hair, Dawn turned and bounded to the entryway to retrieve her book bag. She practically skipped up the stairs and only tripped once.

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Chapter 4: Shattered Penguin Porcelain

“Damn!” Willow lifted her bloody finger to her mouth and sucked on the digit which caused an iron taste to fill her mouth. She looked scathingly at the remnants of the mug she had been drinking tea from in the living room only moments ago. The broken bits of the mug filled the bottom of the stainless steel sink. The little penguins seemed to mock her with their little pointy beaks and unnecessary earmuffs. “Stupid penguins, all high and mighty with your stupid scarves and earmuffs.”

“Willow?” Buffy entered and took in the sight of her best friend sucking on her own finger before she rushed to the sink. “Are you okay?” Buffy looked at Willow with concern written plainly on her face.

“Yeah, I’m fine.” Willow took a quick moment to once again give a hate filled look at the mocking penguins. “Just, my hands were…” Willow felt her cheeks burn as shame filled embarrassment and blood rushed to darken her flesh. Red hair covered her burning face as she looked down at the top of her dark brown boots.

“Hey.” Buffy’s quiet voice and her warm hand that she used to cover the redhead’s own caused Willow to look up with tear filled eyes. “It’s okay, Will. It’s okay.”

“Is it?!” Willow’s voice was harsh and filled with disgust, for herself for Buffy’s optimism, she didn’t know which. “I… I can’t even hear about how great a time Dawnie had with Tara… without feeling like my heart has been ripped out of my chest!” Willow felt tears sting her eyes and tried to will them not to escape onto her cheeks. “And then I feel guilty. Dawnie should be able to see Tara… to have fun… to get hugs… to be her friend.” The redhead lost the battle as hot tears spilled from her eyes. “It’s just… it hurts, Buffy. Not being Tara’s friend. It hurts so bad, sometimes I can’t… It feels like I can’t even take another breath because my chest hurts too damned much.”

“Will, I know it hurts, I know, but it will, I think it will get better.” Buffy hugged the petite redhead to her. She kissed the top of Willow’s head as she gently whispered loving words as her best friend sobbed against her.

Willow’s sobs began to lessen until there were only dried marks on her cheeks and a serious need to get a Kleenex. Buffy held Willow’s shoulders with her hands as she kissed the red-haired woman’s forehead.

“How bout we get you a Band-Aid… and then a serious amount of chocolate. I’m talking loads of chocolaty goodness, we may have to go to the hospital afterwards.” Buffy lifted one corner of her lips as she tried to gently tease her best friend.

Willow inhaled deeply before letting it out as she tried to smile in return. “I’d like that, Buffy. I’m thinking double fudge cookie dough ice cream with hot fudge and loads of whipped cream and perhaps a cherry or two on top.” Finally, Willow did manage a smile.

“We could have yummy mochas to go with it.” Buffy smile grew a bit as her stomach both protested and encouraged Buffy’s choice of future stomach content.

“Sounds like a little piece of…” Willow’s smile faded instantly as guilt, her familiar companion as of late, flooded her senses.

Buffy smiled warmly as she hoped they could return to their previous light moment. “Heaven. You, me, chocolate… better than heaven.” Buffy wrapped one arm around Willow’s shoulders before she led her through the dining room to the stairs. “Let’s get Dawn, get our chocolate fix… and then we have a cute Britishy guy to drool over.”

Willow gave the blonde Slayer a patient look.

“Okay, for me and Dawn to drool over.” Buffy opened the bathroom door for Willow and moved to the medicine cabinet above the sink. She took out a box of band aids before Willow’s soft voice filled the Summers bathroom.

“I miss Giles.” Willow’s voice sounded lost. Buffy was sad that the light mood turned so somber so quickly but she couldn’t not agree whole heartedly with the redhead. Rupert Giles, Buffy’s Watcher for over five years was more of a father to their little band of misfit evil fighters than the sometimes tweed clad stuffy ex-librarian took credit for. Buffy knew they were floundering without the British seemingly all knowing man who had a tendency to clean his immaculately clean glasses, but she now began to understand his reasons for leaving though she still wanted him firmly in Sunnydale with her and the rest of the Scooby Gang.

“I do too.” Buffy ripped open the band aid wrapper before she gently wrapped the beige covering around Willow’s injured finger. “Maybe he’ll come back for Xander and Anya’s wedding.”

“He hasn’t sent an RSVP yet.” Willow looked curiously at the band aid before she took a Kleenex out of the yellow cardboard box and blew her nose thoroughly.

“You know him, always wanting to make a dramatic entrance.” Buffy handed Willow another Kleenex and tried to not make a disgusted face as she took the used Kleenex from Willow’s hand and walked to the garbage to throw it away.

“Buffy?” Willow looked seriously at her friend after she turned a bit, away from the mirror and her tear streaked reflection. “I know… I know how important it is for you to have… Tara, here, with us, for your party. I want you to have her here.”

“Willow, are you sure, I mean…” Buffy’s gentle voice was cut off by Willow’s determined face and voice.

“I’m sure, she should be here… with her family.” Willow looked at the Kleenex in her hand as she continued. “You guys shouldn’t be punished for my mistakes.”

Buffy closed the small gap between her and Willow. She hugged the red-haired woman close to her. “Only if you’re sure… I don’t want to punish you, if it hurts too much, Will, I can…”

Willow’s voice again interrupted. “I’m sure, you should invite her.”

“You could… you know extend the olive tree and all that.” Buffy smiled encouragingly.

Willow shook her head sadly as she laughed a bit, a hollow sound that lowered Buffy’s smile. “I think if I called she’d just hang up on me… again.”

“Hey.” Buffy gentle voice was quiet but strong. “I’ll call, but I think… think of this as first contact. I’m sure she’ll be as nervous to see you as you are her.”

“Yeah.” Willow’s tone didn’t convince her or Buffy.

“Come on, chocolate awaits us.” Buffy opened the bathroom door and entered the hall. She moved down the hall a few steps before she knocked on Dawn’s closed door. “Dawn?”

“Just a sec!” Dawn’s muffled voice sounded jumpy.

“Hey, what’s going on in there?” Buffy didn’t like jumpy Dawn, she could be burning something in there.

“Nothing! Just hold on. Please!” A rustling sound could be heard coming from the teenager’s room.

“Dawn, what’re you doing, you’re not burning anything are you?” Buffy stepped back as the door burst open with an incredulous brunette in the doorway.

“For your information I’m way past burning, been there done that.” Dawn closed the door quickly behind her and stood as a shield to bar Buffy’s entry. “If you must know, nosybutt, I was wrapping your birthday present.”

“Ooh!” Buffy’s excited voice was that of a child on Christmas morning… okay most people’s voices when they are receiving gifts. “Give me a hint?” Buffy’s smile was radiant and Dawn was almost tempted to give away a clue, but thought better of it, much more fun to see the blonde Slayer squirm anxiously.

“You’ll see in a few days, don’t be so impatient.” Dawn’s voice was filled with a parental tone that put Buffy in her place.

“Fine… I don’t know if I should take you out for chocolaty goodness then.” Buffy stuck her tongue out like any good disgruntled child would.

“Chocolate!” Dawn grinned widely and clapped her hands together. “Lead me to the chocolate!”

At the sounds of Dawn’s elation, a streak free Willow stepped out of the bathroom and happily took in the sight of the two very excited Summers women. “No one should ever be denied chocolate.” Willow gave a teasing look to the Slayer before she turned her serious attention to Dawn. “I expect to be told, in detail, what this gift is when we get home from the movie.”

“Yes, ma’am.” Dawn gave a little salute. “Now… chocolate!”

“And cute British men!” Buffy hooked her arms around Willow attempted to with Dawn but the hallway wouldn’t accommodate all three of them hooked together. The three women made their way down the stairs of the Summers home to retrieve coats and gloves, keys and purses, before they entered the cold darkness of the winter evening.

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Chapter 5: I’ll See Your Kitten and Raise You Two

Marianna grimaced as she entered the smoke filled dingy bar that had “Willy’s Place” displayed in neon letters above the bar filled with more than just alcohol. The weasely man behind the counter eyed Marianna with a mixture of curious suspicion and cautious lust. Marianna rolled her eyes at the thought of any advances from this greasy little man dressed in a white shirt, a red short sleeved button down, and dark jeans.

“Hiya, what can I getcha?” His nasally pinched voice irritated Marianna even more than his perusal of her body.

“Information.” Marianna kept her voice quiet with just enough malice to convince the bartender it would not be wise to cross her.

“Uh, what makes ya think I’m the man to go to for information?” Willy looked nervously around, he sweated a bit as he moved to get a clean glass from the bar, well as clean as it ever got in his bar.

“Well.” Marianna took a cherry from a container on top of the bar and began studying it, more interested in the little red fruit than the nervous damp man in front of her. “Let’s hope for your sake you are the man to go to for information because otherwise it could get very messy… for you.” She set the cherry gently on the bar before she quickly reached over the bar and hefted Willy into the air, his feet dangled above the bar. He hadn’t even had the chance to put down the glass he had been filling with a green liquid.

“Information, sure, yeah, I’m the guy to go to, whatdya wanna know?” Willy’s voice was frantic and even more pinched since the hand the held him up by his neck was starting to cut off his airflow.

Marianna’s voice was smooth and unstrained, almost friendly. “Spike, where can I find him?”

“Spike?! He don’t come in here no more, not after him and the Slayer began killin’ vamps and stuff.” Willy hoped that would satisfy whatever this woman in a hot business suit wanted.

“What do you know about the Slayer?” Apparently this woman was not satisfied with just information about Spike she wanted the Slayer. Willy wondered for a moment how much better his business would be if the Slayer wasn’t around anymore.

“Cute little blonde with the weight of the world on her shoulders.” Willy stumbled when Marianna dropped him back to the sticky floor behind the bar. He rubbed his bruised neck and downed the green liquid that was in the glass he had been clutching. “Buffy Summers. What’d ya wanna know about her?”

“Friends? Family? People who are close to her. Willow Rosenberg.” Marianna’s voice was sharp and low, this was a woman who did not mince words Willy decided.

“Willow, red-haired witch… word on the street had it that she was into the dark mojo but stopped.” Willy felt more at ease now that he wasn’t being held by the throat.

“Why?” Marianna’s eyes squinted a bit, this was easier than she expected, she would have much more information regarding Willow Rosenberg than her dear old brother.

“That I do not know.” Willy thought back to his previous encounters with Buffy, they were not always on the best of terms but Willy really had no strong ill will towards the Slayer. But he was a snitch by nature so he continued. “Slayer has a band of sidekicks that work with her. A dark haired guy… and some say a vengeance demon, if you believe rumors. The Slayer and me aren’t really on the best of terms ya know, she’s bad for business all comin’ in here poundin’ me for information, makes a guy lose valuable customers ya know.” Willy could tell he had lost the woman in front of him as she fiddled with cheery again, Willy cleared his throat. “Sure I can’t offer you somethin’?”

“I doubt you have anything I’d want other than information regarding the Slayer.” Marianna began to move away from the bar, but stopped when she heard a familiar voice coming not ten feet away as a door opened from the back of the bar.

“Don’t go eating those winnings in one sitting, Clem!” Ivan laughed a bit as he traipsed out of the poker room with a grand smile of success on his handsome face. Marianna wanted to kick the smile off, but restrained herself for the sake of their relationship, additionally she didn’t want to risk breaking the heel off of her favored pair of very expensive shoes.

“Ivan.” Marianna crossed her arms and tried to bore a hole through her brother with narrowed eyes. His look of pleasant surprise, fake as it was, just made her eyes narrow more which caused lines to form on her brow.

“Marianna! Didn’t imagine finding you here, not really your scene.” Ivan walked lazily towards his angered sister.

“What are you doing here, I imagined you in a place a bit more… swanky.” Marianna kept a cool gaze on her brother while plotting how she’d interrogate and perhaps torture, if she were lucky, all the beings who were in that back room with Ivan including… what name did Ivan say? Clem?

“I thought I’d see what the demon night life was like. It’s no Paris I can tell you that much. The fashion these demons are sporting these days, I’ve seen people wearing entrails with more style.” Ivan smoothed the front of his newly acquired pinstriped dark blue suit down with the palms of his hands. “Should we see what else this Sunnydale has to offer a few three hundred year old demons such as ourselves, I heard there is a place the children like to ‘hang’, the… Bronze or something as equally blasé.”

Marianna’s thoughts regarding her brother’s work ethic decreased even more as she listened to him completely put off the mission in order to have… fun. Well, if he wasn’t going to take their assignment serious than she’d just do it herself and keep the bonus that went with a job well done. “You go. I’m back to the flat to finish up some paperwork from my last mission.” Marianna stepped away from her brother before she vanished from Willy’s bar in a flash of light.

“Always the downer, Marianna.” Ivan made his way to the bar where Willy was serving a thin looking vampire. Ivan looked coldly at the weasly bartender. “What did you tell her?” The vampire downed her drink before she looked hungrily at Ivan. “Sorry, not really my type.” The vampire took her refilled drink and moved away from the bar in a huff.

“I told her everythin’ I told you.” Willy looked nervously around as curiosity got the better of him. “What do you two want with the Slayer anyways?”

“Games, games are afoot.” With that Ivan vanished in another blaze of light.

“Vengeance demons.” Willy shook his head as he heard the mewing of a winner approaching him from across the bar. “Wow, how many you win there?”

“Five kittens, all for me.” The loose skinned demon smiled brightly at the bartender, two pointed teeth created an under bite on the friendly looking demon named Clement, Clem to his friends, who he had few of. “Won them all from this guy with a nice suit on.” Clem shrugged, the skin on his arms shifted with the movement.

“What’d you tell the guy?” Willy leaned over in hope that Clem would give him more information in case that woman came back with more questions and a tighter grip.

“Oh, you know, Slayer’s friends with Spike, saved the world a bunch of times, which I’m happy about, not many packaged snack foods in hell.” Clem chuckled softly to himself as he took one of the kittens out of his basket and began tickling it underneath its chin.

“That all?” Willy looked suspiciously at the loose skinned demon and figured that he probably didn’t eat cats but gave them warm milk and catnip.

“Well, I did tell him that Spike invited me to her birthday party Sunday night, I’m bringing Bugles.” Clem smiled brightly again and gave the kitten in his hand a kiss on the head before he placed it carefully back with the other four kittens in his covered basket.

“Birthday party huh?” Willy wondered at what a Slayer party would be like, weapons as gifts, perhaps a stuffed dead demon piñata. Probably nothing as mundane as board games and kittenless poker games. “You didn’t invite that guy to the party did ya?”

“No, that’s rude.” Clem shook his head in disbelief of Willy’s thoughts of him. His floppy ears wiggled with the action. “Well, I should go, get these kittens some warm milk.” Clem looked up at Willy’s incredulous expression. “You know… fatten them up, so I can… uh eat them.” Clem snatched up his basket and rushed out the door. Willy was left to shake his head as to what the demon world was coming to.

***
(to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby tarebear » Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:30 am

hiya captain katie... just wanted to drop a line or two about how much i loved reading what you have for us so far... really interesting indeed!... i just bet that there party crashers at buffy's birthday... i will even go out on a limb and say that two of them will be marianna and ivan.

can't wait for the next update! great story from a first-timer!
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Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 2:32 pm

Thanks, tarebear! I don't want to say too much but I can say that I heart stories that are agonizingly slow and have lots of nonactiony scenes sooooo... Thanks again for the kind words of encouragement. Much more to come! :kgeek
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 2:37 pm

(Here's that much more as promised seconds ago)

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Sure, thanks… this is my first ever fan fic so…

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17, It’s not too racy right now and who knows if it will be but I like to leave my options open

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: Think of this as an alternative universe, though some of the situations and dialogue are quite similar, so let’s call this “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation

Notes: Some of the chapter titles are from songs and such, these songs I obviously don’t have any rights to, I just heart them a lot.

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Chapter 6: Chocolaty Goodness and Chance Run-ins

Buffy blessed her Slayer reflexes as she managed to carry her tray of drinks and sundaes to the table Dawn and Willow were seated at in the crowded Espresso Pump. She set the tray gently in the middle of the raised table and plopped down on top of the vacant green stool.

“Geez, it’s really freakin’ busy in here!” Dawn exclaimed unnecessarily as she looked around at the throngs of people queuing by the counter and the mass of people standing around looking for places to sit.

Willow sat across from Dawn as she rubbed her mittened hands together. “I don’t see why all these people are out it’s really cold, which reminds me, what the heck are we doing out freezing our rear ends off?”

“Will, it’s really not that cold. Here’s a hot mocha for you with whipped cream to warm you up and um a nice sundae.” Buffy smiled sheepishly as she set the sweets in front of her shivering friend.

“Mmm, thanks, Buffy.” Willow didn’t want to ruin the frivolity so she didn’t reveal that her withdrawal from the magicks left her with a lower tolerance to the cold, she seemed to shiver uncontrollable even when the weather was more than mild.

“Ooh, cookie dough!” Dawn grabbed her bowl of ice cream from the tray and started shoveling spoonfuls into her happily awaiting mouth.

“Dawn, come up for air.” Buffy laughed lightly at her ever hungry little sister who oddly happened to be a few inches taller than her. Buffy moaned happily after she let the first bite of her sundae slide down her throat as it left a chocolaty good explosion in its wake.
“Wow…”

“You know they say that chocolate triggers the same pleasure responses as sex.” Dawn scooped up another large amount of sundae and shoved it into her mouth. “Mmwat?” Dawn wiped the drips of ice cream from her lips with the proffered napkin Buffy offered her. “Not that I know from experience!” Dawn quickly shoved another spoonful into her mouth, she finished the dish before Buffy had her second bite.

Willow smirked a bit before she spooned a bit of the sundae onto her spoon, it shook as she brought it carefully to her mouth. She hoped that Buffy and Dawn would just think it was the cold. “Yummy yum yum! Buffy, you have the best ideas.” Willow beamed at her best friend who sat next to her.

“I recall someone thinking my idea of burning down the house for insurance money was not the best idea and now someone else, who will remain nameless, must slave away at a fake meat grease pit for minimum wage while still battling the evils that prey on the helpless while asking people if they’re sure they don’t want to jumbo size their fries.” Buffy gave Willow a teasing grin as she shoved a large helping of ice cream, dripping fudge, and whipped cream into her mouth.

“Hey, I saved you from unspeakable horror just a few weeks ago so don’t be trying to lay any guilty trippers on me, missy.” Willow shivered at the memory of the old woman at the Doublemeat Palace, where Buffy unfortunately works, and the large wormy icky creature that sprouted from the woman’s head that tried to eat Buffy.

“I’m so glad I didn’t have to see that demon, icky, sounds like icky business to me!” Dawn cringed at the thought of a long wormy thing and old people. “I couldn’t eat the food before, but definitely not now.”

“The ground up worm lady probably wouldn’t taste all that much different from the regular food there.” Willow grinned as she brought her warm mocha up to her lips and took a drink, the sip left a small amount of whipped cream on her upper lip before she licked it off.

“It could be a limited time special… instead of secret sauce, secret meat.” Dawn stuck her finger into her dish to retrieve any missed remnants of her destroyed sundae.

“I don’t know about you guys, but I don’t want the food that I put in my mouth to be all secretive.” Willow stuck her tongue out a small ways at the thought.

“At least you two don’t have to wear a hat with a cow’s head and a chicken butt on it.” The blonde Slayer shook her head in mock despair.

“Oh, I don’t know, in some cultures someone might think that’s cute, they are of course weird freaky cultures that we should shun and try to ignore completely.” Willow took another drink of her cooling mocha, she let the warmth fill her with relief from the cold and the shaking began to subside.

“You are of course right.” Buffy felt warmth in her chest and the sting of tears in her eyes. It had been too long since she had heard her sister and her best friend being happy and joking about the slaying to one another. In the past few weeks especially, it seemed that everyone was becoming distant. Much more distant than their temporary drift away their first year of college at UC Sunnydale.

“Of course, I’m always right… unless I’m not.” Willow began to shiver again. She took another drink of her soothing warm mocha.

“That… makes a semblance of sense I suppose. But I think…” Buffy’s voice was cut off as a familiar voice managed to pierce through the din in the Espresso Pump and reach the three women who were previously having the best moments of the past few weeks, if not months.

“Could I have that to go, please? Thank you very much.” A warm, melodic voice reached the ears of Buffy and the blonde Slayer turned toward the line of people at the counter of the coffee shop. There enclosed in a long dark red coat, a black wool scarf, a dark purple skirt, and black boots was Tara Maclay. Buffy wondered at the sudden mixture of warm happiness and icy dread that vied for dominance in her chest. Buffy quickly turned back to Willow, the redhead’s hands shook as she set the mug half full with mocha on the table in front of them.

“Tara.” Willow’s voice sounded like a prayer as she uttered her ex-girlfriend’s name. Willow avoided the concerned looks she knew Buffy and Dawn were sending her way.

“Willow.” Buffy really didn’t know what to say so she decided to just say something, despite how apparent the answer was. “Are you okay?”

“Fine. I’m fine, Buffy.” Willow snapped out of her haze and her gaze of Tara and turned to Buffy, she attempted to give the worried blonde a reassuring smile but failed to make it anything but empty. “It’s not like we haven’t seen each other before now you know.”

“Should we...” Dawn paused not wanting to make Willow hurt anymore than she already was, but she wanted Willow and Tara to be together. “Should we invite her to join us?” Dawn’s voice was filled with hope as she smiled encouragingly at Willow and Buffy. The teenager didn’t know everything that had happened between the two witches, she had asked Tara but the blonde witch was reluctant to reveal any of the details had merely said that she had felt she had to go because things got in the way even when two people loved each other very much. Dawn wasn’t blind or stupid though, she suspected that Willow must have done some sort of forgetting spell on Tara that was why the blonde didn’t seem to remember the fight that Dawn had accidentally walked in on during Xander and Anya’s engagement party Halloween night.

“Sh-sure, Dawnie, if you want to.” Willow fidgeted nervously with the mug in front of her and wouldn’t look in the direction of the checkout counter.

“I’ll go see if she wants to join us.” Buffy laid a warm hand on one of Willow’s shaky ones. “Is it… is it still okay if she comes to the party, Will?”

Willow looked up and put her resolve face on. “Buffy, she’s part of the family. Of course it’s okay. I’ll be fine, don’t worry.”

