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 Post subject: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Wed Jul 17, 2002 3:45 pm 
Normally I post complete stories, but this is so long I decided to split it into five parts. I will post the next part on Sunday, assuming my computer cooperates.



This starts out a bit slow, but builds in speed as it goes along so I hope that you bear with me.



Author: Garner

Email: Garner502@yahoo.com

Feedback: Positive or negative, it’s always appreciated.

Distribution: Go ahead and post this where you want. I would like to know where though as I probably don’t know about the site and may want to go there.

Spoilers: Well, if you haven’t watched the end of season sucks, then good for you. This alludes to Tara’s death and that’s about it for spoilers.

Rating: PG-13 with a bit of creepiness, hopefully.

Pairing: W/T forever!

Disclaimer: The characters are Joss Whedon’s, somehow, and ME’s, even though they’ve tried very hard to break them. I have no right to any of them and make no money on this whatsoever. The Lovecraftian races and names are not mine either and belong to H.P. Lovecraft or his estate or whatever.

Summary: Willow and Tara get a letter from an old friend and take a trip to the mountains to go help her, and Willow tries to adjust to being with Tara again. This is a Lovecraftian horror story so it might be a bit unsettling near the end, if I did things right, but not unhappy or overly dark, really! (maybe?)

Note: This fic assumes that the events of season sucks actually did happen, but that someone in ME got a clue and there was some sort of reset which occurred in the finale which returned Tara to life and which no-one is entirely clear over what happened. It assumes therefore that Tara is alive, that Willow did not need to go to England for dark magic detox, and that everything at the end of SR and beyond never happened. I wrote about half of this before the season ended and unfortunately didn’t finish till it was over. Written May-July 2002.





                                        Those That Feed



Part 1



        I originally decided to keep these journals so I could keep a record of all my time with the most fabulous, wonderful, amazing, spectacular, incredible, unbelievable, marvelous (heheh, you get the idea, but she does that to me, opens the inner recesses of my heart and out gushes every superlative I can think of. It’s either that or just cry for the sheer joy of knowing she exists and that she’s mine as much as I’m hers.) woman ever created. Today, for example, Tara made all of us her famous pancakes. Dawn got funny shapes while Buffy and I got rounds. She really is all the things I wrote above and so much more. To think that I almost lost her not so long ago. Even now I shudder, my hands go clammy and my heart seizes up like a computer with improper code. Without her I would cease to operate.



        That’s why I’m restarting these entries. I don’t want to forget any part of my life with her. Already I’ve missed almost a year of time we’ve spent together. Well, I suppose it wasn’t a full year. After Buffy’s death I just didn’t have the time or inclination to keep this up to date. After that, well, let’s just say I was too wrapped up in the magic to pay any attention to "trivialities" like a journal. Forgive the shaky script here, my own idiocy almost cost me everything: my friends, Dawn, and most importantly Tara. She doesn’t know this but sometimes I dream that I’m still in the throes of Rack’s magic and that she never did come back, that I’m truly alone. I wake with the need so great that I almost cry out. I don’t know what I would do if she weren’t beside me. I realize I’m supposed to be strong and have conquered this on my own, but if I’m honest, and I lied enough to myself before to do so now, I don’t think I could do it without her. She makes it all worthwhile. After what I did to her I deserve the occasional moments of pain, and probably a great deal worse. I’d endure it a hundred times over if it meant I could wake every morning with her face cuddled up on my shoulder and her soft breath caressing my cheek.



        While she was gone, she left me because I used magic on her not just once but twice. My brains must have leaked out my ears, I still can’t believe I did that. Anyway, during the time she was gone I felt there was no reason to keep a diary. After we finally made up things began to get so right again, but, well, strange stuff happened and I just didn’t think of it. So now I’m all resolution girl to record everything I can. Besides, I think we’re going to go on a trip! Just Tara and me. We’ll finally have a little time alone, well sortof, but at least we’ll be together, away from the Hellmouth. I’m really looking forward to it. I mean, it should give us a chance to really reconnect. Put the past, OK, my thoughtless stupidity, behind us. It’ll take a bit of work to redefine where we stand; her using of magic and me not being able to. I don’t expect her to stop just because of me nor would I want her to give it all up. I don’t care how hard it is, I’ll adjust.



        So, the trip thing. Tara got a letter from one of the girls that used to be in the Wiccan group, Jessica Martins. We haven’t seen a lot of her lately, well, I haven’t at least. Still, she doesn’t hang with Caitlin’s crowd which means she must have some sense. Tara showed me the letter so I think I’ll just include it here. It’s kinda strange.



        Tara, (& Willow too if you’ve really made up)



        I know that we aren’t that close and I have no right to ask anything of you, but after what you and Willow did to save us from Morrigan, I can’t think of anyone else I should turn to. I’m on a archeological field survey with Professor Akeley and a couple graduate students. We’re testing some new Ground Penetrating Radar equipment and software. Our version is lighter and more mobile than the SR 2100 and able to penetrate almost 100 meters into rock formations, while the old one just worked on flat compact soil. The professor thinks the new unit will also work in much more rugged terrain and is testing it by trying to find caves in the Sierras not far from Sunnydale. The area we’re looking at is a weird bowl shaped depression with a bunch of rocks laced with a strange metallic alloy. It hasn’t seemed to interfere with the radar per se, but it’s like we’re in a small meteor crater. Only Linda Hsiu, our geologist, says that the evidence doesn’t support a meteor strike. Anyway the GPR is quite advanced and this is its first field test and it could be a real break for me to be involved in the project.



        Now here’s the part Willow would be interested in, the programming allows us to go from raw data to slice images so quick it can be done in the field and further processing will give a much clearer 3D image than previously obtainable. It’s the real advance Professor Akeley has made and we’re still testing and refining the code. I’d bet she’d be able help out with that even though she doesn’t know anything about archeology. Best of all, the whole process is noninvasive and so there is no damage to the site or the environment. Even ancient burial grounds or other sacred places can be examined without disturbing any of the remains.



        The reason I feel the need to ask you for help is twofold. First, there has been a lot of accidents and unusual mishaps with the computers and machinery. CDs have mysteriously become corrupted or blank, harddrives have been wiped clean, electrical problems of all sorts occurs, for example faulty wiring caused shorts and damage to the GPR. All have necessitated getting spare parts sent from UCS. Some of these have even failed to arrive. I’m not saying someone is trying to sabotage us, but it seems to me like some sort of hex or curse was cast on us. I would swear that one night I saw some of the equipment glowing a pale purple and the very next day nothing worked properly. Maybe I’m just jumping at shadows, but it just doesn’t seem natural. I’ve tried a little blessing to the Goddess, but it doesn’t seem to do anything or maybe I’m doing it wrong. You’re so much better at that sort of thing than me.



        And then there are the runes we found on several round disk like pieces of stone. They were in one of the caves the professor has been delving into, which we found with the use of the GPR. They are perfectly round and were carved without leaving any chisel or tool markings. For something that seems to be thousands of years old, this is very disturbing. Who could have made them? They certainly seem like nothing primitive man could have done. Whatever their origin, could they be witch runes containing some sort of curse? Or perhaps they kept something sealed within the mountain, like how we bound Morrigan?



        You may also have noticed that so far this June has been unusually and oppressively hot. We’ve had a great many lightning storms up here and I’m certain they spilled over onto the coast as well. The odd weather certainly has everyone on edge and contributes to the unnatural atmosphere.



        Maybe I’m just a big scardy cat. It could be that after the fright of seeing a real goddess and magic I’m seeing things that aren’t there. I wouldn’t blame you if you decided to ignore me, but I hope not for I have saved the worst for last.



        Last night I decided that I would stay awake all night and watch over the machinery. Now we already have a tech who has been staying with it, but I figured an extra set of eyes couldn’t hurt.



        So, I went towards the large tent containing the delicate equipment and hid amongst the rocks. Nothing unusual happened at first and I will confess that I dozed off after a while. However, something startled me out of my sleep sometime after the waning moon set. At first I thought it was just a breeze, but as I looked around I noticed that there was no wind. Yet I distinctly heard a noise like rushing air, and then came the sound of a monstrous flapping. Yes, I write monstrous because it was slow, irregular and must have been many times larger than any bird I’ve ever heard. Still, I saw nothing and the wind does have a way of sounding peculiar high in the mountains where there are numerous crags and outcroppings not to mention brush and pines to catch in. At least that’s the impression of a city girl like myself.



        Since the noise soon quieted I settled back and tried to stay alert. After a short time I swear that I heard the sounds of two people conversing over by the tent. One voice was that of the tech Philip, but the other was strange. It had a buzzing quality to it and almost seemed nonhuman though I couldn’t be certain. Both voices were very low and it could just have been two people whispering.



        I carefully got up and tried to sneak closer to them, in order to get a better listen to what was being said, but I must have dislodged some loose pebbles. Before I knew it there came a great buffeting and Philip was shouting, "Who’s there?"



        There was no sign of anyone else with him and he said he had been talking to himself while trying to fix one of the computers.



        Maybe he was possessed or something? Does that sort of thing happen? I can’t explain it but I felt a great sense of dread throughout the whole experience.



        I would greatly appreciate it if you could come up here and set my fears to rest. Bring Willow along if you two have finally patched things up. At the worst it would be a short weekend in the mountains and a chance to get away from Sunnydale. I will gladly pay any travel expenses or anything else you need. The peace of mind I’ll get from having you here will make up for the cost.



        I hope that you will be able to get away and come up here. Either way, please write me back. Thanks,



        Jessica





        It’s some letter. I couldn’t really remember that much about Jessica or which one of the Wiccan group she was so I asked Tara and her description was, "the sorta short one with the mousy brown crinkley hair. She usually wears it in a ponytail, dresses in baggy clothes, lots of earth tones."



        I still didn’t recall her and said so. Tara added that she had a bit of an attitude and probably paid too much attention to what her parents thought. I must have given her my put off look because she quirked her eyebrow at me and confessed that after the Morrigan incident she did change a bit. My heart sunk and I wondered if she found religion.



        Tara equivocated saying she switched her major to archeology because she thought there was obviously a lot of information about ancient cultures that needed to be brought to light. She took a lot of folklore and anthropology courses as well.



        "Did she give up Wicca then?" I continued the inquiry.



        "No. She felt she could better follow the Goddess if she learned the ancient forms of worship. I don't think she really got into magic, though." Here my girl got a little quieter and more hesitant. "While we were separated I w-went to the meetings fairly often. I needed someone to hang out with and they were all so grateful." She looked down like she used to and said, "They were really supportive."



        I took her hand and gently stroked that beautiful blonde hair. I wanted her to know it was all right and that I would never blame her for making friends outside of the scoobies. I said as much and added, "I know I hurt you and if they helped than I’d thankfully thank them. You could’ve kept on hating me, become bitter and resentful, or even just left. I’ll never begrudge you any friends you might’ve made. All that matters is that we’re together and that I love you."

        She did the quivery lip thing she sometimes does when she’s close to tears and so I kissed her and held her and for awhile nothing else really did matter.



        Afterwards I told her that the letter sounded a little strange and Jessica seemed pretty freaked out. I didn’t think it would hurt to go up and have a look around and I really did want to see the mountains. Besides if a friend of hers was in trouble maybe we could help out.



        Tara thought we should discuss it with Buffy first and I agreed. Since she was at work we had to wait till later to bring up the matter so we used the time to look into local legends and folklore to try and see if there was anything peculiar about the region.



        As it turned out there was some interesting stuff to be found. It seems that there have been sightings of large bats up in that stretch of the mountains for ages. Even the Spanish remarked on it when they ruled California. Native Americans called it Black Bat Mountain and believed the creatures were supposed to only come out during the new moon or after it had set. There are no records of disappearances or anything like that, but it has been noticed that technology sometimes acts all wonky there. Compass needles spin wildly and occasionally cars stop for no reason. It’s not even as consistent as someplace like the Bermuda triangle, though it does seem to be linked to the phase of the moon. Maybe there’s some strange metal ore present from a meteor.



        Whatever the case, we ambushed Buffy with the information at dinner. (Tara made me help with spaghetti and I didn’t even burn the noodles or anything!)



        Little miss slayer was all "You sure you two didn’t make this up to go on a romantic camping trip? It sounds pretty farfetched."



        "They’re certainly fetching far afield," Dawn chimed in. "I think it’s just so we don’t hear the moaning."



        "Dawn," Buffy and I protested while Tara got the most lovely blush.



        Our little Dawnie must be taking lessons from Anya. She’s certainly growing up so quickly. She’ll probably be dating regularly soon too. Hah, that’ll give Buffy fits for sure.



        Eventually she did allow that Jessica sounded scared and that it wouldn’t hurt us to go up there after all. She’s right though, this should be fun and I can’t wait to get Tara alone under a clear mountain night. Maybe I’ll sneak along a few of those scented candles she likes. We’ll rent a car tomorrow morning first thing and then head up. It shouldn’t take more than a couple hours, max. I have the route all planned out.



        Tara was pretty worried last night. She didn’t think I noticed, but I did. She must really care for Jessica. I asked her about it this morning while we lay together.



        "After I l-left I spent a lota sleepless nights crying and feeling miserable," Tara told me. "I felt angry and betrayed. I was so confused it seemed like my life was over and nothing else would ever matter again."



        I rolled to face her and held her tightly in my arms. Even now, this long after, it still upset her. I kissed her soft cheeks and wished that it hadn’t happened, that I wasn’t the cause of what she was feeling. I remember how I felt when Oz left and to know I inflicted that on Tara...Goddess, I vow that will NEVER happen again. I’ll never be the source of such misery and anguish ever again, I swear it.



        After a bit she went on, "Jessica was the only one who noticed that something was wrong. She finally cornered me and let me know that if I needed anything, someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, she was there. Oh, Will it was so hard and she really did help."



        "Why does it seem like there’s an unhappy but about to but in?" I asked.



        "She started seeing one of the anthropology grad students and she sorta dropped out of sight. She was never in and we didn’t get together much after that."



        Tara’s regret was obvious and I tried to ease her remembered pain as much as possible, and maybe once again try and make up for what I put her through. I don’t know if it helped but it sure felt good!



        Later we packed enough stuff for a couple days and on the way out Dawn made us promise to call later that night and tell her what we found, to which Buffy wholeheartedly agreed. She drove us to the rental place and we got a nice little sporty two door sedan kinda thing. Maybe Xander would know what type it was, but all I cared was that it had four wheels and a nifty blue color.



        The trip itself was pleasant and passed quickly. Tara and I talked about the future while I drove. At some point we’re going to graduate and who knows what we’ll do then. I want to be with her and she wants to be with me and that means finding something here in Sunnydale. I shouldn’t have a problem getting computer consulting work or something like that, but I’m not sure what Tara will do. She expressed interest in graduate school and maybe either teaching at UCS or getting an education degree. It’s weird thinking of her teaching high school. She never would’ve even considered that just a few years ago.



        Goddess it was great just to be able to relax and talk like we used to. None of that tension or awkwardness over the past or are we going to start seeing each other again. Not even the pressure of some big bad that has to be stopped or the world ends. Sometimes I forget how unusual our lives really are, how much we have to sacrifice to assist Buffy. Not that I would give it up or want to stop. We help too many people and I really believe that Buffy needs us for support, even if we do kinda get in the way at times. She knows she can rely on us and we’ll be there to back her up no matter what.



        Tara has never been to the mountains and really enjoyed the ascent. It is beautiful, all the green leaves, the fresh growth and none of that brown dried out look we sometimes get later in the summer. She gazed out the window with a fascination I haven’t seen in her before. Maybe we need to do something like this more often. I suppose I should remember she is a country girl and from the look on her face I think she misses the outdoors. Damn, if I had been thinking I would have packed a picnic basket and we could have eaten on the mountainside on the way up. She would have enjoyed that. Something to file away and remember.



        I would have thought it’d be cooler as we neared the summit, but that didn’t seem to be the case. Of course it was getting a bit past noon. As we neared the research site we were both struck by the sudden change in the landscape. Where before there were tall pine trees, brush and sections of tall grass amongst the rocks jutting from the ground, as we neared the top and continued on the dirt road we saw an entirely different scene. The few trees that stood were thin and scraggly looking, almost like giant versions of Charlie Brown’s poor Christmas tree. The brush was much lighter also and seemed to be lower to the ground, more like creeping vines than proper bushes. Mostly there were lots of rocks. Some were giant boulders, some were smaller and scattered about, and by and large the ground was sheets of stone worn smooth by the wind and time with maybe pebbles and a bit of dirt covering them like a thin old blanket with more bare patches than material. The oddest thing was that though the mountain did continue up on both sides and there was a ridge some ways off, we were now descending a very shallow bowl like area that looked like it had been scooped out with a giant ice-cream scoop.



        The road ran along the edge of the depression and off over the ridge, but we could catch a few glimpses of a small collection of green tents and SUVs off to our left near the other side of the hollow probably a good couple of miles off. I didn’t think our poor sedan would make it across the rough terrain and so it looked like we would have to hike it. I parked the car off the road beside a large boulder.



        When we got out and started gathering our stuff we noticed that it was still very warm and that there was an odd feel about the area. The air was heavy and smelled moist like before a thunderstorm, though there were only a few heavy clouds about. Tara mentioned noticing an odd odor that I hadn’t been able to quite vocalize myself. It seemed kinda metallic. There wasn’t much in the way of a breeze to lighten things either.



