She's my always

[willowKT0203]

Hello again Rose! Well this was a small update, but I understand when it comes to friends wanting to do things with you! Even though it was a small update, I still enjoyed it just like I do with the rest of this story! And that just means there is more anticipation for the next update! Smut you say? Well I guess I'll have to stick around!!! Keep writting!

-erica

[amazonaa]

Smut my ass!!





Update rel soon. or else.





great job.





brittney







"Arn't you going to tell me to 'break a leg'?"

"Break 'em both." Amber Benson as Cheyenne in The Crush

[Sheba]

Ooh yay! I logged on and there are 2 updates! Yay! Ok, now, I'm really really waiting to see just *how* they, or rather, Willow finally realizes that she's in love with Tara! My only complaint at this point is that I'd like to see Will choose Tara over Oz...I mean, even if Oz still wanted her, I'd like Willow to know that it really IS Tara that she wants...ya know?! Anyway, that's just me! As long as they're together, I'm happy!

[Stroke of Luck]

Lets have them finally their quality time Cant wait to read it



Cu

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

[Wired vixen]

uh huh, uh huh......



SMUT!



uh huh, uh huh.....



Goddess wahoooohah! uh huh, uh huh....



Sing it with me now!



UH HUH, UH HUH.....



Take care, Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 9/5/04 3:37 am

[Spikeizmine87]

Im on top dangit!! Just wanted to thank everyone and their great feedback!! New update later today!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

[Spikeizmine87]

On to the smut update! I dont think I have a person to thank for this update, kinda felt in the mood I guess....thats to everyone who has left feedback! Love you guys!!

Oh yeah, gotta thank my buddy Chris for helpin me out, cause seein as I had no insperation to write cause certain people had to go to bed "glare" thank god his inner lesbian is alive and well! Without him, this woudnt have been written!



Back to our girls..........



"Clothes...need...to...be...off...now..." Tara was saying in a hurrid whisper as she and Willow kiss, and kiss, and...actually the kisses seemed to never stop. The two didnt even want to take a breath, they just kept kissing eachother over and over again.

"I know, you just taste so....good" Willow says as she kisses Tara again, her tounge entering her lovers mouth, exploring it, tasting her from the inside.

"I want to taste more of you...all of you..." Tara says, pulling at Willows shirt, lifting it up revealing her smooth white skin. Willow lifts her arms up, letting Tara take off her shirt, revealing...

"No bra? Willow! How vixen of you!" Tara says as her mouth crushes back onto Willows as Taras hands move up from Taras stomach to her breasts, gently kneading them with her fingers. Willow moans sofly as they continue to kiss. They break apart, Tara taking off her shirt and bra.

"Bed now?" Willow says, her fingers tracing the outline of Taras lips. Tara smiles coyly as she kisses Willow again. slowly pushing her towards the bed as they continue to kiss. Willow backs up slowly till shes at the edge of the bed and sits, Tara still kissing her, Willow leans back onto the bed, leaving Tara to stand over her goddess.

"You're so sexy Willow. Oh how Im gonna have fun with you..." With another coy smile, Tara crawls onto Willow, kissing and licking her stomach, her mouth moving higher and higher, finally reaching its goal. Tara takes Willows left nipple into her mouth, nibbling and licking on it while one of Taras hands was in Willows hair, the other undoing her jeans. Not wanting the other breast to feel left out, Tara moved her mouth to it, doing what she just did to the first one while pulling down Willows jeans as Willow herself kicked them to the floor. Taras mouth moves from Willows breasts to her neck as she gently nibbles and licks it making Willow moan with pleasure.

"Tara I need you now." Willow whispers. Tara kisses her on the lips once more, while her fingers moved past Willows wet curls, gently rubbing her clit, making Willow moan ever more as Tara kissed her all over. Then Tara plunges two fingers deep inside of her, making Willow buck her hips and cry out.

"Oh goddess" Willow whispers as her walls tighten around Taras fingers and Tara pumps in out out of her at a fast pace. Willows hands were in Taras hair as her hips rolled and moved, moving with the pace of Taras fingers.

"Tara...I...love..you..." Willow yells as her orgasm releases. Tara kisses Willow on the mouth, helping her ride out the waves of her exctasy. Willows breathing slows as she smiles at Tara.