Buffy gave Willow’s hand a gentle squeeze before she removed herself from the stool and maneuvered her way to where Tara stood in waiting. Tara’s back was to Buffy so the blonde Slayer decided to tap on Tara’s shoulder rather than accidentally startling the sometimes shy, nervous woman. Buffy stepped back a bit as Tara turned to face her. A look of pleasant surprise crossed Tara’s sweet and expressive face until a grin replaced the surprise.

“Buffy, hi.” Tara hugged Buffy to her gently. “How are you, sweetie?” Tara ended the hug, but kept a warm hand on Buffy’s upper arm.

“I’m fine, Tara, good, I’m actually really good.” Buffy suddenly became shy at the openness of the woman in front of her. Would she ever have just hugged Tara in the middle of the Espresso Pump, why not she supposed. “Um, I wanted to… thank you, you know… for the other night.” Buffy’s voice became quiet as she looked embarrassingly at her shoes.

“Buffy.” Tara lifted Buffy’s head with a warm, soft finger at the bottom of her chin. Buffy’s hazel eyes met blue eyes full of love and compassion. “You don’t ever have to thank me.”

Buffy suddenly became uneasy with the intensity of warmth Tara’s look was filling her with. She decided to change the subject. “Uh, Tara, do you have plans for this Sunday night?”

“Sunday?” Tara bit her bottom lip as she thought for a moment. “No, no plans.”

“Well, it’s my twenty-first birthday and I’m having a little party at casa de Summers and I wanted you to come… to the party, that is, my party.” Buffy tried to cover up her nervousness with a bright smile.

Buffy’s smile was nothing compared to the brilliance of the smile Tara returned. “I wouldn’t miss it for the world!”

“Great! It’ll start at around eightish, you know you can be fashionably late and all that.” Buffy felt a little weight lift off of her shoulders.

“I don’t think I’m ever ‘fashionably’ anything, but maybe I could set my clock back a bit so that I make sure I arrive a little late.” Tara quirked up one side of her lips in a gesture that meant to Buffy that Tara was teasing her.

“Whatever works.” Buffy remembered her sister and Willow who were still seated back at their table. “Um, Tara, would you like to join us, Dawn, Willow, and me?”

Tara glanced over Buffy’s shoulder at the table where Dawn and Willow seemed to be in conversation with one another. She returned her gaze to Buffy, a bit of regret and sorrow colored her otherwise warm smile. “Actually, I-I can’t… I have a study date at nine and I’m afraid I’m going to be late already.”

“A… date?” Buffy’s mind began to buzz oddly at the word “date” involving Tara.

“Not a date date, I’m meeting a friend to study.” Tara quirked one eyebrow up at Buffy’s seemingly disbelief that the blonde witch would have a date.

“Is this friend male or female?” Buffy was oblivious that she might be prying here.

“A female… Buffy, are you…” Tara was cut off by a suddenly serious Buffy.

“You’re sure this female friend of yours isn’t a vampire, or some demony thing hell bent on world destruction or death to all kittens?” Buffy’s narrowed eyes bespoke intentions to maim and kill.

“Um, pretty sure, I’ve seen her in the daylight and she seems okay with the world and kitties.” Tara turned away from Buffy as she retrieved her drink. “I r-really have to go now. Would you tell Willow and Dawnie that I said hi?”

“Sure.” With that Tara smiled warmly at Buffy once again before quickly exiting the Espresso Pump into the cool air of the evening. Buffy watched Tara’s departure with a furrowed brow. “A study date?” Buffy didn’t like that idea at all. She made her way back to Willow and Dawn and plopped down on her stool, she still felt disgruntled.

“So no go huh?” Dawn’s voice pulled Buffy out of her silent stupor.

“Uh, she had an appointment to keep.” Buffy took a sip of her mocha it had cooled, she regarded it with disgust before setting it back down.

“Did you invite her to the party?” Dawn’s smile was filled with hope.

“I did, she said she’d definitely show.” Buffy had to smile at that, cold mocha and study date be damned. “Uh, she said she’s really sorry she couldn’t stay, but she was running late but she says hi.”

“W-we’d better go, don’t want to miss those previews.” Willow put her mittens back on and scooted off the stool. She stood and fiddled with her mittens as Buffy and Dawn gathered their own coats around themselves.

“All right, ladies, cute British guy awaits.” Buffy linked arms with Willow and the three women made their way toward the Sun Cinema down the street.

Marianna looked up from her note taking when the Slayer, Willow Rosenberg, and the Slayer’s little sister exited the coffee establishment. She shoved her laptop into her leather briefcase and decided to follow the blonde woman who the Slayer had been conversing with. Marianna smirked to herself as she decided that the little blonde witch might just be the key to Willow’s recruitment, or if anything Marianna thought the young woman was a lovely sight to behold.

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Chapter 7: Stalking a Wounded Fawn

Marianna kept her distance from the blonde witch. She wondered for a moment if this… Tara Maclay could sense Marianna for who she truly was, past the adolescent persona she adopted when she entered the mortal plane. The vengeance demon quickly dismissed the idea, this young girl would have been much more unnervd by her company than she was displaying. The girl was moving at a brisk pace, but it seemed she was late for something and not running away from something, an important distinction. Marianna’s second thought was if Ivan knew about this vulnerability that could lead to Willow’s ascension as a vengeance demon for D’Hoffryn. Her third and not fleeting thought was a question as to the exact nature of this blonde woman’s relationship with Willow Rosenberg, Marianna suspected the two had been lovers and smile broadly at the advantage she had over Ivan who was probably still out somewhere being irresponsible.

“Lovely little creature, isn’t she?” Ivan’s smug voice filled Marianna with annoyance as she turned to glare at her brother. “A little power in that one as well.”

“Ivan, what are you doing here?” Marianna’s voice was cold and suspicious.

“Why, following you of course.” Ivan dropped his foot to the grass that had been previously braced against the tree trunk he had been relaxing his body against. He stuck his left hand into his pocket as he approached the auburn haired woman. “I figured you’d be out and out, being sneaky.” Ivan’s lips curled into a smirk. “You didn’t answer my question.”

“I fortunately do not answer to you.” Marianna folded her arms in front of her chest and looked contemptuously at her brother. “I thought you were cruising the Sunnydale night life.”

“This… ‘Bronze’ of theirs, was really the only thing worth checking out and I got bored.” Ivan sidled up to his sister which caused her to follow his movements and his eye line. “Oh my, what will the good witch do now?” Ivan had mock concern in his voice as he and Marianna observed that they were not the only ones who had trailed the blonde woman in the long purple skirt.

The thickly built vampire in a bad suit crept in the shadows cast by the sporadically placed trees of the UC Sunnydale campus. He spotted his evening meal in the form of a young blonde woman from across the sidewalks and grassy expanses. He smirked to himself as he brought forth his demon visage and prepared for his dinner. The vampire had just a quick moment to think how easy this was when the thought was quickly replaced by searing pain and then nothing.

“Ignis incende!” Tara cringed inwardly and took several quick steps back to avoid the flailing flame engulfed appendages of her would be killer. She brought her jacketed arms up to shield her face as the vampire’s screams filled the evening, before even those were engulfed by the flames Tara had created with her words. The blonde witch felt a cold weight rest within her chest as she regretted the pain that she had caused, even though she knew it was either her or the vampire who was going to die that night. That fact still didn’t lift the guilty burden Tara carried with her as she turned quickly away from the small pile of ashes and picked up her pace to get into the dormitory to find her study partner. A few fellow UC Sunnydale students ran up to Tara to ask if she knew what had just happened, the quick scream that they had heard seemed to have brought out an uncharacteristic protective side in these two students. Usually the good citizens of Sunnydale preferred the ostrich approach, what they didn’t know couldn’t eat them they seemed to believe. Tara explained to the two sharply dressed students that she was perfectly fine, she had been silly and thought she had seen a bat but it had been nothing. The two finely suited students had skeptical expressions, but seemed to allow Tara whatever secrets she might be concealing.

“Well I’m glad you weren’t in any trouble.” One of the students, the dark haired handsome young man extended his right hand to Tara. “I’m Ivan by the way.” Ivan smiled what he hoped was not a cocky but friendly pull of his lips. Upon his sister’s silence, he decided to interject. “This is Marianna.” Ivan gestured to his companion.

“Tara.” Tara gently shook the proffered hand before she nestled it where it had been before, firmly in her other hand. “I-I’m sorry if I scared you.” The blonde smiled apologetically to Ivan and to the quiet somewhat unsettling auburn haired woman who stood to the left of him.

“No, problem.” Ivan’s smile broadened as an idea formed. “So, do you go to school here?” He tried to keep his tone carefree and stalkerfree.

“I do.” Tara gave Ivan a friendly smile, but his quiet companion received a quick questioning look. “D-do you two go here as well?”

“Actually, my sister and I just transferred here.” Ivan took a moment to wonder at his sister’s present lack of verbal skills. “I have to say it is nice to see that the rumors about this town were greatly exaggerated.”

Tara quirked the right side of her lips up which was a trademark smile of the witch’s that anyone who were lucky enough to observe it instantly fell in love with. “Well, I’d still suggest sticking to well lit areas, you never know when there might be bats flying around.” Tara quickly shifted her bag. “I-I really need to get going, I’m kind of late.”

“By all means, we’re sorry we’ve kept you.” Ivan stepped to the side to allow Tara passage between the siblings. “I’m sorry, what did you say your name was again?”

“Tara. Tara Maclay.” Tara felt herself feel at ease with this sociable young man, his sister on the other hand left her feeling quite uneasy. “Well it was nice meeting you both. Maybe I’ll see you two around campus.”

“Let’s hope so.” Ivan waved a bit in response to Tara’s wave goodbye. He grinned at the quickly departing figure until it disappeared into a large brick building. It was then when he turned to his sister, his grin had faded. “What the hell is wrong with you?’

Marianna looked to her brother with a look that he had only seen once before in their three hundred year relationship. The look quickly vanished and was replaced by a cold, hard gaze. “Nothing.” And with that his sister vanished angrily from his sight in a brilliance of light.

“My, my, the game just got a bit more interesting.” Ivan quickly tore the head off the vampire that thought it had been silently approaching from behind. Ash fell from Ivan’s hand as he too vanished from the grassy campus.

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Chapter 8: The Crush, the Witch, and the Animal Crackers

“Emily, I’m so sorry I’m late.” Tara rushed up to the attractive, petite girl with long curly brown hair and dark rimmed glasses seated in one of the putrid colored chairs in the commons room.

“I’m just glad you’re here.” Emily rose from her seat and hauled her dark maroon messenger bag onto her shoulder. “I was getting worried.”

“I sort of ran into some people and… I am sorry.” Tara’s apology reached her eyes and stayed there until Emily released Tara’s guilt.

“That’s okay, I’m just glad you’re all right.” Emily felt her lips quirk up in response to the relieved smile she received from the beautiful blonde in front of her. “Um, should we get to it then?”

“Sounds good.” Tara led the two of them to one of the many empty tables. “So, where to start?” The blonde gently set her bag onto the table and proceeded to extract a few text books, notebooks, and pens from within.

“I can’t believe we already have our first test, it seems like the semester just started.” Emily grumpily pulled out her study materials and laid them out in front of her.

“It did, I guess Professor Adams believes in beginning the torture as soon as he can.” Tara tried to lighten up the now grumpy Emily. Emily had been in Tara’s Introduction to Sociology class way back when they were both newbie Freshmen, they had happened to sit by one another the first day and never really thought of sitting by anyone else the rest of the year. Emily’s love of horses had quickly linked the two and led them to become fast friends. Tara still remembered how jealous Willow had gotten whenever Tara and Emily studied together, the blonde had reassured her then girlfriend that Emily was a friend, a horsy friend, Willow had nothing to worry about. Tara become somber at the thought of her ex.

“Tara? Are you okay? You seemed to totally space there for a minute.” Emily regarded her friend with openly concerned and questioning eyes.

“I’m fine I was just thinking about…” Tara looked down as she felt her throat being to tighten due to thoughts of the redhead who had once been the love of Tara’s life… still was.

“Willow.” Emily’s voice did not hide any of the contempt the brunette had for Tara’s ex-girlfriend. Tara hadn’t told Emily what had happened in any great detail, but Emily could tell from how completely shattered Tara had been after the breakup that whatever Willow had done was something unspeakably horrible to the gentle, blonde seated across the table from her. After Tara had moved from that Buffy Summers’ home back into the dorms just a few floors above hers in Weisman Hall, Emily felt her feelings for the blonde grow rapidly. Maybe because the constant reminder of how Tara was unobtainable and spoken for was no longer there in the form of a petite little redhead.

“Emily.” Tara’s voice was a soft plea.

“Tara, I’m your friend, I’m supposed to be hateful about your ex, it’s what friends do.” Emily didn’t add that it filled her with hope that Willow was no longer a part of Tara’s life and that she still very much was.

“W-we should study. Should we start on the three justice norms?” Tara flipped through the pages of her notebook as she avoided Emily’s gaze.

“Nice segue… yes, blah, justice norms.” Emily sighed dramatically before she opened her own notebook. “You know snacky foods would make all this inequality in society a lot more palatable. I have a bag of frosted animal crackers in my room.”

Tara looked up from her notebook with a half grin that caused heat to course through Emily’s body. “You know what happens when we try to study in your room.”

“Come on, you know you enjoy it.” Emily’s toothy grin betrayed her nervousness at the bantering, almost flirting that was transpiring.

“I enjoy junk food and ‘Teen Titan’ marathons as much as the next person, but we really should study.” Tara’s grin was still in place as she perused her notes. “The test is Tuesday and I’m not sure how much studying I’ll get done this weekend.”

“Hot date?” Emily tried to not sound too worried or anxious.

“No, a friend’s birthday party and I haven’t even gotten her a gift yet.” Tara flipped to the next page before she raised her blue eyes to Emily. “I’m planning on doing some major present shopping activities tomorrow, if you’re not busy maybe you could meet me downtown for lunch or coffee or something.”

“Sounds great, how’s twelve thirty at the Espresso Pump, wait I kind of want to check out that magic shop you’re always telling me about first.” Emily could feel her cheeks start to color. An afternoon with Tara, definitely an event worth celebrating perhaps a new shirt was in order. “So outside that Magic Box of yours at twelve thirty then?”

“Sounds like a plan.” Tara turned to go over her notes again. “I can’t believe in the three years that I’ve known you I’ve never managed to drag you to the Magic Box.”

“Well, some us aren’t Glenda… or are you a wicked witch?” Emily knew her intended flirtation would probably be lost on Tara perhaps that’s why she felt brave enough to do it.

“Well, I don’t have a wand or a big pink dress and I don’t have a black pointy hat or have the unfortunate luck of having a house fall on me so I guess I’m neither.” Tara’s teasing voice distracted Emily’s mind from anything having to do with studying.

“You know before I met you I always thought witches were things of fairytales and Disney movies, who knew a witch could be so beautiful.” Emily realized her mistake a moment too late. “Well, you know you’re not all green and worty and eating of the little children.”

Well, thank you… I think.” Tara chuckled, a low deep sound that unsettled Emily, but it a warm pleasant manner. “Now to the studying.” Tara’s voice would brook no arguments. “Or I’ll turn you into a toad.”

“I knew you were a wicked witch. This sweet, innocent persona is just a cover.” Emily’s tone held mock outrage.

“Yes, I’m very wicked.” Tara gave her friend an amused grin before she turned her attention back to her notes. “Now if I could only remember where I put my broom, hmm.”

“I thought you weren’t into wood.” Emily’s retort was out of her mouth before she realized exactly what she had just said. Her embarrassment was eased when Tara playfully swatted her arm.

“My, what spicy talk.” Tara had a slight blush to her cheeks, but her eyes twinkled with delight. “Now before we allow ourselves to fall into hours of innuendo I suggest we study.”

“As I said before, little pink and white frosted animals with sprinkles could help the process along immensely.” Emily raised her eyebrows a few times in a persuasive manner.

“All right, all right, but then we’re really going to study.” Tara started putting her books back into her bag. “And don’t even think of putting that television on.” Tara shook her index finger at Emily to maximize her point.

“I wouldn’t dream of getting in the way of Tara Maclay and academic achievement with the lure of adorable little superheroes fighting crime and acting cute.” Emily shoved her books quickly in her bag and swung it over her shoulder.

“’ Wakey wakey.’” Emily’s smile grew brighter as it was accompanied by a knowing one from Tara.

“’Tofu eggs and bakey.’” Tara linked arms with her study buddy and the two proceeded to go up the few flights of stairs to Emily’s dorm room where only three episodes of “Teen Titans” on DVD were watched.

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Chapter 10: Want, Take, Work For Anya

“You know what this means, young person, you will now be working here for me, you’ll be my employee, except that you will not receive checks nor will you have paid vacation so that I can have just compensation for not only the financial upheaval you have caused but also the mental trauma I have just had to endure upon learning how very easy it is for some minor juvenile delinquent to steal my hard ordered goods from me.” Anya had the classic pose of a disgruntled mother. She had one firm fist rested on her hip while wagged her hand with index finger firmly out in an angered manner.

“I’ll do anything, Anya.” The teenager looked at her muddied sneakers for strength. “I-I’m just really sorry. I promised it’ll never happen again, I swear.”

“You bet your kleptomaniac butt it won’t, I’m getting those things spies have so that I can watch what every single person in the store is doing without them knowing.” Anya smile triumphantly. “I’m getting bugs!” Dawn’s nervous expression did nothing to stop Anya’s tirade. “Maybe I’ll even get those things that banks have.”

“A-a vault?” Dawn smiled innocently.

“No, one of those men with the pepper spray and the nightsticks.” Anya began prancing around the store, she picked up items as she went. Dawn could barely her the blonde shopowner as she mumbled about bugs being able to go in each item she picked up. She turned to address Dawn, who had thought the entrepreneur had forgotten about her. “I haven’t forgotten about you, missy, I’m putting you to work!” Anya sounded a bit too happy about that than Dawn felt comfortable with.

“Um, Anya, I kind of um sort of didn’t tell Buffy yet so I was hoping…” Dawn’s request was cut short by Anya’s clear, piercing voice.

“I will not be involved in any after school special drama, employee.” Anya lifted a large jar of something Dawn really had no desire to know about.

“I-I’m gonna tell her… tonight, I promise, it’s just I didn’t really have time yet.” Dawn began pivoting in place as she tried to follow the blonde curly haired woman’s quick movements around the store.

“With all your mad thievery?” Anya felt an overwhelming need to make the young and too tall for her liking Summers girl feel guilty. But she also did not want to be on the receiving end of Buffy’s anger. “Yes, yes I won’t tell your sister about your criminal ways.”

“Thanks, Anya.” Dawn felt relieved, if there was one thing Anya didn’t do it was lie. The ex-vengeance demon was sometimes, okay most of the time, brutally honest. Dawn was startled when the bell rang alerting her and Anya of a possible customer. Or perhaps not, as Dawn observed Xander Harris as he walked through the doorway.

“Ladies of the Magic Box, your handyman has arrived.” Xander set his tool box by the door with an audible clash of tools. The dark haired construction worker set off directly to his fiancée to give her a kiss in greeting. “How’s the most beautiful woman in the world today?”

“Dawn stole lots of items from the Magic Box, so she’s working for me to pay it off.” Anya’s voice held little anger, it sounded more like a casual tidbit than anything else. Dawn groaned audibly.

“The Dawnster? Stealing?” Xander looked in disbelief at the youngest Summers girl who stood uncomfortably only ten feet away from him.

“Xander, I’m really sorry.” Dawn pleaded with her eyes that he would believe her and not hate her forever. When Xander didn’t say anything, the teenager could feel hot tears as they formed in her eyes.

“Dawnie, this is not good.” Xander moved from his fiancée to the upset teenager. “Does Buffy know?” Xander knew his loud reprimanding voice was bordering on screechy but he couldn’t help it.

“Know what?” Her sister’s voice caused Dawn to whisper to Xander.

“I swear I was going to tell her tonight.” Dawn moved away from Xander to face her approaching sister. “Birthday stuff, you can’t know.”

“I thought you were hanging out with Janice today.” Buffy looked confusedly at her sister, who for some reason looked on the verge of tears. “Did you two get into a fight or something?” Concern colored Buffy’s features.

“No, I…” Dawn felt torn, but wanted to have time to explain to Buffy the reasons why she had started stealing and continued to do so.

“Dawn volunteered to help out here to assist me with all of the hustle and bustle, new items have arrived recently and are in need of inventorying… under watchful eyes of course.” Anya beamed at the Slayer.

“Oh.” Buffy shrugged her shoulders a bit before she sat upon one of the stools. The Slayer took in the unusually quiet figure of her dark haired friend. “What’s with you?” Her voice was soft, tinged with a bit of concern.

“Um, me?” Xander shifted uneasily. “Nothing, just came to you know fix things. I should go do that.” Xander quickly recovered his toolbox and disappeared into the basement.

“Why do I feel like I came into the story a bit late?” Buffy looked to her sister who unhelpfully shrugged her shoulders. “Well, have fun with Anya I’m off to the hustle and bustle of flipping fake meat.”

“You’ll be home tonight though right?” Dawn’s eyes held a glimmer of desperate hope.

“Uh, yeah. I get off at six so I’ll be home before I go out to patrol.” Buffy picked up her chicken/cow hat off of the register and put it in her coat pocket.

“Good, cause I kind of need to talk to you about something.” Dawn shifted from one sneaker to the next.

“Okay, well we’ll just talk when I get home, sound good?” Buffy wondered about Dawn’s behavior but the time was quickly approaching nine-thirty and her shift started in a half an hour.

“Okay, six it is.” Dawn waved at the retreating form of her sister. She sighed heavily before she turned to where the ex-vengeance demon was dusting off shelves, in preparation for hordes of money filled customers when the shop opened at ten. “Anya?”

“Yes?” Anya dusted off a particularly dirty porcelain unicorn before she gave her attention to the teenager at the counter.

“Thanks.” Dawn smiled sincerely.

“You are very welcome.” Anya put the duster down and approached Dawn. “Now the first thing you can do in your new capacity as a worker for me is to rearrange all of the items behind the counter alphabetically, dusting them off as you go.” Dawn accepted the proffered duster and moved behind the counter to begin her new career, Anya’s indentured servant.

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Chapter 11: Number One Must Have

“This place is the greatest!” Emily did a quick three sixty as she took in the so called Magic Box. She quickly went over to a shelf filled with jars of what looked like tiny seeds of some sort drifting in fluid. “’Newt eyes’ eww.”

