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Where You Want To Be

Postby Brandnew » Mon Sep 20, 2004 6:29 pm

Title: Where You Want To Be

Author:Brandnew

Distribution: Ask and ye shall receive...or something

Rating: PG-13-R

Disclaimer: Not mine....I own nothing....

Feedback: I'll beg if I have to....

Summary: Willows' best friend Tara comes back from summer camp and life changes...

A/N: The gang's all 15, Buffy's gay, and Willow and Tara know they're gay and they're comfortable and it's all good...

This whole thing is actually based on something that happened ...everything in this story did happen...AU



Chapter 1: Xander's Goatee





"Ugh. School tommorow. Summer gone. Buffy sad" Buffy said as her and two of her three best friends, Willow and Xander sat around a table in the Espresso Pump and tried to make the best of the last day of summer break.



"Yay. School tommorow. Willow happy. There are books to read and lessons to learn" Willow said perkily with a full blown Willow-smile.



"Oh great. I have to read books and pretend to learn things" Buffy said putting on her poutiest pouty-face.



"Oh come on Buffy turn that pout upside down" Willow said taking a sip of her mocha.



"Okay first of all Will? Upside down pout?...I'd look like a fish...who was trying to kiss you. Second of all, how much sugar's in that mocha? Even for the last day of summer you're too happy."



"Tara's coming home from camp tonight...and I'm gonna see her tommorow, I haven't seen her in a month a week and 2 days...It's weird not seeing your best friend who you've spent every day with since...well since forever in that long a time. A-and I know she's probably got a bunch of camp friends and doesn't miss me at all but...I...I do...ya know?"



"Yeah. Me too. I miss Tara too...we're all best friends Will."



"I know." Willow smiled.



After a brief pause they both turned to see Xander rubbing his chin with a thoughtful look on his face.



"Xand...what are you doing?" Willow asked.



"Huh?...Wha?" Xander asked.



"Well...you look like you're trying to solve an extremely difficult math problem...and failing" Buffy offered.



"Well, Xander and math usually equals failing" Willow said with a smirk.



"Hey! Sitting right next to ya Wills...Jesse's growing a goatee."



"Huh?" Buffy and Willow said at the same time.



"Jesse's growing a goatee...while my face remains completely bald save for my eyebrows...I'm gonna be the only guy in the 9th grade with a bald face...but do you two care?...No... It's all about Tara's new camp best friend."



"You think Tara's got a camp best friend?" Willow asked worriedly.

****************



The next day at school Buffy and Willow were waiting for Tara to arrive in front of their lockers when they spotted what looked like a Xander-shaped person...except-



"Xander....what's on your face?" Buffy asked while Willow just stared at him with a mix of horror, confusion, and curiousity.



"Oh... that's my manly goatee...should I get you ladies a drool cup?"



"I don't think that's necessary..." Willow said as her and Buffy cracked up laughing.



After a few minutes of laughing Buffy just had to ask, "How?"



"And why?" Willow added.



"I-it's fake", Xander admitted, "I got it from a costume shop last night and glued it on this morning...I just couldn't let Jesse win in this twisted game we call puberty."



"Xand...didn't Jesse see you just two nights ago?" Buffy asked wiping off a laugh induced tear from her eye.



"Yeah...and your point?" Xander asked with a raised eyebrow.



"You expect him to believe you grew all that in two days?" Buffy asked raising both eyebrows.



"He has to. I super glued it...there's no way it's coming off."



"Xand *I* could grow a better goatee than that..." Willow said, finally recovering from the shock.



"I'd like to see you try...Will-liam"



"I'd like to see you stop me Xander-ina..." And Willow would have finished that sentence but her brain was much too busy looking at blonde hair and baby blue eyes and a gorgeous half-smile she somehow knew was all for her. She turned her vision a little lower and- "Whoa."



"Whoa is right." Buffy piped up.



"Wow..." Xander said.



"Hey you guys," Tara said coming up to each of them and giving them a hug lingering a bit when she came to Willow, "I missed you guys so much."



"We missed you too Tare," Buffy said with a smirk.



"Well...*you've* certainly grown this summer." Xander said staring at Tara's chest.



"W-well at least what *I* grew isn't attached to my body with super-glue," Tara said as she tugged on Xanders 'goatee' effectively ripping it off the poor boys face.



"Ow! It burns!" Xander yelped, holding onto his chin.



"Good job Tara!" Buffy said, winking at Tara.



Even through all this commotion Willow couldn't take her eyes off of Tara's chest...until she realized how pervy and weird she was being and tried to somehow manage to form a sentence...hopefully a witty, charming one that made sense. This is what came out...