        While closing the trunk Tara wished that she could see the aura of locations like she could people.



        "I bet this place’s is unusual," was her comment.



        We began walking across the rock strewn depression towards the distant tents. The ground was hard, mostly sheets of rock, though bits of soil covered some areas where the thin scraggly brushes grew. It was hot and we each carried a duffel of clothes, toiletries, herbs and other necessities over our shoulders.



        I suggested that maybe Tara should do a sensing. Get an idea what the land feels like or perhaps try looking on the astral plane. If Jessica was right about some sort of hex or curse being on their project than maybe Tara could detect it and give us someplace to start.



        Tara made her cute scrunchy face that makes me want to hold her and cover her face with kisses and wondered, "You think there might be some angry spirits?"



        "Could be," I said and took her hand. "But if so you’ll have them singing and dancing in no time."



        "The hills are alive with the sound of spirits?" She joked and we both laughed.



        It felt so good to hear her laughing freely and without any hesitancy or inhibitions. After the troubles between us it still feels like sometimes she’s holding back. Waiting for the other shoe to drop and me to give back in to the craving. That isn’t going to happen but I can’t blame her for it. I don't even think she does so consciously. I hurt her very deeply and that’ll take time to heal. If I still used magic we could resynchronize ourselves and put all this in the past once and for all.



        Oh, it’d be so easy. Let the magic course through us, her breathing in rhythm with mine, then feel our thoughts, our souls start to reconnect. It’d be powerful, profound and nearly transcendent in its beauty. The barriers between us would start to fall and then disappear. Goddess, I’d finally have her back entirely. She’d know that I was completely, desperately, hers and fully comprehend the depth of my regret, my sorrow and my love. It’d be so easy.



        And yet it can’t happen. I won’t allow it to occur, no matter how much I might wish it could. I’d lose Tara’s confidence, assuming she’d even consent to doing such a ritual in the first place. Magic may have brought us together, but it also drove us apart. Well, OK that was mostly me but it was the magic as well. I get a second chance to be with the person I love most in life and I won’t let anything jeopardize that ever again. How many people don’t even get a single chance?



        I noticed as we picked our way towards the campsite that some of the boulders had splotches of darker rock that almost seemed metallic if the sun caught it the right way. I let go of Tara and looked more closely at one of the veins. It was almost black and slightly porous with a faint hint of metal in its smoothness. I raised my hand and lightly touched it.



        A great rushing dizziness came over me as if I were falling and spinning at the same time. The hair on the back of my neck rose and I felt like some unseen wind swept through me and I shuddered, suddenly chilled. For a brief moment I saw nothing but blackness striated with thin, erratic trails of white.



        I must have either cried out or looked like I was going to topple over because the next thing I knew I was being supported from behind and Tara’s anxious voice filled my ears telling me she had me and asking if I was all right.



        I tried a Xander-esque quip like, "You don’t get that sort of reaction from touching a rock everyday," but Tara was so obviously worried and concerned as she checked my forehead and stroked my cheek that I couldn’t maintain the facade. I told her what happened though it had been so brief that I wasn’t really sure exactly what I had felt.



        I suggested touching it again to verify the sensation but she was reluctant since she said I looked like I was ready to pass out and had actually started to topple over. Her swift reaction was the only thing that saved me from a bump on the noggin or rear end.



        Still, I was very curious and it didn’t seem to hurt me that much and she would be right there to catch me again if anything happened. I must’ve been persuasive because she finally relented but the whole argument was moot as the event proved to be anticlimactic; nothing happened. Maybe it was just the sun and heat like she said? I doubt it. we’ve joined Buffy on patrol on hotter days and I’ve exerted myself more, but you never know. I was hungry and that might have had something to do with it. Since Tara expressed wanting to eat as well we picked up our stuff and continued on.



End Part 1



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 Post subject: Re: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Wed Jul 17, 2002 4:39 pm 
Wow! Great start, Garner. This looks to be a very interesting and intriguing story. I really like all the insights we're getting with Willow's POV. :)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica



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 Post subject: Re: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Wed Jul 17, 2002 6:17 pm 
mmmm very intriguing with the ominous letter pleading for assistance and the title you've put on this peice...



the options of what is within the rock and/or held within this location are endless and so far the build up is lovely...



bravo... kathleen

"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

To The Land of The RainbowWriters



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 Post subject: Re: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Wed Jul 17, 2002 6:38 pm 
Great Goddess Garner!!!!



What a fantastic beginning! I'm impressed.



The writing style's so tight, and well plotted out. I especially like how well you've captured Willow's intellect AND wimsy. Writing in first person with other people's character's is always a risk, but I think you've hit the right tone.



I can't wait to see where you take this, and look forward to coming along for the ride.



Be well, buddy - keep up the wonderful work,

D

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TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

ANYA: With yoga?



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 Post subject: Re: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Fri Jul 19, 2002 12:30 pm 
I'm glad that you all seem to be able to handle my attempts at a first person Willow perspective. That was something that fits the Lovecraftian style but which it took me a while to feel comfortable with. It is a perspective so far from my own. I really do hope that it worked.



Things should build a bit more in the next piece.



Garner





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 Post subject: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Fri Jul 19, 2002 1:43 pm 
Awsome start Garner, I can't wait to see the next update, I hope that it's soon. You Rock.

Much Love,

Lisa

"Staring at the cracks in the walls, 'Cos I'm waiting for it all, to come to an end." ~Pink


Must I dream and Always see your face.~ Jeff Buckley "Last goodbye"



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 Post subject: Re: New Fic - Those That Feed
PostPosted: Fri Jul 19, 2002 2:19 pm 
Fantastic update. As Lisa -- I think it was her -- said, writing in the first person is always risky but you've really captured Willow.



One question. Willow said that she cast magick on Tara twice. Was the first time the... oh, you mean the Tabula Rosa? But she didn't mean to do that to her. I guess that would be counted though. Dumb me.



I lied. Bobos Mum said that. Sorry!



Gem

Tara: There's just so much to work through... and can you just be kissing me now?

Edited by: Miss1234Kitty at: 7/21/02 8:24:12 am


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 Post subject: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 12:43 am 
Here it is Sunday, technically, and time for the next installment. I will post Part 3 on Weds. This part is a bit of character introduction and build up but after it things start to move much faster.



Miss1234Kitty, don't be down on yourself at all, I did indeed count the memory spell in TR, remember Willow did wash Buffy and Tara to forget what had happened. Now if I could just get someone to do same spell on me regarding season sucks.... :)



       



Part Two



        The rest of the journey to the archaeological campsite was quiet and uneventful. It took another twenty minutes or so and we were both sweating and little flushed by the time we got there.



        Seven tents were pitched in an area that had more soil and less rock. A couple of the forlorn pines stood guard off to the right with three of the shelters scattered under them. The others were dispersed off to the left amidst some of the smaller boulders. In the center was a firepit and nearby a pavilion style tent covered a couple card tables and some folding chairs where several people were sitting.



        As we approached we saw a middle aged man in khaki shorts and shirt wearing boots and white socks. He was medium height and build with longish brown hair. He had a full round face enhanced by a short, neatly trimmed beard. He was going over some printouts and making marks on them with a red pen. Jessica sat beside him on a canvass chair disinterestedly eating a sandwich and chips. She wore jeans, a yellow T-shirt and her hair was pulled into a ponytail and thrust through the back of her ballcap.



        The two others sitting at the card tables were also younger and probably students. They wore jeans and T-shirts. One was shorter than the older man and much thicker while the second was tall, lanky and had longish blonde hair. Both stopped eating, got up and came out to greet us.



        The taller boy introduced himself as Steve, said the shorter was Ed, and indicated that the man was Michael Tillinghast, their computer expert. I recalled that Tara had said the guy Jessica had started seeing was Steve and wondered if this was the same person. Then I wondered what happened to Philip? Wasn’t he the computer tech Jessica had written about? Steve also told us that Professor Akeley and Linda were in the computer tent making last minute adjustments for this afternoon’s scans. Jessica finally got up and greeted us in her deep voice and made the usual inquiries about the drive and finding the place. She briefly took my hand and I got the same chill I felt from the metallic rock, though nowhere near as disorienting and of even shorter duration if that is possible.



        OK, so I may have felt a teensy weensy flash of something when Tara set her bag down and gave her friend a quick hug hello. I don't think it was jealousy, exactly. In any case as soon as they parted Tara swayed and then dropped to the ground. I cried out her name and quickly knelt beside her. She seemed pale and her breathing came heavy and unsteadily for a moment. I eased her head into my lap and stroked her brow.



        Whatever I may have felt earlier about Jessica she more than made up for it by grabbing a pitcher of ice water off a table and carefully trickling a little bit on Tara’s face. She sputtered and her eyes fluttered open and looked up into mine. She had such a dazed and lost look on her face that my eyes grew heavy with unshed tears and without thinking I bent down and kissed her forehead a couple of times.



        Now its not like I’m ashamed of being gay or being in love with such a perfect woman, but it sometimes embarrasses her when I make public displays of affection affectionately. I did look up sheepishly, most likely with reddened cheeks, but no-one made anything of it. They were all concerned and asking if Tara was OK and Mr. Tillinghast even produced a first aid kit, though Tara said she felt all right now and nothing seemed damaged.



        Jessica observed that it took a little while to get used to the thinner air up here and that combined with the heat it was no wonder Tara felt a little faint. She added that the same thing happened to her the first day as well.



        We took places under the pavilion and one of the guys brought us some sodas and sandwiches. While we ate and rested Steve and Mr. Tillinghast took turns telling us a bit more about the project and their recent progress, with Jessica only occasionally interjecting a comment.



        It seems that they’ve had less problems lately with the machinery. Mr. Tillinghast thinks that it must have been something to do with the heat and an excessive buildup of static due to the mineral content of the area. They usually get storms each evening just around sundown and there is a lot of lightning that lingers quite a while after the actual rain stops. A simple de-ionizer solved the situation.



        At this point I had to ask what happened to the previous tech? They all sort of looked down and no-one spoke for a moment and then Steve finally said that he had become very agitated, felt that someone was always watching him or talking to him, and had requested to be dropped from the team. Mr. Tillinghast, he said to call him Michael, had come up just a couple days ago and took his place.



        However, the good news was that the Ground Penetrating Radar now worked better than expected. They discovered that there are several chambers and seemingly extensive tunneling underneath the entire concavity. At that point I looked at Tara and I think the same thought crossed our minds: ‘Great, just like Sunnydale where underground caverns are oh so happy!’



        At this point an older man who must be Professor Akeley walked stiffly into the shade of the pavilion. He was dressed in long tan pants, white shirt and similarly tan long sleeved jacket and white gloves. He had on hiking boots and a wide brimmed hat above wraparound sunglasses. his face was covered by thick sunblock cream. Steve introduced us and him and explained that the professor had a very bad case of sunburn and was having a bit of a problem moving about. Steve mentioned that he was just telling us about the tunnels they had found.



        The older man awkwardly settled himself in one of the chairs. I have to admit that a strange and oddly unsettling odor wafted over from him. He greeted us in a voice that wasn’t much more than a high pitched whisper that had a sort of trilling sound to it. He elaborated that the subterranean passages showed indications of being from an ancient civilization, one that perhaps even predates man. He seemed positively excited at the idea of some sort of alien race having come to earth and possibly even started a small colony here.



        I must have looked doubtful because he went on to explain about the glyphs on the round stone tablets stacked in rings which they had found along with those on other strange sheets of metal. These all indicated some written language existed prior to the earliest record of human writing.



        I immediately thought of what Giles had hinted at some time ago, that humans weren’t necessarily the first ones on earth, that it might have been a sort of demon dimension and that the inhabitants of the proto-earth were probably none too friendly. Poking around in a possible demon nest, no matter how old and seemingly unused, is very high on the unfun list. But how was I to convince the Professor of this or that it might be much worse than he thinks and he should stop without revealing how I came by this information?



        I asked if they had explored any of the tunnels below and he replied that they had done some preliminary examinations and come up with several curiosities, but that they wanted to get a better map of them before going further. When he spoke of exploring below his head bobbed up and down and his voice became more animated. I definitely got the impression that he was both excited and fearful at the same time.



        In any case he seemed to have some inkling of what I was thinking and observed that though there may be a bit of danger from devices that we couldn’t fathom, the potential benefits were great.



        “Just think of the knowledge we could uncover. Why there could be no end of astronomical information, maybe records of early life here, scientific data on their mode of travel or propulsion. Even the culture of these strange beings would be fascinating to delve into. What strange ways they must have had. What drove them to come here, how did they live and what did they worship?” Here I swear he rubbed his hands in a strange way that brought images of Ms. French to mind. Where before he sat stiffly, mostly immobile and almost lectured, now he grew very animated and gestured wildly. “Indeed what Gods would a spacefaring race that had seen things we couldn’t dream of conceive? Entities of such magnificence and yet cosmic otherness so bizarre as to defy description.”



        Tara and I looked at each other and both raised an eyebrow. We wondered about the sanity of Professor Akeley and if perhaps he hadn’t already uncovered something he shouldn’t have.



        Tara was about to ask if we could see any of the stuff he had discovered, or at least I believe that would have been her question, but the professor interrupted with a short high laugh and said that we must think he was some Chariot of the Gods nutcase going on about alien races and such. He admitted it was all speculative and without some good hard evidence it was all moot.



        “However girls,” he equivocated. “I am not talking about crop circles or strange patterns only visible from the air. What is beneath us could be a major find and only time will ascertain what we have found.”



        With that he shuffled off saying something about checking with Linda on the computers. I looked over at Jessica and put forth that at least our trip would be interesting even if there was no curse or other supernatural problem present. She gave a hollow little laugh and said it was easy to get caught up in the Professor’s ardor. She just counted herself lucky to be involved in the project and that Akeley was way ahead of his time, combining archeology, anthropology and folklore together into a cohesive whole.



        “He even has a touch of Indiana Jones to him,” Steve added. “He uses dynamite and blasting cord to aid in getting at the caves. It’s really very thrilling and all this will be a great addition to our resumes when we graduate.”



        Tara presented the view that some things shouldn’t be uncovered and are better left buried. She didn’t come out and say demons, but did say that if beings like Morrigan existed than others equally hostile could have also. They might even have had followers and their lairs could be dangerous even now. Jessica, however, was not overly worried but promised that she would be careful. She felt that since she had dragged us all the way up here maybe we could look at the artifacts they had discovered and some of the tunnels to make sure everything was all right.



        I have to admit that I was curiously inquisitive. The whole process was sorta fascinating and it would be neat to see what they had come upon. Maybe I could even send a report of the site to Giles in England and surprise him. We quickly finished our food and then Jessica and Steve took us to the artifacts tent while Ed went to check on the GPR. I got the distinct impression that Ed thought all of us were nutty.



        Steve admitted that he wasn’t as positive about the professor’s theories concerning alien races, but that the GPR and computer system were very advanced and these alone could make someone’s career. He said that he had heard that Akeley’s grandfather, Henry Akeley, had also been interested in strange folktales and seemingly occult occurrences but that he had disappeared in Vermont long before his grandson was born.



        “It must run in the family,” was Steve’s final judgment. “Even Jessica here believes in that stuff, and no offense to you two, but I’ve never seen anything to make me accept any of it. Ghosts and demons, yeah right. Next thing you’ll know you’ll be telling me Dracula is real, too.”



        He laughed and we laughed with him, though Tara and I shared a glance and a smile. We went into one of the tents amongst the boulders and it took a moment to get adjusted to the darkness. Tara gave a slight gasp and I groped for her hand asking what was wrong. She gave me a reassuring squeeze and said that the change in temperature had startled her.



        It was true, the tent was a good ten or fifteen degrees cooler than outside. Steve lit a lantern while Jessica stood quietly by the entrance. Two folding tables stood opposite and to our right. On them were a number of rocky lumps and sheets. They were all numbered and tagged. One in particular, a rectangular splotched piece, grabbed my attention. As I walked closer it gave off an oily sheen and seemed to have depth beyond its surface. It reminded me a bit of the metallic ore, but in this case I had no compulsion to touch it. In fact just the opposite. I felt a high eeewwww factor that I couldn’t explain. And yet the lusterousness of the surface continued to pull at me even while the whole made chills run up my spine. Symbols of some sort could vaguely be seen in its depths.



        After a moment of gathering my will, almost like casting a spell, I was able to continue looking at the other findings. There was a silvery metallic cylinder with three knob like protrusions jutting out of it that had no seams and was vaguely unsettling as well. All of the rest seemed relatively innocuous though my attention was caught by a series of tapered discs or rings with hollow centers like a doughnut that were stacked on a central bar. Each ring had symbols carved in fine detail on it. This must be the object the professor had mentioned. I moved forward to examine it closer and turned back to say something to Tara when I noticed she looked very pale in the flickering lantern light.



        Just as I was about to speak she said that she felt bad and needed to go back and sit down. All thoughts of the device left me and I hurried over to her. She assured me she was OK, but that maybe the fainting spell had left her weaker than she thought. I longed to give her a hug and make her feel better, but realized that would only discomfort her further. Instead I took her arm and led her out. Jessica trailed along while Steve said he would check on the Professor’s progress.