“Wow, I guess Anya wasn’t satisfied with the salamander ones.” Tara beamed as she observed her friend as the brunette did a very good impression of a kid in a candy store. The blonde hadn’t expected Emily to be so enthusiastic about the magic shop. The extent of Emily’s knowledge regarding magick and witchcraft seemed to come from either Disney movies or The Craft, a film Tara had never seen and probably wouldn’t like if Emily’s assumptions about witches were any indication. Tara was forever patient with the little comments Emily would make regarding the very out witch, most of the comments were made just to tease the kindhearted blonde.

“Be careful with those, they cost me a large sum of money.” Anya’s voice was crisp and slightly accusatory, as if the brunette would like nothing better than to shatter the large, costly jar of eye of newt on the freshly cleaned floor of the magic shop. Emily quickly, but carefully placed the jar in the spot she had just removed it from.

“Sorry.” Emily’s apology was sincere, but she didn’t really know exactly what she had apologized for.

“Anya.” Tara greeted the ever watchful shop owner from her vantage point in amongst the shelves by the door. “How have you been?” Anya ascended the short number of stairs to stand next to the blonde witch.

“Well, besides thieving teenagers and customers who like to handle the merchandise without a care in the world, I can’t really complain.” Anya’s tone was sharp, and filled with the woe the shop owner had to live with.

“I’m glad Dawnie told you, she was so nervous about how you’d react.” Tara’s quiet voice was like Anya’s never is. The blonde witch spotted the teenager behind the long blue counter. She waved a bit, the teen looked busy and flustered with the three customers at the register. Tara turned back to Anya with an approving tone. “I see you’ve put her to work already.”

“Yes, but don’t worry she is being watched by a nifty purchase I had Xander get for me earlier today.” Anya smiled proudly. “This way the thievery will be caught on tape.”

“I don’t think she’ll steal anything ever again.” Tara’s expression was earnest. “She made some bad choices but I think she realized how wrong they were.”

“Yes, yes, I’m sure she’ll never do anything like it ever again not when there are drugs, alcohol, and sex that she could be involved in to gain attention.” Anya’s voice had a matter-of-fact tone. “Hey! Does she have to put her hands on everything?”

“I swear if she breaks anything, she’ll pay for it.” Tara smiled innocently at Emily.

“Hey!” Emily’s voice was filled with mock hurt. “I’ll have you know that I am not a clumsy person, I’m graceful and dainty like all good women should be.” The brunette gave Tara a sarcastic look before she turned her attention back to the parcels arrayed on the shelves in front of her.

“Tara, you brought your new girlfriend to the Magic Box, very audacious of you.” Anya took a moment to run her eyes over the petite brunette who shifted uneasily under the scrutiny. “A little thin, but she is pleasing to look at and has an athletic looking body, I’m sure she’s a sex poodle in bed, hmm.”

Emily’s face burned from embarrassment and horror. Her mind tried to comprehend how this woman in front could say the thing she said so nonchalantly. The red faced brunette chanced a glance in Tara’s direction and found with some disappointment that Tara was in fact not blushing, though the blonde witch did have a somewhat restrained expression.

“Anya, Emily and I aren’t g-girlfriends, we’re just good friends.” Tara smiled brightly. Some of the Scoobies, namely Willow and Buffy, seemed to find Anya pretentious, rude, and offensive. Sure, it had taken time for the blonde witch to get used to the brusque and brutally honest manner in which the ex-vengeance demon spoke. But once she became more accustomed to Anya she felt she enjoyed the other woman’s presence and honesty. But for those unaccustomed, Anya might seem a little… odd.

“Well, that’s probably good, we don’t want Willow getting back into the dark magicks and going on a jealous, murderous rampage.” Anya abruptly put her arms around the momentarily startled blonde witch. “Tara, I’ve missed you!”

“Sex poodle?” Emily emerged from her haze and observed with a pang of jealousy the odd shop owner tightly hugging Tara. “Um, I’m going to go down where the crystal balls are… leave you two to um catch up.” Emily shifted nervously. After she received a nod and a soft smile from Tara, Emily descended the few stairs and entered the rest of the shop. She smiled as she saw a familiar face behind the counter.

“Hiya, Tara finally managed to drag you here?” Dawn beamed at the petite brunette in front of her. “What happened to ‘magic is for wicked witches and Neve Campbell?’” The teenager smirked at Emily from across the counter. At first, the protective Summers girl didn’t like Emily, she feared she might be trying to become more than just friends with Tara and that would be no good for Willow. After a night of junk food, candy, and cartoons with Tara and Emily, the teen had begun to warm to the petite brunette. Someone who thought Beastboy was the cutest thing ever couldn’t be bad, right. Though she didn’t understand Emily’s aversion to magic.

“I guess I finally decided it was time to see the real world side of magic.” Emily didn’t tell the teenager that the real reason she had never stepped foot in the place before despite several invitations from Tara was because the invitation usually included Willow being in attendance. “I didn’t know you worked here, Dawnie.”

“I don’t, I-I thought I’d help out Anya, you know big shipment came in and all that.” Dawn was thankfully interrupted by a young couple buying preserved hamsters. After the teenager returned the couple’s change, Emily plopped on the stool in front of the counter to the side of the register.

“What’s up with that Anya woman?” Emily’s voice was a heated whisper.

“Why, what’d she say?” Dawn’s voice hid no surprise that someone might take offense to Anya.

“Nothing really.” Emily could tell Dawn wasn’t convinced but continued anyways. “So, her and Tara are friends huh?” The jealously in her voice was minimal, the brunette hoped.

“Yeah, Tara’s gonna be Anya’s maid of honor.” The teenager shivered at thought of the bride’s maid dress she was going to be forced to endure for an entire day.

“Oh, Anya’s getting married?” There was relief in Emily’s tone.

“Yupsters, to Xander.” Dawn was interrupted by another customer, an older woman who bought an ounce of hellsbore and a few toads’ feet. “You don’t want to mix the two!” The teenager’s warning was an afterthought, but an important one, she hoped the woman had heard her. “Anyways, you should see the god awful dresses we’re wearing.”

“You’re in the wedding too?” Emily realized that besides Dawn she knew very little about Tara’s other friends, her non-study buddy friends. She remembered meeting a few briefly at Tara’s birthday party sophomore year, but that had been awhile ago and she hadn’t really had meaningful conversations with any of them. She thought she remembered this Xander guy that Anya was marrying. He seemed nice enough, she supposed. She met Buffy after dropping Dawn off at the Summers home along with Tara after evenings involving junk food and cartoons. The blonde seemed overly edgy to Emily, sort of high-strung and serious. And “Buffy” what a weird name, it’s a name she would have thought one of her grandmother’s friends would have as a nickname.

“Yup, I’m a bridesmaid. Even Willow has to wear it and she’s the best man.” Dawn didn’t notice when some of the color drained from Emily’s face at the mention of the redhead. “I’m sorry we’re out of Sorbis root. Maybe you can try to confuse someone with finger-puppets eating jell-o.”

“Huh?” The young man asked confusedly.

“See!” Dawn smiled brightly and offered the customer a free chicken’s foot for his trouble, but he opted not to accept and quickly left the store. “No one ever wants a chicken foot, hmm.” The chicken foot Dawn had been holding dropped in the plastic container with a rubbery plop. Emily looked away.

“Um, Dawn… what sort of thing would you get a person who is actually magically inclined and not just looking for some stinky herbs and stuff?” Emily glanced quickly to make sure that Anya and Tara were still by the door in deep conversation.

“I’m not really sure, I don’t really do spells, Buffy won’t let me, she thinks I’m not mature enough or something.” Dawn shook her head at the absurdity of her sister’s thoughts until she remembered why she was behind this counter in the first place being carefully watched by a little mechanical friend hidden between a fertility statue and an urn. “I heard candles are good for witches, um, crystals are useful and pretty!”

“Crystals?” Emily was satisfied with this idea, something small but meaningful that she could give to Tara as a present. “Could you point me in the direction where the crystals are?”

“Sure, they’re just over there, behind the table with the crosses and holy water.” Dawn leaned over the counter on her tip toes to gesture to the area she had just indicated.

“Thanks, Dawnie.” Emily hopped of her stool and leaned onto the counter. “It was great talking with you.”

“Same here!” Dawn waved a bit and then proceeded to assist the woman in front of her in desperate need for a ward against an ex-husband.

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Chapter 12: Find Another Girl

Anya watched the brunette as she moved towards Dawn at the register before she turned back to Tara, who still had a soft smile on her full lips.

“You like her.” Anya’s tone seemed like it was an accusation.

“Of course I like her, we’re friends.” Tara averted her eyes from the petite brunette in question to the petite blonde in front of. “We’re not romantically involved.”

“But you want to be.” Again Anya’s voice seemed less questioning and more matter-of-fact.

“Anya.” Tara’s voice was warm and patient. “I’m not ready to be involved with anyone, Emily and I are friends, good friends but that’s it.” Tara didn’t know why Anya’s line of questioning made her feel a bit defensive.

“So, you don’t think about her in any sex ways?” Anya’s voice was genuinely curious.

“No, not ‘sex ways’.” Tara looked at the brunette in question.

“That may be, but she’s thinking about you.” Anya had an all knowing type look and tone. “She imagines the two of you all hot and sweaty in bed doing lesbiany things.”

“I-I… I don’t think that’s, she doesn’t…” Tara was cut off by Anya.

“Tara, you’re a very beautiful, attractive woman of course she wants to get all naked with you.” The ex-vengeance demon allowed her eyes to take in Tara’s figure as it was hugged by the light cream colored blouse and long soft brown skirt. “But I want you to be careful.”

“Anya, you have nothing to worry about, Emily and I are just good friends.” Tara felt a smile tug at her lips at the care she saw in Anya’s eyes. The other Scoobies, and perhaps even Anya herself, might like to think the eleven hundred year old ex-vengeance demon didn’t have human feelings like the rest of them but Tara knew better.

“I’m worried about the shop! Inevitably Willow will find out about you finding another girl and come in and ransack the place to power herself up and then go on the rampage.” Anya looked around her shop, up at the second floor loft where all of the more dangerous texts were kept and shuddered as she thought about the damage an angered witch could do to her beloved little shop.

“Sweetie, Willow isn’t the rampaging ransacking type, I don’t think you have anything to worry about.” Tara knew in her heart that Willow would never intentionally hurt anyone, though she also knew how powerful the lure of magick could be to an emotionally distraught person. She opted to change the topic. “How goes the wedding plans?”

Anya’s tone completely changed from ominous to anxious. “Still much to do, so many stupid human traditions. Except for the presents, I like the presents part. And the cake part, but the whole exchanging of vows and the throwing of flowers, who thought this crap up?”

“It’s going to be wonderful, Anya.” Tara gently took the shop owner into her arms for a quick hug. “The weather is supposed to be sunny and gorgeous, a perfect day.”

“Well, it’d better be or they’ll be hell to pay for anyone who ruins it, you know I still have several demon friends who owe me favors some you’ll meet at the rehersal dinner.” Anya’s toothy grin faded none upon Tara’s quick look of unease. “Xander told me the rehersal dinner isn’t a gift event but if you want to break with tradition feel free.” At her own mention of gifts, the materalistic ex-vengeance demon’s smile brightened and she shifted a bit as she tended to do when she was overly happy or really upset.

“Um, speaking of gifts I haven’t gotten anything for Buffy’s birthday yet.” Tara quirked her eyebrows in a questioning manner. “Any ideas?”

“Xander and I have a very good gift, probably the best gift so it won’t matter what you get.” Anya grinned as she happily and stiffly patted Tara’s shoulder. “So don’t worry, anything will be fine.”

“Thanks, Anya.” Tara kept her voice light, she knew the blonde didn’t mean to come off insensitve.

“Hey.” Emily stood in front of the two blondes, her greeting had been soft and uncertain she hadn’t wanted to interrupt. She felt uneasy as the blonde shop owner looked her from top to bottom and then up again.

“Hi.” Tara’s smile warmed Emily instantly. The blonde witch noticed the small purple paper bag in the brunette’s right hand. “Looks like you found something, care to show me?”

“A-actually.” Emily tried to not become a spaz, but the odd blonde shop owner had an intense gaze as if Emily were a zoo animal behind glass. “It’s sort of something I can’t really show you yet.”

“Oh, okay.” Tara’s tone was noninvasive and sweet, though she was curious as to what her otherwise non-magically inclined friend found at the magic shop. “Well, we’d better get going, I haven’t found a gift for Buffy yet.”

“Just remember, your gift couldn’t possibly surpass the weapon’s box we are going to present her tomorrow night, so relax.” Anya nodded as she smiled supportively.

“Weapon’s box?” Emily confusedly looked from Tara to Anya.

“No not weapon’s box, whipping box, for Buffy’s many assorted whips.” Anya made a few swipes of her hand to illustrate how one might whip enthusiastically. She only stopped upon seeing the scandalized expressions on Emily’s and Tara’s faces.

“I-I’ll see you tomorrow night, Anya.” Tara touched the ex-vengeance demon’s shoulder lightly with her hand. After she received an okay, the blonde witch turned to Emily and smiled while she led the two out the door with a ring of the bell.

Anya’s thought as she descended to return to her register and more importantly her money was perhaps she should have Xander make them a whipping box.

***

(to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Thu Dec 15, 2005 4:43 pm

Wow i love your updates and i'm wondering what ivan and Marianna are planning to do with willow.
I can't wait to read more please update soon.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby RaspberryHats » Thu Dec 15, 2005 5:13 pm

Wow. This is a fantastic start to your story and I hope you are not just teasing when you say this is going to be a long story because I could read plenty more of this and love every minute of it.

I think you have captured all of the characters perfectly, the dialogue is so lifelike I can see it all in my head as I am reading. The interactions between Willow, Buffy and Dawn are very sweet and I love the way you are handling Willow's problems. Please keep writing and keep updating.

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 11:43 pm

will, thanks! :) Updates are very much on the way. Let's just say Ivan and Marianna are close to my heart even though they're both bound to do nasty and delicious things.

RaspberryHats, thank you for the happy kind words! I really (as do a lot of peeps) heart the Buffy characters so I hoped that I could do them justice. Um, I have about fifty pages or so written (not proofed) as of right now... and the events contained within only span about a week soooo miles to go...

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Thu Dec 15, 2005 11:46 pm

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Sure, thanks… this is my first ever fan fic so…

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17, It’s not too racy right now and who knows if it will be but I like to leave my options open

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: Think of this as an alternative universe, though some of the situations and dialogue are quite similar, so let’s call this “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation


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Chapter 13: Hiding Amongst the Foliage

“Will, I don’t want to sound unsupportive here, but what are we doing?” Xander Harris looked at the crouched form of his best friend, Willow Rosenberg, next to him.

“Uh, we’re…” Willow gave Xander an embarrased look. “Hiding?”

“Why is that?” Xander tried to peak over the top of the hedges they were crouched behind but Willow did something very similar as to what she did to get them into these positions, the redhead yanked hard on Xander’s coat sleeve.

“I, um…” Willow had a frightened written all over her features. “Okay, see that girl that Tara’s with?”

“No, all I see is foliage.” Xander’s attempt to see through the greenery failed.

“Okay, be all big with the stealth and take a look?” The redhead had to urge herself not to do the same.

Xander slowly and carefully rose on his knees enough so he could see just over the top of the bushes he and Willow were hiding behind. It took Xander a quick scan to find the objects of Willow’s need for hiding. Tara and a brunette walked down the sidewalk toward the Espresso Pump. Xander took in the sight of Tara, the blonde witch had a long wool dark green coat and was in one of her customary long patterned skirts, this one was sea foam green with purple flowers, and her footwear consisted of red boots. His dark eyebrows knitted as he observed Tara’s companion, a petite wavy haired glasses wearing brunette who was dressed in thick gray cargo pants, a superhero cartoon black t-shirt, what looked like an old army jacket, and yellow sneakers. Willow’s strained whispered voice interrupted Xander’s observation.

“Do you see them?” Xander turned to look down at the redhead that was still crouched. He nodded his head. “Oh, god, Xander, what am I going to do?”

“So it’s a girl, no big, Will, I’m sure they’re just friends.” Xander resumed his crouch next to her best friend.

“Oh, I know they’re friends. Xander, that’s Emily.” Willow’s voice seemed to plead for Xander to recall who Emily was, the threat the petite brunette posed.

“Emily, Emily?” Xander now saw why Willow made with the hiding. The look on Willow’s face, the fear and naked jealousy, made Xander intensely protective. Willow had explained to him awhile back that Emily was Tara’s best non-Scooby friend, the two had met Freshman year in their Intro to Soc class and had been study buddies for the subject ever since. Willow had further explained that she had her suspicions that Emily had a crush on the redhead’s now ex-girlfriend. The red haired ex-witch had made no effort in hiding her terror of the possibility that Emily’s crush could be realized since Tara and Willow were no longer together. Xander had tried to reassure the redhead that he was certain that Tara and Emily were just friends that’s all, Willow had nothing to worry about. Now crouched behind a bush with his best friend, Xander hoped that he had been right.

“I knew she’d try to steal Tara, well not steal steal since Tara isn’t like a possession or anything I mean she’s a prized possession, no that sounds like a horse or car or something, what I mean is… what am I going to do?” While Willow babbled, Xander had taken another stealthy peek over the greenery.

“Uh, I’d suggest you stand up and look casual because they’re crossing the street and heading our way.” Xander quickly assisted Willow in nonchalantly rising from their places behind the bushes. A few moments later and he and the redhead would have had to make up excuses why they had been crouched behind four large bushes, looking for a dropped necklace perhaps. Xander noticed that neither Tara or her companion seemed to have noticed the abrupt ascension, they seemed too preoccupied with a conversation they were having.

“Just because her father is all hellish and demony doesn’t mean she has to be even though her mystical powers are grounded in darkness, she can…” Emily’s thought was cut off as she noticed the sudden change in Tara’s demeanor, the blonde seemed uneasy. The brunette followed her companion's gaze until it fell on two familiar people. Emily could feel her stomach clench upon seeing the redhead.

“Demon problems?” Xander looked from Tara to Emily.

“Um, n-nothing cartoon superheroes can’t deal with.” Tara smiled sweetly at the dark haired man, she silently requested to him that real demons should not be discussed. The blonde witch shifted her attention from Xander to the unusually quiet redhead. “Hey, Willow.” The voice was soft, filled with a mixture of sadness and longing but hid with an extremely false casual tone.

“Hi… Tara.” Willow’s tone matched Tara’s. “How, how are you?”

“I-I’m good, thanks.” Tara tried not to shift uneasily and cursed her reemerging stutter.

“That’s good, I mean it’s good that you’re good, it’s nice that you’re good.” Willow tried to avoid the unsubtle daggers being thrown her way by Emily. The two had never been close, Willow had her suspicions why.

“How are you?” Tara looked from Willow to Xander. “Both of you?”

“Oh, we’re good as well, we were just heading to the Magic Box actually.” Xander decided to limit the sad babble Willow was likely to partake in.

“Oh we just came from there!” Emily decided to make her presence known to the two people in front of her, one she despised and the other she was not too sure about since he was Willow’s best friend.

“I-I’m sorry.” The blonde witch’s voice was gently sincere. Tara gestured from Emily to Xander and Willow. “Xander, I’m not sure if you two have met, but this is my friend Emily.”

“Nice to meet you, Xander.” Emily smiled at the dark haired man that was going to have quite the life with that Anya person she had just met.

“Same here.” Xander observed Willow and Tara in their attempts to not show their unease. “Um, we’d better get going, Anya’s waiting for us.”

“R-research?” Tara’s intense gaze indicated to Xander that if there was trouble afoot Tara was there to lend her support.

“Seating arrangement.” Xander grimaced with the thought of redoing it for the thousandth.

“Oh, okay, um, I guess I’ll see you both tomorrow night.” The smile quirked only one side of Tara’s lips up.

“It was nice to meet you again, Xander.” Emily waved a bit as Willow and Xander began to turn toward the street that they were to cross. “Good luck!” And with that she and Tara stepped into the somewhat trendy, but funky jewelry store “Golden Treasures”.

“Xander, it’d probably be okay if I just did one little spell right?” Willow turned to her best friend before they entered the magic shop. “You know, just to turn Emily into something unpleasant, perhaps a horned toad?”

“Will.” Xander’s voice was patient, but unflinching.

“Kidding.” Neither was convinced as a ring announced their presence into the store.

***

Chapter 14: Blue Steel

“Are you okay?” Emily rested a gentle hand on Tara’s left shoulder. The blonde had tears in her eyes, but wouldn’t look at Emily at first.

“I’m f-fine, it’s just hard, you know, seeing her.” Tara shook her head a bit, sniffled, and put on a brave smile that convinced no one.

“I’m sorry, Tara.” Emily moved her hand lightly on Tara’s shoulder in an attempt to soothe. “If there’s anything I can do, I want to help.”

“You are. I-I’m just sorry I’m such a mess right now.” Tara smiled she felt slighly guiltily. “You’re really the only one I can talk about Willow with.”

“If you ever want to tell me what happened, maybe that would help? Letting it out.” Emily removed her hand from Tara’s shoulder, self-conscious that she had it there for a suspicious amount of time.

“I don’t want to be a burden.” Tara’s reply broke Emily’s heart, it was so sad and selfless.

“Hey, you’re never a burden. If you ever want to talk.” Emily smiled, but it never really reached her eyes.

“Thank you.” Tara’s voice was sincere, though she knew she could never really talk to Emily about what had happened. “Hey my girlfriend did a forgetting spell on me twice and the second time we were almost killed by vampires” didn’t seem like a viable option. “Maybe this one?” Tara held a silver cross with one lone blue gem in its base up for Emily’s view.

“It’s pretty.” Emily’s eyebrows scrunched a bit. “What’s with your friend and crosses? Super religious?”

“Not really, she um, she just really likes them.” Tara put the necklace back on the display. She moved away from Emily to peruse, which allowed Emily to observe Tara without being noticed.

“What about this one?” Tara’s question interrupted Emily’s good stare. The blonde witch held up a thick stiff silver necklace with a large cross that contained a lone red gem in its base.

“Beautiful.” Emily smiled bashfully and turned away quickly to hide her blush. “Um, I think I like the blue though.”