"Uh...uhm...I uh..s-so what did they feed you at this camp?...Cause it worked."



















Brandnew
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Mon Sep 20, 2004 6:41 pm

:bigwave

hello hello!! Glad to see a new fic up here on pens!! I really cant get enough of the high school centered fics!! love em, i love xander in this one! And the willow almost droolage haha i hope you continue this!!

:pride

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby logansgurl » Mon Sep 20, 2004 6:44 pm

Looks like I get to be one of the first to reply. Cool. :p



I have to say, I like what I've read so far. You had me :rofl when Xander showed up with the super-glued goatee.



Can't wait to :read what happens next between :willow and :tara .



Keep up the good work. :applause



Nica :wave

Edited by: logansgurl at: 9/20/04 5:45 pm
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Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby tarawhipped » Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:07 pm

First chapter and I'm hooked. I can so see Xander gluing a goatee on--what a doofus (in an endearing way)! Very good bantering between W/B/X-you've really got them down.



:lmao at that last line--any fic that ends with a focus on Tara's ummm...endowments is okay by me!



Great start!

-Cameron



What should I be but just what I am? - Edna St.Vincent Millay

tarawhipped
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby Shy One » Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:24 pm

Hi! :wave

Wow! That was absolutely hysterical! :lmao

A truly great beginning to what will undoubtedly become

a great story! :applause

Please continue with this........and soon because I love it

already! :pinky



Shy One

:shy

Shy One
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby Disastered » Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:32 pm

Ha! :lol

That was great. As soon as I read the title of the chapter I knew it'd be a funny one. Well written too. The banter between the friends is great. The last line was definately the best. I wonder how Tara's new...assets might change the dynamics. What with Xander and Willow's lusty looks. Not to mention other people at school I'm sure. I can't wait to see what happens.

Jack :TV? I love tv. "Buffy" is my life. So into Willow being a les.

Disastered
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby WickedReds » Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:42 pm

Super glue... haha... And Tara's umm yeah... what did they feed her miracle grow??



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut:banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

WickedReds
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby ladydameon » Mon Sep 20, 2004 8:25 pm

That last line actually made me laugh out loud. Good one, I look forward to many more merry moments.

ladydameon

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Goddess of Violence

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Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby angel of salvation » Tue Sep 21, 2004 9:57 am

Yay funny fic! This is great, I can imagine every word that Buffy, Xander, Willow and Tara make.:lmao Could also be from my overactive imagination...but never mind that, great fic keep going please!



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

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Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby Wired vixen » Tue Sep 21, 2004 2:17 pm





WOOOOH!



LMAO this is a great start! You're so very talented! :banana



And the way you described Tara....drool worthy can ya say?!



Can't wait for more!



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

Wired vixen
 


Update

Postby Brandnew » Tue Sep 21, 2004 3:15 pm

First of all thank you to everyone who replied, it's you guys who keep me so inspired and you rock! so I decided I better update this as soon as possible...thanks again...



Chapter 2: The Same Girl You've Always Known

A/N: thoughts are in ' '



"Ok Will...now I'm starving...we only have 30 minutes for lunch ya know" Xander looked towards Willow tiredly.



"Stop whining...I just have to fix my hair for a second...go look for a whisker or something..." Willow said as she fussed over her appearance.



"Yeah well thanks to Tara I won't be seeing any whiskers for a while unless my aunt Agnes decides to visit" Xander shuddered "Now can we please go? I feel weird being in the girls bathroom."



"Yeah ok..." Willow mumbled glancing back at herself one last time and seeing no difference; same long auburn hair, same pale face looking back at her, same nerdy girl in bright red overalls that clashed with the pale yellow sweater she wore underneath...or at least it did according to Cordelia.



"Hey and how come your bathrooms' faucets work?...They don't in *our* bathroom; I'm sensing a double standard here..."



"What do you mean your faucets don't work...how do you guys wash your hands then?" Willow's forehead crinkled.



"I dunno about everybody else but I just shake it off and go..." Xander said with a boyish grin.



Willow stopped at the door and turned to him wearing a solemn somewhat surprised expression "Wow..." She mumbled.



"What?" Xander asked.



"It's just...I've-I've never been so...so *certain* of my own sexuality before..." She said in wonderment.



Xander rolled his eyes at his best friends' sarcasm and began to walk towards the cafeteria.



