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Re: Turning Willow

Postby willntlover » Sat Nov 16, 2002 12:03 am

OMG!! Fantastic update :) Can't wait to see how you are going to settle everything!



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."



"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."



"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."





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Turned Part 13

Postby JustSkipIt » Sun Nov 17, 2002 5:05 pm

Hi everyone. I'll do responses to comments later or tomorrow. But for now, something cliffhangy...



Title– Turned – part 13



Author– JustSkipit - Debra



E-maildebraser@yahoo.com



Feedback – Yes please.



Spoilers–Season 6 through Seeing Red.



Rating– Part 13 – PG



Disclaimer – Willow and Tara and any other character that appeared in the syndicated television show “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” is property of Joss and Mutant Enemy, I’m only borrowing them and am not making any money off them. The first line of Winnie the Pooh is by A.A Milne. Thanks.



Summary – This story goes from the moment that Tara is shot at the end of Seeing Red with three changes to Buffy details. 1. Tara is shot through the spleen rather than the Heart. 2. Buffy is shot in the arm. 3. Spike did not leave town after the events of Seeing Red.





“Here is Edward Bear, coming d-o-w-n-s-t-a-i-r-s downstairs now,”



“That’s very good Tara, keep going.”



Tara’s bright face lit up as her smile widened with her mother’s praise for her efforts. This was the best part of the day to the young girl. As the sun faded to darkness, they shared their special time every evening. Tara read from the book which her mother had given her on her seventh birthday. Some days her mother would sit behind the youngster on the bed, brushing out her long blond hair over and over again. Both mother and daughter reveled in the closeness and intimacy of this shared time.



Other times, she carefully crafted the intricate design on her daughter’s hip. Tara felt herself slip into a dream-like state as her mother worked the ink into her skin.



Once the young girl asked her mother to show her how to make the tattoo: “Mama, can you show me how to make that design?”



“My darling, when I am older I will show you everything you need to know. Then one day you will do this with your daughter, just as my mother did for me.” Finishing the needling for the evening, Tara’s mother reached for the healing salve and began to slowly work it over and into her daughter’s delicate skin. As Tara faded into slumber, she was aware only of the soft comforting touch of her mother’s skin on hers, cooling the burning sensation.



---



Tara felt the continued soft stroking of her skin as she woke from her peaceful slumber. The tattoo still burned slightly but it had cooled significantly since the night before. That healing salve and her mother’s attention really did make the healing process much faster.



“Thank you mama, that feels really nice,” she murmured.



Willow laughed low and quiet, whispering in her lover’s ear, “I’m glad it feels nice baby but when did I get a new pet name?”



Tara’s eyes flew open as her hand instinctively grabbed for the one on her hip, forgetting her strength and speed until she heard Willow’s gasp. “Oh God, I’m sorry,” She quickly apologized, dropping Willow’s hand entirely. “Are you ok?”



“Yeah, fine, you just scared me. It’s fine.” Willow assured her. “Are you ok?”



Tara bit her lip looking around the room and having difficulty getting her bearings in the total darkness. “Mama. She was working on my tattoo. She finished and was rubbing it to help it heal and not hurt so much. I fell asleep while she was rubbing it. It’s really dark in here.”



Willow softly took her lover’s hand, “Baby, you can see in the darkness. Focus on me for a minute. I can turn on the reading lamp if you want.” Petting her lover’s hand and beginning to stroke her hair, she spoke again, “You had a dream baby. I was stroking the tattoo to feel the difference in the temperature. You thought it was her.”



“A d-d-dream?”



“Yeah baby, a dream. You’re here at home with me,” Willow reassured her lover as she continued stroking the blonde hair.



“I like that,” Tara finally spoke.



“I know that’s why I always do it,” Willow responded.



“N-n-o. Not the hair. Well I love that too. But that’s not it. ‘Home.’” Tara explained quietly.



Willow smiled, knowing that her lover could see her in the darkness: “Home baby. Yours, mine, ours. I want you back here whenever you are ready. I always want to be with you. I love you.”



Tara leaned in to softly brush her lips against her lover’s. As she pulled back, opening her mouth to speak, both women heard a loud pounding at the door: “Hey guys, Giles is here. He’s been waiting for 15 minutes and I have to go to work. He’s having tea.”



Kissing the redhead again, Tara whispered, “Let’s come back to this conversation later sweetie. Would you go and tell him I need 10 minutes to take a shower?” Tara moved toward the bathroom as Willow dressed quickly to pass on the blonde’s message, both women leaving the conversation atop the waiting bed.



---



The gang gathered at the Magic Box that night according to Giles’ request. The watcher had spent the first few hours of the day copying and sketching Tara’s tattoo. The later part he spent working on translating the inscription and researching its meaning. Now everyone but Tara was sitting at the shop awaiting his news. As the sun had just set, all present knew that it would be maybe another half hour before she made her nightly stop and then came. Of course, she was as expectant to learn what Giles had discovered as anyone, probably more so.



While all the Scoobies were satisfied that Tara had not lost her soul and turned evil, and obviously that she wasn’t subject to the “one moment of happiness” clause of Angel’s soulfulness, they were extremely curious as to the reason.



An observer could cut the tension in the shop with a knife as Tara finally entered. She looked very nervous, making eye contact only with Willow as she kissed her lover and sat beside her.



While Tara and the others intently studied their fascinating footwear, Dawn made her way across the room. As she reached Tara, she spoke, “Hi Tara. Thanks for the help on my paper. I turned it in this morning.” As Tara looked up and smiled at her, she leaned down, giving the blonde a heartfelt hug. Everyone released a long breath as Tara answered, “Y-y-your welcome D-d-dawnie. Thanks,” before Dawn sat on the floor in front of the two witches.



“Ok,” Giles began. “There’s no reason to beat around the bush as you American say. I found out quite a bit today about the tattoo and its meaning. I must say, I was quite surprised by most of what I learned. I would guess that the design is currently complete. You say that it began with seven crosses. It now contains 76 crosses and the inscription. Parts of the inscription appear to be obscured or incomplete.”



“Geez, is this going to get us somewhere soon?” Anya interrupted.



“Anya, I do not appreciate your interruptions. If we are boring you, you are welcome to go for a walk or sleep or whatever you would like,” Giles answered briskly. “As I was saying, the inscription is written in Greek, Latin, and Aramaic.” Turning to Tara he noted, “It appears that your mother did a beautiful and obviously thorough job on the tattoo.” Continuing he explained, “The inscription is roughly translated:



76 Crosses for the 76th daughter

Banish the spirit conquered by our mother

Protection given by love, enforced by power



Waiting for the depth of the words to sink in, Giles looked around the magic box. Tara took an unnecessary breath as she processed the meaning of the words. “S-s-o it is the tattoo. It kept out the D-d-demon?”