“You like everything blue.” Tara returned to the necklace she had first looked at that Emily was currently handling.

“Blue’s a good color.” Emily smiled, observing for the hundredth time how lovely Tara’s eyes were. “A very good color.”

“The blue one it is then.” Tara’s half grin lit up her face as she picked the necklace in question up delicately with her fingers. “I’m just going to quick pay for this and then we’re off to study, with no snacky interludes.” Emily watched Tara’s departing figure with keen interest.

***

Chapter 15: Seat My Heart By the Cake Table

“Xander! We can’t put a Nirojab demon next to a Naissadrac demon are you nuts, we’d be picking out parts of the Nirojab demon out of our hair for weeks.” Anya quickly moved the post-it with “Naissadrac” written on it to the opposite side of the seating arrangement graph.

“Naissadrac demons are that violent?” Dawn looked over the shoulder of Xander.

“What? No, it’s just that Nirojab demons get very excited when there’s a Naissadrac demon in close proximity to them.” Anya studied the graph again.

“Oh.” Dawn thought about it for a second before her eyes lit up and then dimmed rapidly. “Eww!” The teenager moved away from where Willow, Xander, and Anya were redoing the seating arrangement to return to her post at the register.

“I second that ‘eww’ and raise you an ‘augh’.” Xander stuck his tongue out a bit in disgust. “Hey I have a crazy idea, what if we don’t have dozens of demons at our reception?” A tada motion with his hands emphasized his point.

“Xander! Some of these demons are friends and people I’ve worked with for thousands of years it would be rude not to invite them.” Anya nodded her head sharply, safe in the knowledge that she was of course right.

“I just don’t want any of my guests to be eaten that’s all.” Xander seemed to contemplate this for a moment. “Well okay, I don’t want most of my guests to be eaten.”

“How are you going to explain all the demons?” Dawn returned to the trio of wedding planners after she finished selling a customer a nice bloodstone. “I mean you can’t really say that their from out of town.”

“We have a plan.” Anya smiled brightly at her genius. “Circus people.”

“Circus people? That’s your grand plan?” Dawn’s skeptical look was threatening to dim Anya’s smile. “No one’s ever going to believe that.”

“I’m not not paying you to comment on my very good plans, juvenile delinquent.” Anya shooed away Dawn with a brisk hand motion, which Dawn reluctantly obeyed as a graying couple with a crystal ball approached the counter.

“Will?” Xander waved one hand in front of the redhead’s glazed expression. “You there?”

“What?” Willow visibly shook herself out of her reverie. “Oh, sorry, I guess I got all spacey there for a moment.”

“Try the last half an hour.” A concerned look covered Xander’s features. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine!” Willow’s false cheer convinced no one. “It’s just… seeing Tara…”

The dark haired man put a comforting arm around his petite redhead of a best friend. “I know it must feel bad now, but it’ll get better.”

“No, see, that’s the thing, it didn’t feel bad.” Willow’s green eyes grew bigger with her confession. “It felt good, amazingly good, like fuzzy warm feelings good.”

“Good?” Xander had a perplexed expression. He released his best friend from his comforting arm to return to Anya’s organizing side.

“She means she was having hot, sweaty lesbian thoughts.” Anya didn’t look up from her rearrangement of the seating chart. Xander looked to Willow for confirmation but lost her eyes and was faced with a blushing redhead.

“Really.” Sure he was supposed to be all supportive but he was still Xander Harris and he smiled encouragingly for Willow to go into details.

“That, that’s not entirely true.” Willow gazed off into space dreamily. “I was thinking about how nice it would be if Tara and I could get some coffee, you know just as friends, friends who miss one another, nothing more, no pressure, so she and I, we could have coffee, you know, hugs… kisses and gay sex.” Willow trailed off a bit at the end.

“See, I was right.” Anya tore a tiny post it from the chart and put it on her finger while she figured out where to put the tentacled Nivram demon.

“You were very right.” Xander inclined his head and pointed to the Magic Box floor with a bent arm. “So when you say ‘gay sex’ what sort are we talking here? Soft gentle Enya sex or hot crazy monkey sex?”

“I’m not telling.” Willow for once smiled genuinely at seeing her bestest friend so immaturely excited about the mention of girl on girl action, it reminded her of that hormone driven teenager she had grown up with. Her smile dwindled when she remembered that girl on girl action between her and Tara was something of the too far past. “It just hurts to see her in that really good way, you know. I’m horrible.”

“What’s the big? So, you were having some sweaty thoughts when you saw Tara, that’s natural.” Anya swatted Xander on the shoulder, hard. “I mean, natural for you! Since you know you two were girlfriends, dating, having the sex, which you know if you ever want to talk about that… in full detail, I’m here for you in your bestest pal capacity. It might even make you feel better, letting it all out.”

“What are we talking about?” Dawn traipsed over to the trio as she hoped to catch some idle gossip.

“Willow having lesbian sex thoughts about Tara.” The blonde ex-vengeance demon went back to the business at hand. “We could put your uncle with the chaos demons and put D’Hoffryn with your parents.” Anya made the necessary adjustments.

“Um, don’t let me interrupt.” Dawn made carry on motions with hands. The redhead suddenly received the full attention of Dawn enthusiasm. “We should totally find you a super hot outfit to make Tara drool with, I mean she’ll be drooling over you, she won’t really be drooling, I mean Tara’s not really a drooler, I don’t think, and drool eww.” The teenage brunette received a few nonplussed looks from Xander and Willow. “What?”

“I think it’s contagious.” Xander gave his redheaded bestest pal an accusatory look. The dark haired man had to admit to himself that Dawn’s babble made sense, if Willow was affected by seeing Tara he figured Tara was probably equally as affected, so why not start the love machine up. “So, what are you gonna wear to the Buffster’s b-day bash?”

“I haven’t really given it much thought.” Willow shifted uneasily on her stool. “I guess I was thinking maybe that shirt I bought with Buffy at the mall last month, you know the one I wore when we got attacked by that Werglum demon outside of the Bronze. The kinda see throughy one, well I’d wear a shirt underneath, but you know.”

“That shirt? Definitely not, with the billowiness and weird brown designs on top, yucko, that wouldn’t make… well something that drools a lot drool, there would be much dryness and no sex.” Anya shook her head with disgust at the redhead’s idea of a sexy garment. “Now what you need is something tight, touchable, and revealing to get Tara’s gay juice aflowin’.”

“I, I don’t have anything like that.” Willow made an uncomfortable expression at the idea of Anya talking about Tara’s gay juices.

“Sure you do, what about that shirt you wore when you did that big tabula rasa spell and Tara up and left you?” Anya, as helpful as always, tended to merely make Willow boil with anger at the blonde shop owner’s insensitivity, but then merely began to be overcome with shame.

“Uh, Ahn, probably not the best…” Xander paused as he thought that perhaps this wasn’t the time to rehash everything. Instead, he turned to Willow confidently. “I’m sure you have something sexified in that closet of yours.”

“Not to burst the sexified clothing bubble or anything.” Anya piped up not wanting this discussion to go any further. “I don’t think dressing all sexy is the key to Tara, I mean Willow trying to seduce her all vixeny like will just scare Tara off. She’ll just feel all pressured.”

“You’re right, I just need to not be all pressury and forceful with the spend time with me.” Willow sighed heavily. “I just need to be relaxed, easy with the going.”

“Be Willowy, that’s what Tara loves.” Dawn beamed and scooted away as yet another customer was desperate for a wrapping job.

“When’d she get all smarty pants on us?” Xander looked at the teenager with fondness.

“Maybe when she started illegally accumulating my merchandise.” Anya was still miffed that no one seemed to be making Dawn’s thievery a big deal, the little teenager unnaturally tall as she was made with the grabby hands, the sticky fingers and stole from the ex-vengeance demon, Anya used to eviscerate for less. Being human had made her soft.

“Ahn, she said she was sorry and hey she’s trying to repay you with the helping at the store.” Xander still felt disappointed when he thought about Dawn’s stealing, but he understood that being a teenager made you act wacky especially if you’ve had to live with the things Dawn had to every single day. Acting out for attention due to teen angst and a sense of outsidery loneliness, Xander recalled from his after school special education background.

“Sorry doesn’t bring me back the piece of mind that I was not one to be stolen from, who else might have taken things right under my face and I was none the wiser?” Anya looked accusingly at the scattered customers about the store willing one of them to put something in his or her pocket so she could torture them relentlessly. She looked back at Willow with a look of mild disdain. “So now I supposed your going to wear that horrendously terrible shirt of yours?”

“Yeah, Tara hasn’t seen it yet and I think she’ll like it without me looking like I want her to like it, that makes sense right?” Willow looked from Anya to Xander.

“Yup.” Xander grinned supportively. “You’ve got nothin’ to worry about, Will.”

“Right, nothing to worry about, nothing at all, nope nope… except maybe…” Willow looked down as she felt her face heat from fear and jealousy. “Emily.” She mumbled the name out quietly out of envy of the person who got to see Tara whenever she wanted to.

“Oh that girl who obviously wanted to have sex with Tara?” Anya looked up for precious few seconds and gave Willow a leveled look. “They were in earlier.” The ex-vengeance demon said by way of an explanation before she turned back to what was really important, where the Yawenaj demon was going to sit.

“They were here? Together?” Willow voice alerted dogs that were in the surrounding ten mile radius.

“Yes, that’s what I meant by they, meaning Tara and that Emily girl who definitely wants to get sweaty and naked with Tara, were in here, meaning the Magic Box, which I own, earlier today, meaning today but earlier.” Anya wasted a few seconds of important seat arranging to give Willow a generous sized eye roll. Willow just stared with her mouth hung slightly ajar in hurt.

“Um, Ahn, maybe you should give the Dawnster a break.” Xander motioned to the bright eyed teenager who smiled as she happily worked the cash register. “She looks kinda beat.”

“Fine, but I want a properly situated seating arrangement for our guests by the end of the day.” Anya was off her stool in a flourish of light pastels and cream. “Okay, you underaged burglar, you’re on break, shoo.” Anya motioned for Dawn to be far away from the cash register and Anya’s beloved money. “Oh, and I’ll be giving you unannounced searches of your person just to be sure that you haven’t taken anything that wasn’t yours.”

Dawn moved away from the blustering blonde shop owner and plopped herself on the stool next to Xander that Anya had recently vacated. “Is she ever going to let up, I said I was really sorry.”

“Well, Dawn my man, you did bad now ya gotta face the music.” Xander had an air of maturity and reproach not often reflected in his usual boyish enthusiasm and laid back attitude.

“I know, I just want to make up for it, I know I did bad.” Dawn’s brightness with the day helping out at the Magic Box, seeing Tara and Emily, being privy to the dramas of the other Scoobies suddenly dimmed as the reality of how her actions could have had severe repercussions regarding her relationships with the other members of the Scooby Gang sunk in.

“We all make mistakes, Dawnie, big ones that we all have to face up to.” Willow laid a suddenly shaky pale freckled hand on the top of the hand of the teenager seated across from her. “And you have, now it’ll just take time for the happy forgiveness to come.” Not being a newbie to people who spoke about themselves when it seemed that they were speaking of someone else, Dawn realized that Willow needed a bit of comfort especially considering that Willow’s wrongs were much wronger than Dawn’s several tiny wrongs.

“And then come the hugs and kisses right?” Dawn smiled knowingly at Willow, both having a certain blond haired blue eyed witch in mind for Willow’s happy forgiveness.

“Much with the huggers.” Willow grinned at the astute teenager, fifteen going on forty. It was almost sad, the red haired woman thought, then she remembered her experiences after fifteen and how much they had aged her and thought perhaps that was the way of the world for some people. Some had to grow up too fast and some never grew up.

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Chapter 16: One’s the Loneliest Number, Three Can Be as Bad as One

“So, I said to him, stop being such a Gul Dukat.” The blonde of the group looked expectantly at the darker haired fellow members of their nefarious threesome. Each boy seated across from the blonde one clad in a reversed Flash shirt, a blue open button down, dark tan jeans, and green tennis shoes had blank expressions. “You know, the Cardassian… from DS9?”

“Yeah, we know, it just wasn’t funny.” The taller of the dark haired boys, their self-appointed leader stood up from the dark green bean bag chair he had been propped in for the past four hours while he played Final Fantasy. He brushed orange Cheeto crumbs from his dark gray buttoned down shirt and bluish gray cargo pants onto the smaller dark haired boy who sat solemnly on the couch with a book of spells. “This is so boring!” His voice was pinched, almost nasally, with a large dose of whiny impatience.

“I thought you said we should lay low, you know so peeps don’t get suspicious.” The blonde, Andrew, always seemed to be a deer caught in headlights. His eyes seemed forever wide open and usually didn’t stray far from Warren, the unelected leader of the trio.

“’Peeps’?” Warren looked disdainfully at the blonde. “You’re an idiot.”

Andrew shifted nervously, his gaze quickly moved to the fridge and he scuttled over to it, just to avoid the fact that he had nothing to say back to Warren. He pulled out a Capris Sun and scooted to the vacant bean bag chair and plopped onto it with audible ploppiness.

“Come on, guys, what happened to the original plan?” Warren hunched over with his arms up in a questioning manner. Jonathan, the short in stature t-shirt wearing boy on the couch, looked up from his book for a moment with hidden disgust and quickly averted his gaze back to the text in his hands. “Super villains, remember? We haven’t even done anything on our list of things to do yet.”

“Well, we sort of did the ‘girls’ part…” Andrew trailed off uneasily and slurped his fruit juice, or at least what passed for fruit juice, from the shiny silver pouch in his right hand.

“Yeah, that turned out real great.” Sarcasm and regret infused the words. Jonathan hadn’t meant to say it so boldly, but it was what he felt. Andrew and especially Warren thought it was just fine that they had killed an innocent woman just a week ago. Well they didn’t kill her, no Warren, that sick bastard had killed her. Warren’s ex-girlfriend, Katrina, was dead and no one, not Warren and not Andrew, thought it was big deal whatsoever. Or more sickeningly, they did think it was a big deal, an incredibly cool awesome deal, they had taken a human life, they hadn’t been caught, so now they thought they had the power to do anything. Jonathan knew better, how he had let himself get pulled this far into the games of Warren and the lemming Andrew was beyond him. He didn’t even like Andrew and he despised Warren and he was pretty sure they weren’t too fond of him either. So why? It was supposed to be fun. A little real life role playing. A game with real live superheroes and villains and monsters. Sort of like dungeons and dragons except with Slayers and vampires. It was just supposed to be fun, exhilarating, no one was supposed to get hurt, no one was supposed to die. Frozen, okay, you could be thawed out. But none of their original plans were going to harm anyone. How could miniaturizing Fort Knox hurt anyone? Now they all had blood on their hands. Jonathan had thought several times of going to the Slayer, come clean, be forgiven perhaps, or at least not throttled. But it had been Warren that had initiated their house arrest. And Jonathan hated to admit it, but he was scared. Of Warren, the enjoyment in his eyes when they had discovered Katrina’s death was ruled a suicide. Of Andrew’s complete loyalty to Warren that bordered on obsession. Of the Slayer, Jonathan wasn’t under any delusions that Buffy would think he was innocent in all of this. And the truth was she was right. How could he have let it get this far? Controlling women for their own pleasure? Was that really who he was? Who they were? Warren had made women for his pleasure, now he wanted to program real women. And now that the technophile had a first hand taste of the godlike power of extinguishing a human life, Jonathan had no belief that Katrina’s death would be the end of it, Warren would kill again, perhaps several times. Could Jonathan live with more death, even just one more? Could he be Warren’s accomplice any longer? The spell book in his hands would help him decide that the answer was no, or at least the spell book that used to be in his hands.

“What’d you say, little man?” Warren had hit the book out of Jonathan’s hands and was now standing over the young spell caster.

“All I said was that turned out real great, now we’re stuck down here with nothing to do.” Jonathan had to keep up the charade that he was as much a part of the trio as he used to be. The quick shared look of distrust between Warren and Andrew made him wonder if he was ever really in the group or if he was just the whipping boy set upon the sacrificial altar.

“You wanna go out? Fine.” Warren took a remote from his pocket and activated it. A large red bulb in the middle of the remote began to flash ominously, or perhaps it was the twisted grin on Warren’s face that was ominous. “Just take me with you.”

There was movement underneath the staircase, a staircase that Jonathan had a hard time looking at in the past week. A figure slowly emerged behind empty computer boxes and gradually made its way to Warren’s side. The figure looked exactly like Warren Meers right down to the not quite right in the head grin, a mechanical clone of the boy genius, another toy or a weapon.

“That’s okay, I’m fine here.” Jonathan tried to look impassive, but he knew his tendency to sweat under even the littlest of pressure gave him away. The techno Warren gave him the creeps, the fact that the robot could snap him like a twig didn’t help. Jonathan moved off the couch to retrieve his book of spells. And not for the first time, he thanked whatever powers that be that Warren didn’t read Sumerian.

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Chapter 17: Feelings, Whoa Oh Feelings

“Buffy, um, you’re kinda freaking me out.” Dawn’s large eyes held tears as she looked upon her sister. Or at least what she could see of the blonde Slayer that had her arms so tightly around Dawn that oxygen was becoming an issue that needed to be addressed very soon as more tears formed in the teenager’s eyes.

“I just wish you, I just wish I had known that you felt this way, Dawn.” Buffy untangled herself from her sister, but still held on to the slim arms of the brunette that she loved more than life itself. Sure, there was a large part of Buffy that was furious. Stealing? From Anya of all people? First, how after school special is that? And second, Anya is sure to never let the Slayer live it down. But mixed with disappointment was guilt. How could she, the primary care giver here, not have seen how much her sister was hurting, had been hurting? The Slayer knew that Tara and Willow had done all they could and had done an admirable job, but losing one’s mother and then sister all within a few months was going to take an emotional toll on anyone much less a teenager who in fact is only about a year and a half old. And lately, Buffy had been too wrapped up in her own deal, her own pain and then her involvement with Spike. She wasn’t even thinking about the scared and lonely teenager, a young woman who was desperately afraid of being left alone, abandonment issues of the highest accord.

“Well, you really haven’t been um around.” Dawn didn’t want to make her sister feel guilty, especially if it was taken as a deferment of her own culpability in her crimes, but she felt that she had to be honest. Buffy’s absence had progressively gotten worse in the past month, Dawn didn’t know exactly what the reasons were but it had to be bad, she’d never seen Buffy this closed off before.

“Dawn, you said before that I have this thing, the Slayer save the world thing, but… that’s not the most important job I have, the most important is watching out for you.” Buffy and Dawn shared small smiles until the corners of their mouths began to twitch and the two shared in a release of high emotions through girlish giggling. The Slayer snorted a few times before she calmed down enough to speak. “God, I sound like an after school special, don’t I?”

“Yeah, it was way my so called life, but… thanks, for you know… caring.” Dawn’s smile faded upon seeing her sister’s slight frown.

“Dawn, I love you, you’re the most important person in the world to me, don’t
you know that?” After the teen hugged the blonde Slayer and settled her head against her shoulder, Buffy absently began running her fingers through Dawn’s long straight brown hair. A soothing gesture that both remembered Buffy doing when their father, Hank Summers, and their mother had fought and then when their father had left. It never ceased to be soothing even when Dawn prided herself of being too old for such childish things. “You do know that you’re grounded for a month?”

“Kinda figured on the man gettin’ me down.” Dawn brought her head up from Buffy’s shoulder to smile slightly at perhaps the mild punishment.

“Well, ‘the man’ and you will be spending a lot of quality time together when you’re confined to the house unless it’s for school.” Buffy had an amused and determined expression. She could so do this, she could dispense harsh consequences. “Or when you’re out helping Anya become rich.”

“What about your birthday party tomorrow night?” Dawn actually had the good mind to look scared.

“I guess you’ll just have to shut the door to your room and keep quiet.” Buffy’s serious expression belayed none of the amusement she received at the sight of her little sister’s squirms.

“Fine, I guess the great birthday present I got for you will just have to not make an appearance at the party either.” Dawn stuck her tongue out with all the maturity of a six year old.

“Ooh, trying the old bribe your sister with a present trick, hmm?” Buffy began poking at her sisters thin sides, tickling with her fingers. The brunette squirmed and giggled. “Fine, you win, you can come to my party, but just remember how great a sister I am when I make you clean up afterwards.”

“Buffy!” The petulant whine was music to Buffy’s ears.

“You might be able to bribe a certain redhead to help you with promises of chocolate and sappy chick movies.” Buffy gave a wink before she hopped off the bed. She turned to give her sister another smug look of parental superiority. “Oh, and don’t worry, you’ll still be allowed to wear that wonderful gown that Anya picked out for you for her big day.”

“Oh, right, laugh big, you have to wear the same one.” Both Summers girls stopped their jabs and looked at one another with abject terror.

***

(to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Fri Dec 16, 2005 6:16 am

Wow really great update
i can't wait to read more and i hope that the party is soon i want to know what will happen between willow and tara.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Fri Dec 16, 2005 6:54 am

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Fri Dec 16, 2005 6:58 am

(wow it changed)

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Bright it on! But not in a Kirsten Dunst/Eliza Dusku way. Thanks!

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: W/T but I want it to be agonizingly angsty!

Rating: NC-17 everything has been pretty mild and who knows if it will go to that cold dark place that I have in my head for it to go so just to be safe.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not even my soul.

Summary: A bit of a darker part...

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Chapter 18: The Cold Part

The slight auburn haired woman in a dark charcoal gray pant suit kneeled on the floor of the swanky apartment she had taken ownership of. Apparently a hell god used to reside there, thus it was rent controlled. She poured red and purple sand around her kneeled form, she formed a circle that surrounded her until she stilled and dropped the container to the floor and began her chant. “Beatum sit in nomine D'Hoffrynis. Fiat hoc spatium porta ad mundum Arashmaharris.”

“Behold, D'Hoffryn. Lord of Arashmahar.” A deep bellowing voice erupted from nothingness until a figure of great horror and majesty appeared following a bright flash of light. “Oh, it’s you, yes, report.”

“All goes well, this Rosenberg girl should give me no trouble at all.” The auburn haired woman looked up at her creator with the awe and fear that was warranted when looking upon one’s god. “She is weak, easily swayed by great power.”

“Ah, I see you think that you will succeed where I have failed, is this what I am hearing, Marianna?” D’Hoffryn’s expression was that of a reproaching father rather than the demon master he was.