"My turn." She grins, kissing Tara and rolling her over so Willow was on top.

"You're my piece of heaven Will. I love you." Tara says as Willow unbuttons Taras jeans as she kicks them to the floor.

"I love you too goddess Tara." Willow says as she kisses her again.



And heaven Tara got.





TBC....I SUCK!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Edited by: Spikeizmine87 at: 9/6/04 1:25 am

[DreamsToDream]

Niiiice... Thats What I Wanted To See

Suck You Say?? The Only Sucking I Want To Hear Is That Of Which Is Gonna Happen In The Future Chapters.

You Do NOT Suck! In Fact...

Tee Hee

D2D





Dreams To Dream In The Dark Of The Night, When The World Goes Wrong, I Can Still Make It Right...- Dreams To Dream



Oh Wouldn't It Be Wonderful If I Turned Out To Be A Homosexual?!! - Stewie Griffen Family Guy

[Miss Evanescent]

umm wow sis...umm smuttyness yay...but...reading it kinda felt a lil incestuous not that i didnt like it lol......yayyayayyay i went to sleep lol!......but wierd...rose smut....do i know u to well to read it?? lol.......im going crazy over here sis! more more more more whom am i kidding smut=fabulous....

[Wired vixen]

*tackles you*



*bows* Well, you've definitely earned yourself some *huggles* and a sperm shaped evil devil guy heh, its freaky..... as in that was devilish! i love every word of it! I'm glad you wrote in the end, just perfect!



More soon?



Oh, and YAY for updates!







Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

[Spikeizmine87]

Thanks for the feedback all! Loved it. So I have some bad news, school is starting tomorrow and Im taking extra classes plus some college classes and I wont be getting home till really late and that gives me only enough time to like, eat and do homework. I wont be updating much so here it is, the last update for a while. Thanks to everyone who has read this!





PART 16

"School"



"Xander have you seen Willow?" Tara asks. It was passing period, Tara was on her way to 6th period when she had spotted Xander walking down the hallway.

"Nope sorry Tare. I havent really talked to her much all week. Dont think Buffy has either. Shes kinda been missing in action, She didnt go to chem today and that's her favorite class." He says. Tara sighs.

"Ok, well if you see her could you tell her Im looking for her and I really need to talk to her?" She asks. Xander nods.

"Sure. So are you gonna tell her you love her?" He asks. Taras taken quite aback.

"W-What? M-me? In l-love with W-w-Willow?" She stuttered. :For crying outloud Tara, you havent stuttered in weeks! Dont start now!: Xander kinda laughs, looking at her.

"Oh come on Tara! Its so obvious! The way you look at her. The way you look at her and Oz when they are, or can I say, WERE together. Me and Buffy have known it for ages." He says. Tara didnt really know how she felt about that. She wanted to be angry, but she also felt a little bit relieved.

"Does Willow know?" She asks. Xander shakes his head.

"Well if she knows she hasn't said anything to me and Buffy. Thats why you should find her Tara." He says. Tara takes out a long breath, nodding.

"Ok. Thanks so much Xander." She says and walks off towards her class hoping she would see Willow before the day was over. And by the gods. she would tell her.

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The bell rings. Tara had been sitting in her english class, she hadn't been paying attention. She had just been staring at the clock all period, watching as the minutes passed by. She didn't even notice the bell ring until a girl named Harmony told her, "Tara! Hello! Bell rang, class over." Tara shakes herself out of her reviere, she gets up, putting her bag over her shoulder and walks out of the class to her locker. As she opens it, something drops onto the floor. It was a folded piece of paper. She bends down, picking it up, unfolding it and reading it. It was from Willow! Her heart lept as she read it.



Tara, meet me after school out by the tree in front of the school with the bench under it. I really need to talk to you.-Willow



Taras insides dropped as she finished reading. What did Willow want? She wondered if it had to do with that kiss...maybe Willow was going to tell her that it was a mistake, that she didnt like girls, much less her in that way. Her heart feeling heavy, her stomach tied in knots, Tara walked outside towards the front of the school, expecting the worst. She sees Willow sitting on the bench. She felt like she hadnt seen her in months. Willow looked pale and gaunt, her eyes looked empty and sad. Taking another deep breath, Tara walks up to her.