Giles proceeded carefully, “Well, yes. Um as we know, your family believed the women in your family to be demons or at least used this myth to keep them in line. It seems that your mother believed this story also and gave you to the tattoo to keep the demon from taking hold. If as you say, her mother gave her the design, then the demon would never have taken hold with her either.”



“B-b-but. Dad said it did. I mean. He s-s-aid she became a demon at age 20. That that’s where she got the magic.” Willow took Tara’s hand as her lover visibly shook.



“I’m sorry. I know he did. It appears that the women in your family had long been creating these designs to keep the demon out. I would venture that this is exactly the reason that you have kept your soul.” He waited a beat before continuing. “There’s more.”



Finally Willow spoke, “What? Giles what is it?”



The watcher took a deep breath before continuing: “I remembered a myth I had read years ago in a watcher’s diary. I reread it today.” Turning to Tara again, he asked, “Tara, have you ever heard of Abigail the protector?”



“N-n-o. Someone from the watcher’s diaries?” Everyone in the room had noticed how much worse the blonde’s stutter was tonight and knew that she was very nervous about what they were all learning.



“According to the watcher’s diary, around 483AD a witch named Abigail battled vampires and demons and earned the nickname Abigail the protector. There were rumors that in addition to great physical strength, she also possessed precognitive and telekinetic abilities. At age 19, she battled a demon called Kaltrek. She was 7 months pregnant at the time. To defeat the demon, she not only had to physically slay it, but absorb the demon’s essence through a conduit, a living organism. She absorbed the essence into her own body.”



Quiet until now, Xander interrupted, “Wait a minute. This is fascinating but what does this have to do with Tara and why is it in the watcher’s diary?”



As all in the room looked to Giles for an answer, Dawn spoke, “Abigail was a slayer… and Tara’s ancestor. Right?”



“Yes Dawn,” Giles nodded. “Very good. Abigail was a slayer. Because she had absorbed the demon’s essence, she feared for her unborn child. With her watcher, she designed a tattoo which would keep the beast from emerging in the daughter’s maturity. It would appear that that design featured one cross. Now 76 generations later, Tara bears 76 crosses to continue to protect her from the legacy of her ancestor.”



“Wow,” Buffy, Anya, and Willow breathed out simultaneously.



“Before you get too wowed, there’s a little more,” Giles indicated. “Abigail combined the powers of a slayer with magic. As I said, she had precognitive abilities. She and her watcher had parallel dreams. Her line would continue as we know by Tara’s presence. The 77th would be another slayer: the ‘proximus 2000 anos.’” Looking toward Dawn he prompted, “Dawn want to be 2 for 2?”



The young girl whispered, “Tara’s daughter would be the first slayer born in the new millennium. Closest to the 2000 years?”



“Oh Goddess,” Willow moaned.



Everyone in the shop was quiet for a long time, not making eye contact or speaking. They pondered the meaning of this revelation. First was the role of Fate in their lives. Was Tara truly supposed to mother a new kind of more powerful slayer for the new millennium? Had Willow stopped Fate by having her changed? What would happen now that the prophecy was obviously changed?



As they sat pondering the meaning of all this, Tara noted the growing light in the sky. Giles had talked and explained the night away and dawn was coming. She quickly rose, releasing Willow’s hand and moving toward Mr. Giles. “Thank you Mr. Giles for your research. Thanks for telling us this.” Before he could say a word, she was gone from the shop as the others continued their deep contemplation. Eventually everyone fell asleep, went to work, or went home to prepare for the day.



---



Giles called out before opening the door to the crypt to avoid surprising either of the potential occupants with a slash of sunlight across the crypt floor. Entering quickly, he closed the door to find Tara obviously awaiting his arrival.



“H-h-hello Mr. Giles,” she greeted the watcher.



“Hello. You were waiting for me?”



“Yes.”



He sat across from the woman before speaking, “Good. We need to talk. Where’s your daughter?”

Edited by: xita  at: 11/23/02 9:27:11 pm
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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby foreverpiper » Sun Nov 17, 2002 5:30 pm

daughter??? DAUGHTER??? How? What? How? :shock But Tara she...kid w/out Willow??? How? What? How? *babbles incoherently*

And never let it be said that I left a Tara craving unsatisfied. - Willow in Wilderness

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Sun Nov 17, 2002 5:41 pm

Boys and girls, let this be a lesson to all writers out there...



That's how you do a cliffhanger!!!!!

"GOD created Man in his own image. Man, being a gentleman, returned the courtesy." -Voltaire

Zahir al Daoud
 


OHMYGOD!!

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Sun Nov 17, 2002 5:55 pm

What the frilly heck!! :( :p out you can't just leave us hanging like that!!! *SIGHS* I am sooo totally gonna flip until I get an update! *GIGGLES*



I LOVE THIS FIC!! Please update soon! I'm interested as to where this is going. Tara's daughter? Is it WIlls? and does she know??? Questions..TOO many unanswered questions!



please update soon~~~



~NICKOLE~

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"All fear is the fear of loss. And only through that fear, can we truly love."

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Re: OHMYGOD!!

Postby barnabasvamp » Sun Nov 17, 2002 6:42 pm

Great update!! And the twist at the end, Tara already has a daughter?

The story about the tattoo was excellent!

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby unionjill30 » Sun Nov 17, 2002 6:45 pm

That might be how you do a cliffhanger, but it sure isn't very nice. Oh my god! You have to update ASAP because this one's just going to eat away at me. Daughter? I repeat: not very nice.

You can stomp my ass into obvlivion, but that doesn't mean I'll put up with your shit. ~Kris Roe (The Ataris - You Need A Hug)

There are a million fine looking women in the world, but not all of them bring you lasagna to work. Most of them just cheat on you.

unionjill30
 


Re: Turned Part 13

Postby JustSkipIt » Sun Nov 17, 2002 8:19 pm

SilverWingedNemesis – Now you have two (updates that is). You don’t like season 7? I miss Tara terribly but I love season 7. Artistically, I think it’s genius.



Pastixs – Glad you’re enjoying. You’re with everyone now regarding the tattoo and the what and why but of course right now, more with the huh?:confused Yes, intentionally to Buffy & Angel re: What’s my Line.



Hotfoot – Thanks for the feedback. I’m getting the updates going now.



SilverWingedNemesis – Glad you’re loving it. Yes, the one young and the other aging is a problem. We’ll see how that goes:wink



Zahir – Thanks as always. Read your fic (the first one where Tara’s a vamp – lost the name in my brain at the moment). Liked it a lot.



Saule – Looks like by the time I post this, you’ll know the story with the tattoo. Just took a little time to get there. Yeah, the Scoobies have come around.