        When the three of us were seated back under the pavilion Tara sipped some water, and since we were now alone, I asked Jessica what the story was. She looked at me sorta baffled and vacant eyed and asked what I meant.



        “You seemed really unnerved in your letter,” Tara clarified.



        “And now you’re acting all, what’s the what, and no big,” I elaborated.



        She thought about that for awhile and finally said that she’d been a little wigged out at first. Nothing was working right, there always seemed to be a faint buzzing or thrumming, the weather felt strange and even the Professor had been out of sorts for a few days. They had made two or three attempts to get clean scans and each time something had gone wrong. Faulty signal pickup, bad wiring in the computer, the program crashed several times. Once the GPR even overheated and started smoking.



        “Everyone was getting on edge and starting to doubt the feasibility of the whole project. I think the stress and disappointment finally got to me and I may have started hearing things. My imagination got the best of me and that’s when I wrote to you,” she explained looking to Tara at the last. “But things began to turn around. I just jumped the gun and didn’t wait long enough. I was going to send a note telling you never mind, but it wouldn’t have arrived in time. Anyway I figured since it’s between semesters you could use the time away from campus and the project is really pretty neat.”



        Throughout her whole explanation she spoke with little emphasis or enthusiasm. She seemed listless or like someone on prozac. I think Tara caught it too, for we shared another glance and quizzical look. Jessica was never one to be so...lackadaisical I guess. She always seemed worked up or impassioned about something, at least when I had seen her that is. I wondered what Tara saw of her aura, but didn’t get the chance to ask just then as Ed came back and said they were ready to run the afternoon’s tests and needed to get going before the evening rains hit.



        As we went off to the current location, Ed talked very excitedly about the upcoming events. He told us that using the GPR in such rough terrain was a great test of its capabilities and would show the advances the Professor had developed. He said normally the radar was attached to the computer by a long cord, and this sometimes limited its use. What’s more, the stronger signal, and computer programs would allow for a deeper and more accurate series of images to be generated in a much shorter time. With the new software they avoided a day or two of cleaning and converting images back in the office.



        We headed towards the center of the depression and I could see that Michael, it sort of weirds me out calling older people by their first names, and Professor Akeley had set up another pavilion style tent. They had a couple of computers with large screens set up under it and off to the side was a device that looked sort of like a vacuum cleaner. It had a medium sized box of red plastic or fiberglass with a short antenna off to one side and a handle jutting up at an angle. Tara gave a little laugh and said something about making a clean sweep which I didn’t quite catch but smiled back at her anyway. I also noticed a couple other receivers with antennas on the ground behind the computers. A small gas powered generator ran quietly a short ways off.



        Professor Akeley sat stiffly behind the keyboards while Michael was going over some of the connections. Steve and a short oriental girl with black hair, wearing jeans and a button down gray shirt were stretching out a long cord with two pieces of wood at each end. Ed said that they would trace out a rough fifty meter radius circle. Then he would slowly walk the circle with the GPR and get readings from all angles. That would allow the computer to generate a 3-D image of the area underground.



        Tara took my arm and I momentarily thrilled at her touch, and the softness of her fingers. She whispered that Steve and Linda were creating a giant magic circle and gave her half grin. I remembered doing something similar with our witch’s cord. It did strike me as funny that with all this high tech gear and modern science they were doing essentially the same thing we had for an ancient magical tradition. The moment was bittersweet though since now I would never join Tara in casting a circle again. That part of our life together was over.



        Professor Akeley called us over to him and so we took seats nearby, with a decent view of the screens. Jessica joined us, having gotten a number of CDs for him. He stated that they were following some of the tunnels and hoped to maybe find indications of dwellings or larger caverns.



        For the next two or three hours we sat and watched while Steve very slowly made his way around the giant circle, sliding the GPR along the ground in front of him. Michael and Ed adjusted a few knobs on the receivers every now and then while the professor would tap in strings of commands with a rapidity I wouldn’t have thought he could manage. Jessica and Linda pretty much just sat with us and helped out with minor stuff at the moment. It turned out Linda was a grad student in geology working on her Ph.D. and was helping with the interpretation of the results, and gathering some of the materials uncovered. She seemed pretty nice and joked about some of their mishaps and tried to keep things light and upbeat.



        During one of the lulls I asked her about the strange metallic ore we had seen and she replied that it was still something of a mystery. She believed it was an alloy that mixed metal and rock together because when tested it seemed to have properties of both. It was like nothing she had ever seen before. At first she thought given the shape of the region that maybe a meteorite had struck the area and this was left over material, but the geological evidence didn’t support that theory. There were no signs of volcanic activity that would explain it either and she was at a loss.



        “It makes you start to think that perhaps Professor Akeley’s idea about an alien race isn’t so far fetched after all.”



        I watched the computer screen and saw various wave like patterns similar to sine waves with peaks and valleys only piled on top of one another sort of like strata. Professor Akeley said this was the preliminary raw data and that the real trick was to compile it into a recognizable picture. Normally that was done in slices representing different layers and then compiled together. That would normally be done back at the University. However, with his new programs, they would start to get a more complete view near the end of the scanning. It would still be rough, but while it rained he would be able to refine the data in the computer tent and generate a decent printout of the results.



        While I was absorbed asking about the programming, and I have to admit that much of it was beyond me, or working on these journals, Tara tried to catch up with Jessica. She was still going out with Steve it seemed though I missed most of the other details. Partially that was because she was even more reticent and lethargic than before. After a while I think Tara just gave up though I know for a moment she had that scrunchy forehead look that meant she was really trying to get a good view of her friend’s aura and was confused by what she found. They lapsed into silence after that and I think the afternoon must have passed slowly for my beautiful blonde.



        The sky did indeed cloud over rather quickly and there was a mild breeze that helped cool things down a bit, though not as much as one would expect. By this time Steve was almost finished with his circuit. One of the screens in front of the professor still continued to show the raw data, which Michael checked occasionally, while the older man’s focus was on the second screen which lit up with bright blue, yellow and red showing a more interpretable picture of the different minerals below. Linda looked over one shoulder while I observed over the other.



        It did look like a pair of long corridors or tunnels in red ran from one side of the screen, descending slightly, to a series of larger rooms arranged in a bizarre pattern round a central round chamber. Linda commented on some odd striations radiating outwards from the central point, almost like the rock had been blasted or flowed like a liquid outwards. She said the heavy concentration of orange indicated an unusually high amount of the strange metallic ore.



        I noticed that there were several darker blue blobs clustered together in what I took for solid rock near where the tunnels entered the central complex. For some reason the shape of the blobs seemed to suggest something unsettling and the hair on the back of my neck rose and I felt goosebumps on my arms. They were curved and almost kidney shaped. I couldn’t pin down the reason, but the blobs disturbed me in a way I hadn’t felt before.



        Linda mentioned them and queried about what they were but Professor Akeley dismissed them as less important and probably just clutter or static from the metallic rock. Linda remained curious, however.



        “Whatever they are,” Professor Akeley concluded. “We’ll get a clearer picture from the refining program later.”



        A sudden crash of thunder caused me to jump and Tara stood looking up at the lightning display in the clouds above us. It was a spectacular display and we watched completely entranced, an arm around each other’s waist, Tara’s head resting on my shoulder. We hardly noticed the flurry of activity as the others quickly finished the final readings and shut down everything.



        Jessica and Steve lowered the side flaps on the tent to protect the equipment while we headed back to the main camp. Tara and I were to stay in the storage tent with the extra cables, digging gear and other supplies. Ed mentioned that the rain usually lasted for about an hour or two, and that by that time the final images would be just about finished.



        “And if I know Professor Akeley he’ll want to start getting into the tunnels right after dinner.”



        I was surprised at that, figuring he would wait till the next day before continuing. They certainly weren’t being cautious, which seemed odd. Weren’t they supposed to be really careful not to disturb the findings, make sure nothing got damaged and catalog everything? I said as much and Ed replied that in the last couple of days the professor had been rushing ahead with a great deal of energy. He told everyone that the early difficulties had put them behind schedule and that they needed some concrete results quickly to keep their funding.



        We barely made it to the tent with our stuff when it got all rainy. Tara still looked a little pale and tired so we unrolled the sleeping bag, put a blanket over it and lay down. She snuggled up against my side, resting her head on my chest and trailing her hand along my arm. Something was obviously bothering her ‘cause she sighed and seemed very distracted. I rubbed her temples and forehead and placed a few kisses on her soft blonde hair. She stirred a little and sighed again, but otherwise remained quiet.



        Finally, now heading into worriedland, I asked what was wrong. She replied that Jessica’s aura was off. It seemed muted and suppressed, like someone who was seriously ill.



        “I haven’t seen anything l-l-like it since...” she trailed off.



        It came to me that it must remind her of her mother’s aura when she was sick, near the end.



        I think her eyes misted up then, and she shuddered against me. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly to me. I wanted to reassure her and make her feel better, but for once no words came to me. I can’t think of anyone Tara cared for or loved more than her mother, well except maybe besides me. I raised her head and kissed her cheeks and those exquisitely full lips. I told her I understood and that if she just needed to lay here that was fine by me and continued silently caressing her.



        I think the attention must have helped because eventually she kissed me back and her malaise seemed to lift.



        “What would I do without you?” She asked looking into my eyes. “You always know just what I need. Even without magic it’s like you can see into me and touch the exact right spot. I’ll never stop loving you.”



        We kissed again, the warmth of her mouth and tongue sending a surge of clarity, stillness and then intoxicating dizziness through my mind. For the first time since I used magic on her and we had gotten back together, I fully believed that she forgave me.



        We continued to kiss as the rain danced off the tent and pounded against the ground. I became lost in her touch and smell which seemed to reach out and enfold me in a swirling, twirling world of softness and warmth. It was like my awareness swelled outwards and we were rolling down the mountain or caught up in a spinning tornado of lips, arms and bodies. I can’t ever remember feeling something similar, so euphoric and yet vaguely frightening in its intensity.



        Before long I realized we were both breathing heavily, sweating profusely and she had that heavy lidded satisfied look. I felt drained and sleepy, though it hadn’t been that exhausting or eventful a day. We lapsed back into light touches and I could feel her smile and happiness as we both drifted into a light sleep.



        I recall dreaming that I was on the moon running in giant bounding steps and yet getting nowhere but up and down. It seemed like the air was being sucked out of me and that in every crater or behind each ridge a presence lurked waiting for me to do something. I felt the need to feel the magic wash through me and remember thinking that just one small spell and I would be hurtled out of the area and away from whatever stalked me. I saw Tara standing on a distant height, but I couldn’t feel her and though I lacked one, she had a bright, shimmering spacesuit of magic that allowed her to freely move about. I called out to her, but she turned without answering and disappeared from sight. I knew that only a quick spell would allow me to catch up with her and just as I was about to start it I was jerked out of sleep by Tara’s gasp and sudden movement.



        The tent was darker now, though some light did filter in from outside. My girl was leaning on one hand and looked about wide-eyed and dismayed. I reached out and took the other hand that hovered in front of her belly and she started and cried out.



        I tried to calm her and let her know it was just me, and she visibly calmed and sweetly swept her hair back over her shoulder. I could sense her unease was ebbing and carefully took her hand once again while asking what the matter was.



        “We w-w-were spinning in space, the stars rotating around us and I felt l-like I was falling but there was no sign of anything to fall to. I reached out to p-p-pull you closer but you drifted away no matter how hard I t-tried to draw you closer. As you faded away I sensed something in the darkness all around. It pulled at me and I thought I saw w-white fangs appear, biting at me w-whenever I looked away. I tried to push them back with a spell, but they grew clearer and pressed in closer. Something closed over the top of my head and I screamed. T-that’s when I woke up.”



        I held her and comforted her as best I could, trying to ease the fright that still lingered behind her eyes. I told her about my dream and that I thought something definitely felt wrong here.



        She agreed that Jessica was acting strangely, almost as if enchanted, which might explain her aura. She certainly didn’t seem sick to me which I said.



        Tara agreed and admitted that she had been so upset with her friend’s aura that she hadn’t paid that much attention to the others. She thought they were normal, but that Professor Akeley’s had been off somehow.



        “When I first saw him it was all dark, sort of like a vampire’s, all dead with a flash of something underlying it. At least I t-think that’s what I saw,” she explained hesitantly. “A moment later it flickered and sorta returned to normal. I-I might have been imagining the whole thing, it happened so quickly.”



        I sensed some hesitation and indicated she should go ahead and tell me everything, no matter how silly it might seem.



        She nodded biting her bottom lip and softly said, “I thought right after his aura changed that the professor glared at me. It was like he knew what I was doing and didn’t like it. For a second there I felt like something was moving in my brain. It was really strange and uncomfortable, but it was so brief I couldn’t be sure.”



        I commented that there seemed to be a lot of that, unusual or odd glimpses or short impressions of something that passed almost immediately. I know she would have sensed if some magic were involved, so I doubt it was that. I raised the idea that maybe the professor or Jessica were possessed by some sort of demon or ghost entity from the previous inhabitants of the area. Tara didn’t think that was the case though as his aura would look different, more forced and fractured, but didn’t want to entirely discount it.



        Still, we both agreed something was going on and that maybe a reading of the land would help give us some clue as to who was here before and maybe even some indication of what happened. Tara could do that later on tonight, I’d watch to make sure nothing happened to her. I told her to lie back down and try and rest some more while I brought my journal up to date thinking that maybe writing it all down would help clarify things in my mind. As it turned out it didn’t really, but it did help calm me down and Tara rested a bit more easily pressed up against my side while I wrote.



TBC...



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 9:29 am 
Great update, and I got the first reply!



I love how close they are even without the magick, but am a little concerned at their fainting spells. Looks to be a very interesting fic, so please continue!



Gem

Tara: There's just so much to work through... and can you just be kissing me now?



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 10:21 am 
This is a great story, very detailed. I like how you're writing form Willow's point-of-view it gives the reader a lot of information. You have a good style of writing it's easy to read and entertaining. I'm interested to see what's going on with the Professor guy and Jessica.



Looking forward to the next part



Luv Star x

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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 12:11 pm 
Hurry with the next part.



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 1:53 pm 
Oh, now this is getting more and more interesting. Very bizarre circumstances, but I'm totally loving the story. :)








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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Sun Jul 21, 2002 9:19 pm 
This is a great fic. I like learning it all from Willow's POV. Things seem to be getting weirder and weirder. Can't wait for more.





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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Mon Jul 22, 2002 9:34 am 
Interesting writing style. I could picture Willow's facial expressions while she was writing her journal.



I note that you've made a lot of references to Willow's resolution not to do magic ever again. Hmmm . . .



This reminds me of an X Files episode where Scully & Mulder were trapped in Alaska with an alien organism infecting people.



Nice work. Looking forward to seeing where you're bringing us.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Mon Jul 22, 2002 3:38 pm 
Well thank you, you're all putting up with my pacing better than I had feared. For a horror story I have always thought it is important to set the mood and the setting in detail before letting things get to bizarre. That is coming though!



If anyone is interested, the Ground Penetrating Radar is real and something that is pretty cool. You can find out more about it, and what liberties I've taken at this site:

www.du.edu/~lconyer/



Well, until Weds.,



Garner



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 2
PostPosted: Mon Jul 22, 2002 5:44 pm 
My dear Garner -

I just caught up with the last update (thanks for the e-mailed reminder, btw), and I wanted to thank you for the in depth story telling.



You know, I'm starting to think that the only way this story could work is from the in-depth perspective of Willow as narrator. She's always been detail-girl, and from her perspective, she's able to fill the field of vision with all kinds of factoids that would weight down the flow if this tale were written in third person. I still love the way you're capturing Willow's tone, but I wanted to reinforce what a good choice you've made as the writer.



Remember to post your updates in the update thread. I know I sometimes only check that thread if I'm short of time to aid in keeping up with stories I love. I would hate to think that anyone would miss such a multi-part gem because they couldn't dig for it.



Be well -BM

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TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

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 Post subject: Those That Feed Part 3
PostPosted: Wed Jul 24, 2002 7:37 pm 
Well here it is Weds. so it's time for Part 3 of Those That Feed. This part sees a bit more action and a lot more information learned about what's going on. As this was written as one continous piece the end is a bit more abrupt than any of the other breaks. Apologies for that.



I'll post the next part on Sunday (or late Saturday night as before.) Oh, and Mollyig I loved the early X-Files episodes, too.







                Part Three



    Steve came and got us a little bit later saying that the professor finished refining the data and they were going to decide how best to get into the newly discovered chambers.



    We followed him to the main computer tent where the others were already waiting. We crowded in while a generator cheerfully chugged along outside. A couple more computers sat on folding tables along with a laser printer and a larger version usually used for architectural plans or maps. A fair amount of extra electronic gear and likely backup components for the GPR also cluttered the space. Two Coleman lanterns on low added enough extra light to make things out clearly.



    Professor Akeley had a large printout spread over the big printer and was pointing at something while Linda looked on and shook her head in disagreement. Apparently they couldn’t decide which tunnel would grant easier access without compromising the site or causing the tunnels to collapse.