"Willow?" And Willow looks over at her.

"Hey Tara. Sit with me?" She asks, almost as if she was pleading. Tara does so and sits next to her.

"So whats up Willow? You wanted to talk to me?" Tara asks. Willow nods but doesnt say anything for a moment, then she looks over at Tara, her green eyes staring into Tara's blue eyes. She grabs Tara's hand, and Tara again almost flinched at the touch of Willow's soft hands, she gives it a light squeeze.

"Are you ok Willow?" She asks. Willow shakes her head.

"No Tara Im not ok. Im not ok at all. Actually, I havent been ok for a while now. Even before Oz broke up with me." She looks away for a moment, then back at Tara as she continues.

"The thing is, Ive been really...well confussed latley. And I made things worse by kissing you the other day like that. And I know I hurt you by taking off like I did. I just...I was scared ok? And I felt bad, I kissed you in the worst situation possible. I used you. I would never want to do that!"

"Willow you didnt..." Tara starts, but Willow stops her.

"I did Tara. I used you. I know you have feelings for me. Ive known it forever. And I wanted you to tell me. And I know you've tried, like that night at the fair? I knew. But I got scared. Scared because of the feelings I had for you. That I HAVE for you. I didnt want to admit it. Not then. Because I was with Oz. And I loved Oz. Or at least I thought I did. I kissed you to prove this. But I was wrong. I was so wrong. I felt the way you felt about me. I felt it in that kiss. And I felt it too. I knew. I knew I had feelings for you but I didnt want to admit it. But I will now. Tara....Tara I love you." Willow finishes. Silence. Tara takes it in. Absorbs it all. :Goddess did she just say she loves me? Am I dreaming?: But she knew she wasnt. She wasnt dreaming. This was real. What Willow just said was real. Willow loved her. Willow. Loved. HER. Tara breaks into a smile, silent tears running down her face.

"Willow...I love you too." She did not stutter. She would never stutter again. She was with Willow. She was loved. Gods, she WAS LOVED. Willow just smiles at her. And then, before Tara knew what was happening, Willow was leaning in for a kiss. Their FIRST kiss. And as their lips touched, Tara finally knew what being happy was. She had found her soulmate. Her heaven.







TBC....woo! How was that? I'll try and update as soon as I can! Stay with me kittens!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

[Miss Evanescent]

yay *huggles sis* yay kisses and gay love...wootwoot....i knew u had it in you!....but wheres the smut.... grr evil college and hs keeping us from sis's smut! ....well....soon enough!.....mooooooorrrrrrreeeeee 2 2 2 ride ride *waits patiently* *goes to tell rose to update again*

[willowKT0203]

Sorry to hear you wont be having much time to write Rose because I really enjoyed reading this! I loved this new update! Poor Tara, expecting the worse! Im very glad that something good came out of it! Hopefully you will find I lull in your work and update soon? I would hate for you to stop writting this story! But no worries! I know how busy school life can get! Cheers!

-erica

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

weee wooo lol go you this rox my gay sox!! lol or as you say....makes me wanna dance

[Spikeizmine87]

Oh its been too long hasnt it? So sorry for the lack of updates! Id like to say Ive been busy but thats a lie. Im just a lazy ass!! So heres a new update! I hope its good!!!

note: seein as how i dont really write these updates out on paper anymore, theres lots of typos im sure, a beta would be nice



CHAPTER 17

"Willows house"



"Can I see?" Willow asks Tara. They were both at Willows house, it was saterday and they had spent the best two days every together. Skating in the park, ice cream and then some sugary goodness that were mochas at the expresso pump on friday. Today they had seen a movie, "The hot chick" neither girls payed much attention the movie of course. Tara was so nervous about being alone with Willow she thought she wouldnt be able to make it through the movie without her hands sweaty prefously. Willow felt the same way as well. But when the movie started, each girl felt more and more comfortable. Willow being daring, ran her hand along Taras arm, finally stroking the girls slim fingers, Tara had smiled and they touched hands, finally lacing their fingers together. Both girls in heaven and more comfortable. Willow couldnt stop thinking about the blonde girl. :Oh my gods we're holding hands, they are so warm. Oh god, what is she thinking? Is this ok?: And Tara herself was having her own inner struggle. :This is just perfect. I could stay this way before. God look at her. Wait dont look at her, she's gonna think youre weird or something. I just want to kiss her again...no she's watching the movie, let her watch the damn movie!: Both didnt pay attention to what was going on in the movie, they were both concerned about what the other was thinking. And that was ok with them.