MissQuirky – Yeah, I really want Dawn working in that direction. My wife is reading it right now and saying Yeah for that part. I didn’t write a motivation part (NC-17) but will write one soon. Just have to use your imagination. :grin



Jennpurr – Looks like a lot of votes for turn Willow. Keep reading.



Zahir – Yes, I agree. Plus which… ok, never mind.



Pirate – Yes, I agree. Plus much more potential for strong/weak partnership and both have strengths. One can go out in the light and interact with the world while the other has kind of superpowers. I like that setup.



WillntLover – Thanks.





Part 13 comments:



Foreverpiper – wow, incoherent babbling. That’s just one of the many reactions I was definitely looking for. So glad to see you all how, what, how? I’m so excited that you are stumped.



Zahir – Thanks so much!!!!. :clap That’s exactly what I was shooting for. My first real cliffhanger. Ok, maybe at the end of part 2 of Two Days (shameless plug).



Silver – Frilly heck? Such language! Glad to get that reaction from everyone. Hmmm, when will I update? Well, the next part is almost written but maybe I’ll wait a few days for some suspense : -->>: Is it Wills? Hmmm, do you know something about biology that I don’t know? My wife and I are working on that but not having good luck yet.



Barna – Thanks. I’ve been working on that story in my mind for months. It was my first idea for a fic. Just stay tuned kiddos.



Unionjil30 – Glad to see you commenting. I’ve never seen your login before so welcome. Glad you appreciate my cliffhanger. Your sig is a riot – where’s it from?



Everyone, thanks for reading and commenting!!!

Edited by: xita  at: 11/23/02 9:27:21 pm
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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby unionjill30 » Sun Nov 17, 2002 8:32 pm

Thanks for liking my sig. The first part, obviously, is from an Ataris song called "You Need A Hug." The second part was taken from another Ataris song, but it's actually part of a movie. I'm just not sure of the movie title. If I ever find out, I'll get back to you.

You can stomp my ass into obvlivion, but that doesn't mean I'll put up with your shit. ~Kris Roe (The Ataris - You Need A Hug)

There are a million fine looking women in the world, but not all of them bring you lasagna to work. Most of them just cheat on you.

unionjill30
 


Re: Turned Part 13

Postby hopico99 » Sun Nov 17, 2002 9:38 pm

Wow!!! That was shocking and definitely, a well done cliffhanger...still reeling! You've done a really excellent job with this fic, everything flows really well. I feel like you've put the reader through so many emotions already and it's great!!



Sooo, how did Miss Tara get a daughter?? I'm curious to see what you pull out of the hat to explain it?



Outstanding job!!! and please please please update soon!!!



peace

WILLOW: Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens ... but it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know, insane.

TARA: I said "quirky.

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Sun Nov 17, 2002 10:49 pm

JustSkipIt, thanks for your kind words about Never The Twain? (hey, I can do a shameless plug too)



As far as Tara's daughter goes, she's twenty-something at this point--she could easily have had a child (although the details remain tricky to imagine). Or maybe this daughter is yet to come? Hmmmmm?

"GOD created Man in his own image. Man, being a gentleman, returned the courtesy." -Voltaire

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby Pirate317 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 12:03 am

Wow!

A child. This is going to be interesting.

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby deixs » Mon Nov 18, 2002 12:20 am

Wow, Tara having a child!!!!



Stef :p

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby willntlover » Mon Nov 18, 2002 1:13 am

BAckstory, always cool :)



Tara has a daughter? Please don't let it be Donnie's.



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."



"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."



"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."





willntlover
 


Re: Turned Part 13

Postby Ten10239 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 1:37 am

Daughter?! Tara has a daughter!?! How does Willow not know about this? And where has this daughter been all this time? Who has she been staying with? Pleazzzze! :pray I need to know!

"I wish that I could hold you. I wish that I could hate you. I wish that I could hold you one more time." - I wish... - Drain Sth

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby Grimlock72 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 11:32 am

okaaay,



My first question would be; how old is that daughter ? It would also be nice to know how Giles figured out she has a daughter, unless he took care of her... naaah.



It IS a neat cliffhanger yes. I'm not too sure I'll like how she got that daughter though, not that many options for a gay woman to have a child. How will Willow react to that news ? She'll be shocked for sure, but after that...



I wonder how large the tattoo is at the moment, 76 crosses has to take some space after all. Abigail sounds like a nice lady, good to have as a friend :D .



Lotsa reason to keep reading this story, heh :D



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Re: Turned Part 13

Postby hondosfirst » Mon Nov 18, 2002 11:53 am

Hey,

Just found this one.Dont know how I m,issed it before.I am liking it much.Cant wait till next update.Soon maybe?

Thanks

Rose

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Turned comments

Postby JustSkipIt » Mon Nov 18, 2002 7:04 pm

A few comments before an update:



Hopico99 – Thanks for the kudos on the cliffhanger. I am soooo pleased that people liked it. I never really made a cliffhanger before. Just stops and starts. Believe me the hat is prepped and ready with explanation. Thanks for the feedback. Yes, update very soon.



Zahir – You’re so welcome. Liked the way that you wove your AU into the existing episodes. According to her gravestone, boo his! :mad Tara’s birthday was October 16, 1980 so she is 22. Or is in my universe where she is alive (kind of). Details to come.



Pirate – I aim to interest (but not really to please here).



Deixs – thanks.



Willntlover – Let’s keep in mind, either she has a daughter or Giles thinks she does…. Backstory to come.



Ten10239 – Yes, hard to imagine that Willow doesn’t know that. And who with and where and everything else. News at 10 :smile



Grimy – All good questions and suppositions. All will be answered soon. I have it written and am working on polishing right now. I figure the tattoo covers her hip, part of her but, and a large portion of her leg, but seeing as it caused her to keep her soul, I’m ok with that.



Hondosfirst – glad to have you now. Welcome.

Edited by: xita  at: 11/23/02 9:27:23 pm
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Turned - part 14

Postby JustSkipIt » Mon Nov 18, 2002 7:22 pm

Some answers herein:



Title– Turned – part 14



Author– JustSkipit - Debra



E-maildebraser@yahoo.com



Feedback – Yes please.



Spoilers–Season 6 through Seeing Red.



Rating– Part 13 – R



Disclaimer – Willow and Tara and any other character that appeared in the syndicated television show “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” is property of Joss and Mutant Enemy, I’m only borrowing them and am not making any money off them. Thanks.



Summary – This story goes from the moment that Tara is shot at the end of Seeing Red with three changes to Buffy details. 1. Tara is shot through the spleen rather than the Heart. 2. Buffy is shot in the arm. 3. Spike did not leave town after the events of Seeing Red.