    I moved forward to get a better look at the map and what I saw really was amazing. The curves and skids of the raw data and even the colored blurs of the first refinements had given way to a much clearer three dimensional picture of the underground area. I could see two tunnels coming in from the left, a good ways apart, but converging. The closer one was slightly deeper. Both had a section of blockage that was about six to ten feet in length. Beyond, each ran roughly parallel, though some rubble and other debris was present. They opened into larger rooms that still weren’t entirely clear, even on this version. Short connecting hallways curved from one chamber to the next forming a rough circle around a central room that looked to be three times the size of any of the others.



    Two things struck me. First that the central room had what looked like a number of metallic boxes or possibly tables present on one side while two pillars stood guard before what could have been some kind of altar. Second, the suggestively shaped blobs from the previous scan were missing. I pointed to the spots I thought I had seen them, just off the two main passages, and asked what happened. The professor replied that they were just echoes from slightly higher metallic content probably caused in the construction of the complex and had been filtered out.



    I looked at Tara and even she seemed unconvinced by this. I was curious why Professor Akeley thought it necessary to conceal them and what they really were. Perhaps the remains of a couple of demons similar to the ones that maybe had possessed him and/or Jessica? If we could get a good look at them perhaps we could get an idea of what we were dealing with. Tara had the same notion as I saw that she was looking intently at the spots I pointed out, trying to fix them in her mind.



    The professor and Linda finished their argument over which route would be the easiest to excavate and they began making plans for placing small charges of dynamite. They said once the charges went off there would be a fair amount of digging to clear the rubble from the passages. Steve didn’t think we’d finish tonight in any case.



    I asked if we could watch the demolition process, glancing at Tara to check and make sure she wanted to also, never having seen this done before. She assented, as did the professor, so we would get our first look at the tunnels below.



    As I write this now I think it’s sorta odd, another peculiarity in a long string, that no-one objected to the rush or wanted to proceed more cautiously. The whole group, and even the two of us, just assumed it was natural to be laying charges in the early night and then start digging. I wonder if that is the normal procedure for operations like this?



    I suppose it really doesn’t matter as Professor Akeley got the dynamite out of the storage tent, along with blasting caps, some wire, and an electronic detonator. And yes, it did give me a little fright to realize we were sleeping in the same area.



    He led us to a spot that looked like it had been blasted open recently. More debris than normal lay scattered about and in its midst was a rocky opening that led downwards. Another, slightly larger, gas powered generator sat under a tarp nearby. Ed uncovered it and topped off the tank while the professor made his way down the hole. I should mention that Tara was definitely giving everyone a close look, trying to get a good view of their auras. She shrugged and gave that expression which is a cross between bewildered and stumped and slight shake of the head. Nothing more revealing there.



    Professor Akeley certainly moved about with a bit more ease now that the sun was down. He must have walked this route many times before as the lack of light didn’t seem to bother him. Maybe he is possessed by something that can see in the dark. I know I stumbled over small rocks several times, and once Tara’s weight almost knocked me over as she caught herself on my shoulder. At least I’m useful for something.



    When the generator chugged to life a faint yellow glow from a string of bulbs lit our way downwards. We all moved to catch up with the professor. Steve told us that there must have been an exit to the subterranean complex here, and that it hadn’t been that hard to blast their way in once they knew the tunnel got close to the surface. He also complained that they had had to go back to UCS several times to get the extra supplies to make exploring the site possible.



    As the cold rock surrounded us and our footsteps reverberated in the gloom, I couldn’t help but feel a shiver down my back. Something felt unnatural here, though I couldn’t identify what. Tara must have felt it to ‘cause she moved closer and her hand found mine. We examined the walls near one of the bulbs but could find no chisel or tool markings whatsoever. They didn’t seem to be made from the metallic rock material, but still had an odd look that I couldn’t place. After walking for some time we came to a passage crossing ours. Steve explained that to each side there were some dwelling areas, or at least that’s what the professor believed they were, and that the group found most of the interesting artifacts to the right.



    Jessica asked if we would like to see the area and said that there were a number of symbols and inscriptions in one of the rooms. Professor Akeley was working on trying to translate them, but so far had made little progress. I gazed at my girl and we both had that, “Oh yeah, we are so there,” look. I have picked up a number of demonic languages and I believe Tara knows a few, too. Maybe that would give us a clue as to what was going on.



    Jessica led us off while the rest went to catch up with the professor. There were no lights down this way so we had to use our flashlights. As we went Tara questioned Jessica about things the two had done, obviously trying to see if there were any gaps in her memory. From the steady flow of responses and Tara’s sorta dejected tone she must have provided the right answers.



    We came to an opening on the right but Jessica continued until we came to another aperture. We went into a room that was maybe twice the size of Buffy’s living room. The floor and walls were made from an odd black-gray rock that emanated a chill and I realized that it was much colder than outside. The floor wasn’t smooth or flat, but undulated in some strange pattern I couldn’t quite see. It didn’t look like time or geologic pressure were responsible.



    The wall to the right had a series of odd niches and holes in it, like for storing stuff, while the one to the left was covered with different symbols. We went over and examined the writing. I couldn’t see any sign of how it was carved, nor did I recognize the language. It had a few similarities to the marks on the discs the professor had found, but still seemed different somehow. Tara had a similarly furrowed brow, though after a moment her face lit up with a little smile and she told me she thought this might be a magical script. None of the runes or glyphs were familiar, but the way some of them were aligned seemed to possibly indicate a spell.



    I have some knowledge of cryptograms from working with Giles on ancient orders’ grimoires and thought that if I brought my laptop down, I might be able to come up with a translation. I excitedly explained this to Tara but Jessica got a funny look on her face and said that the professor was already trying and had sent copies to the university linguistic department and they hadn’t been able to make any progress yet.



    “Better leave it for them to wrestle with,” she finished.



    I said, “Fine,” and left it at that, though I thought she was awfully quick to dissuade me. Tara smiled at me as if to say that she knew I could crack it if I tried. I smiled back and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. She didn’t even blush.



    We went and looked at a couple of other rooms that were basically the same as the first except with no writing. I didn’t notice anything else of significance, and Steve showed up and said that the charges were planted and it was time to go above ground.



    The explosion was muffled and very subdued. I thought it would be louder or cause the ground to shake more. Nope. The rest of the team went back below to start clearing the rubble while Tara and I retreated to the storage tent ostensibly to turn in for the night. After we were certain everyone was engaged in their work underground, we gathered up the supplies Tara would need.



    When everything was assembled, Tara asked if I was certain I wanted to go with.



    “I’m sure I’m sure,” I replied more assuredly than I actually felt. “Besides, if anything really is out there, you’ll need someone watching your back.”



    “Well then you’ll have to be looking a little higher,” she gently chided me and I felt her soft arms encircle me and her lips press against mine. “I’m glad you’ll be there, though, just in case.”



    I hugged her once more and then we broke apart. I helped carry the materials and we made our way out to center of the depression, a short ways from where they had used the GPR earlier. I moved off to sit beside one of the boulders. I had a good view of the area and held one of those rock pick things in my lap, you know, better prepared than not.



    Tara measured out a circle and then closed it. I heard her say a prayer to the Goddess and then start her ritual. It was harder than I thought it would be. She was confident and sure in her movements. Her voice rolled richly through the intonations and I could feel the energy responding to her call. She was so beautiful out there, the moon lighting her hair and face. I wanted so much to be there with her, to hold her hand and feel our energies merge, the magic flow through us. When we had worked spells together the power raised was always greater, I would feel her essence surrounding me and it was like nothing could ever separate us. It was always so intense and yet words really can’t describe how good it felt, so radiant, like everything flowed out from us.



    I could feel tears form in my eyes and Tara’s form blurred. It had been months since the craving to use the magic hit me this hard. It hurt, and it felt like a part of me was missing. Like I would never be able to truly connect with my love again. Somewhere in the back of my mind the urge whispered to me to go down there and join her. What would be the harm in using a little white magic?



    Tara’s arms were outspread and her chin tilted up to the sliver of the moon. She invoked Isis to strip away all illusion and let her see the land’s spirit. A soft, pale yellow glow spread around her and I wished with all my soul that I could be with her. The whisper became a scream. I remembered all the times we had done similar spells together and I longed for the past so much that I doubled over. Tears flowed freely down my face and I think I shook with the need. I may have called her name through clenched teeth.



    I don’t know how long this lasted. All I know is that I did not rush down to her and that after a while the craving ebbed and I found myself lying on my side in a fetal ball. It felt like a great weight was lifted from me and that now I could finally breathe easily once more.



    I heard a distinct buzzing noise coming from where Tara cast her spell. I rose up and immediately noticed that whatever power she had raised was now entirely gone. In the darkness I thought I saw two hulking forms moving around where my girl should have been. Of Tara there was no sight.



    I groped around and my hands quickly found the pick and flashlight. I grabbed both and unsteadily stood. My heart screamed to yell out and charge down, but I knew the only chance I had to save her was to get closer and surprise the demons.



    As I moved closer I saw that both were about the size of a cow with many back-jointed limbs holding their bulk up. Wide wings vibrated behind them causing a soft thrumming, which allowed me to move faster. I got within about ten feet or so unnoticed and could see that Tara was lying on he ground between them. I couldn’t stand it anymore and clicked on the flashlight, bellowed and charged.



    I didn’t falter for a second though the light revealed two monstrosities more alien and otherworldly than any demon I’d ever seen before. They were strangely crab like, a sort of pinkish crustacean shell covering a tapering body. They had six legs supporting them and a couple shorter limbs ending in nippers that were manipulating some silver curling device. Where their heads should have been were round mounds covered with very short tentacles that waved and now pulsated different colors.



    I swung the pick at one and it sunk into the demon’s body with a cracking noise and a thunk. The creature jumped back taking the weapon with it, still embedded in its side. It lowered itself and then launched into the night with a hideous shriek and rush of air.



    The other whirled around on me but the flashlight beam caught it on its celia like tentacles and it too lept back, dropping the silver object, and then rose clumsily into the air. I kept sweeping the flashlight around and up while kneeling down and shaking Tara. She started to come around, moaning and rubbing her head. The two creatures swooped back towards us, but the light seemed to keep them at bay.



    “Tara, Tara, do the big tinkerbell spell, quick!” I exclaimed.



    She rose groggily and tried to take in her surroundings. She saw the two demons dive down towards us and gave a small yell. She appeared shaken and confused with a wildly fearful look in her eyes. She didn’t seem in any condition to use magic. I could have done it easily enough. The tinkerbell spell was simple and quick; the changes I had made not extensive.



    I couldn’t do it, though. Not with Tara half sitting before me scared with her eyes darting about. I refused to hurt her or cause her pain again. Instead I helped her fully to her feet and we made our way towards some of the bigger boulders. I figured that would make it harder for the creatures to get at us. I heard the buzzing get louder and pointed the flashlight in that direction while hunching over lower, one arm thrown over my love’s shoulders in a vain attempt to protect her.



    I felt something hard slam into my side and shoulder, sending me to the ground. The second came immediately after the first, its thick, tentacle like tail trying to knock the light from my hand. It failed, but only just. I tried to regain my feet but everything spun around me and bright white spots appeared. I ached and though the urge to cast a spell slammed over me like a wave, I don’t think I could have given in if I tried.

    That’s when I heard Tara’s clear, bell like voice intoning the words to the tinkerbell spell. A moment later the area around us lit up with a bright golden light. The demons had begun to descend on us again, but veered up and off into the night, their strange heads changing colors rapidly as they departed.



    I breathed a sigh of relief and tried to rise, but stumbled and painfully landed on my knees. Tara’s soft hands closed on my arms and she helped me stand while asking how badly I was hurt. I replied that I had just been knocked about and would be fine in a few moments, which proved to be the case. Still, she worried and fussed, brushing the hair out of my face and holding my arm. I confess that I forgot that she might have been hurt as well and just moments earlier had been lying on the ground.



    After a few minutes we carefully made our way back towards the camp, always looking up in case they returned. As we went, we discussed what the creatures might have been. I thought they were demons, but Tara seemed to think that they were something else. She said they felt more unnatural and their auras were cold and almost plantlike. I of course suggested the dread demon petunia but she didn’t think that such a thing would fly through the air or look like a mutated crab or shrimp. She shuddered and I recalled her allergy to, and hence dislike of, shrimp.



    I asked her what happened with the ritual and she was quiet for a moment. We were almost at the camp now, but no-one had seen the light spell. They were all probably still below clearing the passage.



    When she spoke at last it was with a faraway tone as if she were trying to distance herself from the event. She explained that the land had no spirit. It was scarred, torn and blasted by some force that stripped away the very life it should’ve had. She told me she had even gotten an impression of a rocky, primordial landscape bent and twisted by savage geological forces. Gases vented from ground while volcanoes erupted in distance.



    “Will, it was so clear,” she whimpered softly. “A-and, there was something else present. It s-saw me and moved towards me, hungry, insatiable, its need echoing off the rocks. I-I never saw anything yet I felt it, coming, flowing, engulfing me. That’s when I must’ve passed out.”



    I tightened my arm around her waist and leaned my head against hers just to let her know I was there, that nothing had happened to her. Something had clearly frightened her and I resolved that I would find out what was going on no matter what.



    We were both exhausted at this point and by the time we got back to our tent Tara was almost half asleep already. We lay down and quickly fell asleep wrapped in each other’s arms.



    The next morning I woke up with my head nestled on her chest. One of her hands absently stroked my tangled hair. I lay there and enjoyed the contact and the rise and fall from her breathing. Sometimes I’m nearly overcome with how lucky I am. I love just lying together with no cares or worries, just the feel of her stomach under my arm or her forehead pressed against my cheek. I never did truly sleep well while she was gone.



    Unfortunately the call of nature became too urgent and I got up though my sweety slumbered on. It’s odd how she can sometimes continue to caress me even in her sleep. I wonder if she knows she’s doing it? The others weren’t up either so after taking care of morning necessities, and I also have to admit to being a thoroughly modern girl who loves her plumbing and facilities, I went back and updated these entries again.



    Tara slept while I wrote and I figured she was just exhausted from the night before. When I finished I decided to take my computer and go have a look at those symbols again. If they really were some sort of spell, then maybe I could decode them quicker than the University. I did know a thing or two about spells after all.



    I took the laptop and went to the passage below without encountering anyone else. I wondered how late they worked last night? The generator was off so I used my flashlight to follow the tunnel until I came to the chamber with the writing. It took a while to customize the keyboard to input the symbols, but once that was done things went pretty quickly.



    I was just about finished when I heard movement behind me and was so startled I almost dumped my computer on the floor. I was worried one of the demons might be wandering about out of the light, but it only turned out to be Professor Akeley. He glared at me and asked what I was doing. I replied that I had wanted to try my hand at deciphering the symbols since I had some experience at it and loved a challenge. He stated that UCS had already done that and that there was nothing of great value in them. They were a hunting record similar to primitive cave paintings and could be ignored. I got the sense that he was lying to me, though I had no basis for this conclusion.



    He went on to say that our time would be better spent getting through the last blocking rubble in order to reach the area beyond. He had an odd look in his eyes and I realized that he hardly ever blinked. I wanted to question him about the first few times he explored the tunnels but his intense gaze kept me quiet. I got distinctly unsettled, like he was measuring me for some sort of experiment or something. Fortunately Steve came by and said that they had hauled the piece of slag above and that Linda wanted to try and get a core sample to determine the center’s composition. This drew the professor’s attention and he almost screamed that she shouldn’t damage the rock and sent Steve to tell her that immediately. I took to opportunity to leave as well.



    When I got back to the storage tent Tara was finally up and dressed, her hair pulled back away from her face. I related what had transpired below. She asked if it were time to call Buffy, given the creatures and everything, but I thought we could hold off. Buffy was busy with Dawn and still had her new job to worry about. Besides I thought we could handle the situation as long as we were alert and careful. So far no-one had been hurt. Tara looked dubious, but agreed for now.



    We went out to look at the new rock that so captivated the professor’s attention. Linda and Ed were examining it over by the main pavilion and it certainly gave me the creeps. It was about eight foot tall and kinda barrel shaped. Five short protrudrences projected from the bottom almost like the supports for a stool. Two rough flanges jutted out from middle half and a few more round, almost base relief trunks, stretched out of the top and down the sides. The metal rock had horizontal striations and waves that made it look like the stuff flowed from one side to the other.



    Tara wanted to know what the Hell it was, and I couldn’t help but agree. She put her hand on my shoulder and swayed a bit, and replied that she was just startled when I asked what was wrong. Neither Ed nor Linda knew what it was, only that they had found it amidst the rubble below and that the professor had been pysched about getting it out in one piece.



    Ed thought it looked like the metallic rock had been sprayed over an object and then hardened. Maybe some sort of statue or storage device? Whatever the case, Steve had stopped Linda from trying to cut through the material to see what was beneath. We ate lunch and speculated on the origin of the fossil or whatever it might be, but neither of us had any good ideas. The others, except for Professor Akeley, joined us about halfway through. Jessica also took an instant disliking to the thing and said it reminded her of some hideous creature from a nightmare. I let that go till the rest were finished and departed before pressing her for more details.



    She reluctantly told us that a couple of nights ago she had dreamed of strange barrel shaped creatures with wings and odd clusters of limbs, bulbs, or knobs at the top and bottom which fought with some winged shrimp-like creatures with a fine cluster of short antennae where the head should be. The creatures flew about and strange beams from metallic or crystalline devices carried in their alien arms burnt the air. That was all she could remember, though she had awoken suddenly, drenched in sweat. Ever since that time she felt drained and run down, not quite herself.