After the movie they went for some more mochas, and the conversation turned a little bit serious. With Willow, Tara felt as if she could tell her anything. Willow felt the same. Conversation went from cheery to serious, Willow asking about her father.



"He's the manager at that chemical plant outside of Sunnydale. I wish he wasnt, but he just doesnt care about things like nature. He's been working alot so it's just been me and my brother Donny." A flash of reliefe crosses Taras face. Willow notices.

"So thats a good thing?" She asks. Tara nods and takes a sip from her mocha.

"Dont get my wrong, I love my d-dad. But ever since my mother dad he's become...sort of agressive you know? He drinks alot. Comes home late." She says.

"Is he...violent?" Willow asks, concern on her face. Tara shrugs.

"S-sometimes." She says, lowering her head a little on the verge of tears.

"Hey." Willow says, taking her hand in hers. Tara looks up.

"Its ok. This is me. You dont have to be afraid with me, it doesnt matter. I'll still love you." Willow says, with that Tara smiles. :She loves me. Goddess she cares.:

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So now they were both at Willows house. That seriousness never having stopped at the Expresso Pump. Tara feeling still as if she could tell Willow anything and everything knowing that Willow loved her and wouldnt ever judge, she told her she cut. Willow didnt get mad, or yell, or tell her she was stupid. She just said, "Let me see." Without any insecurites, Tara rolled up the sleeves of her shirt, exsposing some scars on her wrist and upper arm. Willows eyes...Tara couldnt really describe them, they were filled with concern. Concern yes, but something else, something deep. Willow didn't say anything, she moved closer to Tara, taking her hand, lacing their fingers together. Taking her other hand she stroked each scar lovingly, all up and down her arm. That look in her eyes never go away, that deep LOOK. Still not saying a word Willow leans down and kisses each scar lightly and then looks into Taras blue eyes.

"Tara I love you. I dont want you to hurt yourself. I dont want to see you hurt." She says. Tara smiles.

"Whyd you kiss them Will?" She asks. Willow doesnt say anything for a moment.

"Well I was hoping by kissing them, they would go away. That I would be able to take all of the pain and hurt away." She smiles sheepishly." Tara leans over and hugs Willow.

"Thank you so much Willow. I love you. I know by you being with me. I wont have to worry about anything anymore. Youre my strength that keeps me going. Youre my everything Willow." She says. Willow smiles and captures Taras lips in hers, the kiss was meant for Tara and all of her hurt and pain. They break apart, both smiling, both so in love. So...together.



ok i hope that wasnt too mushy!! More soon i can promise that!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Edited by: Spikeizmine87 at: 11/2/04 5:54 pm

[WickedReds]

Whoa... I've been slow here on this fic...i still love it... Nice update.. i like mushy, just as much as smut.. so are we going to get a flashback of their "first time" in the sack... that would be cool and cute and hot.. and yeah...



-reds



Mein Banane tanzen für Schmutz

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'e the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies

[Miss Evanescent]

SIIIIIIIIIS hahahaha i made u update! go me! wootwoot and u know i can beta sis i know how to spell ....ur on ur own with use of commas...*shudders* pesky lil %^&* hehe yay fic mmmmm! more soon? hehe *begs* and as far as inspiration goes lol...here you are i will explain later *HUGS SIS* wooooooooooooooooo great update!

[behindhereyes]

This is so damn sweet, and you've written it beautifully.



behindhereyes

Kim

"To the world, you may be one person; but to one person, you may be the world"

[alysagoddess85]

so i just read this fic and i must say its so sweet! i love how youre writing it in the form of flashbacks to like the important points in their past...and im with reds on the whole 'first time in the sack' thing...mmmm...yea definately that should be a nice lil flashback if ever i say so...anyways great fic and i cant wait for more!



~mel

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

[Wired vixen]

Okay.....1) WOOOH UPDATE!! *grabs rose's pink tutu from her grasp and dances wildly*



2) Awwww that was so cute, makes me wanna- lets not go too far....



Yay! Rose you rule hun!



