Things That Suck

[angieb86]

Ordinary life is so mundane after an awesome vacation.

'Tis true, my friend...F*ck ordinary life...I'm movin' to Ireland with you! LOL

I wish I could take a bus, though...Much cheaper than flying.

[drlloyd11]

About a month ago a friend of mine died un-expectantly and suddenly. He was a bachelor and had two cats.
Faced with his family preparing to give them to the shelter, I quickly agreed to adopt on find a place for the other.
The cat was very overweight, and had trouble fitting in with the other cats. But she was making progress and liked sitting on the couch.
A few days ago I realized she had stopped eating, and we acting weak. I had made an appoint at the vet later in the week, but yesterday I realized she was laying in her own Urine..to tired to move.
Took her to the vet, Liver failure. She had lost her appetite from the stress, it put too much pressure on her liver.
I held her when they gave her the shot..I feel like I failed my friend.
and like the last piece of him is gone..
Sorry, just being gloomy. Thanks RJA for the time yesterday.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Broke my phone's screen today. Boooo!

[T.G.I.F.]

The barrel of our washing machine stopped rotating, so I think it's broken. I am really NOT looking forward to the weekly trips to the laundromat.

[Pavlov'sBell]

I honestly don't get how I can have a really great day, and then find out one little fact about someone I know, and it just ruins my mood for the whole night

[Finey_McFine]

Ten hour work days on my feet the entire time with no lunch.

[Paint the Sky]

Harvard feckin' Referencing - that sucks, and you can cite me on it!!!!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Another headache today :(

[Finey_McFine]

Allergies.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Sore throats

[Pavlov'sBell]

Feeling bad about yourself when you know you shouldn't

[CrazyTaraWitch]

It was too warm for my hat, gloves, and jacket today :(

Farewell winter, you will be missed.

[T.G.I.F.]

I have a cold :( My throat and glands are swollen and I produce buckets full of mucus.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Dreaming you and your ex got back together...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Sometimes I am truly amazed by how grumpy a 5 minute phonecall with my dad can make me.
...And I might have to stay with him soon. Uggggh.

[Pavlov'sBell]

I'm honestly amazed at how much I've been feeling down and sorry for myself recently

[Paint the Sky]

Transferring stuff from my old laptop to my new one!!

[Pavlov'sBell]

Realizing that you're alone after you had a really happy day

[wimpy0729]

Going to dentist and finding out you need a root canal and a crown : $500 + (that's with insurance). All caused by meds I have to take. Leaving dentist and van barely starts, go to auto store for new battery, oil and coolant: $135.

Not a great start to my weekend.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I've been volunteering at the animal shelter Thursdays and Saturdays, which I love, but Thursdays I walk to the nearest bus stop after, 3+ miles away via highway. It doesn't really bother me, cause I like walking and I'm used to it, but last week the staff there noticed and they're "worried" cause of the highway. So, my supervisor emailed me, and said I should ask for rides when people go on their lunch breaks (but didn't tell me anything about times), and said that she usually gets in at 12:45 and could give me a ride then. I usually finish my morning cleaning around 11:15 and have to leave by 11:40 to walk to the bus, but if I'm getting a ride 12:45 is about the perfect time, so I wrote her back that if it wasn't any hassle 12:45 would be perfect. I never heard back, so today I was feeling anxious cause I *HATE* asking for help especially from people I barely know, but I figured I would use the extra time at the shelter to play with kitties and wait until 12:30 or so to ask for a ride and hope that my supervisor might arrive and offer a ride before then. At 12:15, my supervisor suddenly showed up looking very somber and apologetic-- she had forgotten to talk to the staff about giving me a ride, and they all go on lunch break at 11:45, and she didn't know if she could give me a ride. It worked out for today, cause she did give me a ride in the end, except it was clearly a huge hassle and I felt awful. Then she told me she'd talk to the staff but didn't know if they'd always be able to give me a ride, so I'm supposed to ask every single time. Now I feel all anxious about something I love... This morning I was so upset I didn't even want to go. I fucking hate how much interacting with other adults freaks me out; it makes me feel like such a failure.

[foxycas]

Your laptop, hard disk, drawing tablet and headphones all dying/breaking in one week. When you have no money. There's literally duct tape on my headphones to keep them working.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Wanting lots and lots of kitties and doggies that need homes, but not being able to adopt any of them cause you don't have a home :(

[CrazyTaraWitch]

A few months ago I sent my ex my copy of Curious Wine, which has been my comfort book for years. It was meant to just be a loan, and even that felt a bit painful as I don't like to be away from it, but we broke up before I ever got it back. I've looked for it in all the bookstores around here and can't find a copy, and I try not to get mail sent where I'm staying since I don't really live here and have to have things addressed to my roommate. It sucks not having the book I most like to read when feeling sad, lonely, and/or hopeless, which I've felt a hell of a lot the last few months.

[Pavlov'sBell]

Having a constant bad taste in your mouth due to having a sore throat

[Laragh]

When your biscuit falls into your tea

[Pavlov'sBell]

Feeling like you're not good enough to write anything...

[Finey_McFine]

Dragging yourself out of bed when your completely exhausted. It's a Starbucks kind of day.

[BeneathMyWillowTree]

I usually drink my protein shake with soy milk cos I'm a wuss not wanting to drink it with water. Since I ran out of soy milk this is my first time drinking it with water. OMG!!! Fucken lodo con agua!!!! Which means it tastes like mud.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Several weeks ago, I started trying to make plans to move back to Austin, where I'm from. I knew the thing I needed most was a roommate, so I contacted a few friends. My first choice was to live with my friend J, as we lived together for a few months in 09 and it was awesome, but she said she had a roommate already. Every one else I talked to wasn't an option either, for various reasons, so I started considering options other than moving home. I wound up applying to a college in another state, I got in and at first I was quite excited. But my time to leave Missoula, where I've lived the last couple months, and go visit Austin before starting school, is drawing very near, and the closer it gets the more nervous and less excited I become. Today J wrote me, asking if I was still looking for a roommate, cause she's not happy with the one she has and wanted to live with me again. I'm trying to tell myself college will be good, and the enormous debt I'll get in will be worth it, but I can't help feeling like... living with J again would be so great, and the fact I can't-- the fact that if she'd felt this way a month ago I could've-- really sucks.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Even though I qualify for financial aid (and can't afford college without it) I appear to have been denied it for fall and spring. I emailed the financial aid office, trying not to freak out, and got a form letter back saying it would take 2-4 business days for a proper response. I'm really worried, but the suckiest part is the *waiting* and not knowing what'll happen.