    Tara and I exchanged a look, obviously this was too big a coincidence to be, well coincidental. Tara acknowledged that this morning she had dreamed of the strange demons that attacked us last night, and that they did seem like the ones Jessica described. In Tara’s dream the creatures had been trying to help her with the ritual. She got the sense that she just needed to do it again and everything would be clear and all right.



    Although my initial inclination was to do just that, I resisted it. We decided that our best course of action was for Tara to get a little more rest since she still felt fatigued, while I worked on decoding the symbols. I gave her a peck on the cheek and then went to the computer tent to plug my laptop into the generator there. I spent the next several hours making little progress and becoming increasingly frustrated. I began to think that maybe the professor was right and that I shouldn’t have bothered. Still, I couldn’t accept that these were merely primitive hunting records. All my instincts said that some important information was recorded on that wall.



    My girlfriend, Goddess it feels so wonderful to be able to write that once again, joined me just before dinner. She still looked paler than normal and felt rundown, but took an immediate interest in my progress, or lack thereof. Although she doesn’t know much about computers and mathematical ciphers, I’ve always valued her input and insights that more often than not point me in the right direction. So, I spent the next twenty minutes explaining what I had tried, each dead end, and how nothing had worked. She listened attentively, asking a few questions and, bless her, not falling into a coma even once.



    She figured I was going about it the wrong way. She was pretty certain a spell was involved so if we could determine what type I might be able to narrow down the meaning of some of the runes.



    I thought about that and put forth that the central area was situated in a big circle, around a central point. She added that the thing found last night looked like maybe an explosion had covered it with the metallic rock. If that was the case perhaps the spell created a barrier to keep something in? Maybe it had failed for a moment and that is what caused the blast.



    Now that made sense, and it occurred to me that following that line of thought I could reprogram one part to...OK, here I fear she did go catatonic. She smiled an understanding smile and said she would go check on Jessica and make sure she was doing all right. I probably mumbled some agreement, already lost in coding for the new direction.



    I vaguely recall Tara coming back later with some food and telling me that the rest were still removing rubble and that it was going slower than expected. The professor now thought they wouldn’t get through until the next day and seemed thoroughly upset at the delay. He had also been examining the barrel shaped rock for quite some time as well. I’m sure I grunted an agreement and then went back to work. I was close and didn’t want any interruptions. Perhaps it might have been better if I had been interrupted, but then things rarely go that easily for any of us Scoobies. I do wish Giles was here to hear what I found. His knowledge and advice would have been very useful.



    Tara was back as the symbols were finally starting to fall into place and I began to make out what was written. There were still some gaps and I’m not entirely certain I got everything right, but what I did translate was enough to send a chill throughout my body and remind me how small and insignificant our planet is. I considered not telling my sweety what I had uncovered, but that would’ve been another betrayal, even if I did think it was for her own good. So, as the sentences and paragraphs formed on the computer screen, I read them aloud to her.



    One section of the wall was a record for future travelers to the location. It covered a conflict between two ancient groups of beings, one called the Mi-Go and the other referred to as the Elder Things. The Elder Things came here first, unbelievably at a time when the earth was still but a newborn planet, barely forming. The text is clear but I must have mistranslated something. To think that some race might actually have had a hand in shaping the planet’s development and maybe even the growth of life here is shocking and changes much of what scientists believe about our world’s development.



    The beings set up some sort of base in which to create new servants for a war with other strange creatures inhabiting planets around distant stars, perhaps even in other galaxies. At the time the earth was not populated and it allowed them a controlled area in which to experiment. What exactly they were trying to create is not clear, but they had some success before their foes discovered the site and sent a great wave of energy from the stars which destroyed everything. It appears that the Elder Things forgot about, or dropped, the whole line of investigation, and that when their descendants returned to a still young earth thousands of years later, they did not continue their previous explorations.



    Here Tara interjected that this didn’t seem to be any set of primitive hunting records like the professor dismissed so quickly. I agreed and noted that the spell involved was something that seemed to invoke an energy barrier much stronger, and stranger, than the one I had used to keep the Knights of Byzantium at bay. If the university had translated the writing they should have at least noted the religious connotations to that part and the scientific tone of the rest. It read almost like a lab report concerning a vast experiment. At the very least it showed a very advanced intellect and an inquisitive and curious species.



    Tara wondered why the professor lied and I pointed out that he obviously had something to hide. Yes, it could just be nervousness about revealing too much of his find before everything was verified, but that didn’t feel right to either of us. He was too eager to press forward and acting strangely. We both figured we would have to confront him with what we now knew sooner rather than later. Maybe we could make some sense out of what was going on then.



    We turned back to the translation and I continued piecing together the parts we could make out. It seemed that countless years later, the Mi-Go somehow learned of the earlier experiment and created a complex and machine designed to reach back through time and steal the research of the ones who had become their enemies. The wall indicated that they had succeeded, but that the Elder Things from the earlier period came through whatever gate they created. A terrible fight occurred and a great deal of attention was brought to the location. The Elder Things desired to eliminate the Mi-Go threat and unleashed some weapon similar to the one that originally destroyed their own outpost, but much stronger.



    Here the record grows unclear, or again my translation is less accurate, but it seems that the Mi-Go’s worship leaders brought the intervention of their gods, Nyarlethotep and Yog-Sothoth, to shunt the Elder Things’ cosmic attack off into the distant future. Tara asked if it said when the energy actually struck the earth. I shivered as the wall record did not relate it ever having reached its target and seemed to hint that it was still journeying through some warped space-time fold till it finally arrives at its original destination. The Mi-Go did not know when it would actually strike but hoped to be gone before then, the Earth, or at least this base, seemingly not worth the effort to protect.



    Despite the successful defense of their complex, both against their otherworldly and past enemies, the delvers feared the results of the experiment. Something stalked them in the night, maybe in their dreams, and they referred with fear and loathing to Those That Feed. They tried sending a message to someplace called Yuggoth, but felt they did not succeed. They were cutoff and alone, members of their group became sluggish, then catatonic, and eventually were devoured leaving a crazed shell behind. The Mi-Go scientists tried radical surgery, removing the central nerve cluster from the body and then placing it in a special metallic cylinder for transport back to Yuggoth. Unfortunately not even this drastic action seems to have saved those afflicted.



    The remaining members feared to leave the Earth because it might allow the freed creatures to travel with them. So, to prevent the other race’s creations from escaping and destroying all the Mi-Go bases on Earth, or elsewhere, those who survived gathered in the Room of Obeisance. There they enacted some horrific grand ritual that ended with them sacrificing themselves to their dark gods in order to empower the runes and underlying machine of investigation that remained. The terrible techno-magical event created some sort of barrier that would prevent Those That Feed from ever getting loose. It left them trapped in a primordial world halfway between their time and that of the ritual. At least that was the idea as put down. I guess it must have succeeded, fantastic as it sounds.



    It was a strange and bizarre tale, and I may have botched some of the details. Various sections I couldn’t decipher, though Tara thought they had specific religious connections given the repetition of Yog Sothoth and Nyarlathotep in them. She said they might be supplications or perhaps even ways of invoking the gods. Again I felt a chill as I recalled Professor Akeley speculating on what beings an ancient starfaring race might worship. The descriptions of the sacrifice hinted at terrible and malevolent deities more like Hell Gods than the natural ones Tara and I call on, well which Tara calls on anyway.



    Always thinking, my girl observed that Those That Feed sounded like vampires. She pointed out that vamps fed on your blood, you become drained and listless and eventually a demon takes over your dead body. This might even be the way vampires came into the world in the first place! I agreed and said that it would be really bad if the archeology team accidentally let a bunch of alien vampires loose through exploration of the area.



    Tara shook and exclaimed, “Alien shrimp vampires!” Though she did smile afterwards and wondered which race we had encountered last night. They had an aura that was cold, distant and muted, very much like the flash she had sensed about the professor. I speculated that if the Mi-Go’s message to Yuggoth actually got through, maybe they were the ones who are finally returning now? However, Tara pointed out that must have been thousands, if not millions, of years ago and why hadn’t they returned earlier? It did sound like they could travel through space very quickly, probably faster than light somehow.



    Then she suggested that maybe the message did get through, but to the wrong people, creatures, whatever, and so got misfiled or lost, or maybe it was buried for political reasons. Some alien equivalent of an historian might have stumbled on the record and thought to check it out. I confess to being shocked at the level of cynicism Tara demonstrated. I thought she was always so upbeat and optimistic and commented so.



    She told me that my evil ways had jaded her and I teased that I would withhold those evil ways till my sweet and innocent Tara came back. She responded that it was too late for that, but maybe she would use some of her own evil ways on me so that I forgot all about sweetness and innocence Tara.



    Before I knew it my beautiful blonde had her arms around me, her lips and tongue sought mine with a most uncharacteristic aggressiveness. Maybe it was just a reaction to the unbelievable tale we had uncovered, I don’t know. Whatever, a shudder wracked me and a few tears of joy left my eyes. How could I have done anything to ever jeopardize this? She sat in my lap and smothered me with kisses, caressed the line of my jaw with her tongue, gently nibbled on my ear while her hands pressed me tightly to her. And that’s when the camp chair supporting us gave way and we tumbled to the ground.



    We both started laughing and just as Tara offered to rub my now aching butt, Michael stuck his head into the tent to see what was going on. We both blushed and then collapsed into another fit of giggles at his wide-eyed and bewildered expression. He gave us a skeptical gaze, as if to doubt our sanity, cautioning us not to break anything important. He left us and Tara lay her head on my chest, one arm draped over my hips, the other lying alongside one of mine, our fingers slowly stroking and tracing each other’s.



    Her head rose and she looked into my eyes with a wistful look combined with something I hadn’t seen before.



    “Goddess, Wil, I can’t believe how good this feels,” she began. “To be here with you, us, together, happy. I, I never stopped missing you. The thought that I might never touch you, feel your kiss or embrace, hear that wonderful Willowbabble was almost more than I could take. My schoolwork seemed so cold and shallow, nothing made any sense or meant a thing. I didn’t really care about the future, about anything. It was so hard to get on with living,” She paused for a moment, her hand gripping mine tighter, and a fierce resolution pushed the wistfullness from her face. “I will never, ever, let that happen again. I’d rather we were both dead.”



    I thought at first she wasn’t serious, but quickly realized she meant exactly what she’d said. I swallowed once, “Without you I might as well be dead. You’re the most wonderful thing that’s ever happened to me. I’d do anything, give up anything, to be with you.”



    We kissed again, and it felt so good and right to have her weight suddenly shift on top of me, to press along the length of my body. Her heat softly crushing me. We stayed this way for awhile, and I couldn’t help but think that she was right. I still don’t know exactly what transpired in May, but if I were ever to lose her, it would kill me too.



    Before we started losing articles of clothing Linda came in and made some sort of embarrassed exclamation. I’m not sure who turned the darker color of red, her or us. Anyway, looking properly chagrined we disentangled and sat side by side facing her. She said that Michael told her we were in here and that we should know that Jessica collapsed in the tunnel below. Professor Akeley said it was his fault for pushing everyone too hard and had her put in one of the side chambers to keep her cool while Steve brought down some blankets and a pillow.



    I was instantly all worried and concerned and wanted to go check on her right away, though Tara seemed reluctant to go below. Maybe it was just the residual creeps from what I’d translated but she definitely looked afraid. Linda added that the professor thought it would be a good idea if Jessica’s friend were beside her and that maybe Tara could help make sure she was OK.



    That made sense to me, but on second thought seemed a bit more considerate than the professor had been while we were here. He seemed so driven and unconcerned by people’s limitations or frailties. It also unnerved me a bit that he specifically wanted Tara present. Of course with the odd aura around him and the chance that he was possessed by something who wouldn’t be uneasy? Maybe the strange creatures we saw last night had some sort of mind controlling power or device? At this point I wouldn’t be surprised. Still, Steve and the others didn’t seem to be affected so maybe Jessica really had just overexerted herself?



TBC...

Edited by: Garner at: 7/28/02 2:24:12 pm


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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 3
PostPosted: Thu Jul 25, 2002 2:34 am 
Yikes, Willow's urge to use magic endangering them both. Glad they got away from the crab creatures. Typical of Willow to record Tara's repulsion by them because she's allergic to shrimp. That's our Willow, noticing every detail.



And she's such a brainy type, translating the symbols like that.



I agree with her too about the professor's uncharacteristic concern over Jessica, I'm sure he has an ulterior motive in asking Tara to be present.



Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 3
PostPosted: Fri Jul 26, 2002 12:48 pm 
mollyig, If Tara would have lived, I think that her use of magic and Willow's inability to would have been a definite problem area. I really do see Willow having a hard time with that. Too bad Joss didn't want to give them a some time together again.



I hope this section wasn't too heavy with the info dumping. Next part should see some of this coming to a head and some resolution starting. It should get wierder too.



Garner





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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 3
PostPosted: Sun Jul 28, 2002 5:35 pm 
Garner,def. the show could have given them so much to get through, they were by no means done with their problems, but bleh.. they wasted it.



I am enjoying the first person perspective. I love the way Willow keeps calling Tara, her girl :) The struggle she felt to use magic was so vivid... really made me feel for what she'd lost.



I love lovecraft btw, bring it on!

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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 3
PostPosted: Sun Jul 28, 2002 6:39 pm 
Garner,

What a wonder you're creating! You continue to do great things wih Willow's perspective.

I look forward to the big payoff. When is that 4th part being posted? I have no idea where this is going, and having not read Lovecraft in the past, I can't wait to see where you're taking this.

Be well - BM

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TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

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 Post subject: Those That Feed Part 4
PostPosted: Sun Jul 28, 2002 9:52 pm 
Here is part 4, things should be coming to a head now. I will note that there is a natural break in the story at the end of this part. It is an intentional gap that would be obvious if you were reading this as one piece. Hopefully you are all still interested in where this is going and not completely lost. Well, I will post the last part on Weds. asumming all goes well.





                                Part Four





        I coaxed Tara into checking on her friend, playing a little on her protective side. She agreed and we trudged through the darkening late evening sky. Heavy rain clouds hung in the area, but I guess for once we didn’t get the usual deluge. They had a greenish tinge and the lightning that played amongst them had an eerie, sickish, blue tinge that reminded me of arteries. I shuddered and tried to shake off the wigged out mood that had settled on me, but was not successful. I think Tara felt it to because she stayed close and her hand that clasped mine was cold and clammy.



        We followed the tunnel below and at the first junction went to the left. Jessica was on a sleeping bag in one of the side chambers, lit by a Coleman lantern set on low. I immediately went over and turned it up. Near the entrance a bunch of that metallic rock rubble had been piled up. Steve sat on the opposite side next to his girlfriend, his back against the wall and he fussed over her. Mostly he wiped at her brow with a wet cloth moistened from a nearby metal bowl. At least she seemed awake, though she was very pale and her skin had an almost translucent sheen to it.



        Tara hurried over and knelt beside her, asking how she felt. Jessica responded in a dull, thin voice that she was exhausted. It had come over her suddenly and she thought she had just lifted too much rubble too quickly. Maybe she should have eaten a little bit more, or less, at dinner, or something. She had a slight fever, but Steve said it was going away, she no longer felt so hot.



        While Tara tried to reassure Jessica and gave her a little water from Steve’s canteen to drink, I asked him what he remembered happening. He said that they had been digging stuff out until late last night. The professor had wanted to continue but everyone was worn out so he finally called a halt. They started back up just before noon, and even then Jessica had been dragging and tired. He suggested she get some more sleep, but as they got going she started to feel better, especially just before lunch. They worked through the rest of the afternoon and evening with only a short stop for dinner. She had eaten a bit lighter than normal, but otherwise seemed all right.



        She said her usual blessing to the Goddess as evening fell. Steve thought it was some sort of invocation for protection against the night which she had started doing shortly after they arrived and the odd accidents began. Then they went back below. They were moving some of the smaller debris into pails to carry aside for maybe half an hour and suddenly Jessica fell over. She started breathing heavily and was drenched in sweat. The professor had Steve and Ed move her into here and then sent them to get her sleeping bag, the lantern, and some water.



        When they got back she was conscious though still weak. They’d been here since, though they sent Linda to tell us what happened. At this point I was starting to get pissed off. Jessica was obviously someone Tara cared about and watching the anxious expression on my love’s face made me decide that Professor Akeley had a lot to answer for. The next time I saw him he’d get an earful, consequences be damned!



        Oddly, just as I was thinking that the archaeologist entered the room wearing one of those miner’s hats with the light at the front, only a red light issued from his lamp. He looked worn and concerned as he looked around and then went to Jessica. He asked how she was feeling and produced a small bottle of brandy, instructing her to drink just a little. After saying she thought she felt a little better Tara’s friend lifted the offered bottle and took a small slug. She handed it to Steve to hold onto and strangely enough I thought the color was returning to her cheeks, though it could have just been the red light.



        Professor Akeley stood up and told Steve to keep a close watch on her and to come and get him if her condition worsened in any way. I was about to demand that he explain what the hell was going on when he turned to me and asked if we could speak for a moment out in the corridor.