More updates! ONWARD!!



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

[Spikeizmine87]

holy smutting CRAP I got feedback! woo! Thanks all! Well I wanted to update tonight but im so tired!! So I thought id do some individual replies! Thanks to everyone who left feedback!



WickedReds- Thanks! Yep sometimes mushy goodness is WAY better then smut! Sometimes. No need to worry! First time smutness will come sooner or later! Or rahter, soon! Thanks for reading



SIS!!!!- Dude you made me update! I love you! I mean, where would I be without your silly whiny ways? Lost I tell you! So freaking lost! Damn the commas sis! Id love for you to be my beta, but you'd just whine and complain about lack of smut! hehe Thanks for pushin me to update!



Behindhereyes- aww thanks! Youre too kind! Well Willow and Tara ARE sweet and beautiful, so it kinda works out dont you think? Thanks for reading!!



AlysaGoddess85- Hey thanks for readin! Flashbacks are my favorite things to write because you get to do so many things with them that we didnt get to see while watching the show. As I told Reds, smut soon! So keep that drool cup handy!



STACE!!!- Hey! Thats MY pink tutu missy! So, what DOES this fic make you wanna do eh? OOOH is it naughty! You can always tell me naughtyness ya know! You say I rule? No no no! You rule AND kick ass my lil quirky chicka!! Thanks for reading! Remember the twinkies!! hahaha

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Edited by: Spikeizmine87 at: 11/3/04 10:09 pm

[Spikeizmine87]

Ok everyone!! New update! There might be some angst! Cause well, who does angst better then Rose? No one I tell you!!!! Thanks all for readin it!!!





"Part 18"

"Willows house" (again)



"Willow hun are you listening?" Willows mother was saying. It was Tuesday morning, Willow and her mother were sitting across from eachother at the kitchen table, Willow eating eggs and toast while her mother poured over the newspaper while drinking her coffee. Willow had been jabbing at her eggs, her thoughts were jumbly. She was fully aware as to what her mother was talking about. Something about Sunnydales high death rate. See Willow was on a mission. Prom was less then a week away. She wanted to go with Tara, but she hadnt asked her yet. She wanted her moms permission. She wanted to tell her mom she wanted to go with Tara and that she was in love with her. But then again she was terrified. She didnt know how her mother was going to react. They had never really discussed homosexuality or their views on it. Willow supposed it was a "Dont ask dont tell" sort of thing. Taking a deep breath, she plunged ahead.



"Mom. I need to talk to you." She says, putting her fork down looking pointedly at her mother. Shelia Rosenberg put down her paper, focusing on her daughter.



"Sure honey, whats on your mind?" She asks.

"I wanted to talk about prom. And I wanted to tell you that..." But she was inturupted, her mothers eyes shone with delight.

"Oh sweeite I knew you were going to talk about this sooner or later! This is great! And Oz is the perfect man to be going with!" She said, clapping her hands together to show her happiness.

"No Mom wait. Im not going with Oz, he and I broke up. Im going with someone else." Willow says.

"Oh, well then who? Xander?" Sheila asks. Willow shakes her head, taking another breath.

"No, not Xander. Im going with Tara. She and I...we're...well...we're dating." Willow looks up at her mom. Expecting the worst. Expecting her mom to just explode, tell her that dating girls was wrong and it wouldnt be brought in THIS house. But she didnt. The slightest form of a smile spread across her mothers lips.

"Oh Willow. Thats....just...well its lovely! Im glad you told me. And Tara is a wonderful girl. And I know you two will have a great time together!" She says. Willow breaks into a smile herself, she wanted to just burst with all the happiness and reliefe she was feeling.

"So, do you think we can get a dress this week? Proms on saterday you know." She said. Sheilia nods.

"Of course of course! Anything you want!" She says still smiling. Willow beams up at her mom, getting up and wrapping her arms around her mother. Prom was going to be a night she and Tara would never forget!

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"Later that night"

"Dad I w-wanted to ask you something." Tara says. She had walked into the TV room, her dad was sitting in his recliner, he was watchin the football game and he was on his 5th beer of the night. Tara thought it better to ask him now to go to the prom with Willow as he was bordering on drunk. She knew her dad would say yes to anything, that with the game on and all.