*****************



"Freedom!" Xander exclaimed dramatically as he and Willow walked through the doors of the cafeteria. "God I hate the bathrooms in this school,they smell like pee and Pine-Sol...but mostly like pee...'cause nothing can defeat the smell of pee; no matter how hard the janitors try..."



Willow scrunched up her face, "Well there goes my appetite...I'm gonna go find Tara...oh and Buffy too..."



"K'..save me a seat...I'm gonna go make a ridiculously long line for some maccaroni paste and half a cup of milk"



"K'" Willow said as she walked past the goths and the preps and various other cliques and made her way to where she saw Tara sitting alone at a table picking at, not eating, some maccaroni paste and a half a cup of milk. Light blonde hair covering her face and a half smile playing at her lips as she thought about something ...maybe... her?...she hoped so. She took Tara in...all of her...for the first time that day and smiled. It was the same shy, beautiful girl she'd always known and loved...'just gained a cup size is all', she blushed and took a seat next to her best friend.



"Hey, so thats where my science project went." She said looking pointedly at the other girls' plate, not bothering to hide her disgust.



Tara turned to give Willow a brilliant smile, "I um...I knew I saw it move."



Willow smirked, "It's 'Sunnydale High's Maccaroni Monster Experiment'."



Both girls giggled at that.



"So um..." Willow looked down at her worn adidas shoes nervously, "where's Buffy?" She asked, finally noticing her friends' absence at their table.



"At a line...waiting to buy food...and Xander?"



"At a line waiting to buy food." Willow smiled impishly.



"How's his...you know, after the whole...?



Willow started to laugh remembering the goatee incident.



"I-I didn't mean to rip it off his face like that...I feel horrible" Tara said honestly.



"Don't worry, his chin's a little pink but it's his ego that's hurt. But *someone* had to rip it off...I mean can you imagine him going through freshman year with his face glued to a goatee a different color than his actual hair?...He's lucky you got to him before Cordelia did, she would have torn him up into little Xander-shreds of his former Xander-self. I can just hear the laughter echoing through the hallways..." She looked to Tara noticing the girl was trying to hold in laughter. She frowned, "You're laughing at me."



Tara shook her firmly, "No sweetie I wasn't laughing at you...it's just..Willow-babble." She lowered her head to look at a spot on the floor..."It's cute."



Willow smiled, "What are you doing on Saturday?"



"Oh...um I-"



"C-cause I was thinking we could, ya know, go see a movie or-or the Bronze?...Or hey! We could just walk around town, get you reaquainted with good 'ol Sunnydale...not that it's so big you'd forget where everything was but-"



"Will?" Tara reached out to softly touch Willow's shoulder effectively quieting the girl.



"Yeah?" Willow asked looking at the girl hopefully.



"Um...I've sorta got a um...a d-date"



"Oh.." 'way to not sound dissapointed...'



"W-Will" Tara looked just as or even more forlorn than Willow did, though Willow seemed not to notice.



"Yeah I um...suddenly I'm starving...I'm gonna go stand in a line and wait for food." She said as she got up and left Tara sitting alone with a sad look

upon her face.



***********************



"Damnit damnit..." Buffy grumbled as she violently kicked the vending machine that was dangling her bag of Doritos and refusing to give it to her or return her 75 cents.



"Damnit damnit..."



Buffy gave up on her machine and turned to see who else was being robbed by the administration...it was obviously a conspiracy. She turned to her left and saw "Willow?"



Willow looked up from where her head rested on the vending machine and saw Buffy. She turned back to her machine and continued to lightly hit her head against the glass and chant "Damnit damnit..."



Buffy looked down at her best friend and frowned, "Will it's just deep-fried potato...I could lend you a dollar if you want..."



Willow just continued to hit her head across the machine choosing to ignore Buffy for now and spend a bit more time wallowing. Sure enough she managed to knock down a bag of chips.



"Alright Will!" Buffy reached down to retrieve the chips "way to stick it to the administartion." She looked down at the chips then to Willow, "Hey could you try

for some Doritos?" She opened the bag she currently held and commenced to dig in.



"Tara's got a date." She said finally acknowledging her best friend.



"Wow news travels fast" Buffy smiked.



Willow finally lifted her head from the vending machine, "you know who it is?"



"Yeah..." Buffy said through a mouthful of cheeto.



"Mind sharing that little bit of information or are you too busy sucking face with Chester Cheetah?"



Buffy giggled, "you're looking right at 'er Wills."



"Huh?" Willow asked clearly not comprehending.



"I've...got a date...with Tara Maclay..." Buffy answered slowly and smugly sucking off her orange cheeto paste coated fingers.