Thanks and notes to First thanks must go to my one and only. The love of my life: Rachel. I love you. You’re my favorite favorite.





“Would you like some tea while we talk?” Tara asked the watcher.



“Dawn was very close on the translation. Actually she got the translation right but the interpretation wrong. The 77th is the slayer born closest to the millennium but not the first of the new, the last of the old.” He let the words sink in for a moment. “I noticed that you didn’t correct her assumption.”



“You either,” the vampire answered quickly.



“Since you have been here all day, I will tell you that Willow is extremely upset. She believes that when she had you, well, sired, she interfered with Fate, that you will never bear any child and especially the mythical 77th.” Giles said these words not intending to hurt Tara but simply meaning to let her know what had been happening throughout the day as she stayed in her crypt.



“Yes. I’m sure that she is. We had talked before about having children together. I mean someday and she was always really clear that she meant someday. So obviously when I became what I am, she would assume that I would never have our child.” Tara looked at the floor as she spoke.



After a few minutes, Tara looked up again. “Let me get that tea. Something tells me we may be talking for a while.”



Attempting the same level of hospitality Giles responded, “Yes Please. Do you need to go out first?”



“N-n-no. I’d rather talk first. I can go later.” Tara prepared a cup for both herself and the watcher, bringing the entire pot to the table. As both took a drink from their teas, savoring the flavor, she spoke quietly, “She’s at my aunt’s.”



“Yes. When was the last time you saw her?” he prompted. Giles would have preferred for the young woman to tell him the details without his having to ask these questions, but it as obvious to him that she felt uncomfortable.



“Two weeks ago”



Giles showed obvious surprise at Tara’s answer: “Two weeks ago? You see her regularly? I mean …” He trailed off at the end.



Tara took a deep unnecessary breath, to steel herself before explaining. “I don’t know what you know about the time while you were gone. You left the night of Willow’s Tabula Rasa spell.” Giles nodded but did not speak. “I did too. I mean I left Willow. Understand I loved her more than I ever knew I could love anyone or anything, well, except my daughter, but it was the second time.” As tears started to slowly pool in her clear blue eyes, she continued, “I moved out that night. Although I had some stuff at the dorm, I really lived at my aunt’s until just before I was shot.”



Wanting to lighten the mood some, Giles spoke next, “What’s her name?”



Tara smiled as she thought of her daughter, “Tabitha Rose Maclay.” Placing her finger on her nose she wrinkled it back and forth and laughed lightly.



“That’s a very pretty name,” the watcher answered, apparently unaware of the reference.



“Thank you. My mother’s name was Rose. She died about a year before Tabitha was born.”



Giles looked down as he spoke next, “I don’t mean to pry or bring up painful subjects, but… The myth had more details.”



Tara looked worriedly at him as he continued. “Basically, the power of the 77th will come from the grafting of two branches of the same tree.” He left the statement hanging in the air.



“For as many generations as anyone can remember, the women in my family have had only one daughter although they might have more sons. But there has always been one and only one daughter.” She spoke without any trace of stutter now. “Until my grandmother. My grandmother had twins: my mother and my Aunt April. My mother had me as well as my older brother Donnie; you met him.” The watcher nodded, allowing the memory of his one encounter with Tara’s family to cloud his features.



“My aunt had only a son, no daughter. Timothy is a year older than me. While Donnie had no magical ability, Timothy did. Not a great deal of power, but a good amount for a boy. He, he, he had enough power… He…”



Giles reached for the young woman’s hand as she continued. “I had Tabitha just before my 18th birthday. I should have started college that year but it was impossible. I finished high school with the last few months of home schooling. Tabitha was born in September, 1998. My father had kicked me out months earlier and I lived at my aunt’s. She never asked for any details about my condition and I never offered any.”



The tears which earlier pooled in Tara’s blue eyes no longer pooled there but poured down her face as she told this story for the first time. While it caused her pain to reveal the information, she feared knowing that she was going to have to repeat it soon to Willow and possibly others. She feared Willow’s reaction to being lied to for all this time.



“As you know, my family expected that I would return home at age 20, that when the demon manifested, I would need to be with them. So when I left, we believed that it would be for a year only. Although I have been gone longer, I’ve never gone more than three weeks without a visit.” As she got a loving and proud look on her face, she described her jewel, “She’s spectacular: smart, funny, joyful. She loves to sing or dance and tell stories. And she has much more powerful magic than I do. She’s powerful like my mother and Willow, maybe more so.”



Tara rose to make more tea as the conversation had continued for hours. The two spoke quietly for a long time regarding the myth and Tara’s daughter. Finally Giles asked, “Do you plan to have Tabitha with you?”



Again tears appeared in Tara’s eyes. “I want her with me more than anything. These last few months when I was living with April and Tabitha have been wonderful. I have missed Willow and Dawn but being with Tabitha every day was incredible. When I returned to Will, I didn’t plan to stay with her. I planned to continue living with my other family. But… and … well, now here I am in a crypt and I’ve visited in the evenings as often as I can.”



Tara explained further, “My aunt realized what had happened when I was turned immediately. She was the one who suggested the tattoo to me. Of course, she knows much better than I the meaning of it. I assume she has been planning on showing me how to make it for Tabitha or maybe she has been planning to do it herself. She never needed to use her knowledge of course. Tabitha doesn’t know that I’m a vampire yet.”



“Willow really wants me to move back in with her and Buffy and Dawn. She mentioned it yesterday. But I want Tabitha with me. Now that I’ve been with her again after years, I don’t want to give that up. I don’t know what to do.” As she spoke, Tara resumed crying. This time Giles wrapped the witch in his arms and held her as she cried.



Just as Tara was regaining her control, Willow entered the crypt. Knowing that she was intruding, she nonetheless wanted to be with her love and be the one to comfort her. After a few awkward moments, Giles excused himself. As he and Tara hugged at the door, he whispered in her ear, “We can talk further later.”



As she turned from the watcher, Tara felt herself immediately wrapped in Willow’s arms. “Oh baby,” she said, “I’m so sorry. It’s my fault that I didn’t have enough faith. I should have trusted that you would have been fine after the shooting. But I panicked and now you’re a vampire and we’ll never have kids and I ruined the prophecy and …” Willow was quickly nearing the point of panic. After nearing that point, she rushed right past it. She broke down completely, falling to her knees. She sobbed and murmured inconsolably: “I killed you. I ruined the prophecy. You would have lived. I eliminated the slayer when I had you turned…” and on and on and on. Tara held her lover as she cried inconsolably. As it became apparent that this would go on for a while, Tara rose, cradling Willow in her arms. She walked softly through the crypt to the ladder, dropping effortlessly to the floor below, still holding Willow’s sobbing form. She laid Willow on the bed and wrapped her body around the redhead’s.



