well... i tried the drawings, i'll have to figure that one out later. How bout some poetry then? its a little cheesy its a little lame and its mostly angst about a boy that i never loved.
Alone
(this one's not about the boy its about a girl)
Alone inside my room
Alone inside my head
Silence, save for the sound of Ed
Alone inside his cage
I sit here on my bed
Alone inside my heart
Back against these pillows
Staring at this page
I see you in my future
I see you with my heart
I see you and me together
Never again apart
I feel like I am falling down
Through a tunnel straight to hell
One day I will catch a branch of hope
And pull myself right out
This ones about the boy...
Let me in
I can be your wishing well
take from me at your will
but like the cup of pennies at the store
just leave me some so i'll have more
I can make you happy
I can be your haven
Just give me a chance
Just let me in
In my arms I'll hold you close
In my heart I'll keep you safe
In my eyes you could find peace
In my smile you could find joy
but only if you let me in
i look at you and know your real
through your eyes i see the truth
and in your smile i can see its false
but in your kiss i feel you trying
smoke rings
with my smoke rings i make hearts
these hearts they are for you
you taught me how to make them
i know that you can to
so take a big long drag
and put your lips like this
gently let it out
as if it were a kiss
show me that you feel for me
the way i feel for you
show me that you care for me
but only if its true
"The boy you used to be"
I walked out into the street
tears warmed my iceburned cheeks
i sat there in the rain
i looked up into the sky
in the stars i did not see your face
nor did i see mine
but i remembered who you used to be
once upon a time
i remembered when you'd look at me
and i would have to look away
my fear of getting lost in you
i could not keep at bay
now im wishing that i had
regretting that i didnt look
inside that brilliant soul
i remembered when you'd kiss me
so sweet and tenderly
then you'd pull away and flash a smile
that i almost mistook for real
you called me beautiful
you keld me close
we talked for hours
and how i miss you so
but your not the boy you used to be
your not the guy i used to know
though together we were young and new
you still broke my heart in two
it will take time
but we'll be friends again
and we will move on
and we will forgive
but i will never forget
the boy you used to be
and the way he looked at me
"endless"
walking endless mile
my feet ache
the wind is biting
but i cannot burn you off
thinking endless thoughts
and arpeggio of you and us
i think for hours and still get nowhere
i cannot think you away
endless tears i shed
my lips quiver
my eyes are red
and i cannot cry you out of me
my bodies numb
my brain wont work
and all i see is you
i cannot let you go
endless smoke flows from my lips
sweet and pungent
my body tingles
I might just smoke you away
"in my eyes"
you sit there across from
listening so intently
i cry for him
but now you are in my eyes
i see your beauty
i bask in your sweet touch
the look of sympathy you bestow
oh how i wish that it were more
i wanted you
i settled for him
i cared for him so
but it was always you
you were always there
in the back of my mind
in the pit of my heart
ive loved you everyday ive known you
"my heart itches"
(this one is a little suicidal yah but i think its best to get those feelings out rather than act on them)
There is a burning in my chest
my stinging eyes drift downward
just above my left breast
my blood is pumping slowly
my vision's blurring
my thoughts are cloudy
i raise my hand to my heart
a pledge to what should have been
my hand leaves sticky, warm, and wet
my eyes shut
and i fall limply to the bed
this gun beneath me
is not at all uncomfortable
I liked the first one...Alone, was gooooood!