Willow Rosenberg looked at her best friend Buffy Summers in shock and disbelief and suddenly at that moment, she was sure that she kinda hated her.





Brandnew
 


Re: Update

Postby Nicole023 » Tue Sep 21, 2004 4:14 pm

Loved the update..



:pray that you will update soon..

Nicole023
 


Re: Update

Postby logansgurl » Tue Sep 21, 2004 4:20 pm

WHAT!!!!????? :thud :gnome



I know I did not just read that Buffy asked Tara out and that Tara said yes. :cry How could you do that to :willow . She belongs to :tara .



I can't even convey how upset I am about that little development. :miff



But, I do have to say I am enjoying this fic very much. Keep up the good work and update soon.



Nica :wave

logansgurl
 


Re: Update

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Tue Sep 21, 2004 8:26 pm

:mad :wtf :gnome

what what what!! was is this? Buffy and Tara on a date?!! no no no this cant be! make it right! grr poor willow, stupid buffy! Anway loved this update! This stories awesome!!!

:pride

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Spikeizmine87
 


no worries

Postby Brandnew » Tue Sep 21, 2004 8:52 pm

ok guys...no worries, Buffy/Tara thing is sooooo NOT gonna happen...this is only a Willow/Tara story...it's just a plot device thing-y...if that's what you call it...anyway...just wanted to clear it up...I'm off to work on the update now should be up sometime tommorow night or sometime thursday...later...

Brandnew
 


...

Postby LizPuRR » Tue Sep 21, 2004 9:10 pm

hey I am totally liking this story, you know besides the whole Tara/Buffy thing...but since you've cleared all that up I can't wait for the update :)

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i'm hot homeboy, never get it twisted!!

LizPuRR
 


Re: ...

Postby pookie ray » Tue Sep 21, 2004 9:22 pm

Ok, I'm glad I scrolled down and read that this Buffy/Tara thing is a plot device cuz my reaction to it went like this:

1. EEEEEWWWWW!!! and then...

2. WHAT????

Glad to know things will be cleared up and I can't wait to read your next update.

Never forget the beauty and pain love can bring

pookie ray
 


Re: ...

Postby WickedReds » Tue Sep 21, 2004 9:57 pm

My reaction to the Buffy/Tara date... HUH???? :wtf



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut :banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

WickedReds
 


Re: Update

Postby tarawhipped » Wed Sep 22, 2004 8:17 am

I'm also very glad that I didn't read this until you added the disclaimer. It doesn't take the shock or disturbing mental image away, but it helps. It'll be interesting to see how it fits in here--maybe a clever plot by Buffy and Tara to get Willow to admit she likes Tara?



Also, I gotta say, I LOVE the image of Xander's goatee being a different color than his hair! That was a great little touch, and so perfectly Xan-man.



-Cameron

tarawhipped
 


Re: Update

Postby BigGayBear » Wed Sep 22, 2004 9:33 am

Do doo doo do dooooo... I'm lovin this.

Ok, this has made me all grinny and perhaps sorta kinda slightly hyper. Good fic does that to a gal. Except for the whole Buffy/Tara thing, but, clearly that's like... gonna go away... and sometime soon, right?

Love the way you're portraying the characters. Plays well in my head.

Keep this up and I'll be a happy Ali.



Ali :banana

~If society was a physical being, I'd kick it's arse~

BigGayBear
 


Re: Update

Postby alysagoddess85 » Wed Sep 22, 2004 10:59 am

ok...well i was going to tell you what a great start youve got here...but then i read that you have tara going out on a date with BUFFY!!! and so you have a great start and a totally fucked up ending!! lol...FIX IT!!!



cuz THAT...thats just icky and wrong in many many MANY ways....and shes supposed to be with WILLOW...little redheaded totally hot willow...not buffy of the blonde idiot variety!!



but yea...this is actualy really great so far barring that one exception...i love xandar and the glueing of the beard...i can sooo see that...and just the fact that the hair is the wrong color really made me laugh...its perfect..youve nailed everyone...EXCEPT TARA ACCEPTING A DATE WITH BUFFY!!



but that can be amended...so continue on...this is great!



~mel:kdevil

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

alysagoddess85
 


Re: Update

Postby Brandnew » Wed Sep 22, 2004 5:41 pm

A/N: Okay I hope I made it clear to you guys there will be no Tara/Buffy-ness what so ever...I can see why you'd focus on that 'cause it's shocking and gross and people tend to focus on things that are shocking and gross. But I'm just writing it down the way it went down in real life. I really don't want you to dwell on it though 'cause Buffy really has very little to do with the story other than the chapter after this one. In fact I'm pretty sure I won't be using her again after this. I don't wanna give away too much of the story...just wanted to clear it up again just in case there was any doubt. The story has very limited Buffy-ness and 0 Tara/Buffy-ness so please don't make that the main focus. And as always thank you oh so much for ALL you're feedback. I love you guys! And thanks for sticking with it.



