Rating: I’m rating it as an ‘R’, sexual content, don’t come crying to me if the words start offending you
Copyright Disclaimer: Joss, Mutant Enemy, and whoever else takes loving characters and toys with them. Well I’m playing with em too! But in a much nicer way
Notes: Juts something I kind of put together overnight. This part shows a few missing scenes in my head from Entropy, just something that could have happened.
The word ‘death’ is so final. “DEATH” Say it once and let the word roll off your tongue, how do you feel? “DEATH”, what do you feel? Should it be screamed? Should we laugh about it when no other emotion seems necessary? Should we cry, wail, hurt, throw things? Death is loud, death is deafening. But as I stand among the living I realize how quiet she is, she is silenced, unspoken.
Death is a stillness that settles over the living, remains a memory and vanishes. Not from our minds or hearts, but she disappears. Leaving the door ajar just an inch or so, so she can peer in on us from time to time…
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…Sometimes all I see is you… At all moments of the day, it’s your voice, your image that gets trapped in my head and drowns me slowly. These past few months we have been apart seem like a few lifetimes. I would trade anything to get back the time we lost, but it was time we needed because we got so lost. Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, walking away from you was the most painful. We needed time, we had some, and I can’t stand to be away from you another minute. That’s why walking back into your life the other night and taking you in my arms was the easiest thing I’ve ever done. We fit together so perfectly, like little salt and peppershakers, we both bring something different to the table, but it works. I love you with all my heart, loving you was never the issue….
Tara stopped writing and glanced over where Willow was sound asleep. 'She’s so beautiful and innocent when she’s sleeping', she thought. Putting down her letter, she slid underneath the covers and pressed up against her lover’s body. It had been a long day for both of them, finding one another after the months of separation, the months of heartache. Then it had been so simple, seeing each other after class, a coffee date, letting down all the logical barriers of why they shouldn’t be together, and coming to the only realization of why they should be together, they shared something that no one could touch. “Trust has to be built… and can we just skip it? Can you just be kissing me now?” Tara thought those words over and over, and it wasn’t the little speech that scared her, it was putting herself out for Willow, hoping that the redhead would want to be back together, always that nagging fear in the back of her mind. She reached up and kissed Willow’s temple, whispering a quiet “I love you” into the soft red locks.
“Tara….” Willow mumbled in her sleep.
“Shhh baby, go back to sleep” She softly rubbed her hand down Willow’s back, making little circles along her shoulders. “You need to save up some energy for tomorrow” she giggled softly.
“Mivix…” Willow babbled, slowly turning around, her eyes fluttering open to Tara’s amused smile. “What?” Willow asked still half asleep.
“What’s a Mivix sweetie?” Tara started giggling a little bit louder.
“I said Vixen, not that other word that you think I said, because I would never say a word, such as that word, that you think I said.” Willow mumble through her explanation.
“Mmmmm, I love you.”
“With all your heart?” The redhead asked hopefully.
“With my entire being.” Tara answered honestly.
“Mmmmm, I like that answer.” Willow moved in for a quick kiss on Tara’s lips. “What have you been doing up? Don’t think I didn’t noticed the entire lack of missing Tara heat.” She pouted, as such curled her body up against Tara.
Tara pointed off to the nightstand where her letter had been resting, “I’ve been writing. It’s busy in here tonight.” She pointed to her head and smiled. “But only good things.”
“Oh, I like the good things” Willow started to get up and reach for the letter. “Can I read it? Pretty please, with lots of sugary goodness.”
Tara quickly pinned the redhead’s arms down and smiled at her girlfriend, “You can read it later….” She said at she kissed along Willow’s neck.
“Mmmm, are there Willow related parts?”
“It’s safe to say there’s a bit of Willow plot in there…. But first I’ve got to take care of some other stuff that’s on my mind, and well, since your up…” She nibbled into Willow’s skin, slowly moving down from her shoulder to meet the soft sensitive skin that was Willow’s breast. Tracing around the already hard nipple, Tara moved her kisses just an inch or so away from where Willow wanted it. Licking her lips Tara moved in on the nipple and softly licked until it was completely wet. She moved away for a second to inspect her work, “yes that’ll do” she said, pleased with herself. Moving back in, she moved her mouth just a fraction away from the hard wet bud, almost making contact, but keeping a hair’s distance away. She slowly started blowing out cool air, and then a nice warm breath, varying between the two over and over again.
“Ummm, Tara?” Willow asked starting to fidget, not really sure what her girlfriend was doing.
As soon as the words left Willow’s mouth, Tara’s tongue snaked out quickly and flicked across the hard bud, catching the redhead off guard, and bringing out a soft moan.
“Don’t move.” Tara whispered. Flicking her tongue out quickly again at the nipple. She continued this for a few minutes, which seemed like years to Willow. Tara looked up into Willow’s eyes and smiled sending little shockwaves down the redhead’s body. Just as Willow was about to sit up and pull Tara to her, Tara’s mouth swooped down and captured the nipple between her teeth pulling and teasing, bringing a beautiful moan from Willow’s lips.
“Don’t move baby,” Tara giggled as she slowly started moving down on Willow’s body….
well that's it for now.Edited by: Jennypeas at: 5/14/02 7:32:59 am
There was something about it that was just very sexy. Loved it. 