Eventually Willow’s regained control of her emotions. She looked at her lover, stroking Tara’s face. “I’m so sorry baby for everything I did. I can’t take it back but I wish I could.”



Tara touched a fingertip softly to Willow’s lips quieting her lover. She moved to the dresser removing something from the top drawer and bringing it with her back to the bed. “Sweetie, I need to show you something,” she said holding out the object she had taken from the dresser.



Willow took the frame from Tara’s hand silently. It was a tri-fold wooden frame holding three pictures. As Tara sat down again by Willow, the redhead ran her fingertips over the three images. The first image showed a baby of about six months old. The baby had blond hair and beautiful blue eyes and appeared to be laughing. The second picture showed the same girl at about three years old. The girl held her hands palm up at the bottom of the picture frame. Floating above her hands were a teddy bear, a sippie cup, and a red crayon. The look on the girl’s face was absolute joy. The third picture showed the girl sitting atop a black horse. Standing by the horse was an older woman displaying the same blonde hair with similar features.



“Oh baby,” Willow said taking Tara’s hand, “I know you have been thinking about your mother a lot and your childhood with all this talk of the tattoo. I know how hard it is on you.” She looked toward the floor before continuing, “Um, I’ve seen these before, I mean some pictures from this frame. I was looking for a purple pen for my notes in your desk once because I only had blue and green and red and found this frame. I, I didn’t bring it up because I know how you don’t like to talk about your mom.” Willow stroked Tara’s hand throughout her confession and kissed her softly on the cheek.



Tara spoke clearly: “Baby.” She waited for Willow to look at her. “T-t-that’s not me and my mom.” As Willow looked at her completely dumbfounded, she continued, “That’s my daughter, and my aunt.” She waited for the explosion that she knew was coming.



Willow looked intently at her lover, realizing that the shock of the day was too much for her. She spoke very slowly and softly, tracing her thumb on the blonde’s jawbone: “My love, you don’t have a daughter. I know you are upset about the tattoo and the myth but you have never had a baby.”



Tara silently reached under the mattress, bringing up another picture frame. “Yes sweetie, I do,” she whispered, handing Willow the image of herself holding the young girl. “That’s my daughter, Tabitha Rose Maclay.”



Willow looked from the picture to the woman she loved to the images in the frame to Tara. The truth was unmistakable to her. She stared in shocked in silence as both women sat unmoving on the bed.



Willow’s voice was quiet, hurt, and angry, “Wh? Wh? How? I mean… Three years… Three years… you never… and you said and …” She took a deep breath to steady herself, speaking very slowly and carefully, her anger apparent through her words, “We’ve been together for three years. We’ve shared everything. You never told me. And you said. You said. You said that I was your only… Your only.”



Tara kneeled on the floor in front of her lover, “Baby, you are my only. I have never made love with anyone but you.” As she raised Willow’s face to force her to make eye contact she emphasized, “Never.”



Willow shook off the contact with Tara, screaming, “Then how in the frilly heck do you explain this?” She waved the pictures at the blond. “Huh? You have a daughter you forgot to mention in the last thousand days? You had a virgin birth? She’s the second coming? Remember ‘I am you know, what? Yours?’ Ring a bell? What the fucking hell?” With the last, she threw the frame against the wall of the crypt, shattering the glass and wood on impact. Tara winced not from the breakage but from Willow’s anger. Although expected, it was nonetheless powerful and dangerous. As Tara watched, a black color seemed to creep into her lover’s eyes, replacing the beautiful green she was used to. She took Willow’s hands in her own once again, “Baby, let me try to explain ok?”



Feeling the soothing cool of Tara’s hands on hers, Willow took a deep breath. Speaking tensely as the green seeped back into her irises, she answered, “Yes, I think I would like that. Starting talking.”



“Do you trust me love?” Tara asked quietly. As Willow nodded, Tara placed her right thumb print softly between her lover’s eyebrows. Her left hand she placed over Willow’s heart, locking eye contact before Willow slowly closed her eyes.



Willow opened her eyes to find herself standing alone in a dark room. As she looked around, she noted that it was not a room at all but rather a space and that although it appeared dark, she felt no fear and could see clearly as though the room were illuminated by light. Looking to the right, she marveled as a scene began to fill her vision. She stood at the edge of a bedroom, sparsely furnished with a bed, dresser, mirror, bookcase, and desk. Sunlight streamed through the window as light faded from the evening sky. The bookshelf contained both picture frames and thick bound volumes. She knew instinctively that some of these books contained magic. Turning, she realized that a young woman sat at the desk concentrating on her homework. Her head was bowed toward the book and the notebook in which she was taking notes. On the desk sat a vase with three roses. Tara did not seem to realize that she had a visitor.



Both women turned toward the door as they heard a knock. “Come in,” the blonde said. Willow looked toward the dorm room door to see Spike enter, angry and wearing his black trenchcoat. She felt fear and anger at herself for being so careless. She had been lying on her bed, feeling sorry for herself after Oz left and listening to music. “Never invite a vampire in!” she thought too late. Wait, no. It wasn’t Spike at this door; it was a young man, very good looking with blonde hair and blue eyes.



“T-t-timothy, w-w-what are you doing here?” Tara asked as Spike locked the door to the dorm room behind him. “Well, you left the stables so quickly…” The blonde man advanced toward the window.



Willow looked from the young man to Spike to Tara. “Tara, scream honey, I’ll scream!” she told the woman. “Bonus!” Spike said turning up the music as he threw Willow back onto the bed. Timothy moved closer to Tara, taking her hands in his as he looked in her eyes.



Tara pulled back from the larger man, “You need to leave Timothy. You’re scaring me. P-p-please go.”



He smiled before moving his hand softly behind his back, locking the door to the room and moving a chair in front of the handle without moving from the space in front of Tara. As Spike bent to bite Willow/Timothy bent to kiss Tara, Willow fought against the Vampire with all her strength/Tara slapped her cousin as hard as she could. Attempting a second strike, Tara pulled back her hand, only to feel it grasped tightly and twisted behind her. Willow fought with all her strength against the superhuman vampire, continuing her screaming both for herself and her lover.



Willow and Spike faded from the scene as she concentrated on what was happening to the other young woman. Her cousin now had her on her bed, holding her down and covering her mouth with his hand. His other hand moved at the waistband of her skirt and under her blouse.



Willow heard music and cheers. Turning around to determine the source of all the noise, she saw bright daylight, a fair of some sort, students dancing with a dragon like you see on Chinese New Year. Willow ran toward her lover on the bench as Glory thrust her fingers through the blonde’s skull.



Willow looked up at the house as Tara moved slowly down the stairs, carrying her one suitcase to her aunt’s car. Her aunt was kind and loving as she showed her to her new room. She saw the young woman visibly shudder as she passed Timothy’s room.