“No, I only wish to do well by you.” Marianna lowered her head in an attempt to not offend anymore than perhaps she already had.

“No matter.” The large horned purplish creator and master of vengeance demons or justice demons if you were in the more PC group of demons swished his hands about to silence the being that kneeled before him. “She wasn’t quite as interesting then as she is now. She could do great and terrible things with the right incentive.”

“Yes, and I know the perfect incentive to lure her to us, to you.” Marianna lifted her head and smile wickedly. The auburn haired demon rose from her circle to the media center that sat against the wall across from the cream sheeted canopy bed. She lifted up a remote and pushed a few buttons until the screen flashed on and the image of a blonde woman dressed in shades of green and purple appeared. A slight brown haired woman walked beside her, but the camera seemed to be solely trained on the smiling face of the blonde.

“I see, this… woman holds the key. This is what you believe?” D’Hoffryn moved his robed form to the television to get a closer look at the subject at hand.

“It is. This… Tara Maclay holds significant sway over Willow Rosenberg.” Eager to divulge her plans, Marianna’s lovely features lit up into a dangerous mask of excitement. “We can use this to our advantage. I advise that we kill this Maclay woman and unleash Willow’s true dark potential.”

“Have I taught you so very little, Marianna.” D’Hoffryn turned from the television set to address Marianna face to face. “If we were to kill Tara Maclay it would no doubt unleash Willow’s… ‘true dark potential’… onto us. She’d be unfocused, except for her hatred of us. I have to say this is quite the disappointment. I expected better from you… and where is that brother of yours?”

“He’s…” Marianna knew of D’Hoffryn’s disapproval of her brother’s frivolity, which often left temporal fissures for D’Hoffryn to close which resulted in the death of many realities.

“Right here, I had to get some air after all the planning sis and I have been doing.” Ivan strolled into the room the epitome of forced casualness and clichéd nonchalance. He had one hand leisurely in his suit pant pocket while the other held a green apple to his lips until he bit down and ripped the wet white fruit from its core.

“Ivan.” D’Hoffryn had great hopes for the twins, but it seemed that where Marianna worked too much her brother worked far too little. “Did you agree with this plan your sister had?”

“To kill this Rosenberg witch’s ex-love bunny?” Ivan took another audible bite of his apple before he threw it behind him and directly into the trash can. “Yes, I agreed with her, but now I see the error of our ways.” Ivan ignored the apprehensive look his sister shot his way. “We both thought and agreed that killing this… sorceress would be the most efficient and perhaps effective way to turn Willow over to the dark side, to coin a phrase. But now I see, and I’m sure my sister sees, that it would not fulfill our purposes in the least to kill this girl. In fact it would do us good to ensure this Tara Maclay girl lives.”

“Lives?” Marianna voice was questioning though even, but she shot her brother daggers anyways. Fortunately for his suit only metaphorical ones.

“Yes, Tara’s continuing good health and our manipulation of her life will ensure that Willow’s pain continues and not only that but grow until she is vengeful enough to side with us, after all why go for the kill when there’s so much to be had in the pain.” If a demon could ever be called a teacher’s pet it would be Ivan, though he ate the apple instead of offering it up in sacrifice.

“What do you have in mind, Ivan?” D’Hoffryn studied the figure that moved about the sidewalk onscreen before he turned to the demon in question.

“Still need to work things out, but I thought I might have a surprise guest drop in before this show is over.” Ivan smirked, his handsome face confident and amused. He almost chanced a look towards his sister, but thought better of it, no way he would have been able to keep a straight face.

“Very well.” D’Hoffryn moved away from the entertainment center and stepped into the circle of sand “Summon me when you actually have something to report.” With an exiting bright flash of light, Ivan and Marianna were alone at last. Before Ivan could even look in the direction of his sister, a light flashed through his perception until it stilled and began to come into focus as a sword, one that currently stuck through his chest and held him against the wall.

“Hey!” Ivan looked down at the sword sticking out of his chest. “What’d you go and do that for? You ruined a perfectly good suit.” He stuck his bottom lip out as would any petulant child.

“Me?! You were the one who interrupted a summoning?” Marianna extracted the sword from her brother’s chest and threw it across the room hitting her target; the television set that still showed a blonde woman being an avid pedestrian. The machine crackled and hissed its anger as it died a quick but painful death, which caused sparks to fly from its corpse. She turned away from her brother and sat angrily on the edge of her decadent bed.

Ivan smoothed the front of his shirt down and fingered the hole dejectedly. “You know you should be more careful where you go sticking sharp objects, you almost hit my bauble.” A silver chain moved under his hands as he extracted it from beneath his shirt. The ruby red crystal captured in silver hung from his neck as he settled next to his sister.

“I hate you.” Marianna pulled her legs up to tuck them against her with her arms, a movement that she had always done when she was troubled for as long as Ivan had known her, which was a very long time indeed.

“You always say that, but here we still are, and one of us sticking swords in the other, how dreadfully tedious and pedestrian.” Ivan kicked his shiny black dress shoes off of dark gray sock before he settled onto his back on the comfy bed. “So are you going to tell me what is really bothering you?” He propped his head up with his hands.

“The mission, how to cause Willow Rosenberg to submit to darkness is easy, to have her do that and still be one of us is the aggravating part.” Marianna craned her neck to look back at the laid out form of her brother. “I know that Tara is the key to Rosenberg’s submission… I just wish we could just kill her, it’d make things so much simpler.”

“’Tara’?” Ivan smirked knowingly. “On a first name basis are we?”

“You’re not helping.” Marianna turned away and fiddled with her own necklace that was previously hidden under her clothing.

“I’m just trying to have a little fun while on the job.” Ivan propped himself onto his elbows. “All your planning, it’s so very dreary.”

“Then leave.” Marianna’s voice was ice with a hint of a threat.

“You know you used to be fun.” A dejected Ivan moved his legs to the end of the bed and planted his silky socked feet onto the soft carpet. “Now you’re all work work work, kill kill kill it’s so boring. Perhaps you should try to find a little pleasure in your work.” He looked to the remnants of what used to be a perfectly nice flat screen plasma television set. “Or in something else, perhaps a blonde little Wiccan.”

Marianna walked determinedly past her brother to the shattered screen of the television. With an angry pull she extracted the sword from its resting place before she turned to face Ivan. “Leave.” This time the threat was not so much a hint.

“A sword.” Ivan put the tip of his right index finger on the end of the shiny piece of metal. “How very uninspired.” A bright flash of light signified Ivan’s departure from Marianna’s sight.

Marianna dropped the sword from her hands onto the end of the bed before she sat on the floor with her back braced against the soft edge not a foot away from the discarded weapon. She stuck her hand under the bed and pulled out a manila envelope. The end of the envelope was torn off swiftly; a stack of photos fell from the open end onto Marianna’s suit pant clad lap. She lifted a single eight by ten colored photo and brought it up to her eye line. She studied the solo subject of her very recent dabble in photography, surveillance… stalking. Marianna took in the long slightly wavy honey colored hair, the large bright blue eyes, the moist lush lips that turned up but only on the left side the woman in the photo bared all this to Marianna albeit unknowingly. The auburn haired vengeance demon could feel heat suffuse her body, her skin tingled with anticipation and arousal, blood pounded in her ears, loud too loud. There was only one other person who had ever had a similar affect on Marianna, and that person was long dead, dead by Marianna’s hands.

Irena, Marianna’s first and only love during her short human life. Irena had been her mistress, her and Ivan’s, she had worked in the house and he in the fields. Irena had been kind to her, more than kind during those cold nights when Irena’s husband and sons had been tending to business in town or at nearby homes. The softness of the older woman’s naked slick with sweat body against hers was what Marianna thought heaven was. It had been heaven… for awhile. There had been stolen moments when the men were in the fields and she and Irena had been left alone in the house to do what women were supposed to do, tend the home.

Marianna still carried the memory of when Irena had pushed her roughly against the hard wooden table where Irena and her husband and sons had eaten all of their meals. The older woman’s hands had been determined and rough as they grasped and fondled Marianna’s bare breasts, her touch had been like flames, hot and powerful. The coarse material of Irena’s dress had rubbed harshly against the pale smooth skin of Marianna’s bare back when she had been pressed forcefully on top of the table, food and dishes had been scattered about to make room for the young servant girl and her mistress. Irena’s lips had trailed fire along the back and sides of Marianna’s pale neck, down her spine and back up again. Marianna remembered that she had moaned and had pressed her teeth against the bottom of her lip to not cry out when Irena had bit down on the vulnerable flesh. The cry that had pushed its way up from Marianna’s throat to the opening in between her lips had fueled Irena’s passion, the older woman had roughly turned Marianna around to face her then had shoved Marianna’s naked back against the table. Strong, determined hands had squeezed and pulled at taut nipples. Lips had sucked at the flesh, a tongue had lavished the pink nipples with affection. But it wasn’t affection, or love, or any of the things Marianna had believed, had wished it had been, it was lust, possession, little more than a sign of ownership. Even if Marianna had known the truth then she knew she wouldn’t have cared especially not when Irena’s soft, forceful hands had made their way up Marianna’s skirt. The warm, soft flesh of Marianna’s inner thighs had been treated with the lightest of touches from the tips of Irena’s fingers as they made their way up. When Irena had entered her with ease, Marianna had looked up with love and adoration at the face of the woman she loved, the clear sparkling blue eyes had been framed with the loose hair of a failed bun, that hair, that golden wavy hair, the color of honey, and wheat, and sunshine, and everything good and pure and beautiful had framed the soft gentle face of the older woman above her and spilled onto Marianna’s bare shoulders and chest. When Marianna had begun bucking against Irena’s hand was about the time Irena’s husband, Adrik, had walked into the kitchen.

Fists and pain was what Marianna remembered. She had been thrown to the dirty floor half naked and had been kicked by a strong sure foot. There had been no call to stop from Irena, a witch, a spell, evil, the child of the devil, those words had come freely. They knew what to do with witches, beat them, tie them up, fire, fire would burn up the evil. Another kick to the ribs had left Marianna defenseless as Adrik pulled the half naked beaten form by the hair out of the kitchen and into the freezing evening air. Marianna had flown for only a second until she had crashed down hard onto the dirt, she thought she had heard something crack. Ivan. Marianna had called out to him, she had coughed up blood in the process. Ivan. Why wasn’t he there, why wasn’t he answering her calls? She hadn’t been able to move, her face had been pressed against the dirt and stone, blood flowed from cuts along her body. Marianna had been able to hear the sound of Adrik throwing objects against one another, she knew it was probably the wood they had cut to build fires to warm them in the home, now it was to be her fate to feel the flames.

The lovely face of Irena had been hazy, tears had half blinded Marianna. Filthy little witch, Irena’s usual melodic voice had been scratchy and harsh, thought I’d be swayed by the likes of you, dirty little whore, doing your magic on me. Marianna had always been painfully shy, talking very little to anyone in the household especially the majestic and beautiful Irena, it had been her mistress that took her to bed, pulled her clothes off, sometimes she had ripped them, it was Irena who had stroked her, bruised her with forceful touches, pressed her persistent hands against places never touched before, and now it was Irena who spat on her bloody features, she had not even the strength to wipe the hateful moisture away. The last words Irena spoke to her had been words of hate and disgust, perversion and evil.

The rough violent hands of Adrik had pulled Marianna from the cold ground, when she had hit the jagged edges of the fire wood more blood had flowed from her body. Ivan, I need you. She hadn’t been able to cry out, a kick to the face had stopped her. Ivan had heard her though, how she hadn’t known or very much cared. He had been with the sons, no more than thirteen years of age were the sons, though viciousness was in their nature and they laughed at the sight of Marianna’s broken naked body. They had also clapped their hands together and giggled as if at a carnival. Ivan had stood still, revolted by the scene and incensed by it. His inaction had quickly changed when he had grabbed the boy nearest to him by the neck. Get away from her, Ivan had yelled as he began to cry furious fiery tears. He had held the boy inches off the ground and had sworn that if Adrik did anything more to his sister then the boy in his arms would be no more. Adrik had snickered and claimed that Ivan wouldn’t dare, he had gambled and threw the torch onto the pile of wood Marianna’s prone figure had been thrown onto.

The snap of the fire had echoed through the night in accompaniment with the snap of the boy’s neck in Ivan’s strong grasp. Screams and threats of rape and torture had mixed with the crackling of fire. I loved you, Marianna had whispered to the twisted horrible face of the only person she had ever shared her body with, the only person she had ever been in love with. Monster, had been Irena’s response, if not for the fire Marianna had been sure that the woman she had loved would have ripped her to bloody pieces. Adrik and the remaining son had rushed for Ivan who had the broken boy’s body still in his hands. Float, had been Ivan’s response. Marianna had felt her broken body being lifted into the air now untouched by the flames. She had staggered when she was settled back onto the dirt next to Ivan and the broken boy. Adrik, his oldest son, and Irena hadn’t move, hadn’t spoken, they had only been able to stare in horror and shock as they witnessed the evil they knew was in the heart of these two siblings. Ivan had grasped Marianna’s hand as gently as he could while still maintaining the necessary connection. Flame to the flesh, pain to body, engulf my enemies into the fires eternal, these words had escaped Marianna’s ripped open lips before she fully realized the extent of what her spell would do to the woman she would have given her life for. The smell of blood, burning meat, melting flesh, exploding entrails along with the continuing screams of three had filled the night for hours and had summoned an entity that would change the lives of Ivan and Marianna Brody forever more.

“Inspired work, my children.” Marianna and Ivan had died that night and had been reborn. D’Hoffryn had given them life, a purpose, to exact vengeance, pain, despair, and messy horrible death.

Marianna shook herself back to the present, at the picture she still held in her hand. The figure in the photograph smiled not at her but at the person next to her, a thin brown haired girl that Marianna already loathed. The vengeance demon ran the tips of her fingers over the lips, nose, and eyes of the young blonde woman prominent in the photo who reminded her so much of someone she had once known and loved.

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(to be very much continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Fri Dec 16, 2005 7:38 am

Wow...
That was sad.i don't know what to write except wow and please more soon.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Fri Dec 16, 2005 2:32 pm

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Thank you for any comments, they're much appreciated!

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation

Notes: So I love Emily, but though this is obviously W/T there is much of Emily's mind that would be T/E soo... you have been warned. :)

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Chapter 19: The Uninvited Got an Invitation

“Buffy, I can’t believe you would do this!” Willow’s face had a red hue to it and tears began to form in her big green eyes.

“Will.” Buffy had a look on her face not unlike a fawn that was about to be hit by an SUV and knew it. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize it was a bad.”

“How could you do this?” Willow voice took on an accusing tone that didn’t sit well with the Slayer.

“Um, don’t ya think you might be going a little big on the overreacting?” Buffy rested her slim but powerful hands on her small waist.

“No, no I’m not overreacty I’m reacting suitably to this situation!” The redhead braced herself against the small island in the middle of the Summers kitchen, her dinner forgotten.

So, Buffy had invited Tara and Dawn’s friend to her casual birthday gathering, where’s the big bad in that. “Willow, so I invited Tara and Dawn’s friend to my b-day party, where’s the bad?” Buffy wiped her hands with the towel that was previously on her left shoulder.

“Where’s the bad?” Willow looked to Dawn for support, the teenager gave her an apologetic look and resumed drinking from her small silver pouch.

Buffy made a nervous squeaky sound in the back of her throat, her expression uncertain though apologetic. “It was like totally impossible not to invite her, first she was all ‘Happy huge birthday, Buffy’ and ordered a meal and a half and wished me a fun filled party… and she remembered my name, what was a supposed to do?”

“You were supposed to not invite her!” Willow looked at Buffy with a look of dismay. “Maybe you can uninvite her, there’s still time!”

“Will, I don’t get what the big is.” Buffy really didn’t, so she had invited some study buddy of Tara’s, so what, though part of it was due to guilt about not remembering the person’s name… Amelia or something.

“Don’t you remember me telling you about Emily?” Willow had her suspicions that Buffy didn’t and the expression on the Slayer’s face seemed to confirm that. “She’s bad, bad bad.”

“She’s actually really cool… once you get to know her, um shutting up now.” Dawn quickly looked away from the incensed redhead and resumed her slurping.

“Buffy, Em-i-ly, loves horses, studies with Tara a lot, hugs her, touches her, hates me… is totally in love with Tara… none of this ringin’ a bell or something?” Willow pleaded with her eyes for Buffy to have some recognition of the person who was Willow’s nemesis. Though perhaps she had never told Buffy the name but merely referred to Emily as “that evil girl Tara studies with”. The light of realization practically lit up Buffy’s face.

“Whoops.” Buffy grimaced apologetically.

“Willow, maybe it won’t be that, I mean Emily is really nice and I don’t really think Tara’s you know interested in her, besides as like friends.” Having finished her drink, Dawn decided to enter fully into the conversation. “No worries.”

“Right, right, no worries.” Willow sighed heavily, letting the bad out. “No worries… that evil girl is probably gloating about rubbin’ her friendship with Tara in my face, all with the laughing behind my back.”

***

Chapter 20: The Fairy Lights of Love

“Tara, I don’t really think I should go.” Emily watched as the blonde Wiccan moved about the small confines of her dorm room. The fairy lights twinkled which filled the room with a warm glow. Emily loved Tara’s room; it was soft, lovely, and warm just like its owner.

“Oh, you should come, it’ll be fun.” Tara picked up a stack of papers and notebooks from her desk and moved over to sit next to Emily on her made bed. She sunk into the softness of the bed before she set the pile on top of her lap. The papers forgotten for a moment, she turned her full attention to the suddenly anxious brunette.

“I think Buffy only invited me because she couldn’t remember my name.” Emily had an expression of complete certainty.

“Of course she remembered you, you’ve dropped Dawn off with me tons of times.” Tara decided that the stack was a little uncomfortable on her lap and so she set them behind her before she leant back against the cushiony bed, her body held up by her arms and hands.

“Well… I don’t even have a gift.” Emily was beginning to feel anxious about telling Tara the real reason she didn’t want to go, namely a slim redhead.

“Tell you what, we’ll leave early and stop somewhere to get Buffy a nice bottle of wine, you know twenty-first and drinks, kinda go hand in hand right?” The left corner of Tara’s mouth curved up into a persuasive smile that no one could refuse.

“Um right.” Emily looked down at her lap as she said the next part. “Don’t you think maybe someone doesn’t really want me there?” Off Tara’s inquisitive look, Emily continued. “Um… Willow.”

“Why would Willow not want you there?” Tara’s eyebrows scrunched as she wondered at Emily’s unease with the redhead. They had always been friendly towards one another.

“I, I don’t know, I guess… I just hate to go to a party when I wasn’t expressly invited to it and guilt induced invitations don’t count.” Emily prayed that Tara didn’t question her any further, lest it be said that the real reason Emily didn’t want to go was because she didn’t want to have to share Tara’s attention with Buffy and her friends, and especially Tara’s ex.

“If you don’t feel comfortable I understand, but I promise you fun and cake.” The persuasive half smile graced Tara’s features once more and Emily could feel the heat rise to her skin, she hoped she wasn’t blushing.

“Well, I should sort of study maybe.” Emily looked at the notes in her hand.

“How ‘bout this?” Tara gently took the notes from Emily’s hands. “Meet me for breakfast at the Rocket Café and then we’ll go to the main library and study, less distractions there.” The smile on Tara’s face made the blonde Wiccan glow with loveliness.

“How could I say no?” Emily stood up from the bed and gathered her notes and books into her dark maroon messenger bag. She eyed the clock above Tara’s head it read just a little after midnight. “So… ninish?”

“Ninish it is.” Tara handed Emily back the notes she still held in her hand. The blonde witch led her study buddy to the postered door, opened it and watched Emily enter the hallway.

“Good night, Tara.” Emily turned to face the blonde.

“Sweet dreams.” Tara’s sweet, gentle smile was the last thing Emily saw before the door closed softly.

***


(to be continued) Onto the :party
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Fri Dec 16, 2005 4:27 pm

I was fearing that buffy invite Emily to the party but i like that she have doubt about going.Sorry but i don't like Emily.
Well anyway that was a great update i love it and can't wait to read more.please more soon.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby grimlock72 » Sat Dec 17, 2005 5:34 am

You sure post fast :)

Your intro had me a bit worried though, esp. this " characters acting uncharacteristically". I guess we'll have to see where that ends up :)

You've given Marianna a sympathetic background, which is nice since it makes her not a 1-dimensional VD. It is however strange that she would propose to kill Tara, surely she doesn't expect to turn turn Tara into a VD ?? That would be a mayor accomplishment but next to impossible :P

It's good to see Tara having friends outside the scoobies. Even though Emily is obviously competition for Willow I can't really fault her for that. She's not too pushy or such, just trying to get somewhere with Tara.. obviously Willow wont like that. I almost feel sorry for Emily, because she is wishing so much for a relationship that's unlikely to happen. Ah well, part of life I guess.

I do fear for Emily, she's too much of an easy target to scapegoat Willow. She's almost standing in the middle of a life firing range, rather dangerous position.

I don't like slackers much so Ivan is of my christmas list :lol. His casualness will probably lead to failure on some missions. He also is a bit to causual about not being killed, VD are vulnerable if one knows the spot.. which all scoobies do (esp. Anya, heh).

This story does have a huge amount of build-up, I had to admit I was wondering where it would lead (I can be so impatient at times;-). Most of the build-up read like regular Buffy lifestyle, so that must mean it was written properly :lo.

d'Hoffryn mentioned as 'Father' was new to me. I do remember Willow's summoning d'Hoffryn in season7, with his grand entrance.. that was kinda fun.

P.S. This story's title looks a lot like "Through a Glass Darkly" so I had to look twice to be sure :)

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby mole » Sat Dec 17, 2005 7:50 am

Captain_Katie,

I must first apologize for not posting feedback sooner. I've been following your story and enjoying it very much. Being a self-proclamined angst junkie, you've hooked me :-D

Marianna and Ivan are interesting characters. Wonder what will happen when Anya recognizes them?

“Yes, Tara’s continuing good health and our manipulation of her life will ensure that Willow’s pain continues and not only that but grow until she is vengeful enough to side with us, after all why go for the kill when there’s so much to be had in the pain.”


Nothing good can come from this. I see a lot of pain in the future for Tara, Willow, and yes, even Emily. I must admit, I'm not an Emily fan but I do feel for her. Unrequited love is so hard and so very painful.