        I was taken a bit by surprise since he seemed earnest and a bit fearful, but I still didn’t like the idea of being alone with him. I gestured for Tara to join us and when he didn’t raise any objections the three of us left the room, all saying that we hoped Jessica improved quickly.



        It was almost like the professor’s whole disposition had changed. He still moved stiffly, maybe the exertion was having its affect on him as well, but seemed to cringe and glance about apprehensively. After a moment he swallowed and said that he was glad that he had a chance to speak with us away from the others. He didn’t want to worry them, but that given what Jessica had alluded to, we might be a little more used to dealing with unusual situations.



        Again he looked around nervously and even took out a handkerchief to wipe at his face. Tara prompted him to continue, and asked what made him think the situation was abnormal. He replied that he hadn’t been entirely truthful about the writing found in the one chamber. He told us it was an historical record or journal of the ancient race that created the complex. The details were vague but hinted at some past experiment and conflict that didn’t end well.



        I must have looked shocked because he hastened to explain that though two races had both occupied the area and fought over its control, it had happened many thousands of years ago and there was no reason to think we were in any direct danger right now. What intrigued him the most was references to some sort of machine and a barrier generated by it, though no indications of any machinery turned up on the GPR or were visible in the tunnels. Of course the translation was not complete or necessarily one hundred percent accurate.



        Here he pursed his lips and once again wiped his brow, the miner’s helmet resettling at an angle.



        “The inexplicable thing is,” he finally continued his hands clutched together. “I feel oddly drawn to that strange barrel shaped artifact we uncovered. You might think me a superstitious old fool, but ever since we started exploring this area my dreams have been haunted by a winged, broad, cone shaped creature with odd tentacles or protrudences. It’s appears to vibrate and somehow this creates a sound similar to a person whispering. All I could discern at first was ‘free me, free me,’ but then after we uncovered that damned fossil or whatever it is, I can sometimes hear the whispers while awake and it directs me to do things. It, it clouds my mind and pushes me to rush forward with all possible speed. To continue excavating. I think, I think there may be others down here somewhere; that it wants them freed as well.”



        At this point I turned to Tara and raised an eyebrow. There had been those two other spots on the readout that had been overlooked. She sort of shrugged and tilted her head indicating that we did think something might be possessing him or influencing his mind. I kinda nodded allowing that we had run into stranger things.



        The professor took no notice of our non-verbal cues and finished with, “You both must think I’m crazy, and maybe I am. Everything seems so unclear it’s hard to be certain what’s real.”



        Tara assured him that we didn’t think he was crazy and looked to me for support. I chimed in saying we had thought he was under some pressure and acting oddly, and that this might explain why. I concluded by telling him that Jessica was right. We had seen a lot of strange and seemingly unexplainable things. He wanted to know what we could do, fearing that if the whispering continued he really would go insane.



        A couple of spells came to me that could be used to help clear one’s mind and ward off outside influences. Nothing overly complicated or extensive, but still fairly effective nonetheless. It would be easy to cast one of them and help free the poor professor. I found myself going over the proper invocation and considering the necessary materials before I knew what I was doing.



        Tara asked me what was wrong, her face getting that concerned wrinkle to it. I don’t know how she knew something was wrong, maybe she picked up on my now sweaty palms or noticed how a vice seemed to be crushing my chest, forcing the breath from me. I wanted to use the magic so badly, to be able to do something useful, set things right.



        I must have started shaking because Tara’s firm arms suddenly wrapped around me and I could feel her holding me, pressing herself to me, and saying soothing things. I let myself get lost in her warmth, smell and sweet voice while I fought off the urge. At some point I stopped quivering though the pressure to feel the magic flow through me once again still pressed at the back of my mind. At least it was manageable now. Thank the Goddess Tara was there, I don't know what came over me, but without her I don’t think I could have held out.



        Feeling the craving so strongly twice in two days was very unnerving. It made me think that maybe this wouldn’t work out after all. Trying to help people, aid Buffy, with Tara present and working magic when necessary. Goddess, if I couldn’t handle it what use would I ever be? Before I really became lost in despair or self pity Tara’s gentle touch drew me back to the present surroundings and the dimly lit tunnel that surrounded us.



        The professor, who had been standing looking a bit ill at ease, finally asked if there was some problem. Tara answered that she thought there might be a way to keep the whispers from his mind and allow him some peace, but that I could no longer use those techniques anymore as I had had a bad experience with them not too long ago. I stiffly nodded my agreement.



        Being around me must be rubbing off for when the professor asked what we meant, my darling was able to explain everything to him so that he could understand what was meant without frightening him away. From the professor’s quizzical look she stated that many of the old ways and powers were not entirely lost and those who knew how could call on them through proper rituals and associated materials to effectively work magical spells. As a Wiccan she could invoke certain old forces to help ward off outside, unwanted influences, whether he actually believed in them or not. She knew it was a lot to accept but if he would give her a chance, she would show him she wasn’t making it all up.



        I added that even if we were wrong, it certainly couldn’t hurt to give it a try. I was so proud with how clearly and reasonably my girl had explained things. Not one stutter or sign of hesitancy. She’s grown so much since I first met her.



        The professor actually took it all much better than I expected. He did seem doubtful, but on some reflection he said that after what he had experienced here, he couldn’t lightly dismiss such things as the sheer nonsense he might have previously. Ancient alien races visiting the earth long before humanity crawled from the seas, worshipping strange elder gods, all that had been mere speculation or a flight of fancy, but now it appeared to be fact. It gave one pause and even if what we said was not entirely true, he did believe that the power of suggestion often did as much good as the real thing. Therefore, in short, he was willing to give it a try.



        Tara looked at me and I told the professor that she’d need a little bit of time to prepare. Gather the right materials and clear her mind. It wouldn’t take that long, maybe fifteen minutes or so. If he could wait here, since he seemed to be thinking more clearly now.



        He agreed and we hurried back to our tent. On the way I asked Tara if she thought the professor was telling the truth. What he said was in agreement with everything we had learned so far, and if something was controlling him, what would it gain by having her try and free him?



        Tara agreed, and said that his aura did seem a little more lively while we had been speaking with him. She thought the spell would be a good idea and should help him. She was worried about the strange creatures we encountered last night. I said I’d gotten a couple of extra flashlights from the team’s supplies as well as spare batteries, just in case. That set her more at ease and she did think that any fire or light spells would probably be extra effective and would be ready to use them if necessary. She wondered if it were maybe time to consider having Buffy come up and join us. Especially if vampires might be involved, alien or not.



        My initial reaction was not to bother her. She would still be getting used to waitressing at an upscale place like Juliana’s and was also trying to spend more time with Dawn. I didn’t want to interfere with their bonding. I still kinda feel guilty for them being so driven apart this last year. I mean OK, they were much more separated when Buffy was dead, but after she came back with Tara moving out, me dealing with the addiction, and Buffy acting all detached and everything I feel I owe Dawn some quality sister time. I confided in Tara and she reluctantly assented, agreeing that we needed to act quickly right now in any case, before whatever control the professor was under was reasserted. She did make me promise that if things got too dangerous we would get the slayer first thing tomorrow.



        Tara began going through the herbs and incenses and I still wished that I could aid her in the spell department, I used to be the spell gal after all. I know if we worked together things would go more smoothly. It made me feel like I was just a useless fifth wheel with nothing to contribute. However, I did trust Tara’s knowledge and skill to accomplish the task. To help avoid getting in her way, and to keep my mind off the temptation to join her, I pulled out my journal and started updating everything that had happened lately.



        Meanwhile, Tara gathered up the proper components and a small piece of cloth and went outside to form a little pouch to hold the needed materials and meditate for a short while to clear her mind. As a precaution she stayed in sight. It took her longer than expected. In fact I completed the update and she still wasn’t finished. I didn’t know whether to interrupt or not, I didn’t want to break her concentration or disrupt her mindset. I thought that she might need a few candles to go with the circle and got them from our stuff. I figured the rosemary scented ones would create a more protective atmosphere and if she used three that would symbolize protecting mind, body and soul. That would increase the effectiveness of the incense which could be burned along with...



        I dropped the candles and almost started crying. What was I doing? This was not my spell and I couldn’t assist in any way. I don’t do magic anymore. I wasn’t useless. I’m the one who translated the writings so we could figure out what was going on. I had other ways to help and if I had been part of the ritual last night I might not have been paying enough attention to drive off the strange demons before they hurt us. Another part of me answered that if I still did magic I could have done the tinkerbell spell and driven them off much sooner, not put my girlfriend at such risk.



        Tara’s voice came from immediately behind me, asking if I was all right and why I had dropped the candles. It was too much. I flung myself against her and cried. Goddess how I wanted to things to be like they had been. Before Glory, when we worked magic together and nothing separated us. I don’t know why it hurt so much now, and I’m sure I frightened and confused my love, but it seemed so unfair. I just wanted to be able to help do this one thing, aid the professor and make everything right.



        Tara, bless her, held me and didn’t say anything. She just stroked my shoulders and hair, occasionally planting a kiss on my cheek. I don’t know if she really understood what I was feeling, but it didn’t matter. She was there, holding me, comforting me, ready to do whatever she could to ease my suffering.



        I returned her kiss and said, “No matter what happens you know how much I love you, right? You keep me going, make everything worthwhile. Without you I’d be an empty shell aimlessly passing through life, without any purpose, joy or feeling.”



        She nodded and said, “I know sweety. I need you too.”



        “You don’t understand,” I shook my head. “Right now I’d give anything to be able to help you. I know I can’t. I know you’ll be able to do this without me. But it hurts to watch you and not be involved, not have a hand in the magic. Just remember that I’ll always be with you and I’ll do everything I can to make sure nothing harms you.”



        “Wil, I know this hard on you, I do. But we are bound together by so much more than just magic. I fell in love with a girl who was so many things, beautiful, smart, able to see through my shyness to the real me, able to set me at ease or laughing with a few simple words or a certain look. Even while we were separated I never stopped loving you. I’m here now and I won’t leave you ever again. We’ll get through this together, right?” Here she cupped my chin and turned my face up to look into her stunning blue eyes. “As long as you always talk to me, let me know what’s going on in that noisy head of yours, OK?”



        I agreed of course, she was right I shouldn’t hold anything back where she was concerned, there was no need to. That sort of attitude had already cost us too much time apart. We hugged some more, she wiped at my eyes and said something about leaving the professor waiting too long. We didn’t want him relapsing, fall back under the control of the whispers. I hesitantly mentioned my idea about the candles and she thought that was a fine addition, and quickly scooped them up.



        When we got back the professor was still there, but he had moved some of the rubble into the room. He explained that it was taking so long and that he couldn’t sit still. He was afraid if he did the whispers would start again. To help keep them away he cleared a little more of the passageway. However, he was ready now to go through with whatever we intended. My witch asked him if she could cut a couple strands of his hair and at first he seemed a little reluctant, but she calmly explained it would help link the protective talisman to him specifically. He relented and she cut a few strands loose with her bolline.



        Tara then had him stand off to one side, while she carefully drew a chalk circle on the rock, preceding clockwise. She then set the three candles in a triangular formation and lit each. The professor shut off the lamp on his helmet, murmuring something about not wanting to ruin the mood.



        As was normal Tara invoked the Goddess, and a faint blue glow rose up around the circle, making the chamber lit like one of the giant aquarium rooms at the zoo. The professor may have gasped, I’m not entirely certain. She added his hair to the pouch and then invoked the protection of the Guardians of the Four Watchtowers, one at a time, putting in the appropriate herb for each. The glow from the circle ebbed and faded as she did so, continuing the illusion of water moving and shifting about. To finish it off she added a pinch of vervain and powdered topaz for clarity of mind and purpose. She sealed it off with some thread while saying a short prayer of thanks to the Goddess. A muted flash of green-blue energy flared out from the finished pouch, but I also noticed that her face seemed bathed in sweat and that her features were quite otherworldly in the light.



        Then, suddenly the energy dissipated and the candles went out. I think I heard Tara gasp and the professor quickly turned on his lamp. In the red light I saw Tara bent over on her hands and knees, breathing hard. I ached to run to her, but I knew better than to disturb the circle. I did call out and she slowly sat up, wiping her brow with her free hand. She didn’t look injured or anything, just incredibly drained and exhausted. I began to mentally berate myself for letting her perform what was obviously a dangerous operation while in such a weakened condition. If I had been in the circle with her she could have drawn on my energy as well.



        Finally she caught her breath and said she was all right. Even I could sense there was no magical energy left in the chamber, but she went through the steps of earthing the power and then thanking the Goddess before breaking the circle anyway. She really could be quite methodical when it came to spellcraft. Which, I suppose in the long run is safer than my approach was.



        I went and helped her to her feet, fussing and fretting the whole time. The professor came forward obviously somewhat stunned by the display. He asked if that was normal. I answered that each ritual was different and unique in its effects, but that that had been pretty typical. He wondered if it would have been more effective with both of us doing it, or perhaps even more people involved? Tara tactfully said that my energy was no longer focused and dangerous to use, but that she thought the results would be enough. She also related that at the end of the spell she had seen an image of the barrel shaped rock starting to move and cracks appearing along its side, as if something were trying to escape from within.



        The professor gasped and said he had heard the whispers much more loudly and insistently telling him to run from the room. It was only through focusing on the candles that he was able to remain stationary. He too sensed the increased malevolence of the alien creature. Tara gave him the pouch and told him to keep it on his person at all times. Once he had it he said that the whispering had definitely receded and his mind seemed its clearest since the first day.



        The question arose as to what to do next? We exchanged a look and then I put forth that maybe we should do something to destroy the fossil that had been excavated earlier. Tara agreed adding that most of the troubles seemed to be stemming from it, and that it’s destruction might help completely free the professor. Maybe with it gone the alien creatures would leave the area and return to wherever they came from?



        The professor concurred that we probably had the right idea, but was worried that just putting dynamite around it might not be enough. He was also concerned that even with our protective device he might not be able to go through with it.



        We discussed the matter a bit and in the end decided that we would use both magic and some of the dynamite to get rid of it. Since it was an unnatural, otherworldly creature, Tara felt certain that the old gods would be willing to aid in its destruction. She would prefer if Jessica aided her in the spell, since the last one had left her so drained. I thought that was a good idea, if she was well enough, and once again had a flash of guilt over not being able to fulfill that role myself. On the other hand I was worried the shrimp-like creatures might return and suggested that the others and myself could be nearby with flashlights ready to drive them off. I would have preferred to wait till morning to do this, but if something were getting loose we all agreed that acting quickly would be better than delaying. We also all thought the professor should stay below, far from alien barrel shaped creature, as a precaution against its control breaking through Tara’s protection.



        We all went back to Steve and Jessica and found that she was doing much better. The rest and the brandy seemed to have helped quite a bit. Ed was also present having brought a light sandwich down. Tara and I gave them a very brief, edited version of the information we learned from the wall and the influence the barrel shaped fossil seemed to be having on the professor and Jessica as well. Steve and Ed were dubious at first, but Jessica backed us up, as did the professor. They came around to our point of view, though Ed still did not entirely believe everything we had told him, but was reluctantly willing to join in. Jessica, despite her weakened state, bravely offered to aid Tara as much as she could.



        That decided we left Professor Akeley in the chamber while we slowly made our way out of the excavation. We found Michael and Linda having a nighttime snack before turning in. Both were obviously exhausted from the work of the previous night, but upon our second explanation of what was going on, made a bit more extensive by Linda’s pointed questions, they also agreed to aid us.



        The guys went and got one of the wheelbarrows in order to move the stone creature. I wanted it a ways off into the bowl shaped depression where we could be a nice safe distance off and yet still see it. We decided to be behind one of the large boulders so we could take cover when the dynamite exploded. I still had a few doubts that this might be too dangerous for Tara and Jessica. They would have to be able to see the statue in order to call down a magical fire on it. Still, they would be a hundred yards or so away and partially protected by the boulder. I hoped that would be enough. Goddess help me if anything happened to Tara as a result of this!



        While they moved the creature, with some direction from Linda, I went with Jessica and Tara to help get the proper materials ready. I fought a mild urge to join in, which repeatedly came and went. Mostly I was just there to oversee Jessica and offer a few suggestions. The main burden would lay on Tara. While she purified herself and cleansed Jessica’s aura, I once again updated my journals.



        Just in case something bad happens, someone can read through this and know what we were trying to do. If we’ve failed than the destruction of the barrel shaped statue is of the utmost importance, and Buffy Summers needs to be informed of what happened. My final suggestion is for her to tell Rupert Giles the full extent of what we learned before trying to fix the situation.



        They are done with their preparations now and Steve says that the entombed creature is set and that Michael has the dynamite ready and placed around it. We’ll let the fire set it off rather than use any fuse or electronic device. If something does go wrong, I have instructed everyone to head back to Sunnydale and to tell Buffy what happened.



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To Be Concluded...



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 4
PostPosted: Mon Jul 29, 2002 3:21 am 
Once again the outstanding quality continues. It's lovely to see how Tara is helping Willow through the occasional slips with magick.



Gem

Tara: There's just so much to work through... and can you just be kissing me now?



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 4
PostPosted: Mon Jul 29, 2002 6:02 am 




I love how you've shown that Willow and Tara communicating without words, there's a lovely synchronicity to that.