The pain was more overwhelming than anything Willow had ever felt. She felt like she was being split open. But then she felt overwhelming joy as she looked down at the beautiful baby girl lying on her stomach. Wait, no, it wasn’t her baby, it was Tara’s baby. She left for college, crying hysterically as she left the almost one year-old with her aunt. She knew that she would be back when she turned 20 and would visit as often as she could.



Tara lay on her bed, facedown, naked from the waist up. Willow sat next to her, softly tracing a design on her back in ink with a fine-tip brush. “You don’t know everything about me,” she said. “Have you told me your real name?” Willow asked. “Yeah, you know that.” Neither woman had ever felt as close or as safe as they did at that moment.



Willow walked her lover to class. Parting at the door, she kissed her softly. “Remember, I have a lab this afternoon and won’t be done until late,” she reminded the blonde. “Y-y-yes. I know. I have study group. I’ll s-s-see you late ok?” Kissing her again, the redhead moved down the hall. Waiting a few minutes, Tara quickly turned from the classroom, walking out the door and getting on a bus to ride a short distance across town. As she neared the house, a burst of blonde hair and green dress shot from the porch and into her arms. Both blondes had looks of unmistakable joy on their faces.



Willow sat against the bathroom sink, crying as she knew that she had really blown it with the Tabula Rasa spell. Tara moved to hug Dawn but the young woman ran up the stairs. She lifted the box and walked to the curb where a car pulled over to pick her up. Her aunt took her hand gently as she cried.




Willow opened her eyes to see Tara’s beautiful blue ones locked on hers. She looked quickly at her hands in her lap before speaking, “You didn’t put me in there.”



“What baby? You were all through it,” Tara answered perplexed.



“No. I mean, you didn’t put the lethes bramble in there. It, it, it should have gone right after Glory.”



Both women were silent for a few minutes as they stared at their hands. Finally Tara raised Willow’s chin again to make eye contact, “I’m sorry I never told you.”



“Why?”



“Oh Goddess. T-t-that’s the $64,000 question isn’t it. At first I didn’t tell you because I didn’t think you would understand. Also I thought I’d be leaving you when I turned into a demon and not telling you that was a pretty big betrayal. Then it just got more and more difficult. Once my secret about my heritage came out and it didn’t matter to you, I thought, ‘how much more can she take?’” Tara’s eyes were still locked with Willow’s as she knelt again in front of the redhead, taking her hands in her own once again: “I wanted to tell you so many times. I would rehearse and start to say something and we’d be interrupted or I couldn’t do it. I wrote you hundreds of letters to explain, but I never gave them to you. I’m so sorry baby.”



Willow sat silent for many minutes before speaking, “Love, I’ll be honest. I’m really hurt and feel betrayed that you would keep this from me at all, let alone for so long. I’m kind of in shock.” Tara looked at the floor as Willow spoke. Placing her finger on the blonde’s chin, she raised her face so she could see her blue eyes. “But I love you and I don’t ever want to lose you again.” She kissed her softly on the lips before whispering, “We need to sleep; hold me lover.”

Edited by: xita  at: 11/23/02 9:27:49 pm
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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Mon Nov 18, 2002 8:10 pm

Okay, now we know. And we now have another member of the Maclay clan to loathe!



(At least it wasn't Donnie *shudder*)



Tabitha--too, too cute! And at the same time makes perfect sense! Thanks for the latest update!



(And Tara is alive--or at least undead--all over the Pens, a source of great joy, yes?)





"GOD created Man in his own image. Man, being a gentleman, returned the courtesy." -Voltaire

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Great update!

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Mon Nov 18, 2002 8:13 pm

Hey! Loved the udpate!! I can't wait to see what goes on now for them! Will they get to be a family? PLEASE? Can't wait for the next update!!



~NICKOLE~

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Re: Great update!

Postby Ten10239 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 9:24 pm

I loved the update!! Tabitha is such a cute name. Will Willow get to meet her? How is it all going to work out with Tara being a vampire? Ooh, will Tabitha be trained by Buffy? Sorry, I jumped way ahead of my self. Can't wait to see what happens!

"I wish that I could hold you. I wish that I could hate you. I wish that I could hold you one more time." - I wish... - Drain Sth

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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby unionjill30 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 9:56 pm

Okay, this update made me feel a multitude of differing emotions. At first it was like, "Awww, a little Tara. How cute." Then when I figured out who's child it was the sadness and anger kind of fell into effect. I think I was left slightly traumatized bythe fact that it was Tara's cousin's kid. And then the manner in which she was conceived kinda struck a chord. I think I almost yelled at the screen. Then I almost broke down when Willow was upset. Towards the end though, there was pseudo-happiness because the situation was semi- worked through. I don't know if I can handle the angst. Do you promise a happy ending?

You can stomp my ass into obvlivion, but that doesn't mean I'll put up with your shit. ~Kris Roe (The Ataris - You Need A Hug)

There are a million fine looking women in the world, but not all of them bring you lasagna to work. Most of them just cheat on you.

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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby willntlover » Mon Nov 18, 2002 11:18 pm

Awesome!



(i'm just so happy it wasn't Donnie :) )



I'm glad that Tara haas been keeping in touch with her daughter. It's all so sad, but hopefully they (the gang) can meet her soon. Or at least Willow. I am so lovin it :)



-Will





"Hear that baby? You're my always."



"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."



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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby Grimlock72 » Tue Nov 19, 2002 4:37 am

I was afraid she would have gotten pregnant like that (i.e. not of her own free will), poor Tara :cry . That doesn't excuse her not telling Willow though, nothing really does.



Willow's response, well we only have seen the first direct response really. The worst part is the trust betrayed (3 years worth), that is going to take a while to rebuild I think. Even with a cute little daughter. Thats the trouble with not telling/lying to people, the longer you wait telling them the truth the harder it gets (and even after telling they might not believe a single word you say).



I found it somewhat amazing that Willow nodded when Tara asked her if she trusted her... thats some trust directly after having heard the last three years were not all they seemed to be (to put it mildly).



Seems Tara at least partly used the magic-addicition as an excuse to stay with her daughter, don't know what to think of that really.... some choice; girlfriend or daughter... ouch. Still, she intended to stay with her 'other' familly/daughter and not with Willow. That would leave Willow thinking it all was her fault, seems hardly fair.



I hope Timothy never plans to visit Sunnydale, heh.. I'm sure Willow would like to have a short talk with him : -->>:



All three of them (Tabitha, Tara and Willow) living together with Dawn and Buffy in the Summers' home is going to be a bit crowded. Dawn probably won't mind baby-sitting Tabitha as long as she's cute and doesn't have to change diapers :)



I did like this update, Giles being all suportive and such. Wonder what Buffy's reaction will be, heh...



