Series: Vignettes
Number: 40
Title: Gratuitous Truant Us
Author: Sassette
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Summary: Tara’s power over Willow is truly an awesome thing to behold
Disclaimer: I didn't create these characters. I’m just borrowing them, because it’s lots and lots of fun.
Rating: PG-13+
Gratuitous Truant Us
Part 40 of the Vignettes Series
By Sassette
Tara rolled onto her side with a little squeaking noise, her eyes cracking open as she peered blearily at the clock. Five AM, and she could hear Willow moving about the room, and Tara let out a little huff of air, because a groan would’ve taken up too much energy.
She had no idea how Willow did it. They had been up half the night - again - with Scoobyage, due to their new Big Bad Thing, and here was Willow up before dawn – again – so she could keep up with her studies.
No, not keep up with her studies. Tara managed to keep up with her studies, and made good solid grades that boded well for graduate school if she wanted to go: Willow didn’t keep up, she set the pace so that other students, and sometimes professors, had to keep up with her. It was clear, even to Willow, that she could do less and still lead her classes, but she wasn’t content with that. It wasn’t remotely a competitive thing, unless you counted Willow competing with herself, but rather an innate sense of completeness and follow-through that would’ve been disturbing if it weren’t so endearing. She didn’t want to just learn, she wanted to >know<, and that meant not taking facts at face value. Tara had learned that Willow rarely took a piece of information as given, unless it was glaringly obvious on the “a = a” level; instead, she cross-checked and verified, or experimented before accepting the fact and moving on from there.
Tara blinked her eyes twice, then rolled over onto her back, seeing Willow sitting in a chair, a book open on her lap and a pensive expression on her face, a single light on next to her. If she were a gambling kind of woman, she’d bet good money that the book Willow was reading was not a required text, but something she had found in the UC Sunnydale library to “supplement the curriculum”. A soft smile curled her lips and she pushed herself upright, leaning against the headboard and just watching this woman with a brain like a sponge who, for some reason, was completely and totally in love with her.
Her smile grew completely against her will at the thought, a warm tingling feeling filling her up with goodwill and happiness that was so completely overwhelming she had to hug herself to keep it all in. She couldn’t help it: she wanted to laugh and cry and skip around like a lunatic, because nothing in the world had ever felt as good as loving and being loved by Willow. Add to that the relief – no, relief wasn’t a strong enough word, but it was 5 AM and she couldn’t come up with anything better – at her birthday passing, and the knowledge that she was not a demon, and it was surprising she didn’t just burst out into song like one of those old movie musicals from the 30’s and 40’s.
“Good morning,” Willow whispered, even as she wondered why she was whispering. Probably because the sun wasn’t up yet, and it seemed the thing to do. “Did I wake you?”
Tara shook her head, smiling. “Well, maybe,” she hedged, shrugging her shoulders. “But I’m glad to be awake,” she want on hurriedly, seeing the guilty look on Willow’s face. Willow had asked once if getting up early and studying in the room was okay, and Tara said it was fine. But Willow had asked again, twice, each time reassured that it didn’t bother Tara at all, until Willow had sheepishly explained that she liked being able to look up and watch Tara sleeping, and so she felt kind of selfish about the whole thing.
“You’ve got an English class and trig today?” Willow asked, even though she knew the answer. She had managed to memorize Tara’s schedule after reading it just once, mentally cross-checking it with her own in order to determine what times on what days she could look forward to meeting up with Tara during the day.
“Mm-Hm,” Tara agreed, nodding and stretching as she got out of bed. “And you’ve got statistics and chem?”
