

. I've been totally addicted to W/T and BtVS since then.
I can't wait to read yummy W/T fics again. 
I'll read almost anything that seems remotely interesting and sometimes I like to dabble in a little writing. I love sports, but mostly soccer and handball. I'm completely addicted to spy movies, I've seem the Bond movies about a hundred times each. Love cartoons too, specially the really silly ones that make you laugh and then think it's absolutely ridiculous. Music... Well, I like to think I'm eclectic. My best friend calls me crazy cuz I love those oldies that my dad listens to, but I also happen to have Metallica's complete discography and I think Amy Lee walks on water. Really, I'm pretty easy to please. And obviously, I'm a huge Buffy fan. Except the last two seasons, they sucked majorly with all the depressing stuff. 
)! However, after watching the earlier episodes back on DVD, Tara quickly over took Willow as my fav and this time I cried when she died. Now I absolutely adore W/T and hence the reason why I'm here!
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF WILLOW AND TARA!!!

Hi I'm Hannah! Not really much to say cept I'm a 22yr old Londoner but now live with my wonderful gf Jess and cat Blackjack in Essex, I love
and
(obviously!) oh and I've been a member a year and a bit... I think! Big welcome to all the
Hannah.
I sound like a broken record, but I am still amazed that people manage to find this board after so many years. There is always room for one more WT lover. Everything after the last ten minues of Seeing Red is off topic, so we can just stick to enjoying the WT goodness, there are only happy endings here, of which you may find and endless supply on Witches and Vixens and Different Colored Pens. 

)DrG wrote:Welcome to the board Lara. I sound like a broken record, but I am still amazed that people manage to find this board after so many years. There is always room for one more WT lover. Everything after the last ten minues of Seeing Red is off topic, so we can just stick to enjoying the WT goodness, there are only happy endings here, of which you may find and endless supply on Witches and Vixens and Different Colored Pens.
I have never been to Malta, just seen glimpses of it during the Eurovision Song Contest, hehe, it looks lovely.
DarkRipper wrote:Hi everyone! I found this board about six months ago or so. I was "mourning my loss" and was in desperate need for some kind of therapy (otherwise known as FanFiction). I was very surprised to find out there are still places where the Buffyverse lives on, more importantly Willow and Tara's love. I guess there's no SAFER place for that than here.
My name is Lara, I'm 21 and from Malta (tiny island in Europe). I've recently watched "Seeing Red" for the third time and it never gets any easier, does it? My eyes are what's "red" at the moment.
I've been a BTVS fan since the first episode but everything arrives later in my country; so I was always about 2 years behind. Unfortunetly they stopped showing it after the fourth season. From the first second I saw Tara on screen in "Hush", I felt something inside. Just knew she was "special" and I loved her; instantly became very protective over her and constantly worrying something might happen to her.
Years passed while I waited for Season 5 that never arrived. I searched the Internet and decided to buy them on DVD, as they became available. Finally got them all last year. Somewhere in between I had got fed up waiting; I needed to know if Willow and Tara would make it past season Five. They were my "hope". Words can't express what I felt as my fears were confirmed. It was a good thing my "search" didn't go into details or I'm not sure I would have bothered (especially with season 7). Knowing what would happen didn't spare me any pain or shock though.
Watching it the first time was like a rollercoaster of emotions. Didn't know what would happen or when. The second time round, I convinced my mum to watch Buffy with me. Since that took a very long time, I tried not to think much about the future and I appreciated every moment. The past felt like heaven. This third time round with my father has just been a long grieving process. Even happy moments depressed me cos I knew they wouldn't last. Couldn't help but look at everyone and see their tragic futures in an instant. As "Seeing Red" drew closer, I postponed it for as long as I could and now that its done, I've lost interest.
I'm sorry I wrote so much. I'm glad to finally be in a place where this is ok. Thank you all so much for making this place. I never thought there was somewhere I could go, where this "pain" is considered "legit" not "insane". I hope that somehow I can feel Tara's legacy live on. I wish that by getting to know more about the beautiful Amber angel that brought us Tara and finding ways to SUPPORT her; I can somehow change this "terrible ending" in my heart.


Thank you DrG. That's very good. Sorry I mentioned it. I tried to read the FAQ before joining, to check out the rules but no questions came up. Was I checking the wrong place? Are the rules written somewhere else?

So if for example, I found this place long ago and I start talking about Season 1, you'd all be in Season 3


lollipopgirl wrote:Wow, that was so sweet, I'm crying now !!! I too am glad I found somewhere that I can talk, in great detail, about things like that with out getting the "can you shut up now...PLEASE???" look!!!
DrG wrote:Our posting rules are explained in the FAQ, but right now the FAQ is rather broken, hopefully it will be back up soon. If you have any questions in the meanwhile, you can always message one of the moderators.
DrG wrote:Oh but it is the same here I´m afraid. For example, they started airing Lost and Desperate Housewives here like in April 2005 and after 12 or so episodes they stopped because it was summer and a few weeks ago they started again and are acting like it is a new season when in fact it is just the second half of the first season and we are a whole year behind. Thankfully there is such a thing as the internet and high speed connections.
smallvoice wrote:i chanced upon this site at a time when i was hit by the Great Depression (a.k.a. seeing red. grrr!). being just a recent buffy fan i had no clue whatsoever that tara would die. and seeing her shot and dead before me was extremely painful. i was watching buffy 1-6 marathon on dvd for a month and been breathing and living it. losing tara was like losing a family member. well, i know you all know what it was like.
DarkRipper wrote:
No that was sweet, thanks! Its nice to know I'm not the only one then. The only person I talk to that way is my mum who also happens to be my best friend. Thankfully she never said any such thing but sometimes I wonder how much one person can take
So its really good to be here; hopefully I have saved myself from getting such a look. You must be very BRAVE to have gotten such a look then, and not withdrawn. I have a habit of "testing the waters" before saying something that's so important for me. What you described reminded me of Willow Babble for some reason and how not everyone appreciates it. You made me smile


), though I think someone here will prove me wrong on that. 
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