Chapter 3: The Girl Core Never Fails



"Ok let's recap" Xander said from his position standing in front of Willow who sat slumped down on his sofa past the state of denial and currently visiting the state of hopelessness.



"You like Tara." The boy stated.



Willow nodded.



"Tara doesn't know."



Again Willow nodded.



"Tara might be keen on the Buffster."



This time Willow threw a pillow at the boy's head.



"Okay I can't help you if you go all violent on me."



"News flash Xand...telling me what I already know is so not helping me" Willow said.



"Alright then, you want my advice?" Xander asked sympathetically.



"Is it helpful?" Willow asked.



"Very." Xander said, sounding sure of himself.



Willow sighed, "Fine."



"Okay..." He took on an authoritative pose, "As we all know all girls have a 'Girl Core' consisting only of girls...and gay guys."



"Okay, later Xander...I'm going home" Willow got up from his sofa.



"Oh sit," Xander waited until Willow was once again slumped down on his sofa, "Alright now where was I...oh yeah the 'Girl Core.' So all girls have a 'Girl Core;' a group of girls...and gay guys, they tell all their most deepest secrets to only to get backstabbed by those same girls later in life because of guys named Brad and Chad and-



"Xander..." Willow groaned wearily.



"Right...anyway all you have to do is figure out who Tara's Girl Core is and pick one out of the bunch then pump her for info."



"This...is the worst advice you've ever given me...except that time you told me if I kissed a frog it'd turn into Carmen Electra...which has left a lot of emotional scars by the way."



"C'mon Will...just think about it...who's Taras' Girl Core?"



"I dunno...me and Buffy I guess..." She winced when she mentioned Buffy's name.



"And?"



Willow frowned for a second, "are you coming out to me?"



"No!" Xander yelped "...Anya."



"Oh yeah...her."



"Right...so the only person who can really tell you what Tara's really thinking is?"



"Tara?"



"No," Xander said wearily, as if the answer should have been obvious to the girl, "Anya."



"I'm not talking to her..." Willow stated firmly, it wasn't a secret to anyone; she'd never gotten along with Anya. "I'm not..."



****************************

"You're paying for this right?" Anya looked down at her double cheeseburger, medium fries and large strawberry milkshake.



"Yeah." Willow said asking herself for the millionth time since she'd gotten here exactly why she was doing this to herself.



"Great" Anya turned to their waitress who was standing behind a counter counting her tips, "Hey can we get some onion rings...oh and a pie!"



"Why am I doing this to myself?" Willow mumbled to herself for the millionth and 1 time.



Anya rolled her eyes; hearing Willow...wait a second...why *was* the girl doing this?



"Anya-"



"Hold your horses there sister...I mean, look you're nice and all...and yeah moderately good looking and your parents *are* loaded, but I don't swing that way, no matter how much cash you happen to have in your little 'Hello Kitty' wallet....which is how much by the way?"



"What?" Willow asked, did the girl mean what she thinks she- "ewwww gross!"



"Oh...okay then, why are you being nice?" Anya asked suspiciously.



"Speaking of Tara..." Willow started.



"We weren't speaking about Tara."



"Yes we were."



"No we weren't."



"Were."



"Weren't."



"Are now."



"Touche."



"Does she like Buffy?" Willow blurted.



"Ohhh ok I get it" Anya said feeling proud of herself, "this is one of those Buffy asked her best friend to ask Tara's best friend-"



"No I just" Willow sighed, "it's not like that."



Anya frowned, then her face lit up in realization, "ohhh...*you're* the one who's all Tara-smitten" Anya smirked, "So you wanna know if she's Somebody Else-smitten so you can go all butch..."



Willow sighed, "Why am I doing this to myself...?"



"Look do you wanna know or not?" Anya asked slightly annoyed at Willow.



"Duh..." Willow said, very annoyed with Anya.



"Okay that whole Tara-Buffy thing is a total case of the 'great its a date'-factor" Anya stated matter of factly.



"Huh?" Willow asked, not getting it.



Anya sighed, "Tara was at lunch talking to Buffy and it was all cool, then Buffy was like what are you doing Saturday and Tara was like nothing I think and Buffy was like we should hang out and Tara was like that sounds nice and Buffy was like great it's a date and Tara was line what and Buffy was like I'm gonna go get some food want some and Tara had long since lost her appetite...get it?"