“Yeah,” Willow said, nodding, her brain derailing at the sight of the sleep-rumpled sexiness that was Tara first thing in the morning. She was pretty sure, in some still-functioning corner of her mind, that she would have nodded and said ‘yeah’ if Tara had said ‘you want to maybe hit yourself in the head with a hammer? Please? For me?’. Sometimes, when faced with the sheer wonder that was Tara, all Willow could manage to do was nod and say ‘yeah’. She closed her eyes for a moment, attempting to wrap her brain around the conversation. “I’m just going over some material for chem now,” she said, holding up the book to illustrate. Tara smiled as she walked towards Willow, noting that the book, indeed, was not one Willow had actually been assigned for the class.
Taking a deep breath, Tara tugged the book out of Willow’s hands, a little surprised when the gesture was met with no resistance. Usually, getting a book away from Willow required threats, bribes, or some kind of tussle. These techniques were only sometimes successful.
Tara slipped onto Willow’s now book-free lap, curling up and wrapping her arms around Willow’s neck. “Good morning,” she said unnecessarily, nuzzling Willow’s hair and breathing deep, smiling as Willow’s arms wrapped around her and hugged her tight.
“Great morning,” Willow said, getting her own nuzzling in, with the addition of a light kiss where Tara’s neck met her shoulder, her hands lightly stroking Tara’s back. “Snuggles way better than chem.”
“Yeah?” Tara asked, smiling into Willow’s hair as an idea she’d been kicking around for a while in the back of her mind rushed to the front. “I’m better than chemistry?”
“Oh, yeah,” Willow said, smiling blissfully, peppering Tara’s neck with playful kisses. “’Cuz not only are you way cuter than Professor Williams, we have our own special chemistry. It’s like a private experiment, with a Tara element and a Willow element, and an attraction that gets stronger with proximity and an exchange of electrons … “ Willow said, trailing off as her brain caught up to what she was saying, and just how not sexy and totally dorky it was.
“I love it when you talk nerdy to me,” Tara breathed into her ear, licking lightly at the lobe as she smiled.
“Uhh,” Willow said, wondering just how she had managed to find someone who actually found the embarrassingly uncool things her brain came up with sexy. “God,” she said, giving up on anything coherent in favor of capturing Tara’s lips with her own, kissing her like she meant it. Because she did. After a long moment of simple soft contact, in which Willow felt like her heart had expanded in her chest to ten times its normal size, because that’s the only way it could contain all the love she had for Tara, she pulled back slowly and looked into Tara’s eyes. “In the quadratic polynomial that is life, you’re my binomial formula. You make everything make sense,” she whispered, reaching up a hand and brushing her fingertips against Tara’s cheek reverently. “You complete the square.”
Tara’s eyes misted over, and she smiled tremulously, resting her forehead against Willow’s and taking a shaky breath. “You say the sweetest things to me,” she said, cupping Willow’s face in her hands and kissing her gently in a brief, tender kiss. “I even got that one,” she said, kissing Willow again.
Willow sighed against Tara’s mouth, their lips playing against each other slowly, parting softly in perfect unison and understanding, their tongues brushing together. There were, Willow knew, universal laws of attraction, and that these things could be explained scientifically. Taking things at face value meant taking them on faith, and Willow wasn’t the kind of person to do that. She needed evidence – proof – and a reason before she really believed.
But not this. This required no experimentation, because it was as self-evident as “a=a”. Willow loved Tara. Tara loved Willow. Willow wanted Tara. Tara wanted Willow. These things she could take on faith, because they were undeniably, irrevocably true, and there wasn’t a single part of her that didn’t believe.
“Willow,” Tara said, pulling back lightly and breathing the name against Willow’s lips. “Skip class. Stay here,” she said, her voice rough with want as she stood on shaky legs and held out her hand.
“Yes,” Willow said, placing her hand in Tara’s, her heart skipping a beat at the warm tingles that simple contact sent shooting up her arm. “My two hydrogens are totally bonded to your oxygen,” she said breathlessly as Tara led her to the bed, their arms wrapping around each other as they tumbled down.
“Water?”
“Mm-Hm. We’re both gonna’ get wet.”
“Way ahead of you.”
“See? Chemistry.”