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby barnabasvamp » Tue Nov 19, 2002 1:18 pm

Knowing Tara, the pregnancy had to have happened like that, just didn't know with whom.

So glad Tara was honest with her, and I know she will come around!

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: Turned - part 14

Postby allyson12 » Tue Nov 19, 2002 1:59 pm

I really like this fic, an interesting POV. Tara as a vampire and with her soul, it works! Only thing is that after this last part, I wish I could have seen more Willow/Tara dialog. They still have much to discuss.



Looking forward to the update!



-Allyson

"After one take, Joss did say, 'Can we have one that's less like you're going to sleep together in about five minutes?'" - Alyson Hannigan

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Re: Turned - part 15

Postby JustSkipIt » Tue Nov 19, 2002 6:52 pm

First comments then updatey goodness:



Zahir – yes, another terrible Maclay. But… is everything black and white? Can there be gray? Re: Tabitha, I thought it fit.



Silver – Thanks. I wasn’t expecting much positive feedback but glad you liked it.



Ten – another positive feedback. Can’t believe it. I was waiting to be demonized and flogged with a wet noodle. All will be answered. Ok, maybe some will be answered. Right now, it’s feeling like a sequel type thing after I get to a stopping point. Not sure.



Union – Yeah me! Emotions. Let’s bring them on. Glad you that loved and hated it. I can promise nothing but let’s remember that this is the Kitten board. All stories end with continuation of loving W/T relationship. So…



Willntlover – Yeah, everyone seems glad that it’s not Donnie. Not sure how one rapist is better than another but I guess no one want to see him again.



Grimy – A lot of very good points. Yes, how else could it have been? Yes, how hard would that be for Willow? I mean 3 years of the betrayal. Not something to get over quickly. Kind of incredible that she would say yes to trusting her but allowed me to show rather than tell. I hadn’t thought about the excuse thing and I don’t really think of it like that but nice that it gave her that opportunity. I agree, hard to imagine that Timothy would be very popular around Scoobies, let alone Will.



Barna – yep, only way.



Allyson – thanks for joining us.



Title– Turned – part 15



Author– JustSkipit - Debra



E-maildebraser@yahoo.com



Feedback – Yes please.



Spoilers–Season 6 through Seeing Red.



Rating– Part 15 – NC-17



Disclaimer – Willow and Tara and any other character that appeared in the syndicated television show “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” is property of Joss and Mutant Enemy, I’m only borrowing them and am not making any money off them Thanks.



Summary – This story goes from the moment that Tara is shot at the end of Seeing Red with three changes to Buffy details. 1. Tara is shot through the spleen rather than the Heart. 2. Buffy is shot in the arm. 3. Spike did not leave town after the events of Seeing Red.



Thanks and notes to Joss Whedon. I don’t always like what happens, but your genius is amazing to watch. Thanks for giving us Willow and Tara. :clap







Willow woke feeling totally disoriented and exhausted. She quickly realized where she was as she felt Tara next to her in the bed. She wondered momentarily how long it would take to get used to waking up next to her lover but not hearing her breathe. The only sound in the crypt was Willow’s breath and her heartbeat in her ears. As her eyes adjusted to the dim light, she looked around the room, remembering the surprising events of the last two days.



Surprising. That was an understatement. How do you adjust to the knowledge that your lover is not who you thought she was? That she kept something like this from you? That she has a child and never told you? Willow felt overwhelmed by the feeling of betrayal from her lover. Her always. As Tara murmured and turned in her sleep, Willow felt those feelings relent a little. Knowing the depth of their love, she knew that she would need to get over this anger but it was not going to be instantaneous.



As her eyes fell on the opposite wall, she saw the jumble of broken glass, wood, and pictures. Moving silently through the space, she first lifted the pictures from the other materials to salvage them. Running her fingertips over the images, she couldn’t believe the beauty in them. Setting the pictures carefully on the desk, she proceeded to clean up the broken glass and wood frame, resolving to find replacements before the day was over. She cursed quietly as a piece of glass sliced open her index finger.



Sucking on her fingertip, she giggled internally, thinking Great another thing I need to bring over: band-aids, mirror. In love with a vampire now . Feeling a chill, she crawled under the covers to snuggle Tara as the vampire slept. Suddenly, Tara’s hand shot from under the covers to grasp Willow’s wrist. Her face transformed as, still sleeping, she pulled Willow’s finger to her mouth and began hungrily sucking the blood from the cut. The redhead felt herself falling into the stream of their merged minds at the moment that Tara awoke.



Gasping, the vampire released Willow’s hand: “Oh Goddess, what? What happened? What did I do? Are you ok?”



Willow brushed her hands over her lover’s face, “Baby, baby, it’s ok. I cut my finger on the glass when I went to pick it up.”



“Did I? I mean, how much?”



“Drops baby. It’s ok. It’s ok.” She attempted to comfort Tara who was obviously very concerned.



“I’m sorry sweetie. I…I…I haven’t um since before the meeting at the magic box.” Tara looked down at the floor.



“Baby, that’s days ago. Why didn’t you go out last night? Don’t you have any in the frig?” Willow asked.



Tara answered, “Giles came just before sunset and we talked until you arrived. I thought I had some here but I guess Spike stopped by and took it.”



Willow thought for a moment. “Maybe it’s night now. You can go and I’ll wait here.”



“It’s about 10 in the morning sweetie,” Tara answered. Willow registered surprise before she realized that Tara had an infallible internal clock. “Actually, can you go and get me some? You know where to go right? Just ask for Ken and give him $10.” Tara felt intense shame to have to ask her lover to run this errand for her. She lay back on the bed, hiding her eyes from Willow as she felt the smaller woman stand up from the bed to leave.



Tara opened her eyes in shock as rather than hearing her lover leave quickly to run the errand, the felt Willow’s warm body pressing down on hers. Willow grasped Tara’s head in her hands, pulling her to her mouth and kissing her hard. Placing her mouth right at Tara’s ear, she whispered softly, “I don’t see any reason to go out when we have quite a bit of nice warm blood right here.”



Tara pulled back immediately from her lover, stilling her with a glance, “You, you, you don’t know. I mean. You… I think you should go visit Ken and come back in a few minutes.”



Willow sat up astride her lover with a vixeny look on her face. She slowly and deliberately spread the just healing skin on her fingertip. Pulling back the skin, she pressed her other fingers upward to force blood from the cut. “Ahh, now that’s nice,” she purred. “It’s wet and warm. I wonder how it would feel…” Locking her eyes on Tara’s she slowly ran her finger in circles around her hardening nipples.