Hmm, Jessica did a blessing to the Goddess, and then fainted. Then Tara, to aid the Professor, did the protection spell, and felt drained. Interesting.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls



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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 4
PostPosted: Tue Jul 30, 2002 5:33 pm 
Miss1234kitty: I felt through much of this season that Willow and Tara should have struggled with the addiction together. I also felt that once they had, Willow would have more problems with Tara using magic than she would be willing to admit.



Mollyig: I also have noticed that they do have an odd way of communicating and I am glad that you liked the way that worked out. Things won't be quite so happy between them in the next part.



Garner

Edited by: Garner at: 7/30/02 4:34:26 pm


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 Post subject: Re: Those That Feed Part 4
PostPosted: Wed Jul 31, 2002 3:10 am 
Poor Willow, her struggle with magic so palpable.



I like the way the last 2 paragraphs changed to present tense, making the outcome more ambivalent.

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 Post subject: Problems
PostPosted: Fri Aug 02, 2002 12:33 pm 
OK, I am having a slight problem getting this to post so let me try putting a buffer between this and the next one. That might help.



It must have been the length. So how do I delete this message now???



Garner

Edited by: Garner at: 8/2/02 11:44:53 am


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 Post subject: Those That Feed Part 5
PostPosted: Fri Aug 02, 2002 12:38 pm 
Sorry for the delay, I had no access to a computer with a floppy drive on Weds., darn changes at the University!



This is the final part. Remember that there was an intentional space break from the last part. This section might be a little more intense, assuming I did things right, than the others and should be the most Lovecraftian and disturbing. Just mentioning it in case. Thanks to everyone for sticking with me, I hope that it was worth it.



Garner







                        Part 5



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        Yeeha, we got it done. Yeah that worked just great. Why did we ever go up there again?

I suppose things would have been worse if we hadn’t, but was it worth it? Ignorance is bliss and now the only bliss that can possibly await me is that of oblivion.



        It’s been several days and Tara says I should update my journals, write down what happened and maybe that will help straighten things out in my mind. Right! She would say that! What does she know? Does she even control her own thoughts or body? Do I? Who would have thought that giving up magic would actually protect me, make it harder for them to find me? Crawling, slithering, feeding. I can’t see them anymore but they’re there, I know it.



        OK, focus, think straight. I’m cured! No, random silliness and that’s not what she meant. So we went to blow up the Elder Thing, that’s the race the barrel-shaped alien turned out to be. You’d think they’d have a better name for themselves wouldn’t you? Anyway, the guys had it set in the center of that accursed bowl amidst all that metallic rock. Goddess I was walking all over it, sleeping on it and they were there the whole time.



        Focus, right. Tara and Jessica created a circle partially behind one of the larger boulders, with a view of the creature. Ed or Steve had left a lantern by it so we could see it in the darkness. The two girls invoked the four quarters and the energy raised up within the circle, all blue and crackling, fitful sparks tingeing the night, almost like a super fast strobe light. I remember thinking at the time that there should have been a steadier and more constant build up. Instead it kept on ebbing and then rising again.



        And that was when I heard a strange voice in my mind. It had a crackling, almost metallic tone to it. Tara and I had used telepathy before so it wasn’t that strange, but it did startle me. From Tara’s reaction I believe it communicated with her as well.



        The voice asked why we were about to blow it up. It asked why we were aiding the Mi-Go when they had attacked us the night before. Hey, this is sort of working, it is easier to ignore what came later and just concentrate on what happened. Maybe Tara was right. But then if she suggested it, maybe this is some sort of trap? Opening me to Those That Feed? No, I don't think it works that way, but I’ll have to be careful, you know, just in case.



        At first I thought this might be some last ditch attempt to influence us like it was doing to the professor and prevent us from destroying it. Almost as soon as I thought that it said that Professor Akeley’s body was dead and that it was not trying to influence him. Tara asked what had happened to the professor? Had the strange creatures we had seen, the Mi-Go, gotten into the tunnels?



        It answered that of course they had, they built the complex and were here to see that it was reactivated, to seize control of the ancient experiment. It had an odd way of relating information actually. It sent images along with its words. Hah, I remember thinking it was disorienting and confusing at the time. How naive I was. It sensed our distrust and hostility and sent images of the strange creatures from last night. It said that they were a young space traveling race which had sought to usurp the Elder Thing’s role in the universe. Its own race had left the earth long ago, and here we saw many barrel shaped creatures, only the nubs in the back were full wings that kept them suspended in some strange solution that allowed them to flow through space. The others, the Mi-Go, remained and we saw them keeping mostly to the mountainous or hilly areas, forming small mining colonies to dig for ores or to prey on the local animal, or later human, population for servants or appeasement for their terrible Gods. They seemed to believe that it was through manipulation of humans that they would eventually free the one called Yog-Sothoth, the Gate, who would allow them dominion throughout the universe.



        So, fine, we knew a bit of this, it obviously knew a lot more but that still didn’t explain why we should trust it or not destroy it. Around us the others were getting parts of the conversation. I don’t think they were as sensitive to its broadcast thoughts. They stood around looking puzzled and Steve asked if this was part of the procedure, while Linda and Michael still seemed unable to get over the shock of seeing the circle’s energy. If they only knew what was truly happening!



        The Elder Thing sent us images of the Mi-Go researching and experimenting on humans. They were chiefly a curious and scientific race and they had amazing surgical skills developed over the years. It showed them coming upon the professor late one night and immobilizing him with some sort of electrical discharge. Then they operated on him, removing his brain and placing it in a silver metal tube with three protrusions on it. Tara gasped, and we both remembered seeing just such a cylinder in the tent where the archeology finds were kept. The creature added that certain leads could be attached to the knobs that would allow the occupant to see, hear and speak with those around it.



        The Elder Thing explained that this was a painless and common procedure for the aliens. It allowed them to take the minds of humans they were interested in back to their base on Yuggoth or further into the stars. If the body was kept right, the brain could be replaced later. However, in this case the professor’s body was skinned and through some amulet dedicated to that loathsome gate god one of the Mi-Go wrapped the skin around itself and impersonated Professor Akeley.



        I heard both girls in the circle gasp, and Jessica covered her face with her hands letting out a sob and a nauseous cough. I wish I reacted the same. But no, I had to know more, learn, learn, learn, that’s me. Find out everything I can, classify, categorize and assimilate. Great mental state Wil, look where that’s got you! I tell you there are things you don't want to know. Knowledge isn’t power, its the road to Hell.



        Tara did her best to see to Jessica. The Elder Thing went on to say that the Mi-Go were trying to invoke the power of Yog Sothoth even now. They would use it to rip open the barrier between the present and the time after their first group had reached back in order to gain access to the creatures its race had originally been creating. OK, here I was confused. The bombarding wave of images wasn’t helping either. What time was it talking about? Didn’t the Mi-Go already try this and let something like vampires loose on themselves?



        I don't know if the alien could laugh, but it sure seemed like it was trying. More strange images of impossible geometry’s and other Escher-like pictures filled my mind. To the eldritch god, time was something that could be re-arranged as It saw fit. Reality was nothing but a lump of playdo for It to fashion as the whim took It. Before It we were like bacteria within that material It was shaping and It cared for us as much as we would care about the microscopic organisms around us. I also sensed alien creature ridiculed such simple things as vampires, minor beings of little use, value or threat.



        Its race had created Those That Feed to fight in their wars. They would absorb certain types of energy within the minds of other beings, and then bring it back to the Elder Things who would extract it and use it to power their own hybrid technology. This energy was mostly associated with the Mi-Go’s mental abilities to warp the world around them. In humans it manifested itself as the process which Tara and Jessica were currently using. In other words, magic.



        Hah, magic, my former salvation from nerdom, the initial bridge to Tara, my vice and now source of great terror. It’s magical all right, but it’s not delicious! Did I believe it? Did Tara? What it said explained so much. Tara’s tiredness and her reaction after performing the spell last night not to mention Jessica’s condition. Only my refusal to use magic had kept me safe.



        Again it sensed what we were thinking and I got the image of many Mi-Go in a dark, icy landscape grouped in a strange chamber open to the stars. They all working in concert, buzzing a chant, their heads glowing in unison and using their minds to influence specific people on Earth, people like me and Tara. The sudden and almost overwhelming desire to aid her in witchcraft was stoked by the Mi-Go millions of miles away. Even now they bent their will towards us to use more magic. Had we been used so thoroughly?



        Why didn’t it tell us this before? Why only now when it was in danger? It replied that since it had been trapped within the casing of metallic rock, it had been sending its mind out to keep track of the Mi-Go on Earth, on Yuggoth, and occasionally speaking with others of its kind. Yes, it was dying, but that could take eons as long as it was encased. It had been trying to warn other Elder Things of the Mi-Go’s current activities, but had not been too successful. Once the professor uncovered it, he must have had the rest of his kind on Yuggoth interfere and keep the Elder Thing’s mind occupied. It had only just returned to its body a day before and was mentally exhausted by the effort and in need of examining the current situation.



        It now sensed that the reason it had been occupied was that the Mi-Go were close to opening the threshold to the past. Their machine had been reactivated and Yog Sothoth was being invoked. We needed to hurry or...



        Suddenly a dark shape swept unsteadily down towards the barrel shaped rock. The creature’s dangling nippers and limbs held some gizmo with tubes and flanges that made it look sort of like an bizarre old time camera. Suddenly a brilliant flash of electricity arced out and struck the Elder Thing. The dynamite exploded in a deafening roar and a hot wind rushed over us.



        When the brilliant spots stopped their cavorting before my eyes I saw the Mi-Go shakily swerve and bank around towards us. The others still seemed stunned, but my girl reacted quickly. She already had raised energy to call fire down on the statue, now she directed what was left of that energy through her and fire erupted in front of the flying terror.



        It tried to swerve to avoid the conflagration, but couldn’t manage it. It’s membranous wings burnt in great patches and a buzzing shriek filled the night air. Unable to fly anymore the creature plummeted into the ground and lay still. As did Tara.



        At this point I figured breaking the circle was the least of my worries so I skidaddled over to her. She was paler than before and breathing heavily, but still conscious. I took her head and wiped her brow offering hollow words of encouragement. Things like, "you got it. It’s OK, everyone will be fine now." What a laugh.



        While I was caring for her, the others began to shake off their shock and began to bombard me with questions. "What was that? What’s going on? How did she do that?" Those sort of things. I answered as best I could, aware that if the professor really was a Mi-Go, he might be performing some ritual to his god as we spoke and time could be critical. Which is always the case isn’t it? As long as there’s time, everything’s in place; we have time, but not much. Once time stops that’ll be the end, won’t it?



        No, focus, no thoughts about the future. The now, or then actually. The question was raised exactly what should we do? Not an easy one, that. Tara was getting better and was very worried about what the thing that looked like Professor Akeley could be doing. That’s my girl. Never concerned with herself, always thinking about others. I had to agree though. We needed to get below and find out exactly what was going on. I remembered that the translation talked about some machine which helped form part of the attempt to delve back into the past to steal the Elder Thing’s experiment. Perhaps if we could find it and blow it up we could stop the Mi-Go? Tara raised the point that didn’t this machine also help create the barrier spell? This still gives me nightmares. Originally designed for opening a way into the past, would its destruction save or damn us? We didn’t have much choice though, if it were actively opening a way into the past it would have to be destroyed.



        Tara nodded her assent and we both looked at the others. Ed was sitting against the boulder, his head in his pudgy hands not taking any of this very well. He slowly rocked back and forth. Michael looked like someone hit him in the gut with a bat, but otherwise seemed to be coping, Linda looked mad and sad at the same time. She knew the professor best and couldn’t be happy with what had happened. Steve knelt beside Jessica and was trying to aid her much like I had Tara. He gave her some of the brandy and tried to make her comfortable against the same boulder. He didn’t seem to care about anything but tending to his girlfriend. I guess that’s worth something.



        Everyone looked to me for an answer. Great, cuz the last time I had this kind of pressure it didn’t go to my head at all, no siree. Finally I decided that Steve, Ed and Jessica should take one of the trucks and head back to Sunnydale. They should be OK once they left the area, and back in town they could contact Buffy and tell her everything that had happened so far. Michael and Linda, if they were willing, would come with Tara and I. We’d get the rest of the dynamite, take the flashlights and Coleman lanterns, and head down below and see if we could stop whatever might be going on.



        Everyone agreed, and you know it’s remarkable how herd like we really are in times of crisis. The first person to say something with a bit of force of will and everyone falls in line to follow them. It’s kinda scary when you think about it. Anyway, Jessica seemed to be feeling better and I began to wonder about that brandy. The professor had been the one who gave it to her, after all.



        I asked Steve if I could see it for a moment and sniffed the open bottle. It smelled like blackberry brandy, but there was a hint of something else too. I paused for a moment and thought. The being impersonating the professor didn’t seem to want to kill us. No, they required us alive as a re-usable source for some sort of power. Matrix us up! In that case the drink would probably be helpful and I offered it to Tara, explaining my reasoning.



        She grinned and said I was just trying to get her drunk, but she took the bottle and several long pulls from it. She handed it back to Steve and after a few moments she did look better. Since there wasn’t much of the concoction left, I had Steve pour just a little bit in a canteen so I could analyze it later. Always thinking, that’s me.



        Our two groups parted, one for the vehicles, the other for the storage tent and the equipment we needed. I should’ve just taken Tara and left too. Hindsight and all that. Instead we went first to our tent where Tara got some more herbs, minerals and crystals for protective magic. Hah, like any magic could protect us!



        While we picked up the remaining dynamite and Michael attached the blasting caps and fuses, Linda asked why the professor had been taken by the Mi-Go? She remembered him as a kind and gentle man with a great deal of curiosity about the past and the way other cultures lived. Unfortunately I had to say that those traits were probably exactly what led them to take him instead of someone else. I believe they tried with Philip, the original tech, but that he got scared and left. The professor’s curiosity and desire to learn were probably what doomed him. That’s my new motto: you don’t want to know!



        So our brave bunch checked our flashlights, topped off the lanterns, and you thought we were stupid. Nope, just idiots. And so, armed with some explosives, we clumped on over to the entrance tunnel and restarted the generator. Down into the cool ground we went. Not a guard posted or anything. Hah, I have this strange image of Riley rebuking a recalcitrant alien shrimp commander and then threatening it with a bucket of melted butter. Hey, it’s better than the images I normally see now.



        The tunnel was more oppressive than before. It seemed to press in on us, waver and almost appeared newer and fresher. An odd thrumming came from deeper underground and the vibrations made our feet tingle like after having sat cross-legged too long. The lights were dimmer and flickered in an odd rhythm that seemed to mirror the tingling. Tara said that she sensed a gathering of very negative energy ahead. We continued anyway.



        We came to the area the group had been trying to get through, and found that it had been cleared. It was warmer now, a vague smell like sulfur permeated the air, and I swore I heard a distant hissing. The strange metal alloy rubble all around us vibrated and danced on the ground. I tried to avoid touching it as much as possible, perhaps aware on an instinctual level the danger it held. Tara’s nose was wrinkled in her "Ewww," face and I think she was breathing a lot heavier than she should have been. Damn them! They feed on her and she doesn’t even know it. They draw and they draw and before long what will be left? Will they have her? Will she still be Tara or something else?



        We proceeded and the floor was now almost all that metallic rock. It was solid but at one time it must have sustained a great explosion or heat as ripples and waves were captured in it. Yet as we got closer to the chambers that surround the great middle one the GPR had discerned, the effect lessened. Tara and I held hands for what might have been the last time while Michael and Linda thrust their lanterns before them like we had crosses before vamps.



        I remember vague details of the rooms. They had a lot of the symbols and drawings on the walls facing the direction we were going. Material like that of the strange sheet we had seen in the artifact’s tent covered the ceilings. Imprinted on them was a celestial map of sorts, though I failed to recognize any constellations. It took some effort to look away and not get lost in the distances that seemed to open before your eyes. Niches in the walls for icons of some sort were spaced evenly around the rooms, but nothing but slag or rubble filled them.



        And that’s when we heard the buzzing chant. For chant it most certainly was. A repeated cadence that rose and fell. It was oddly hypnotic and yet revolting at the same time. I’m sure the hair on my neck bristled and I saw goosebumps on Tara’s arm. She looked at me with those big blue eyes, almost pleading that we turn around and leave. I wanted to, but actually it was Linda who had her jaw set and a determined "resolve" face on that made me realize that I just couldn’t. More fool me.



        We passed through the chambers and into a medium length traverse tunnel. An eerie light that is hard to describe pulsated near its end. The glow was both green and orangish, and though it was dim it still drowned out that from our lanterns. No matter how close we got to it always seemed to be a ways ahead of us.



        As we walked into the main central chamber I’m sure someone, maybe me or all of us, cried out in amazement. I can still see the place like I was there. It’s in my dreams. I see it every night and it’s like it calls to me. What should have been a large, roughly thirty foot diameter room was instead much bigger. A smooth rock floor stretched approximately fifteen feet inwards. A few slabs of rock similar to tables were off to either side and on one was the professor’s hard-hat, his digging tools and a few red crystal discs on sticks. Through a vaporous mist that became thicker further in the room looked more and more like a rock strewn landscape, jagged, sharp and young. Pools of water boiled and steamed at irregular intervals while other vents gave off noxious smelling gasses. The heat was much greater and I could have sworn I saw a river of lava off in the distance. Closer to us, in front of the professor, I noticed several distinct metallic columns about 4 feet tall; symbol covered rings were spaced evenly on them.