"What the hell do you want girl? Its 1st down and the razorbacks are in the lead." He glared at her. "And you better not be askin for more money girl! You've already suckered me dry this month by wanting that TV in your room. Goddamnit, dont you know we aint rich?" He said his voice raising. Tara knew not to answer to this.

"Well p-prom is this saterday. M-my friends are g-going, and I w-wanted to know if I could t-t-too." She stammered, tryin to choose her words carefully. Her father laughs.

"Friends? You got friends since when?" Again Tara didnt reply.

"So if I were to g-go to prom, I'd need a d-dress. Its formal." At that her father gets up quickly, tossing the beer he had been drinking to the floor with a loud crash. Tara knew she asked for it. And she knew she'd have to clean that spilled beer later. He grabs her roughly bythe back of her neck, Tara winces in pain and she stumbles closer to him, his breath reeking of beer.

"A dress? You expect me to waste my money on you? You want me to buy you a dress so you can whore yourself off to all them boys?" He yelled. Tara wasnt about to tell her father she wanted to go with Willow, no she wasnt.

"No dad...I...just thought I could have fun with friends..." She said slowly. "SMACK" Before she could say anymore, her father had hit her across the head. Tara saw stars as she felt the sting that came with it.

"So now your miss popular arent you? Thats what you think you are! You have no friends! Youre an ugly loser! No one likes you! Not really. Youre so called FRIENDS are just pretending to be your friends because they feel sorry for you. They dont like you at all. You wanna know why?" When she didnt answer, he slapped her across the face, causing Taras head to snap back in the other direction. The force of the hit made her lose her balance, causing her to stumble onto the floor. This made her father laugh.

"DO you! DO you wanna know why you have no friends!" He yelled again, tears were streamin down Taras face but again she didnt say anything. She should have. "KICK" Takin his steeled toe boot, her father kicked her in the stomach making Tara suck in her breath. She still did not say anything.

"No one likes you because you girl, are a loser. A shy, stuttering, whimpy, weak LOSER. Now clean this shit up." He said and walks out of the room, upstairs, slamming his door.

Tara just lays there for a moment, not moving, just in case her father came back downstairs. But he didnt. With the tears streaming still streaming down her face, she gets up slowly, wincing in pain. Her head throbbed, her face stung, and she felt as if her insides were on fire. Slowly she cleaned up her fathers mess, praying to the goddess that he wouldnt come back downstairs.

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"Taras room"

A few hours later, Tara was laying on her bed, silent tears still coming. She knew now she wouldnt be able to go to the prom now. She knew she wouldnt be able to have fun with her friends, dance with Willow, or have the perfect evening she had invisioned in her mind over and over again. Lost in her thoughts, she almost didnt realize someone was knocking at her window, getting up and drawing back the curtains, she sees Willow waving at her through the glass. Tara opens the window, stepping back and helping Willow in.



"Tara! Great news! My mom said I can...." But she stops, noticing both the tears on Taras face as well as the bright red mark on her cheek. Her smile falters, replaced with a look of concern.

"Tara are you ok?" She asks, moving closer towards her. Tara takes a step back, shaking her head. Willow takes her hand gently, takin her over to the bed, sitting down.

"What happened?" She asks. Tara wipes away a forming tear.

"My d-dad. I a-asking him if I c-c-could go to prom. But he....it has to do with m-money. I know we cant aford t-things right now. I was so stupid to a-ask..." Taras stuttering badly, her eyes lowered to the floor.

"Tara did he...did he hurt you?" Willow asks. Tara just nods. Willow doesnt say anything for a moment. Not knowing what to say. She knew words wouldnt help, it wouldnt change what happened. So instead she slowly wraps her arms around Tara in an imbrace, stroking her blonde hair.



"Its ok baby. Im here...Im here." She whispers softly. Tara just cries as Willow repeated those two words over and over again. After a while they break apart.

"Thank you Willow. For being here...I...I dont know w-what I was going to do." Tara says.

"Tara theres no need to thank me. I love you. I wish I could take you away from all this. I cant. And that hurts. You dont deserve this life. You deserve better. You deserve anything but this. The only thing I can do for you is be here for you, and love you. I can help you take all the pain away. I want to. Tara, come to prom with me." Willow says. Tara looks up at her, watery eyes shining with happiness.