Keep up the great work. I know this will be a long ride, but I'm looking forward to how you get W/T back together.

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Sat Dec 17, 2005 10:05 pm

Will, thank you so much for all of your kind words. I have about 120 pages saved and I'm longwinded as hell so there will be much much more. :) :dance

grimlock72, I had about sixty pages written when I decided that I could start posting some. We both will have to see what I meant by "characters acting uncharacteristically" I'd like to think I know what I meant but that'd be a vicious lie. In terms of Marianna... I like to dress people in sharp suits. (I'm writting a lot... here I proceed to do even more) I wrote the title based off an episode from the cartoon series "Daria" where she had to get contacts because she couldn't see everything around her.

mole, I'm glad you are enjoying it! :) Angst, mmmdelicious angst! I hate any hurt that happens to Tara, but...
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Sat Dec 17, 2005 10:05 pm

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Yes, please!

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17 overall, nothing too racy in these chapters

Disclaimer: I own nothing!!

Summary: “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation

Notes: The sixth season episode entitled “Older and Faraway” was written by Drew Z. Greenberg; much of what happens in the following chapters is because of him and the fact that I love party scenes.

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Chapter 22: When You’re Gonna Ring It

“So, what you’re saying...” Buffy looked to the engaged couple presently setting up the relish and dip trays at the island in the Summers kitchen. “Is that you set me up on a blind date, at my own birthday party?”

“No, no not a ‘blind date’… more of a ‘meet a new friend’ thing.” Xander smiled nervously over the hors d'oeuvres. “It’s not a setup or anything.”

“Of course not, we just invited an attractive muscley man for you to find much in common with and if your meeting here tonight happens to lead to romance and sex… or at the very least double dates then yay for us all.” Anya grinned over the spinach dip she had brought as her food contribution. Xander merely looked uneasy as he willed for his fiancée to say no more.

“I might have to throttle you both by the end of night, you do know that.” Buffy looked at Xander with false threat in her eyes, at least he hoped it was false.

“Hey, um, so who else is coming to the big Buffster bash?” Xander shifted uncomfortably as he scooped up some dip onto a chip and crunched on it for lack of anything else to do to ease his discomfort.

Buffy gave Xander one last withering glare until she smiled, happy with herself on the normalness that her birthday will have for once in her adolescent life. “You know, Tara, Tara’s friend, the gang, oh and Sophie, a friend from work.”

“You made a friend?” Anya’s skepticism was not at all concealed.

“Hey, you make it sound like it’d be impossible for me to make new friends, I’m not all losery or something all confined to just a tight group of friends, I can bond, she and I bonded right away, like peas, bonded peas in a pod.” Buffy’s voice was clipped like a person who wasn’t quite convinced that what they were saying was true.

“Hmm, then what’s this bonded pea’s last name?” Anya gave Buffy a smug look before she turned back to the dip she had been stirring.

Buffy pouted as she plopped on the stool. “Oh, shut up.”

“Hey, Buff, don’t sweat it, I’m sure she’s great.” Xander stuck some more chips into his mouth.

“Well, I bet our friend is better.” Anya stopped as though she had just realized something. “Who’s ‘Tara’s friend’?”

“Um her name’s Amelia or Emma or something.” Buffy took a black olive from the tray Xander had been fiddling with earlier and popped it casually into her mouth.

“Emily? You invited Emily?” Xander had skepticism written all over his boyish face.

“And I thought this party was going to be dull.” Anya smiled gleefully at the possibility for human drama.

“I already talked about it with Will.” Buffy smiled confidently.

“And she was okay with it?” Xander was still the epitome of skepticism.

“Well… no, but I think it’ll be okay, I mean I told her she had nothing to worry about.” Buffy tried to sound convincing.

“Right, nothing for her to worry about, not when there’s an attractive athletic lesbian who wants to have sweaty sex with her ex-girlfriend.” Anya’s sarcasm was the last straw; Buffy slammed her head against her folded arms onto the top of the island and released an exasperated groan.

“Hey! Um, people are probably gonna be here soon, I think I’ll just take the snacks out to the dining room.” Xander motioned for Anya to assist him. “Ahn, I could use some help.”

“Oh, I’m sure it’ll be fine!” Anya grinned and enthusiastically patted Buffy on the shoulder in what the ex-demon thought was a sure sign of support before she followed her fiancée out of the kitchen with a bowl of chips in one hand and her baked dip in the other.

The sound of the doorbell roused Buffy out of her guilty stupor. She plopped down off of the stool, brushed the front of her black peasant top off and headed for the front door. The person who greeted her held a small wrapped box and was splendid in dark shades of purple and maroon.

“Hey! Thank god you’re here!” Buffy hugged the blonde to her and after she released her she beamed thankfully at a grinning Tara.

“And bearing a gift.” Tara happily handed the box to Buffy and turned to hang up her coat, but found it full of coats already, so she decided to tuck it over her arm for the time being.

“Hi, I’m glad you could make it too… Emily.” Buffy watched as Tara gave Emily an “I told you so” look. The slim brunette smiled shyly before she handed Buffy a slim red box with a silver bow on top.

“It’s sort of for the party so you could uh open it now if you want.” Emily tried to hide her nervousness with a smile, but she knew she had failed. She had the odd sensation that she was taking Tara to the prom and was meeting the blonde’s parents for the first time as she promised to get their daughter home safely at an appropriate time with her innocence still fully intake.

“Thank you.” It was sincere and Buffy took a moment to decide if she should hug this friend of a friend and the nemesis of her best friend, she opted not to.

“So, how are you?” Tara’s voice dropped to a whisper. Buffy looked uneasily from the blonde to the somewhat eavesdropping brunette.

“Um I-I think I’m going to use the bathroom, uh where is it?” Emily looked around nervously as she hoped that she would be able to spot it and escape from a conversation that seemed pretty heavy.

“Up the stairs, last door on the left.” Buffy smiled cordially at the brunette who smiled a bit more nervously in return before she handed the present to Buffy and headed up the flight of stairs. The Slayer turned back to the quiet blonde witch. “I’m really glad you came, Tara.” Buffy hugged the blonde again.

“Of course I came, sweetie.” Tara hugged the Slayer back as she grinned against Buffy’s blonde hair. The blonde witch looked at the Slayer with warmth after Buffy released her hold. “So, um, how are you doing?”

“Oh you know, fine mostly.” Buffy was warmed by Tara’s sympathetic and kind look. “I’m kind of not ready to…”

“Have a coming out?” Tara smiled knowingly.

“Yeah, I’m all for the not coming out right now, but soon, I think.” Buffy looked uneasily as if she feared disappointment from the gentle witch.

“It takes time, it’s nice easy, I’m a witch, I know these things.” Tara smirked a bit with a twinkle in her blue eyes. The blonde’s twinkle faded as she looked about the room. “Um, so do you know if… Spike is coming?”

“No, he… he and I kind of got into a fight, the kind where I pounded his face into the cement a few times.” Buffy felt a twinge of guilt at the violence she had inflicted upon the vampire and then stopped herself as she realized what she had just thought. “I don’t think that’s much of invite.”

Tara grimaced at the thought of the pain the Slayer was going through and the pain Buffy had inflicted upon the bleach blonde vampire.

“How are you?” It was the Slayer’s turn as she gave Tara a sympathetic look.

“A big ‘gulp’ comes to mind.” Tara tried to smile confidently but it faltered a bit.

“Well, just remember that we’re all here for you and… she really is doing better, Tara.” Buffy wanted nothing more than to see all the pain in the blue eyes of the lovely, gentle woman in front of her disappear and the Slayer knew that Willow had the ability to do that, her fear was that the redhead also had the capacity to cause more.

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Chapter 23: Three is an Odd Number

Emily could still hear the faint voices of Buffy and Tara as she made her way from the stairs to the upstairs hallway. The door to the right of the stairs was a jar just enough for Emily to gather that it was probably Dawn’s room if the teenage boys on the wall were any indication. She had been glancing at the photos of Buffy and Dawn hung with love on the wall when the door across from Dawn’s room opened and revealed the teenager… and Willow.

“Hey! Emily!” The teenager smiled brightly, but with a hint of apprehension as she looked from Emily to Willow.

“Hey, Dawnie.” The smile on Emily’s face was also bright but nervous. “Um, hi, Willow.” The tone had no real warmth to it, but was still cordial.

“Hey.” Willow’s tone was boarding on something less than cordial. The redhead took in the appearance of her nemesis; the long sleeved red sweater that was too tight for Willow’s comfort and dark equally too tight jeans, with chunky dark red clogs.

“Did you just get here?” Dawn wanted to fill the uncomfortable silence with something besides uncomfortable silence.

“Yeah, uh Tara’s downstairs talking with Buffy, I, I just needed the um bathroom.” Emily looked down at her shoes, the wall, anything but the poorly hidden scathing look that was shot her way courtesy of Willow.

“Oh, it’s right over there.” Dawn motioned to where “right over there” meant.

“Thanks.” Emily’s smile never reached her eyes as she looked only at the teenager. The slim brunette turned and tried not to run to the safety of the bathroom.

After Emily’s quick departure, Dawn turned to Willow with a reprimanding look.

“What?” The redhead’s innocence was far from being true.

“Well that wasn’t bracing or anything.” Dawn followed Willow’s descending form as they began their slow but sure journey to the lower level of the Summers home.

Willow didn’t respond as she saw Tara standing by Buffy in the entryway. The blonde witch was dressed in a lacy and soft looking dark purple shirt and an equally soft looking maroon skirt that reached down to her leather booted ankles. The redhead could feel her heart quicken and the familiar feeling of warmth in her chest that eventually made its way to every part of her being. She couldn’t help but to smile as she looked upon the love of her life, her soul mate, her light, her… ex. The smile crumbled as reality hit and Willow tried to still the rapid beating of her heart. As Dawn and she hit the bottom of the stairs Tara and Buffy turned from one another to the redhead and the teenager.

“Hi.” Willow smiled as the warmth circled around her heart and nervousness made a home in the pit of her stomach.

“Hi.” Tara’s “hi” was unusually high pitched and she looked down at her dark brown boots as a blush colored her cheeks.

“Hi.” Willow mumbled it uncertainly as Buffy and Dawn shared looks of sympathy for the nervous redhead and the equally nervous blonde witch.

“Uh, Dawn, I think I hear someone needing us in… Coming!” Buffy grabbed her thankful sister’s arm and the two rushed through the dining room into the kitchen where there was no one to be found.

“I-It’s nice that you came, I mean it’s nice that you’re here, nice nice.” Willow looked around awkwardly.

“Th-thanks, um, I-I like your…” Tara made a quick gesture towards Willow’s billowy beige top, her compliment was cut off by the redhead.

“Thanks!” Willow looked down embarrassed. “I mean… thanks. Um, is that a new--?” It was the redhead’s turn to be cut off.

“Yeah, it’s um… new.” Tara smiled nervously and looked away, embarrassed at the way they were stumbling over each other’s words.

“I-I like it… I mean… it’s nice.” Willow could feel the blood pound in her ears and the self-deprecating voice in her head that screamed at her about how stupid and pathetic she sounded.

The sounds of footfalls on the stairs turned both Willow and Tara’s heads as Emily descended nervously. The slim brunette took in the scene and felt her face heat and her stomach do a few gymnastic routines. The love of her life speaking to her ex-lover… never a good sign.

“Um, I think I’m gonna go get a drink.” Emily pleaded with her brown eyes that Tara go with her.

“I could use some water myself.” Tara smiled before she looked to Willow to see if the redhead was going to join them.

“Oh, great… you guys should go get a drink… I’m, I’m just gonna go… check on the um music.” Willow turned quickly and headed into the living room.

Tara watched the departing form of her ex-girlfriend with a bit of regret and guilt. She knew that Willow was known to be a little jealous of Emily at times, so why did Tara then feel so compelled to have Emily at the party. An emotional shield perhaps, how immature and pathetic was that she wondered sadly to herself before a gentle hand touched her shoulder. The pretty face of the slim brunette held a hint of worry.

“Hey, you okay?” Emily’s voice held concern and hope.

“I’m fine, um, how ‘bout those drinks.” Tara smiled the usual warmth never reached her blue eyes.

“Sure.” Emily still looked concerned but dropped her hand from the blonde’s shoulder. “Don’t wanna get thirsty.”

When they entered the kitchen, Tara and Emily took in the sight of Buffy and Dawn as the two Summers girls filled paper cups from two large green pictures; Dawn’s was filled with water and Buffy’s was filled with some unknown type of red juice that might or might not have contained large amounts of alcohol.

“Hey, do you want some…” A seated Buffy offered a cup to the blonde, who had just thrown her coat on the empty stool next to the Slayer.

“Yes please.” Buffy had a surprised expression on her face as Tara quickly took the proffered cup from her hand and downed the alcohol infused cocktail in one quick swallow. Tara coughed a bit before she stuck her tongue out, which was now a reddish color. Her expression indicated that she was not pleasantly surprised by the drink she had just filled her stomach with. She took the offered cup of water from a concerned Emily and took slower drinks of the bland fluid. “Thanks.” Tara’s face was a bit red, but she smiled gratefully at the brunette who had to turn away from the expression that caused warmth to stir within her lower abdomen.

“Geez, Tara, never knew you were such a lush.” Dawn smiled jokingly at the still blushing blonde. “And here I always looked to you as my role model.” The light hearted joke was interrupted by a knock on the back door.

The two blondes and two brunettes were greeted by the form of the bleach blonde chip head of a vampire previously called William the Bloody but now more commonly known as Spike. His left eye was puffy about the size of a jelly filled doughnut. Besides the torture Spike had endured by the hands of the hellgod, Glory, Dawn couldn’t recall a time she’d seen the vampire even remotely bruised, the teenager wondered to herself who had done so much damage. Her eyes moved from his bruised eye to the six-pack of beer he had tucked under his right leather coated arm. Dawn then wondered if Buffy, or Tara, or anyone really would let her have just the teeniest taste of the forbidden fluid that was alcohol, it’s not like she would be going anywhere, operating a moving vehicle or heavy machinery, right. Dawn’s thoughts were interrupted as she saw that Spike hadn’t been the only who had come through the door, a figure that looked not unlike a hairless cat clad in flannel made his way in.

“Spike?” Buffy had removed herself from the stool at the island and was now standing between Tara and Emily and Spike and the demon she recognized from her trip to alcohol badness with the vampire.

“Birthday, Buffy.” Spike sniffled a bit as he dropped the six-pack with a clank onto the island. “Red told me ‘bout the shindig, thought I’d swing by, figured team spirit and all.”

Buffy gave a quick and nervous look behind her to Tara, the blonde looked just as uneasy. “And what kind of team would this be?” The blonde Slayer made a small gesture towards the loose skinned demon that gave a wave in greeting to everyone, the skin of his arm flapped with the movement.

“Hi, happy birthday, um we met briefly.” Clem gave Buffy a friendly expectant smile, his two enlarged bottom teeth protruded from his mouth.

“Uh, yes, we did.” Buffy didn’t want to think about how many cute fuzzy kittens had been sacrificed that night in the name of demon poker.

“Hello, my name’s Clement, um Clem.” The loose skinned demon gave a little wave to Dawn, Tara, and Emily.

“Hi. Tara.” Tara pointed to herself. The blonde witch looked nervously at her uninitiated friend who merely had a perplexed expression.

“Uh… skin condition.” Dawn put her hand next to her mouth as she whispered this to Emily. “He’s kinda sensitive about it.” Dawn pulled back from her whispering lean towards Emily and smiled at the demon. “Hi, I’m Dawn.”

Emily waved uncertainly. “Emily.” Her uncertain expression was interrupted by Anya, Xander, and a young blonde haired man clad in a red polo and jeans. He was sort of hunky in a frat boy sort of way. Attractive, Emily supposed, though she preferred her blondes softer, with long hair, amazingly beautiful blue eyes, who smelled of lavender, and who had perhaps a penchant for having weird friends.

“Buffy, this is Richard the friend from Xander’s work that we brought for you so that the two of you could become friends.” Anya smiled broadly and pushed the young man towards the startled Buffy. The expression on the ex-vengeance demon was like that of a farmer as he presented his prized hen at the fair.

“Um, hey.” Buffy smiled cordially, but she was still thrown by Spike’s presence and now the non-setup setup.

“I told him that you could show him where he should park his car.” Xander voice was encouraging and rapid paced.

“Oh, okay, I guess, I’ll be right back.” Buffy gave the room an exasperated look before she led Richard out the back door past the raised eyebrow of Spike. The last thing the party in the kitchen heard was Richard asking about the guy with the obvious skin condition.

“Stupid blighter!” Spike looked to the closed back door. He missed Tara’s uncharacteristically evil smirk.

“I don’t know, I mean, I’m not the best judge when it comes to… um hunky guys, but he seemed, w-wasn’t he cute, I thought he seemed… cute.” Tara’s large usually honest eyes shone with barely hidden mirth as Spike scowled at the implications that the guy Buffy had just left the room with was categorically cute.

Clem shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly. His expression was agreeable. “Yeah, I thought he seemed cute.” Tara smiled at the loose skinned demon, she could already sense he had a very lovely and gentle spirit, Spike merely looked put out by the lot.

“Right, I need a bevvy.” Spike grabbed his six-pack and headed towards the living room. The rest of the room had degrees of impressed expressions directed toward the blonde witch, who merely smiled innocently.

“When Buffy comes back can she start with the present opening? I mean the party has been in full swing for at least a half an hour right?” Dawn looked enthusiastic for the revealing of gifts even if they weren’t hers, she was sure someone would get Buffy something pretty and worth borrowing.

“Buffy’s making a grown-up friend right now.” Anya spoke as if Dawn was a five year old.

“You mean that guy you brought to set her up with?” Dawn looked unimpressed by the choice they had made, you see one hunky guy you’ve seen them all. And look what happened to the last hunky guy Buffy had liked, gone the way of G.I. Joe. Anya looked as if she had no idea what Dawn was talking about. “You know I’m not a kid, I do understand why you invited him.” The teenager gave both Xander and Anya admonishing looks.

“Of course you do!” Anya grinned brightly as she patted Dawn on the head, the teenager just gave the blonde ex-demon a disbelieving look before she exited the kitchen towards the living room. “I don’t think she suspects a thing.” Anya looked proudly at her fiancée, who merely looked chastened.

Tara wasn’t sure which Summers girl Anya had been referring to but either way the blonde setter upper was incorrect.

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Chapter 24: I Want the Presents

Buffy sat on the sofa in disbelief, silvery ripped paper and ribbon laid strewn across her lap as she held the device that looked not unlike some sort of torture device up to her questioning eyes. The large head and two round knobs starred back at her, the blonde Slayer looked up to the beaming redhead who sat on the sofa to Buffy’s right, on the other side of Buffy sat a smirking Dawn.

“Um... thanks?” Buffy looked anxiously at the redhead who was still beaming.

“See, Buffy, it’s all with battery-operated so you can take it with you on… um walks at night, and so you’ll have instant gratification for any little acheys you might have.” Willow looked to the rest of the skeptical party. “What?”

Buffy switched the device on and was physically shaken by the strong vibrations of the large machine in her hand. She gave Willow a bemused look before she switched the contraption off and laid it next to her. “I love it, thanks, Will!” Buffy smiled as she gave the redhead a thankful hug as she shot the people around her scandalized looks before she released Willow. “So, what’s next, prezzies should be a comin’ my way!”

“Here’s mine!” Dawn extracted a shiny blue present from behind her back. “Don’t worry, it doesn’t explode and I made it so gone with the looks of worry.”

Buffy smiled and returned her attention to the wrapped present. She tore the wrapping and set it on the floor in front of her after a plain white box was revealed. The Slayer peeled back the tape that held the box closed and peered inside. She extracted a simple clear container filled with fluid. “Dawn?”

The teenager extracted the glass container from her sister’s hand before she explained. “I made it out of some of the perfume mom always wore and an extra special ingredient.” Dawn sprayed a bit on the left thin wrist of her sister. The aroma of the perfume brought back the memory of their mother in one inhalation of the smell that was so Joyce Summers. Tears began to form in the Summers women’s eyes, but both were not to be overcome by sorrow, but with happiness as they hugged.

“Dawnie! I love it, thank you… but what’s the other ‘special ingredient’?” Buffy took back the glass container gently and examined it close to her eyes, it seemed like she thought she could see the ingredient if she just looked at it long enough.

“Holy water!” Dawn smiled proudly at her own genius. In her excitement the teenager missed the raised eyebrows of Spike. “I figured, you know, extra protection.”

“Thank you!” Buffy grinned broadly and hugged her sister close to her again. She had a smug expression as she looked to Spike.

“Holy water?” Spike looked at the teenager with a put out expression.

“Don’t worry, Spike, unless you’re trying to go suck face on her neck it won’t bother you.” Dawn shrugged her shoulders as if that would be an unbelievable act for the vampire to take part in. Buffy merely smiled and sprayed a liberal amount of the perfume on her exposed neck and collarbones.

“Um, we have to go get ours!” Anya grabbed Xander’s wrist and the two hurried toward the front door. Moments later they returned as they wheeled a large oblong shaped present into the living room. The paper was a bright gold color that clashed with the large green satin bow that sat precariously on top.

“Happy birthday, Buff!” Xander smiled and motioned towards the large gift with a Vanna White type gesture.

Buffy leapt up from her cushiony seat to find out what was under the bunched up paper. She tore the top of the wrapping paper off with an audible rip along with the superfluous bow. The rest of the paper was quickly torn away to reveal an impressive and obviously well-crafted wooden chest.

“You guys!” Buffy leapt up from her kneeling position to give Xander and Anya grateful hugs as she smiled brightly. “Did you make it?” She looked to the grinning dark haired man that she still held in her arms.

“Xander built it. I gave helpful critical analyses while maintaining a safe distance.” Anya shook a bit as she tended to do when she was excited.

“I love it, you guys! It’s beautiful.” Buffy kneeled in front of the chest and opened it. Xander helped as he held the lid open while he leaned over to speak to Buffy so that the non-Scoobies wouldn’t hear.

“It holds all your basic weapons, plus some larger ones if you have ‘em.” Xander smiled in response to Buffy’s grateful look before he stood back up and exclaimed to the rest of the party that it was also equipped with quite the handsome CD holder.

“A Xander Harris original. You should sign it so when you’re a world famous um builder guy I can sell this on ebay for millions of dollars.” Buffy’s hazel eyes twinkled with mirth.