"Is this like karma for all my years of babbling?"



"Tara no like Buffy...jeez and I thought you were supposed to be all Miss Willow-Wiz."



"I am...and only Tara can call me that...and hey how did you know about that anyway?"



Anya picked up a fry and drowned it in ketchup and mayonaise before putting it in her mouth and chewed thoughtfully for a second before suddenly looking like she'd made a decision, "The Sunnydale Theater."



"Huh?" Willow asked, what was this girl speaking in code?



"It's where the 'date' is...just in case you decide to accidently show up, now I've gotta go thanks for lunch...even though you had a sneaky ulterior motive."



Willow sat back in her seat a while after Anya had left, thinking about all that Anya had said...well the useful parts anyway. 'I guess Xander was right about this Girl Core thing...wow...Xander was right...'









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Re: Update

Postby WickedReds » Wed Sep 22, 2004 6:39 pm

yeah Anya knows whats she's talking about

Quote:
Tara no like Buffy


nice update



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut :banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

WickedReds
 


Re: Update

Postby Disastered » Wed Sep 22, 2004 9:35 pm

First off *various sputtering noises*. Buffy is completely evil. She in no way resembles that of good. Even if Tara is completely irrisistable. She needs to find herself a Faith or some other girl to crush on.

Secondly, yay Anya! I completely love that gal, especially when she's good buddies with Tara. And she always seems to help Willow see what she can't despite Willow always hating her. And that whole girl-core thing is so true. Very observant of Xander.

Lastly but definately not least, great writing. I love the way you write the interactions and everything. The whole vending machine scene was wonderful.

Add more soon! :D

Jack :TV? I love tv. "Buffy" is my life. So into Willow being a les.

Disastered
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby Brandnew » Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:01 am

Thanks a lot you guys for sticking with it, the next chapter's my favorite so far 'cause it's got a really cute Willow/Tara conversation and it's when I can start getting them together, oh and it's where this whole Buffy thing goes away so the girls can focus on eachother. Anyway I should have this one up this afternoon. Thanks so much for replying, you guys rule!



Brandnew
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby logansgurl » Thu Sep 23, 2004 9:25 am

Yay! There's going to be Willow/Tara conversation soon. I can't wait.



I loved the update and I have to say Xander was very insightful about the Girl Core. You had me :rofl with the whole Anya/Willow interaction. Very funny. :laugh



Can't wait for the next update. Keep up the good work.



Nica :wave

logansgurl
 


Re: Where You Want To Be

Postby alysagoddess85 » Thu Sep 23, 2004 11:00 am

ok so that was a very redeeming chapter...thanks for taking the whole buffy thing out of it cuz otherwise i wouldve had to vomit up my pop tart that im trying to eat...and it is quite yummy so that would just be wasteful...so yes...thanks much.



and this update was hysterical...i love your xander...hes so well written...and your anya...and your willow...ok so yea everyones just well written...cant wait for the update!



~mel:kdevil

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

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Re

Postby hells bells » Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:19 pm

This is a funny fic lol...and i actually won't have minded seeing tara and buffy dating in a weird twisted kinda way lollol...suer would have spiced things up! haha. and go to anya love her love her love her.



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Update

Postby Brandnew » Thu Sep 23, 2004 5:18 pm

Hey you guys! OK first of all THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for your feedback I can't stress that enough! This has been my favorite chapter to write so far and I hope you guys like it...





Chapter 4: A Fun Filled Outing





"Do you see them?" Willow asked Xander who was sat next to her at a bench in front of The Sunnydale Theater working on his third bag of popcorn.



"No...you think Anya could've included the *time* at all?" The boy asked.



Willows' brow furrowed "do...do you think maybe we got here too late...maybe they're already-"



"What? On their way to mexico to elope?...Will, you're being insane, we've been here since the place opened,

it's now 5 p.m...and I wanna go home, you promised me a fun-filled outing!"



But Willow wasn't really listening to the boy as the girl she'd been waiting to see all day came walking around the corner and into her field of vision.....being followed by Buffy...'great...'



She turned to Xander, "My heart just sank a little..."



"Huh?" the boy asked, as he'd just been in the middle of a very thought out speech about how Willow owed her an entire Saturday.



"They're here..."



"Oh."



"Be normal... act cool..."



"I thought you said be normal."



Willow got up as she saw the two girls get close enough to see them.