Tara gulped loudly before pleading with her lover, “Baby, I’m not that strong. Please go.” Willow shook her head playfully before running her bleeding finger first across her bottom lip and then lightly touching her center with her fingertip. She looked Tara intently in the eyes whispering softly, “I need you. I need to know you are mine.” Bending to kiss the vampire, the redhead was shocked with the speed with which Tara claimed her lips, moaning loudly.



Feeling the redhead’s wetness on her stomach, Tara pulled her down on top of her and kissed her deeply. As they kissed, Tara ran her hands all over Willow’s naked body. Willow moaned into the kiss as she expertly undressed her lover. In moments, the two witches lay entwined and naked on the large bed.



As Willow leaned back again, Tara leaned forward taking one nipple in her mouth. Running the tip of her tongue around the aureole, she tasted just the first hint of her lover’s blood. Patiently, she continued stroking the nipple edge with her tongue as it hardened more and more. Moving toward the center of the nipple, she softly sucked the nub into her mouth. She was aware of so many sensations at once: Willow’s loud moaning, the taste of this exquisite blood in her mouth, the increasing wetness on her stomach and of course the gathering wetness between her own legs.



Greedily the blonde moved her mouth to Willow’s other nipple, continuing to attend to the first nipple with her fingertips. As she sucked the blood from her lover’s second nipple, she rolled and pinched the skin under her fingertips, eliciting louder and louder moans from the redhead. “Oh Goddess, baby, I need you,” Willow gasped.



Tara quickly flipped her lover onto her back, pressing herself against Willow’s wet center. Kissing and nibbling her neck and earlobes she whispered, “Patience is a virtue...” Willow returned the kiss and the whisper, pressing her wet center against the blonde’s stomach, “…seldom found in a man and never in a woman.” Tara laughed as she slid farther down Willow’s body to place reverent kisses on her wet red curls. As Tara began to lick the curls rather than the skin underneath them, Willow arched her back, attempting to touch her lover’s mouth with her center. Reaching her hand down, she softly guided Tara’s head forward to contact her wetness. Tara tasted the lightest touch of blood on her lover’s juices, moaning with pleasure at the combination.



Softly she ran her tongue through the curls to caress the edges of Willow’s outer lips, drinking the sweet nectar. Using her fingers to separate the lips, she circled that swollen nub with her tongue. Absorbed and lost in her lover’s wetness, she barely registered Willow’s voice as she said, “I am you know,” pressing her bleeding fingertip under Tara’s lips to allow the vampire to drink from her skin. “Drink baby,” she commanded softly.



As Tara entered her lover with two fingers, Willow moaned out, “Oh Goddess. Yes. Now baby!” Tara locked blue eyes on green once again, whispering “I love you Willow Rosenberg,” as her face transformed. As gently as she could, Tara pierced the skin of her lover’s upper thigh, continuing her rhythmic finger motions. Slowly, she drew Willow’s blood into her mouth, allowing it to bathe the soft tissues there as she savored the flavor.



Both women felt unimaginable ecstasy as their minds melded. Tara’s essence was all joy and love, tasting her lover and fulfilling her completely. They felt Willow speeding toward a powerful climax as Tara knew instinctively that she had taken enough blood. She licked and kissed the closing wounds as she moved her mouth back to Willow’s engorged clit.



“Oh fuck!” Willow screamed as her muscles clenched around Tara’s fingers. Spasm after spasm racked her body as she ran her fingers through her lover’s hair. Tara lovingly licked every drop of wetness from her lover’s center as she rode out the climax. Removing her fingers, she drank from them before rising to press her body onto the redhead’s and kiss her deeply.



“Wow. That was. I mean. Wow.” Willow attempted to make words but doubted whether she was forming them correctly.



“Yes it was sweetie,” Tara smiled. “I um tried to … I mean, I didn’t think it’d make a noticeable mark. Well, not to anyone who doesn’t look closely at the inside of your thigh that is,” she smiled.



“Yup, pretty limited audience there,” Willow returned. “I am you know. You are you know. Very limited.” Idly running her fingers through the blonde hair, she spoke again, “Of course, there’s only one problem.”



“What? What problem? What’s wrong sweetie?” Tara panicked, lifting herself off Willow’s body.



Willow smirked, “oh nothing big, just that now I’m thirsty and my fingers are so cold…” She ran her fingers through the vampire’s soft pubic hair. “I can tell you my favorite place to warm them… Or maybe show you,” she whispered entering her kneeling lover from below. “Oh yeah, that feels so nice,” Willow said as Tara whimpered her pleasure.



Stilling her fingers, she slid down the bed between her lover’s legs. As Tara lowered her center into and onto Willow’s waiting mouth, she gasped to feel the warm tongue on her clit immediately. Willow licked and nibbled hungrily at the blonde’s clit, thrusting her fingers repeatedly into her lover’s wetness. Moaning loudly, Tara leaned forward to wrap her hands around the wrought iron headboard. Unable to hold out any longer after sharing Willow’s climax with her, Tara’s orgasm claimed her entire being. She flooded Willow’s mouth with a fresh wave of her juices and squeezed the redhead’s fingers. Unable to hold herself up, she rolled over on her back, pulling Willow with her.



Willow continued moving her fingers softly inside her lover as she crawled up to kiss her on the lips once again. “Oh yeah, much warmer. And my thirst is quenched…” she grinned, “for the moment that is.” Pressing her fingers against Tara’s g-spot, she was rewarded as a powerful aftershock grasped her muscles.



As she softly stroked Tara’s wet hair, Willow asked, “Does she know about me?”



“Tabitha?”



“Yes, your daughter. Does she know about me?” Although she felt totally connected to Tara at a soul level, Willow could not set down her insecurities and feelings of betrayal.



Tara grasped Willows face softly, pressing her hands against her lover’s cheeks and looking deeply into her beautiful green eyes before speaking: “She knows everything.”







Edited by: xita  at: 11/23/02 9:28:42 pm
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YAY!! UPDATE!

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Tue Nov 19, 2002 7:12 pm

Hey!!



Thanks for another update! I am absolutley loving this fic!! :clap



I hope you update again soon! Does Tara take Willow to meet Tabitha?? :pray



Thanks again!



~NICKOLE~

SilverWingedNemesis
 


Re: YAY!! UPDATE!

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Tue Nov 19, 2002 8:14 pm

Oh, this is so sweet! And the...er...activities...are enough to make me soooo sorry my honey and I have sinus colds. Phewie!



I've gotta say this whole "Tara's daughter" thing is really wonderful and unexpected. Me loves being surprised! And I'm so looking forward to Tabitha coming on the scene.



Thankee for writing this!

"GOD created Man in his own image. Man, being a gentleman, returned the courtesy." -Voltaire

Zahir al Daoud
 

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