“I’ll grab the permanent marker if you give me a portion of the sales.” Anya quickly scurried away to the desk in the living room in an attempt to find a suitable writing utensil in the mess.

The doorbell rang while Buffy gently closed the lid of her wooden present. The blonde birthday girl turned to see that Tara had already opened the door to reveal Sophie, the Slayer’s fast friend from the Doublemeat Palace.

“Sophie!” Buffy sprang to her feet and made her way happily to the nervous looking girl who stood in the doorway. “Hi! Welcome! You’re just at the tail end of presents and then there’s cake. Right, there’s cake?” Buffy looked behind her to a confirming nod from Anya as she handed her fiancée a black permanent marker.

“Uh, hey, thank you, my mom, she told me to say that right away or else I might forget. So… Thank you!” The dark haired woman had big brown eyes that looked about the room anxiously. “And also, I can’t have any um peanuts, or egg yolks, or uh any chocolate.” Sophie’s eyes looked up as she tried to remember what else she couldn’t have. “And sometimes I can’t have dairy.”

“Oh, um, no problem. You can just hang your coat up um…” Buffy gestured to the hangers that seemed to be all full. “Somewhere else?”

“I can show you where I put mine.” Tara smiled in greeting and motioned for Sophie to follow her upstairs to Dawnie’s room where the teenager had volunteered as the auxiliary coat hold. The party could hear Tara’s faint melodic voice as the blonde witch introduced herself to Sophie. Willow and Emily weren’t aware that they both shared a look of unease at the idea of a semi-attractive girl being alone with their Tara.

Buffy returned to the living room to a questioning Anya. “Is that the friend from work?” Anya whispered confidentially to the Slayer.

“Yeah.” Buffy looked questioning at the ex-demon who looked a bit smug.

“Our friend is much better.” Anya pulled away from her lean in and smiled brightly. “I’ll bring the cake!” She scurried away in the direction of the kitchen.

The footfalls on the stairs indicated that Tara and Sophie were returning to the lower level of the Summers home. “Okay.” Buffy clapped her hands together happily as she played the good hostess. “We can do introductions once Anya comes back from the cake getting.”

As if on cue the blonde cake getter in question bumped the door open with her back and butt as she held the lit cake in her hands. “Someone turn the light switch to the down position so we have sufficient darkness to accentuate the illumination from the candles.” Clem obliged the woman.

A chorus of “Happy Birthday” filled the room along side the dim flickering light of the twenty-one candles on a large rectangular white frosted cake that read “Happy 21st Birthday, Buffy” in edible letters that one would expect to see on an elementary school child’s birthday cake. Buffy smiled as tears of sentimentality entered her vision. “And many more!” ended the somewhat off-key song. The Slayer took a large breath before she blew out every single one of the candles on the cake that the ex-demon held out for her. Anya had just managed to set the cake on the coffee table in front of the seated forms of Willow and Dawn before she was enveloped in Buffy’s arms.

“Thank you!” Buffy grinned at the two women on the couch as she again appreciated Anya’s quirkiness.

“You are very welcome, I’ll have you know that I burned two cakes before this one turned out satisfactorily.” Anya pulled away and gestured to Clem to hit the lights again. Buffy released her hold and turned where Tara and Sophie stood by the doorway.

“Okay, introductions!” Buffy smiled at Sophie. “You’ve already met Tara.” Tara waved a bit with a smile as Sophie returned it much to the chagrin of Willow and Emily. The Slayer gestured towards the standing vampire by the doorway. “That’s Spike.” She turned towards the couch. “My sister, Dawn, Willow…” She looked over to where Clem was smiling and waving. “Um, Clem…” Emily sat on the floor in front of the coffee table. “Emily…” Buffy gestured to the seated Xander and the standing Anya on the other side of the coffee table from Emily. “And Xander and Anya.” Finally she looked to where Richard was standing by the desk chair. “And Richard.” She smiled with a “whew” expression. “Everyone… this is Sophie.” A chorus of “hi’s” or “hey’s” and waves greeted the nervous looking girl. “Now… back to the prezzies!” Buffy resumed her central spot on the sofa with an audible plop.

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Chapter 25: Oldery and Farther Down

“Hey, great party.” Richard smiled at the lovely blonde that he was already perhaps a little in love with. She was just so animated as she moved about the party and seemed to delight in everything she did.

“Thanks, I hope everyone’s havin’ fun.” Buffy smiled at the hunky blonde guy who did nothing for her whatsoever.

“Yeah, I think they are, I mean, it’s really late and no one is even thinkin’ about leavin’… um I mean… I can’t tear myself away.” Richard smiled warmly at the unimpressed Slayer.

“Really?” Buffy smiled cordially at the compliment.

“Um, so do you need a drink?” Richard looked expectantly.

“Sure, thanks.” Buffy smiled as she watched the red-shirted blonde head off towards the kitchen through the dining room. Her contentment faded as she saw Spike enter the hallway from the living room.

“Oh, Buffy.” Spike’s voice took on a mocking high pitched quality that caused Buffy to roll her eyes. “I think I’m in love, can’t I get you a soda pop?” He moved towards her like a smarmy cat might, he puckered his upper lips out into a smirk as he looked Buffy up and down starting with her black boots and ending with her rose necklace.

“Shut up, Spike.” Buffy looked to where Richard’s departing form had been. “He’s sweet.”

“‘Sweet’?” Spike snorted. “What’s say you and me slip away for a bit of a romp?” The vampire swiftly pushed Buffy against the wall of the hallway. His hands began at her shoulder, slowly ran down her arm, and ended at her hand which he pulled towards his thigh.

“Oh!” Buffy quickly extracted her hand from Spike’s grip as she and the vampire looked to see who had caught them in a compromising position. The Slayer let out a relieved sigh as she saw the blonde witch whose lips were twitching into what looked to be a grin. Spike actually had the decency to look guilty, Tara merely looked innocent as she glanced around the hall as she attempted to not smirk at the catch.

“Uh, Buffy was er… helping me, muscle cramp.” Spike smiled what he thought was an innocent smile, though it looked like a cat that still had feathers sticking out from its mouth.

“Riiight. A… muscle cramp. In um… your pants?” Tara’s smirk was beginning to show a little more.

“What? It’s a muscle!” A ruffled Spike pulled his coat closer to him before he stalked away from the two blondes back into the living room.

Tara turned back to Buffy as the Slayer let out a sigh and leaned against the wall that she had been previously pushed up against. She gave Tara a smirk before it fell as Richard reentered the hallway as he carried two cups of juice.

“Hi, um, I couldn’t decide what to bring you.” Richard offered the cup to the flushed blonde birthday girl.

“Thanks, this is great.” Buffy took a sip and grimaced a bit, perhaps she had gone a little overboard on the vodka. “We should head back in.” Richard smiled and led Buffy into the living room with a hand on the small of her back. The blonde Slayer turned back quickly to mouth a “thank you” to the still smirking blonde witch.

“What are you all smirky about?” Emily gently questioned from the stairs as she interrupted Tara’s musing. The breath in Emily’s throat caught as the glowing smile of the blonde was directed her way.

“Nothing, I’m just having such a great time.” Tara’s smile grew brighter as she took in a deep contented breath. “Are, are you having fun?”

“Yeah, all your friends are pretty cool.” Emily looked away as she fidgeted with the front of her red sweater. “I, I’m glad I came.”

“I’m glad you came too.” Tara grasped Emily’s left hand gently as she smiled and nodded her head towards the living room. “Let’s get back to the party, I think there might be some dancing we’re missing out on.” Tara gave Emily a quick wink at the knowledge that both were not at all what one could call proficient dancers, but with Tara’s warm, soft hand in hers Emily thought she could do just about anything.

The living room was filled with the sounds of Nikka Costa’s “Everybody Got Their Something”, a favorite at Scooby Gang parties. Tara smiled as she released Emily’s hand and observed Clem and Sophie as they waved their arms around in what could by some extent of the imagination be considered moving to the beat. The blonde witch took in a happy sigh as she was overcome by the happiness that she felt seeing her friends, her family, and the pleasant enough newcomers as they allowed the weight of the world to lift from their shoulders and just enjoy each other and the quiet moments they were able to steal for the evening, for Buffy’s evening. She watched as Xander sat on the arm of the chair that Willow occupied and the two best friends chatted happily, the couch where an ex-mystical key who was really only a little less than two years old and an ex-vengeance demon who was over eleven hundred years old sat on the cushy tan colored cushions both women moved to the beat as they spoke to one another with smiles on their faces and mostly eaten cake on glass plates on their laps. And poor Richard and Spike both desperately vied for the attention of the blonde birthday girl who couldn’t seem to sit still as she buzzed about the room and talked with everyone she came across. A warm hand on her elbow brought Tara out of her thoughts. She turned to Emily with a glow to her features that Emily had never seen so intensely before and was instantly overcome by the secret love she held within her for this amazing woman that had nothing short of intense affection in her shining blue eyes due to the people who surrounded them. The brunette held a hope in her heart that she too could inspire such strong emotions within the lovely blonde.

“Let’s get our dance on.” Tara grinned as she took both of Emily’s hands within her own and gently pulled her over to where Buffy, Sophie, and Clem were laughing and wiggling their bodies to the music.

Buffy gave Emily and Tara an approving grin as they joined the trio of dancing fiends. Tara smiled as she bit her bottom lip and wiggled her shoulders and bopped her head along with the music. Sophie giggled happily next to the dancing forms of Emily, Buffy, and Tara as Clem took her hands carefully in his clawed ones and twirled her around.

There was an immense peace within the smile that flattered Buffy’s features as she took in the oddness of the eighteen year old Doublemeat burger flipper dancing and giggling happily with a clawed demon that ate poor defenseless kitties like they were Cheetos and who had about ten inches of extra skin. The Slayer turned to her two new dancing partners and had to stop for a moment as she saw the look that Emily paid the seemingly oblivious blonde witch, a look that Buffy had seen Willow pay the same blonde countless times, and the very same look that the blonde birthday girl had been unconsciously giving to the kindhearted, gentle woman in the past few days. Both Emily and Buffy were brought out of their reverie as a low, happy chuckle escaped from Tara as she was twirled around by Clem after he had released a giggling Sophie and taken Tara’s hands into his own. Buffy grinned when Anya and Xander succumbed to the lure of the dance and began moving around each other as they their arms about their bodies. As Lunatic Calm’s “Sound of the Revolution” replaced Nikka Costa, Buffy had decided to save Richard from his girl talk with Dawn. Willow was oddly enough next to the fireplace in conversation with Spike.

“Hey, what’s with the no dancing from you two?” Buffy plopped down next to her grateful sister who immediately propelled herself from the couch and onto the makeshift dance floor next to Tara and Emily. It seemed that Xander and Anya were still practicing their swing dancing, not really the appropriate song for it but the Slayer merely shrugged her shoulders as she turned to address Richard. “Having fun?”

“Yeah, um, that guy with the er skin condition, he’s a real party animal.” Buffy followed the hunky blonde’s eye line and had to smirk at the sight as Dawn giggled while she was twirled by the endearing demon.

“Yeah, um, so you—you work with Xander huh?” Buffy smiled nervously, her small talking skills quickly packed their bags and took the earliest flight out.

“Yeah, he’s kinda like my boss, so it’s sort of weird to see him partying, you know?” Buffy tried not to smirk too much at the thought of her boyish fun lovin’ friend being someone’s staunchly superior, though Xander was definitely carpentery enough to deserve the position he had.

“I get that.” Buffy thought back to her “boss” of sorts and felt a twinge of longing for the man that had become like a father to her, better than her own father had been. Not time for the furrowed brow, the Slayer brought herself out of her thoughts with a put on smile. “So, you, uh, build… stuff?” Buffy’s furrowed brow was due to confusion regarding why she said the things she did. The Slayer watched as Spike and Willow exited toward the kitchen, and narrowly avoided a twirled Anya. Where were those two going, was the thought in Buffy’s head before she received an earful of what exactly Richard built.

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Chapter 26: Drinkin’, Drinkin’, Drinkin’, Drinkin’

“I don’t know about this, Spike.” Willow looked about the kitchen nervously as she hoped no one came in to see what she and Spike were doing.

“Come on, Red, it ain’t gonna kill ya.” Spike arched a brow in challenge to Willow’s unease. “I promise it’ll feel better soon.”

“And then really yucky bad later.” Willow shook her head; red curls fell in her face, as she brushed her hair back her resolve face appeared. “Okay, fine, I’ll do it. Just um show me what it is that I’m doing.” Willow watched Spike’s actions with intense interest. “Oh, I can totally do that, no problem.”

“Then shut up and do it.” Spike smirked as the redhead picked up the salt shaker and shook a liberal amount of the white spice onto her licked moist hand. “Okay, ready?” The bleach blonde vampire handed Willow a tiny glass of yellowish liquid that smelled spicy. He picked up a slice of lime and handed that to the redhead across the island from him as well. “Right then, count of three.” Spike picked up his tiny glass of fluid and a piece of lime from the glass bowl in the middle of the island and paused to see if Willow was ready. At the heavy exhale and a quick nervous nod from her, Spike began. “One… two… three!” Both immediately licked the salt from their hands, downed the fluid from their tiny glasses in one grand swallow, and bit quickly into the green citrus they held in their glass free hands.

“Ugh!” Willow’s entire body shook as the fluid ran hotly down to sit unpleasantly and tentatively in the pit of her stomach.

“Now that’s the good stuff.” Spike sniffled as he wiped the excess fluid onto his leathered arm.

“‘Good’?! That was the opposite of good! Yuck, yuck is more like it, definitely not ‘good’!” Willow shivered again as she was finally reassured that the drink she had just downed was going to stay down.

“A few more in ya and you’ll feel better, swear.” Spike poured another round of shots, some of the fluid spilled onto the island.

“Um, you go ahead with the feelin’ better, I’m just going to sit her and try not to throw up.” Willow held her rumbly stomach with her arms as she sat on the stool.

“Oh, fine, I see, let Spike drink his miseries away on his own.” Spike feigned a hurt expression. “I thought you were hurtin’.” Spike took his drink without the assistance of salt or lime. He merely sniffed as the fluid found a home in the pit of the his stomach along with a brother shot of tequila, five beers, six cups of vodka laced juice, and a pint of pig’s blood.

Willow scowled defensively. “I am, I am hurting!” She lowered her voice to a whisper. “Fine! One more.” Spike smiled as he played bartender to redhead. Willow sighed before she licked residual salt off her hand and downed the contents of the proffered drink and bit into a large slice of lime. This time she held the fruit in her mouth and squeezed her eyes shut. She slowly removed the now bitten up piece of lime and tossed it onto the table.

“‘Nother go?’” Spike poured another shot into his glass. He was met with glassy eyes and then a blur of red as Willow’s head slammed down onto her folded hands atop the island. The vampire shrugged and downed the shot he had just poured.

“What happened?” Dawn’s voice filled the otherwise quiet kitchen as she took in the scene of Spike as he downed a shot and the face down on the island Willow. “Willow, you okay?” The teenager rested a hand on the redhead’s shoulder as she roused her awake.

“Dawnie?” Willow’s voice was slurred and her face was flushed. “I think… fell asleep.” Willow looked about the kitchen and giggled. “I… fell asleep on my lime.” The redhead peeled the lime from her hand.

“Spike!” The teenager looked outraged at the vampire who merely shrugged his shoulders in response. “What’d you do to her?!”

“Hey, how was I supposed to know Red couldn’t hold her liquor?” Spike shifted uneasily under the reprimanding gaze of Dawn.

“How much did you give her?” Dawn lifted Willow’s drooping head with gentle hands. “Willow, you okay? When did shots of tequila seem like a good idea?”

“Look, Will was depressed ‘cause her bird’s here with some other bint, so…” Spike shrugged his shoulders.

“So you thought, what a bender would be the solution?” Dawn shook her head at Spike before she spoke soft comforting words to Willow.

“Well… yeah.” Spike had the good sense to look admonished for the condition Willow was in and in response to the angered Dawn. “I didn’t think she’d be in such a bad way.”

Both he and Dawn were startled as Willow jumped up from her stool and ran out the back door. The vampire and teenager were quick to follow. The retching figure of Willow greeted them as they ran past the patio, into the backyard.

“Oh, eww.” Dawn huddled behind Willow as she pulled the red tresses from the woman’s sweaty face. “Um, Spike, get a wet towel or something.”

“Right.” Spike rushed into the house to get the suggested item. He ran back out and handed the warm damp cloth to the teenager who had the redhead leaned against her front. Dawn ran the towel across Willow’s forehead and then down to her messy mouth. “I-I’m sorry, Will.” Spike kneeled down and gently pushed some red strands away from Willow’s damp mouth.

“S’ok… didn’t force me to do somethin’… didn’t want to.” Willow’s bleared eyes peered up at Spike. She held her arms up so she could be helped to her feet by the vampire. “No more drink for me, nope, nothing but badness in the alcy.”

“Let’s get you back in the house… maybe um clean you up a bit.” Spike braced the shaky redhead against him as he led her into the kitchen. Dawn and Spike helped Willow move from the kitchen through the dining room and up the stairs quickly and without being noticed as the sounds from the living told them the party was still in full swing.

When they got to Willow’s door, Dawn opened it but kept the lights off as she let the moonlight illuminate their way. Spike gently settled Willow into a seating position on her bed. The redhead seemed to be coming out of it after the quick violent release of the fluid that had rendered her unconscious in the kitchen.

“I’ll uh let you two… right.” Spike turned on his heels and exited the room, the door was shut quickly behind him. The thumps of his boots indicated a quick retreat.

“You okay?” Dawn turned to look at Willow with concern in her eyes before she turned towards the closet to get a suitable shirt for the redhead to wear. The teenager pulled out a light pink long sleeved t-shirt that she thought would look suitable with the dark brown pants the redhead had on.

“Dawn, never ever ever drink! Bad!” Willow shook her head. She looked down at her icky sweaty shirt and sighed. “And gross.” The redhead stood up before she shucked the blouse from her thin body.

Dawn almost gasped as she noticed the extreme thinness that had become of the already slight frame of the redhead, the teenager was instantly worried but decided perhaps this wasn’t the best time to mention it. “I’m… going to go get you something to um… you know.” The teenager quickly exited the room and rushed into the bathroom where she took out a dark green towel and squirted a bit of soap on it before she ran almost too hot to touch water on it. She grabbed another green towel from underneath the sink before she shut the light off and rushed back to Willow’s bedroom. After she opened the door, Dawn found the redhead seated half naked on the bed as tears flowed freely from her eyes.

“Willow?” Dawn shut the door and immediately locked it before she began her slow walk towards the shaking redhead. “Willow, what… what’s wrong?” The teenager sat next to Willow and gently raised the damp chin with her fingers.

“Everything!” Willow sobbed a bit before she had to turn away. “Dawn, I—I don’t want you to see me…”

“Too bad, I see you, and you know what, so you got a little drunk, no big.” Dawn put a warm hand on the shaky bare shoulder of one of the women in her life she loved more than anything. The teenager took the damp slightly soapy towel and wiped Willow’s face gently and then her neck and the top of her chest almost to the top of the redhead’s cream colored bra. “Spike’s really sorry.” Dawn put the wet towel on the floor before she took the dry one and wiped the moisture from Willow’s face and upper chest.

“He was just trying to help.” Willow gently took Dawn’s hand away from the teen’s ministrations as she stood up and pulled the pink shirt over her head. She straightened it over her brown pants and sat back down in front of the kneeled teenager again.

“Um, wanna tell me what needs the helping?” Dawn smiled encouragingly. “I’m all for the helping too.”

Willow was unsure if she should burden the already too mature teenager with more tales of loneliness and angst from the world of Willow. The redhead wanted sunshine, ice cream, and hoppy bunnies for Dawn… not addiction, jealousy, and depression.

“Is it… is it Tara?” Dawn was pretty sure it was the blonde witch that had seemed to have kept her distance from the redhead all evening that had caused Willow’s drinking activities with the vampire.

“No… and yes, it’s more…” Willow looked away as she felt a cold pang of jealousy suffuse her chest. “It’s… Emily.”

“Oh.” Dawn looked away. She liked Emily, but… Willow and Tara belonged together, anyone could see that. The reasons why Tara had left were still not entirely explained to the teenager and yes she had felt hurt and abandoned, but she also knew that Tara wouldn’t have left Willow unless there was no other choice and Dawn herself had seen the extreme of Willow’s addiction to the dark magicks after the whole ordeal with the car and the magick dealer guy.

“Do you… do you think they’re…” Willow couldn’t even bring herself to say it.

“Willow, I—I don’t think so.” Dawn couldn’t lie to the redhead even if it was to reassure her. She honestly didn’t know the extent of Tara and Emily’s relationship. The half a dozen times that Dawn had hung out with the brunette with Tara had never indicated that the two were romantically involved, though Tara and Willow weren’t exactly OUT when they had first started dating the teenager remembered. “What I do know is… Tara loves you and you two… you totally belong together.”

“No.” Tears of regret fell from Willow’s eyes onto her cheeks. “We don’t. I-Tara should have someone who’s better, better than me.”

“Willow!” The redhead was startled at the sudden outburst from the teenager who now stood in front of her with her hands on her hips. “If you want to even be friends with Tara then you’ve gotta stop beating yourself up. Yes, you made a mistake, probably tons of mistakes, and yes Tara left ‘cause she thought she had to and that totally sucks, but you were in a really bad way all with the magick and stuff, but you’re doing tons better, you are, and Tara knows that and she’s proud.”

“Then why is she all with the avoidy?” Willow looked away as Dawn’s words sunk in.

“She’s probably just as freaked as you are. I mean, have you really tried to talk to her?” Dawn settled her hands along the sides of her legs. “Look at it from her viewpoint, Willow. She’s at a party that not only has you there, but also your two best friends. Maybe she’s worried that they blame her for the hurt you’ve been feeling. And plus besides me she really hasn’t spent any time with anyone and so when Buffy invited Emily ‘cause she was feeling the guilt for bein’ forgetful Buffy then Tara thought hey, my friend will be there who’s totally on my side, I’ll go have drinks, have cake, and have tons of fun.”

“So…” Willow sighed heavily. “What you’re saying is… stop being such a baby and deal?” The redhead smiled at the sound advice of the teenager.