"Buffy! Tara!...What um, what are you guys doing here? I mean not that you can't be here just-"



"Will...breathe." Buffy said.



"We um, w-we came to see 'The Fast and the Furious'...Buffy chose it." Tara said while fiddling with her fingers.



"Not your type of movie huh?" Willow smirked knowingly and Tara just shook her head no.



"So what movie did you guys come to see?" Buffy asked.



"Um..same!" Willow said, "Right Xander?" She elbowed the boy in the ribs.



"Uh yeah! I love that Vin Diesel!" Xander said while rubbing his stomach.



"Great then...w-we can all um...see it together?" Tara asked.



"Yeah great!" Willow agreed readily.



"Great!" Xander said, "Let's get some popcorn first though..."



"Great." Buffy mumbled, unenthused.



**************************



They sat at the the center of the small theater, Tara in between Willow and Buffy and Willow in between Xander and Tara.



"I need some ju-ju bees" Xander whispered to Willow about twenty minutes into the movie.



"What?" Willow whispered back.



"I ran out of popcorn, go buy me some ju-ju bees" he whispered again.



"Buy your own darn ju-ju bees Xander."



"Who invited who miss call a boy up at 9 am on a Saturday and-"



"Shhh, fine I'll go get your candy." Willow relented before getting up.



"Thank you."



"I um...I should get up too...I r-ran out of popcorn too." Tara whispered, getting up with Willow.



"I could get it for you if you want" Buffy offered.



Tara flashed her a small smile "That's alright."



**************************

"Liking the movie?" Tara asked Willow as she paid for Xander's candy.



"I um...I'm not sure I get it." Willows' eyebrows furrowed as she frowned a little.



"Right...you're an Honors Gifted English student and can quote Shakespeare from memory yet the Fast and the Furious is somehow beyond you" Tara teased.



"Well do *you* get it?" Willow arched up one eyebrow.



"I um...I don't think we're supposed to, I think we're just supposed to watch the cars jump really high and go oooh."



Willow giggled, "Yeah...um do you wanna maybe go outside and walk for a while? U-unless you know you'd rather go back which is totally cool if um...if that's what you decide to do."



"Outside sounds wonderful." Tara said.



****************************



Once they were outside they walked until they reached the parking lot and decided to sit down by a 'No Parking'

sign embedded in the grass.



"Hey Tara...can I um, ask you a question?" Willow asked wishing she had rehearsed this in her head a few dozen times.



"Sure" Tara turned to give Willow her full attention.



"Do you- I mean...you don't...do you like Buffy?" Willow asked.



"Buffy's a sweetie" Tara said looking down and pausing for a moment before turning to meet Willows' eyes dead on "but I can't like a girl who doesn't know how to laugh at the Maccaroni Monster, or half camel stories or the fact God is dog spelled backwards which is really weird and disconcerting..."



"And can give you a headache if you think about it too much..." Willow added smiling brilliantly out of relief and out of what Tara's words hinted at...or at least what she *hoped* the girl was hinting at.



There was a brief pause where both girls smiled and just looked at eachother adoringly, their eyes speaking volumes, saying things their mouths were too afraid to convey.



Finally after a few precious minutes had passed Tara broke the gaze and the silence, "oh! I just remembered!"

She took a rainbow beaded bracelet from her wrist, Willow noticed that 6 of the beads in the center of the bracelet had different colored, hand painted letters on them that spelled out ALWAYS and in between the W and second A was a red heart bead. "I um, m-made you this at camp...we spent a lot of time making bracelets and wallets...it was kind of like a sweatshop but w-with a lake and um..s'mores." She giggled nervously at her own joke hoping Willow wouldn't think her gift stupid yet knowing completely in her heart that would never happen.



Willow smiled brightly, "I love it!..You- you didn't have to-"



"It was w-worth it" Tara said, reaching up to trace Willow's smiling lips with a finger "For a hundred watt Willow-smile."



Willow smiled impossibly wider and pulled Tara in for a long hug, basking in the minutes she got to spend being this close to the girl of her dreams.

"Your hair's making me dizzy" Willow said from where her face was buried in Tara's hair "...i-in a good way though."



"Herbal Essences" Tara said smiling.



"Good brand" Willow replied before she pulled away slightly keeping one hand at Tara's waist while she held her other hand out in front of the girl, "put it on me?"



"Sure" Tara said slipping the bracelet on the girls' slim wrist before entwining their fingers together, "I was um, I was gonna give it to you at lunch but..."



"Sorry I was just-"



"Really, really hungry?" Tara quirked up an eyebrow as she teased her best friend.