"You...you want me to go with you?" She asks. Daring not to believe it. Willow takes her hand, gently kissing it.

"Come with me Tara. You dont have to worry about a dress or anything. I'll take care of you. I want to. I NEED to." She says. Tara smiles, leaning into Willow and kissing her, wrapping her arms around the girl.

"I will Willow. I'll go with you." She says and kisses Willow again, happier then she's ever felt in her entire life. She was going to prom with Willow. Her love. Her life.





woo that was sad wasnt it! I had to get that outta the way for the smut thats about to happen! woo! Be nice kitties!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

[amber 4 prez]

*jumps up and down* YAY!!!! AN UPDATE!!!!!! YAY!!!!!



*runs around in circles* whoooot smutty goodness next!!!! *trips over shoe* oof! That was...whoa, sappy, and sad...me likey



more soon? pweeeeeeeeeese?











I wuv you!

[alysagoddess85]

oh damn you and your angsty icky feeling inducing update!! i hate those maclay men...willow should just go beat the crap out of him...and THEN take tara to prom!! oooo and being tara doesnt have a dress can she just go naked?! lol...cuz thatd be super...great update!



~mel

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

[WickedReds]

Rose!!...

Poor Tara... her dad is a dick.. i just want to ... and a whole bunch of other bad things...

But look they are going to prom together how cute... hehe...Prom...



-reds



Mein Banane tanzen für Schmutz

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'e the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies

[Wired vixen]

That really was sad....like sad, then sad sad and sad.....

*Hands you back tutu* i'm sowy Rose... i-i didn't mean to make you mad....



But did i hear smut's on its way? YAY! Rose's friend smut is a hoot!



Ok, so uhm, i'm the lil quirky chick *happy dance* what are you?! I've lost my creativity, help?



Rose the..... " " *coughs 'naughty closet dom'* muhahaha!



Ok, i'll stop....



More soon of the soonish variety?



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

[Miss Evanescent]

"Its ok baby. Im here...Im here." She whispers softly. Tara just cries as Willow repeated those two words over and over again. After a while they break apart. "



awww sis thats so sad....eep...please tell me this gets better cuz i dont want tara hurt either!!!!

and SMUUUUUUUUUTTTTT

heeh...i fb'ed therefore it is smut time...hehe and why do i get to decide whether there will be smut or not? i shouldnt be a deciding factor lol....but i dont mind! hehe im sooo glad ur gonna finish this fic...i hate when ppl dont finish thiers its sad cuz...i like conclusions....yay sis posted mmmmm

yay SSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSS wooot looking forward to more! now post! :

[Spikeizmine87]

Thanks again for the great FB! The fb whore loves it! I will be updating later today and I wanted to do replies first



LIZ!- "picks up shoe and throws it at you" haha You say you want more? Well I wanna see some begging! "waits" I love you!



AlysaGoddess85- Damn me? Whatd I ever do to get damned!? "laughs evily" Oh wait I know! hehe Well I had to do something that had to do with angst! I love angst! I live for it! Well Tara could go to the prom naked, it would be sexy yes, but I dont think the school will like that! Thanks for reading!



WickedReds- DUUUUDE! hehe Hey feel free to Taras dad anytime! Hm maybe he will get a lil payback in the form of buffy! Remember Buffy can take care of herself! Maybe? Thanks for readin!



STACE!!- Im sawry! Did I make you sad? Sorry hun I didnt mean to! Please forgive me? Dont worry! This next update will be filled with smutty and cuteness galore! And Stace you didnt make me mad! Keep the tutu! Consider it my gift to you! IMA CLOSET DOMINATRIX?! "takes out my whip" hahaha Want some? DO ya??? Thanks for readin oh lovely Staceness!



SIS!!!- hehe my lil wonderful bitch! Of course youre my bitch in a good way I will never update without one, telling you, and two, without getting some fb from you! Dont you like the cuteness of Willow? I do I do! And calm down! Smut soon! Just CAALMM DOWN! hehe love ya's sis!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

[RaVeN]

Hey Rose! Glad to see you are posting again on this fic, I liked it and was hoping you continued. Will be waiting for more



jackie aka raven

[Spikeizmine87]

ill be updating tonight as soon as i get rid of this bloody hangover!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.