        The professor stood holding the taper of discs that had been in the artifact’s tent. He rotated the various levels and chanted as he did so. The green and orange light emanated from what appeared to be some rough, black rock altar immediately in front of him. The sides had carvings of various creatures prostrating themselves before some sort of amorphous blob like form. One of the Mi-Go lay on top of the altar, its underside facing up and the chitonous exo-skeleton burst apart. Two more of the creatures shuffled back and forth on either side, their wings shuddering in time with the buzzing noise they produced.



        We stopped, naturally, stunned by the bizarre scene in front of us. At the time I wished I could just flood the entire area with a cleansing fire and blot the image from my mind. Now I’m not sure whether that was some attempt by the aliens to influence me or not. Whatever the case, Tara noticed that as the professor turned the rings on his device, the ones on the metal columns also twisted and that the symbols then briefly lit up.



        I shouted, "Everyone move forward and place the dynamite by the metal cylinders!"



        I tried to shine my flashlight at the creatures, but the light was lost in the mist and distant glow. I grabbed Michael’s Coleman lantern, but even on high it had no more affect. As we moved forward the Mi-Go on the left stopped its supplications and turned towards us holding another bulky silver device that was all arms, swirls and bulbs. A opaque cyrstal glowed near one tip and a white cone leapt toward us.



        Tara held up a mix of herbs and minerals and I realized she had been chanting a prayer to the Goddess since we had started moving into the room. The cone split around us, leaving a coating of ice on the rock floor. The sprigs and herbs tied together in Tara’s hand crackled and shattered like they had been quick frozen. She reached into her pocket and took out a small pouch similar to the one she had earlier given to the professor. Her face was extremely white and sweat glistened on her face and neck.



        We kept moving, careful not to slip on the slick surface. The creature adjusted something on its apparatus and fired again. This time a more intense narrow beam shot outwards. Tara must have been ready for the area in front of us shimmered as an invisible barrier formed. The beam pressed into it sending tendrils of silver and blue every which way. It pressed into the barrier, but instead of bursting through it began to form into a bright shining ball. It grew brighter and brighter and Tara dropped to one knee, blood slowly trickled from her nose. A second later the Mi-Go stopped shooting and she thrust both hands forward, her pouch disintegrating in a cloud of dust that she blew towards the alien.



        The shining ball leapt back at the creature that created it, striking its machine and flash freezing the monstrosity in a brilliant white flare. At that moment I was torn with pride over what my lover had accomplished, worry over her prone and unmoving form, and fear as the second Mi-Go stopped its chanting and shambled towards us, its nippers opening and closing menacingly.



        I shouted and pushed Linda and Michael sideways towards the metal columns. Each had a dazed look and moved slowly at first, but then started running. I was still holding the Coleman lantern and so as the creature moved in, seemingly towering above me, I dodged the first swipe of its pinkish pincer and swung the lantern against its side. The relatively fragile metal broke and fuel spewed over the Mi-Go, lighting a moment later. It buzzed and shrieked. A nipper swept past, its passage so close that my hair blew sideways. I backed up and slid sideways a bit trying to stay between it and Tara when I ran into something. My reaching hand came upon one of the professor’s picks, and I grasped it. The injured creature still shuddered, trying to douse the fire with its wings, so I swung for the multi-colored celia like tentacles of its head. The pick end struck with a squelching noise that elicited an ever higher pitched shriek. The implement was dragged from my grasp as the Mi-Go hopped backwards and the fell over.



        Blindly I groped for another weapon in case it got back up. I came up with a red lenslike crsytal on the end of a short shaft; it looked like a giant magnifying glass. Why I grabbed this I’ll never know. If only I had chanced upon a shovel or something else instead. But no. I held it before me and saw that Michael and Linda had deposited their dynamite by two of the now glowing cylinders, and were dashing back.



        The professor’s voice raised above the rest of the din in an inhuman chant of consonants and seeming gibberish. "Iai Yog Sothoth, nglrak pthgen Sothoth!" I was half tempted to chuck the lens at him, but he was too far away. Instead I looked back at Tara. She stirred ever so slightly and started to rise. I was about to go to her when she pointed back towards the altar.



        I’m still not entirely certain what transpired next. The professor had finished his chant and turned back on us.



        "No!" He cried. "I won’t let you stop us."



        And then his body shivered and twisted. A vast wet ripping sound echoed in the chamber and he shook and suddenly a pair of Mi-Go wings appeared from his back. A moment later he seemed to deflate or shrivel as one of the terrible creatures appeared to step backwards out of the professor. His clothes and flesh fell to the ground, though the thing still clutched the rod and rings in one of its pincers that was covered in the tattered fragments of a hand. I brought the lens in front of me, sort of as a shield and partially to be ready to strike with it and some perverse fate caused me to glance through that damnable cyrstal.



        I saw through it shimmering orange-green lines of energy extending from the metallic cones towards a similarly glowing portal beyond the altar, and dim shapes moving around. I looked closer and could make out several more of the Mi-Go convulsing and writhing in some sort of strange dance on a plain that must have existed in a previous time. Volcanoes were obvious in the background and a primal world’s landscape stretched out into the distance. Strange machines of crystal and metal surrounded a tremendous chunk of the metallic alloy that must have been over fifty feet tall. Flat, eel like creatures with broad yellow eyes and wide mouths filled with short feelers oozed all over the massive lump. They swam in and out of the porous material, seemingly at home in it though they were way to large to fit in any of the holes.



        I heard Linda yell for us to run. I heard the creature that had been the professor chant again and twirl the slices of rock on the rod it held. It cried the name Yog Sothoth several more times. Tara’s voice suddenly rang out beseeching the Goddess’ power and I glanced back to see what she was doing.



        Oh, what I would give to have not looked back. To have not held that lens in front of me while I did. She supported herself on one arm, barely lifting herself up. Through the red tint I could see the energy of Tara’s magic start to gather around her. It flared and brightened, but then suddenly I saw several of the worm like creatures flow over my love. One seemed to pass through her belly and latched its mouth on the center of her chest. Another wrapped itself around her face, its feelers dispersing into her hair. As they did the magical energy started to dim and their eyes glowed and increased in size. Tara noticeably grew weaker but kept up her invocation. More of the creatures swam through the air around her, absorbing the magic, their eyes also bloating and becoming larger while others attached themselves to her so that I could barely see her.



        With a final effort Tara finished her spell. I twirled as the creature that had been the professor buzzed and shrieked. It now held nothing but a wet metal rod, the remains of the rock rings cascading to the ground now little more than water, transmuted by my girl. The Mi-Go suddenly went stiff and through the lens I saw a putrid white-gray tentacle wrap around it and start to pull it towards the opening beyond the altar.



        I couldn’t help it. Even with all that I had seen already I was still curious and I looked into that circle. Maybe I expected some new threat to be coming from it, or maybe more of the creatures that must be Those That Feed. Instead what I saw made me scream out loud and hurl the accursed lens away.



        Some huge protoplasmic form was superimposed on the huge tower of metal rock. Various pseudopods extended from it and caused the Mi-Go to dance and thrash about it even while mouths formed along the tendrils and ate at them. As it did some of Those That Feed seemed to crawl out of various other holes or split off of appendages along its main bulk and then swam into the rock.



        As I stared at it and its various mouths, tentacles and eyes, one tendril rose up and an eye formed at the end and looked directly at me! I locked gazes with it as it peered into and through me. I cannot describe the sensations that swept over me. It was like I wished to burst from my skin and disperse into nothingness, sweet oblivion. Anything to be out of that thing’s sight.



        I also vaguely recall more of Those That Feed flowing from that giant rock and pressing up against the edge of the circle of greenish-orange light. Waiting for the final barrier to come down so they could flow into our world.



        I don’t know what brought me back to my senses, maybe it was my sweety calling me, maybe it was my imagination. I did turn away from the horrid altar and the sights beyond it to look for her. Tara had collapsed back to the ground and was breathing heavily. In my mind’s eye I could still see the creatures wrapped about her, fattening themselves on her magic, draining her. For the first time in my life I felt repulsion at the thought of going over and touching her. What would I really be grasping, her of them?



        I fought the revulsion remembering that this was Tara, my everything, and tried to both pick her up and rouse her at the same time. She responded slowly and I grew frantic. I could hear the dynamites’ fuses sizzling nearby, and though I couldn’t see it, I felt the pressure of that hideous thing and its offspring pressing to cross over to our time. We had to get out, now.



        I couldn’t lift her and my girl seemed still dazed and out of it. I did the only thing I could think of, I kissed her and shook her for all I was worth. I almost gagged as I thought what lay across her face. I swore I could feel a rubbery, liquidy thing between us, though it might just have been her lips. But it had the desired effect. Her eyes opened and I was able to get her up and running.



To Be Continued Immediately.



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 Post subject: Those That Feed Part 5, Section 2
PostPosted: Fri Aug 02, 2002 12:43 pm 
Sorry, this is the last part and the direct continuation of the last post. Very bizarre, must have been too long-G

       

We stumbled and ran as best we could and made it past the blockage and to the cross corridor when a huge explosion came from behind us. The whole tunnel rumbled and shook, debris and rocks knocked loose from the ceiling rained down around us. The force of the blast sent us spinning down the corridor and we landed hard. My ears rang though I heard nothing. Wild spots bounced before my eyes, and each resembled a miniature version of Those That Feed. I may have lost consciousness, I don’t really know.



        At some point I stirred and realized I was still alive, though everything was dark and a soft, warm mass lay beneath me. After a moment I realized it was Tara’s stomach and I scrambled backwards, trying to break contact with whatever might be there. I sat breathing heavily, scared and afraid in the dark. My back hurt where something must have struck it and I think I had skinned an elbow as it was sticky to the touch. After a while I got a hold of myself. I didn’t have a flashlight with me anymore, but did have a book of matches, just in case they had been needed to light the dynamite of course. I always plan ahead, for what little that’s worth.



        I lit one of the matches and saw that Tara lay a short ways from me. She didn’t look badly injured, though there was a small cut on her forehead and several bruises showed on her arms. A larger chunk of the ceiling lay next to her, a little bit to the right and it would have broken her leg for sure. It took me another match before I gathered up the courage to go over to her and tried to wake her.



        She came to fairly quickly and in her thankfulness to be alive threw herself around me. Through gritted teeth I endured her hug and the touch of those things that clung to her. I told her we had to get moving and that we couldn’t stay here in the tunnel, it could collapse at any time. Goddess help me it was the truth, but really I couldn’t stand her holding me in the dark. My skin crawled and I couldn’t shake the image of bloated yellow eyes staring out at me.



        We used the matches to make our way out of the exploration site. It seemed like it took forever, that we were in the dark more than the faint flickering light, but Michael and Linda said we were only underground maybe twenty minutes or a half hour at most. They had both made it just to the entrance when the charges went off. They were basically fine, though they had been knocked about a bit too.



        Michael looked older and his hair seemed whiter than I remembered, though that could have just been the moonlight. Linda asked if we thought the professor was dead, or at least the creature that had worn his body. I answered that it most definitely was, and that given the dust and debris that shot down the tunnel I thought the area must have collapsed. Indeed Buffy came up here a day ago and checked to make sure. She said that the whole place had collapsed and that nothing was left. But did it happen soon enough? Did Those That Feed come hurtling across the threshold? Was the machine holding them back or letting them through> I know some made it. They must have been trapped below and freed by the Mi-Go when the excavations started, living in that cursed metallic rock, but how many?



        We all left that night in any case. Tara and I in the rented sedan, Michael and Linda in one of the SUVs. We didn’t bother to gather anything up but our personal belongings. I suppose the others went back the following day and tore down the site. They didn’t find the metallic cylinder nor any of the strange symbol covered rock sheets either. Jessica told Tara that they had informed the University and the authorities that Professor Akeley had been working too hard, that he had miscut a fuse and accidentally blown himself up. I suppose there was an investigation, but as always nothing came of it.



        As far as I know Steve and Jessica are still together. Tara says that Jessica decided to join the Peace Corps and both of them are planning on going to some South American country. I sent her a letter cautioning her not to use any more magic. I don’t know if she will take my advice or not. Ed had a nervous breakdown and is being institutionalized, the lucky bastard. Michael and Linda have started going out and are talking about working with the GPR some more in the Middle East where they think it’s safer. Even with the current conflicts they’re probably right.



        Neither Tara nor I were that badly injured. We had bruises, scrapes and stiffness but nothing life threatening. Yeah, like that would be so bad! Tara was pretty lethargic and out of sorts. I analyzed the brandy the professor gave us and have mostly been able to duplicate it. There were some compounds that are way beyond anything I’ve ever heard about or seen before. It does give me something to focus on though. I sent some of the stuff I made to Jessica and made Tara drink some too. It does help and I told her I think it helps re-energize her after using magic. At least she won’t be totally drained and go crazy, I hope. But you never know. It’s probably only a matter of time until Those That Feed take over. For all I know they could be in control already.



        So now what? It’s been almost a week and I sit here finishing this account while Tara is getting ready for bed. She is anxious and a bit worried about me. I, I haven’t been acting normally at all. I know she wants to comfort me, to hold me and make love to me, but I just can’t. I still love her, there’s no question of that, but I just can’t get those last images out of my mind. What would I really be kissing, caressing, lying with? Her touch chills me and makes my skin crawl in a way I never would have thought possible.



        I don’t know what to do. Is it really Tara or something else. The whole damned trip may have helped save the world, or at least made it safer for a short while, but it cost me everything. Ignorance is bliss, there are some things you really don’t want to know. She’s calling to me in that sexy bedroom voice and now I have to come up with some excuse again. I just can’t go on like this much longer.





                *                                *                                *





        I can’t believe what I just did. It goes against everything I was taught to believe, against everything that I’ve tried to teach Willow. I’m such a hypocrite. It might have been necessary, but did I really have the right to do it? Goddess forgive me, but I don’t know.



        Willow has been acting so oddly since we came back from the archeological site in the mountains. She was nervous, flighty, a little bitter and always edgy around me. I tried to get her to open up, to tell me what’s going on in that beautiful head of hers, but she just kept being evasive.



        Worse yet, for some reason whenever I try to touch her, hold her, especially kiss her or be intimate she moves away from me, comes up with some excuse not to. I’ve never known her to not be in the mood. It hurts and I feel so terrible. She went up there because of me, because of my friend. Something happened to her and it’s all my fault.



        Maybe I should have just swallowed my pain and let go, left her once more. After we got back together I thought we would never have a reason to be apart again. What is it that is trying to separate us? Some sort of horrible karmic debt? No-one understands what happened in May, but we were almost parted then as well. Is our love doomed to fail and in the long run bring us nothing but pain? It’s so hard to be optimistic.



        But, my poor Willow had been getting worse. I don’t think she could continue like she was. She seemed to be losing her grip on reality, muttering constantly to herself, and acting more and more apathetic, then suddenly paranoid. I think she was headed towards a breakdown worse than Ed’s. She may even have become dangerous to herself eventually. I don’t think she trusted me anymore either. She looked at me in a funny way, like I might try and hurt her. It tore me up so much that I couldn’t help but cry and cry.



        Goddess forgive me if these are just rationalizations. Ways to justify what I did because I wanted her back, because I couldn’t stand the look of revulsion in her eyes when I approached her. I didn’t have any choice did I?



        I waited till she was working on that brandy she got from the professor and read through her new journal. I sorta felt bad for doing it, but she had said long ago that I could always read through them and that there was nothing she wanted to hide or keep secret from me. I hoped there might be some clue as to what was wrong with her. Whatever she saw in that chamber, whatever Those That Feed really are or came from, it seems to be the cause for her current problems. For once I’m inclined to agree with her summation that some things maybe we weren’t meant to know.



        So I did the unthinkable. I found the memory alteration spells she used on me. I studied them and then blended them together and used that on her. The crystal focus I’ve sealed in amber and coated with shilack. It won’t be easily destroyed.



        Since then Willow has returned to her normal, loving self. She remembers going up to the mountains and defeating the Mi-Go, but none of the details of our final encounter are left. Just vague impressions. She thinks that’s the result of the explosion.



        Goddess help me I lover her so. I told her I would rather die than be apart, and that was true. She’s happy again and we’re together. I really do believe this is what she would have wanted me to do. I keep telling myself that, and maybe someday I’ll believe that. Until then these journals are also something she’s forgotten. I might show them to her one day, in the far future, but until them I will keep them hidden as well. Another secret that could come between us.



She’s calling me to bed in that cute, sexy voice she sometimes uses. I love her so much, I would do anything to protect her. I just hope that when she does read this that she’ll be able to forgive me more than I do myself right now.



        Tara Maclay





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 Post subject: Cthulu fhtagn
PostPosted: Fri Aug 02, 2002 3:48 pm 
Excellent story. You've captured the feel and style of HP Lovecraft very well. Willow was a great choice for narrator and Tara's ending note was just the right way to end such a story. Unfortunately, Willow was right. In Lovecraft's world, you're always better off not knowing.



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