“Um, well, yeah.” Dawn smiled back, relieved that her words had actually helped Willow. She watched as the redhead wiped drying tears from her face, straightened her shirt, and put a smile on her face with a sigh. “Ready?”

“How do I look?” Willow fidgeted with the hem of her shirt.

“Great… and if anyone asks tell ‘em you spilled some juice on your top.” Dawn smiled before she turned, unlocked the door and opened it with a flourish. “Come on! There might be some cake left!” Willow was pulled urgently by the teenager as they rushed through the hallway and down the steps to the party down below.

“You know… I really love you.” Willow smiled brightly as the teenager beamed in response.

“‘Cause I can babble as much as you?” Dawn bounded to the landing in front of the door before she turned around and grinned happily.

“And ‘cause you’re helping me clean this place up tomorrow.” Willow had a smug expression.

“Can’t got school!” Dawn stuck her tongue out, happy for once that she was a student. She recalled faintly a time when she had loved school. Now with her math grades falling rapidly she hated the hell that was Sunnydale High.

“President’s day!” Willow had triumph in her voice. Dawn’s only response was a groan and a muttering as to why Presidents thought they were so special that they needed a whole day. The teen’s tirade was interrupted when the fiancées entered from the front porch as they talked about cake.

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Chapter 27: Passive Manipulation

“No, you stop.” As he entered the living room after he had left Willow with Dawn, Spike was greeted by the teasing nuzzling of the two soon to be newlyweds. Anya sat on Xander’s lap on one end of the couch as Sophie and Clem took up the other two spots as they chatted amiably with one another.

“No, you stop.” Xander nuzzled Anya’s neck with a grin across his lips.

“No, you stop.” Anya nuzzled him back.

“Bloody hell, both of you stop!” Spike stalked to the front door to have a cigarette, he missed the miffed looks of the two lovebirds before they resumed their nuzzling.

A slightly shivering form of Buffy greeted the vampire as he entered the front porch. He couldn’t help but swear to himself at his luck of never having a moment to himself in this bloody house.

“Party too much for ya?” Spike looked down as he lit the cigarette that wobbled in his moving mouth. He clicked the lid of the lighter back into place before he shoved it into his back pocket.

“No, I was just, Richard just left, he has to work early I guess.” Buffy rubbed her arms as the cool evening air wrapped around her.

“Hmm, pity.” Spike forced the smoke into his lungs and then out again.

“Yeah, you two were really hitting it off.” Buffy smirked though not in an unkind fashion. “So, where’d you and Will go off to?”

“Why?” Another stream of smoke exited through the vampire’s nose. “Jealous?” He smirked.

“Should I dignify that with an answer?” Buffy looked away from the vampire to the night sky where the stars shinned brightly. “You’re not gonna tell me?”

“Guy stuff, you wouldn’t understand.” Spike huffed a bit as he shrugged his shoulders.

“Let me guess… Tara?” Buffy sat down on the porch swing as she watched the moonlight create shadows on the street.

“Yeah, well, the blonde bird of hers got Red’s head in a bloody mess.” Spike snorted as he stubbed the spent cigarette out with the bottom of his boot and quickly pulled out another, lit it, and forced more smoke into his superfluous lungs. “Didn’t think the good witch had so much spite in ‘er.”

“Tara?” Buffy’s eyebrows scrunched up in defensive. “She doesn’t have a spiteful bone in her body.”

“Yeah, right, and bringin’ the new girlfriend ‘round to a party ain’t a tad spiteful.” Spike exhaled into the night air filling it with pure smoke.

“Emily’s not Tara’s girlfriend, she’s just a friend and… what do you care anyways?” Buffy didn’t like Spike’s assumptions especially when it came to the sweet blonde witch who would never do anything to intentionally hurt someone.

“Just pisses me off to see Red messed up like that, s’all.” Smoke was pushed out of his nose. “Guess us unrequited lovers gotta stick together.”

“Spike.” Buffy let out an exasperated sigh.

“Say no more.” Spike extinguished the end of another cigarette underneath his boot before he pulled out his pack and extracted another. “Just came out here for a fag.” He lit the end of the cigarette. He paused and handed the burning cigarette to Buffy.

“A big no.” Buffy scrunched up her nose at the offer as she waved it away. “Those things’ll kill ya.” Her announcement curled the sides of both her and the vampire’s lips up at the irony of it all. The vampire who had an eternal constitution and the Slayer who was afraid of little wrapped up pieces of tobacco ending her life. “I should get back.” Buffy removed herself from the porch swing and headed towards the house before she turned to the vampire. “Are you coming in?”

“In a bit, gunna finish.” Spike took a puff of his cigarette to emphasize his words. He didn’t turn around until after the door closed, a regretful expression graced his features as he turned back to his cigarette and moved to the porch swing Buffy had just vacated. He sat heavily on the seat and lounged with his feet wide apart as he smoked. The vampire finally settled into the quietness of his solitude when the booming voice of Anya brought him out of it.

“I’m just saying we don’t have to leave all of the cake for Buffy.” Anya pushed open the front door as Xander wheeled out the cart that he had carried Buffy’s weapons chest in the living room with.

“Ahn, it’s a birthday cake, it’s Buffy’s birthday.” Xander thought he need not go on.

“So?” Anya shoved the door closed again as she gave her fiancée an expectant look.

“So, birthday Buffy gets to keep the birthday cake. It’s… what happens.” Xander carefully maneuvered the cart down the few steps off the Summers porch.

“Well, it’s stupid.” Anya huffed as she warmed her arms up with her hands. “I made it.”

“Yes, but…” Xander paused his moving of the cart for a moment as he looked up at his fiancée who had her arms crossed as she shivered due to the cool evening air. “Look, on our wedding we’ll have a cake, yes, and what if our guests wanted to take that cake.”

“Well they can’t! It’s our cake! It’s our wedding, so it’s our cake.” Anya rolled her eyes as realization set in. “I still think she could have offered us to take some home.”

“Why don’t you just make another one if you want cake so much?” Xander opened the trunk of the car before he grunted with effort as he lifted the cart into the empty space.

“It wouldn’t be the same.” Anya looked disappointed as Xander closed the lid of the trunk.

“Tell you what, I’ll ask Buff if we can take a few, but only a few, pieces home, how’s that sound?” Xander gave her a quick smile.

“I guess that’d be okay.” Anya looked pacified for the moment.

“All right then, let’s say our goodbyes and good nights and head home.” Xander cleared the stairs in a few strides and was up at the top with his arm around his fiancée before the vampire was done with his cigarette.

“Goodbye and good nights and then cake right?” Anya looked relieved that her hard made cake would not go to waste at the Summers home.

“Yes and then cake.” Xander smiled and closed the front door behind him as he saw two figures in the entryway.

Spike stood as he threw the spent cigarette on the ground and extinguished it with his foot. The last thing the vampire heard as he jumped off the porch was Dawn and Willow as they greeted the fiancée’s in the foyer.

***

Chapter 28: Good Bye and Good Night

“You guys are leaving? It’s only…” Dawn looked at her watch. “Geez, it’s already two!”

“Yeah, and I have to be at work at six so we’re gonna grab some cake and take off.” Xander held Anya close to him as he smiled at the teenager and his differently dressed redheaded bestest pal. “We wanna wish the Buffster a happy birthday again…”

“If you’re looking for Buffy she’s in the kitchen.” Xander and Anya turned around as they heard the familiar warm voice of Tara behind them in the dinning room. She and Emily both had their coats on and looked to be about ready to go themselves.

“Thanks.” Xander and Anya moved past the two women as Tara and Emily wished them a good night.

“You two taking off too?” It was obvious by the teenager’s tone that she didn’t want the party to end quite yet, but it seemed inevitable.

“Sadly yes, have to work at nine.” Emily gave Dawn an apologetic look as she shrugged. “Wish I could stay but I get cranky if I don’t have at least six hours of sleep. It was fun though!” The brunette smiled happily, but kept her focus on the teenager.

“Dawnie, I’ll see you on Saturday?” Tara looked happily expectant.

“Right, Saturday!” Dawn grinned at the thought of movie and milkshake day with Tara. “I’m thinking maybe something with talking animals, fluffy cute animals not Orwelly animals.”

“Sounds great.” Tara turned to the solemn redhead next to Dawn. “Will, I-I wanted to talk to you about Anya’s bachelorette party, um, maybe you could give me a call later this week?” The blonde looked a bit nervous but encouraging.

“Uh, sure, yes, that’s fine, that’ll be fine.” Willow tried to tone down her voice as she realized she might come off as a tad too excited. She smiled at the more relaxed look Tara gave her. “Wait…” Willow’s forehead scrunched up. “Does the best man get to go to the bachlorette party?”

“I figured if I have to suffer through the hunky male strippers the more the merrier.” Tara smiled brightly before she opened the door to the cold air of the early morning. “Well, good night.” Emily merely waved as she followed Tara out the door and closed it behind them.

“She-she’s kidding, right?” Willow looked back at a smirking Dawn. “What?”

“I think she was flirting.” Dawn’s smirk turned into a huge grin and clapping. “She was totally flirting!”

“How did you get flirting out of ‘hunky male strippers’?” Willow looked to the closed door as if it had answers for her.

“Oh Willow how little you know about women.” Dawn smiled as she grabbed Willow’s arm gently. “Come on, let’s see what Buffy’s up to.”

“You really think… flirting?” Willow’s eyes were bright with hope.

“Totally.” Dawn smiled as she led the stunned redhead through the dining room and into the kitchen.

***

(to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Sun Dec 18, 2005 12:19 pm

I love the update. You know at first I wasn't sure if i should read this story because of the this phrase
but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two.


But now i'm so glad i did because your story is awesome.
more soon please.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby WillowRulez » Sun Dec 18, 2005 12:53 pm

I have been reading this all evening and fell in love with it. Hope you are gonna continue soon!!! Great take on S6.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:13 pm

will, agonizingly slow is the only way I like it! :-D I'm really glad you're liking the story. Updates are aplenty as I do not have a life. :bounce

WillowRulez, thank you for the happy words. :willow :tara

Proofing must be done before more updaty goodness. :kgeek
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby captain_katie » Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:36 pm

Title: Through the Lens Darkly

Author: Captain Katie

Feedback: Yay! Thanks.

Spoilers: Everything is fair game even “Angel”

Setting: Right after “Dead Things”

Pairings: Well W/T eventually, but I’d like to take things agonizingly slow with these two; additionally I like to think everyone is in love with Tara so there are lots of inklings of other people loving her besides Willow, especially a certain brunette

Rating: NC-17, It’s not too racy right now and who knows if it will be but I like to leave my options open

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not the characters, not the locations, nothing, Mutant Enemy does and so does Joss Whedon et al… I don’t even own my soul though I’d like to think Emily, Marianna, and Ivan would think of me as their mother

Summary: “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” Sixth Season: A New Interpretation

Notes: I love movie/milkshake day… if the movies they are talking about are confusing let me know.

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Chapter 29: Who Makes You Feel

“All right, before your exam I have an announcement to make.” A graying man dressed in a brown suit with a bowtie stood up at the front of the large lecture hall, he looked a bit put off as he cleared his throat audibly. “We’ve just been assigned a student teacher, why they didn’t assign her to me at the beginning of the semester is beyond me, but no matter we are fortunate to have her here to assist us… I’ll let her introduce herself, quickly.” Professor Adams moved out of the way as a slim well dressed auburn haired woman approached the front of the room from her seat in the first row. She turned around swiftly to address the sixty or seventy college students who faced her.

“Thank you, Professor Adams.” She took a moment to scan the room. “My name is Marianna Brody, I am in the second year of my master’s program, my focus is on cultural anthropology. I don’t want to take up any more of the class’ time but I do want to say that I have my office hours for a reason, please do come and see me.” She momentarily focused her attention on a particular blonde who was seated near the back with that accursed brunette she seemed to always be with. “Thank you.” Marianna took her seat again as Professor Adams told the class they could begin their exams.

“You okay?” Emily didn’t look away from her exam as she whispered her question to Tara.

“I-I’m fine…” Tara had thought it was quite a coincidence that the woman she had met when she dusted the vampire now assisted in her class, but that hadn’t been what had made her pause and merely stare at the auburn haired woman when she had spoken. It was the feeling of intense familiarity and… Tara didn’t want to admit it to herself as she focused instead on her test.

Emily tried to pay attention to the papers in front of her but she found herself shooting Tara questioning nervous glances, the blonde had seemed slightly entranced by the student teacher who had spoken. Sure, Emily could admit that this Marianna person was attractive, okay gorgeous, but Tara couldn’t be attracted to her… right. The brunette turned back to her test with a fluttering in her stomach.

***

Chapter 30: Good God That’s A Lot of Shake

“One giant shake as promised.” Tara smiled brightly at the teenager seated at the small table outside the busy Espresso Pump. The shake was set in front of a gleeful Dawn as Tara took her own seat across from the excited brunette. “I’m sorry that the movie was a bust.” The blonde had an apologetic look to her features that the teenager immediately decided to squash.

“It was either vampires or giant bugs.” Dawn took a large drink of her shake before she looked up into Tara’s bright blue eyes. “I think I’d take vamps any day. Though I thought it was pretty lame that the main vamp guy was a rock star.”

Tara smiled and relaxed against the back of her chair. “And for some reason he couldn’t seem to keep his shirt on.”

“And the blood bath sex thing, eech.” Dawn shivered though if it was due to the memory of the movie they had just watched or the shake, Tara wasn’t sure. “You know I know from personal experience that vampires… not always all sexy and stuff.” Dawn took a moment to down half of the shake. “Some are kind of icky and smell bad.”

“Must be a side effect of being undead, can’t go into sunlight and you forgo personal hygiene.” Tara watched as the teen in front of her slurped another impressive amount of the chocolate shake into her mouth.

“I guess Angel and Spike didn’t really have the undead odor.” Dawn shrugged as she finished off her shake. “Must be an age thing.”

“Wow!” Tara’s eyes were large as she took in the now empty glass that once held a great deal of shake.

“Huh?” Dawn looked at the blonde with questioning eyes.

“No, it’s just, wow, we’ve been here for like two minutes and already…” Tara gestured toward the empty glass in front of Dawn.

Dawn giggled a bit before she put on a fake serious air about herself. “I promise to eat something leafy green tonight.” The teen looked away as a thought came to her. “Um, you could come over for dinner… if you want?”

The expectant look that Dawn gave her almost convinced Tara to accept, but she already had dinner plans. “Dawn, I’d like to but…” The blonde was cut off by the anxious teenager.

“Don’t you already have to talk to Willow about Anya’s thing, so no big, right?” Dawn was eager to get Tara and Willow sitting together without the complications of other people, namely Emily.

“I already made plans for tonight.” Tara gave the disappointed teen an apologetic look. “But maybe next time.” The blonde had a reassuring smile.

“‘Plans?’” The teen’s voice was a tad high pitched. “Plans as in date plans?”

“No, um, I-I’m going out with some people… from class.” Tara caused a crease in her forehead as she gave Dawn a questioning look. “We-we’d just had a test and we’re kinda celebrating the end of it.”

“Oh.” Dawn was visibly relieved that Tara’s plans were of the non-dating variety. “That’s cool then. Hard test?”

Tara shrugged her shoulders. “Sort of, I mean… our professor likes to um ‘challenge’ us.” The blonde’s voice turned into a whisper as if giving a secret to Dawn. “I think he just wants to make sure we stay awake during his lectures.”

“So, um…” Dawn paused as she considered how to question Tara about who would all be there without sounding too concerned. “At the class dinner thing? Is Emily gonna be there?”

“I’m not sure, she said she might have to work.” Tara decided not to question the teen on her question.

“Do you ever think, I mean, you and Emily spend a lot of, you know, time together and…” Dawn paused as she felt guilt for prying, but it was her duty as a nosy teenager to do so. “Don’t you think that maybe she might like you, like in a ‘snuggly’ sort of way?”

“Dawnie?” Tara didn’t know what to say besides that.

“I’m sorry, that’s was in the so not my business category.” Dawn looked away as she blushed a bit.

“I-I guess I don’t know.” Tara looked away for a moment into the busy sidewalk. She turned back to the teenager with a shrug. “I mean, I don’t think so, we-we’ve been friends for awhile and… I guess if she did like me…”

“She would have told you?” Dawn finished Tara’s thought. “But um, you were sort of all with the girlfriend already right, so I mean...” Dawn wondered if perhaps she had done the opposite of what she had set out doing, maybe she had put the idea of Emily as a possible girlfriend in Tara’s head instead of merely obtaining confirmation that Tara had no interest in the girl.

“Dawnie, are you worried that Emily and I will be, um, sweeties?” Tara looked openly at the nervous teenager.

“If I said yes, do I have to tell you why?” Dawn looked away from the unwavering and kind look that Tara graced her with.

“Oh, Dawn.” Tara rested a gentle hand on the teenager’s to reassure her. “Emily and I are friends, close friends, but nothing more… but I do like her. I guess I never really considered her in a romantic way.”

“Never?” Dawn had a skeptical look.

“I have a pretty one track mind when I’m in love.” Tara smiled warmly as the teen shared it as they thought of a particular redhead.

“So, Willow has nothing to worry about then?” Dawn’s face brightened with hope. “You like how I worked that into the conversation?”

“Very nice segue.” Tara had a crooked grin on her lips. “Seemed very natural.” The corner of her lips lowered as the blonde became more serious. “Dawnie, I know you want Willow and me to be together again, but it—it’ll take time if it does happen. I-I can’t promise you that we’ll ever be… together again.” Upon Dawn’s disappointed downcast look Tara rubbed her thumb soothingly across the top of the teen’s knuckles. “I can tell you that I’m happy Willow’s doing so well and that I do want to be her friend, I’m just not ready to…” Tara trailed off not knowing exactly what to say. The teenager nodded her head in understanding.

“I get it.” Dawn smiled, it was her turn to reassure and comfort the blonde. “There’s no rush right?”

“Right.” Tara looked happily at the wise teenager. “Though right now, I think you have some place to be.” The blonde gestured in the direction of the Magic Box.

“Great!” Dawn’s voice was filled with sarcasm. “I get to price tag preserved hamsters.”

“And listen to the ongoing adventures of Anya and Xander’s wedding.” Tara smiled innocently as the teenager grumbled her discontent.

***

Chapter 31: We Could Be Friends

“Um, hi… Tara, this is Willow, hi, um how are you? You needed me for um something? Hi, Tara, how are you, this is Willow, I was just calling to see what you wanted um about Anya’s uh thing. Hi! This is Willow, what’s new? Um, what did you want help with about the big Anya bachelorette party?” Willow stopped her pacing of her bedroom to plop face down on her bed in defeat. She groaned into the comforter. A knock on her door didn’t cause Willow’s head to rise.

“Hey, you okay?” Buffy took in the sight of the prone form of her friend. A muffled “fine” was the response she received. The Slayer moved over to the bed and sat down next to her best friend. “Nervous?” The redhead raised her head, her face had a “duh” expression. “Stupid question.” Willow lifted herself up from her facedown position to sit cross-legged in front of Buffy.

“I just don’t want to say anything, you know, stupid.” Willow gave Buffy a self-defeated look.

“You won’t.” Buffy gave Willow a reassuring smile. “Just keep on topic and try not to introduce yourself a hundred times.” Buffy winked jokingly. The redhead smiled in return, but didn’t feel any less nervous. The blonde removed herself from her position on the bed as she put on her coat. “Well, I’m off. Dawn’s being dropped off by Xander in a few hours.” Buffy pulled the yellow wool coat tighter to her thin frame. “I’ll see you tonight after patrol?”

“Sure.” Willow looked despondently at the cordless phone in her hand.

“Hey, you’ll do great.” Buffy gave the redhead one last reassuring smile before she departed from the room after a request from Willow to be careful.

“Right, great.” Willow took a deep breath and dialed the seven digit number to Tara’s dorm room. Willow pulled at an errant string from her sweater as she listened to the rings through the headset.

“Hi, this is Tara, I’m not in right now but please leave me a message, thanks, have a great day, or evening, or whatever time it is.” The beep pulled the breath back into Willow’s tight chest as her heart thumped rapidly in her chest just from hearing the warm melodic sounds of the most beautiful woman in the world.

“Um, hi, Tara, this is Willow, I’m sorry I didn’t call sooner, school and stuff but anyways I’m still sorry. It’s about…” Willow turned to look at her alarm clock. “Seven thirty and I thought maybe we could talk about Anya’s party, okay, um just, you can give me a call when you get this, or whenever you’re able to, okay, well, have a good… one, um I’ll hopefully talk to you soon. Bye.” Willow’s ears were filled with the too loud sound of the click that indicated that she had turned the phone off. She stared at the object in her hand in disbelief. “‘Have a good one’?” Willow proceeded to drop the phone and plant herself face first onto her bed.

***

(BTW Phones are the devil… to be continued)
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby sacinema » Mon Dec 19, 2005 2:21 am

Wow. Do I really get a chance for feedback between your constant updating? Though I don't complain with the amount of updates. Keep going, captain katie. Really nice story. Tara so much deserves the adoration of a lot of people. Let's count from here, apart from Willow, there are three now: Buffy, Emily and Marianna. Do you plan on bringing more in? Really good that we're at the Kittenboard thus you have to bring W/T back together. I'm really suspicious how you plan on doing it.

Thank's for the story. I'm really enjoying it and hope you have time enough to keep on with the constant updating till the end.
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby WillowRulez » Mon Dec 19, 2005 4:32 am

Am I allowed to hate Emily :D? Tara is just too naive sometimes hm? Hihi! But go Dawn! I really like the way you write her. Usually she annoys me but here she doesnt. Thanks for the updating this often!
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby will » Mon Dec 19, 2005 1:05 pm

I love the update.Like always

So, Willow has nothing to worry about then

very nice way to bring the subject in the conversation.

You know i was wondering when you write agonizingly slow
are you meaning they're still not together in 120p. you write or...
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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby caz » Mon Dec 19, 2005 1:19 pm

Somebody needs to kick Emily's arse around the campus (with Willow looking on). Also, need a plan to deal with Marianna cos I think that she wants Tara too!

Love the Story.

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Re: New Story: Through the Lens Darkly

Postby AlysonGoddess » Mon Dec 19, 2005 9:23 pm

Ahhhh emily makes me so mad i just wanna strangle her... she better not try anything to get tara otherwise there definitly will be some stranglin...But i love the story its awesome!!! Very intrigued :) thats a big word for me but anyway great story please update soon!
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