"Don't quirk that brow up at me missy..."



"Oh yeah? And what are you gonna do about it?"



"Tickle you mercilessly?"



"No!" Tara squealed but it was too late, Willow had tackled Tara down on the grass and was launching a full-on tickle attack on the helpless girl. After wrestling on the grass for a few seconds it was clear that this was a losing battle for Tara. "Uncle!" The girl squealed.



"Uncle who?" Willow had pinned Tara's hands above her head.



"Uncle Ralph who works at a gas station?" Tara asked.



At that point both girls had cracked up laughing rolling around on the ground. They stopped to lay on their sides; facing eachother.



"I was jealous" Willow whispered after a few seconds of comfortable silence.



"W-what?" Tara asked, though she understood what Willow meant.



"I hated the fact someone got there before I did..." Willow whispered looking down at a blade of grass.



Tara searched for Willows' eyes "So did I..."



They smiled at eachother both girls very aware they'd never been this close before...



"Guys? What's-?" Buffy wasn't a very smart or perceptive girl but she wasn't stupid, so she didn't finish asking a question she already knew the answer to. Instead she turned around and ran away as quickly as her feet could carry her...which was quick.



"Buff, wait!" Willow said as her and Tara got up off the ground, but it was hopeless.



"W-we should-" Tara spoke up.



"No," Willow turned to her, "I'm her best friend...if anyone should it's me..."



"You'd better um...go then I guess." Tara said, wishing she could rewind time to just a few seconds ago.



"Yeah," Willow pulled Tara in for a much too short hug and a sweet kiss on the cheek, "Tommorow?" she asked and Tara nodded, "Always."



***************************

"Buff?" Willow asked quietly, sitting down on the swing next to her best friend. She found Buffy at the park where she knew the girl would be.



"In one day I've been ditched and dumped and I wish betrayed started with a 'D' so I can make a cute little rhyme out of my teenage trauma."



"I-it wouldn't be a rhyme...it'd be alliteration...and you could always use deceived except-"



"Will? Severely missing the point much?"



"Sorry."



"Why didn't you tell me you liked her?" Buffy asked after a while.



"Well...'cause..." Willow frowned, "I dunno I guess."



"I would've gotten it you know? I would have stepped off."



"But you liked her too..."



"Yeah, in a hot chick Buffy like, kinda way...simple hot girl I like kind of like...you like Tara in a complicated way" Buffy looked down at the ground frowning, "and if I were a better friend I would have noticed a long time ago that you did..."



"No! Buffy...*I'm* the bad friend here...I-I stole your date-"



"No you didn't...you can't have 'cause I never had one, I didn't have a date at lunch and I didn't have a date when I picked Tara up at her door and I *really* didn't have a date when you guys popped up at the theater which I'm starting to suspect wasn't ever really an accident..."



They both laughed.



"Look Will...it's high school and girls are gonna come and girls are gonna go but the Will/Buff friendship is forever...right?"



"Right." Willow smiled brightly happy to see Buffy was taking this so well..."So...you're not mad at all...really?"



"Nah...Tara kept trying to tell me now that I think about it...I thought she was being regular ol' shy Tara...pretty dumb huh? I just hope things aren't weird on Monday."



"Don't worry Buffy everything's all cleared up now..."



"Except for one thing..." Buffy smirked



"What?"



"Are Willow and Tara sitting up in a Willow tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G'in?"



Willow snorted "No....not yet" she added quietly.



But Buffy still caught it, "Not yet huh? Way to go Willster!"



"I better go home" Willow said after a while.



"Yeah me too..." Buffy said.



"I guess this is goodbye then huh?..." Willow asked.



"Yeah I guess so..." Buffy said, "Later..." as she watched Willow walking away she looked thoughtful for a second then stopped her, "Hey Will!"



"Yeah?" Willow turned around to see Buffy holding her arms out to her.



"C'mere."



And the two friends shared a sweet 'let's-never-fight-again' hug.



"I love you Wills" Buffy said.



"I love you too Buff."



"Hey Will?"



"Yeah Buff?"



"Is there a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?"



"Huh?" Willow asked as she reached inside her pants pocket. "Oh...it's just Xanders' ju-ju bees."



"Oh" Buffy said.



There was a brief pause.



Then Willows' eyes widened in realization, "Oh my God! We forgot about Xander!"

















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Re: Update

Postby WickedReds » Thu Sep 23, 2004 8:09 pm

just one thing

Quote:
Is there a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?


:lmao :rofl :lmao :rofl :lmao :rofl



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut :banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

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