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Re: Lilah...

Postby Katharyn » Tue Apr 30, 2002 12:14 am

Sass - I am offended that you don;t know*S*



Owl - Nothing bad I promise... just that it might bother those who were uncertain where this fic was going. 28 lays the course.



Zahir I hope so...



and with that off to work!



Katharyn

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Katharyn
 


Re: Lilah...

Postby mollyig » Tue Apr 30, 2002 6:02 am

Lilah in Sunnydale. Hmm, that'll be interesting. I bet the Mayor'll have fun entertaining her though. I am curious to see how Lilah will react when she meets Tara.



Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Part 28

Postby Katharyn » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:28 am

Okay I said that there was a big end note to this Part... I have done away with it. I trust in the readers who feedback to "get" this... and realise where it is going.

Just be advised that this might go somewhere that some of your are not comfortable with. If you want me to explain later then ask, nicely (as you always do), and I will.

There is nothing bad in this fic. But does mark the start of something that will keep occuring in this fic for a while though never in more detail than this.

Enjoy

Katharyn
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Title: The Sidestep Chronicle – Daytime (Part 28)
Author: Katharyn Rosser
Feedback: Constructive criticism always welcome. katharynrosser@hotmail.com
Spoiler Warning: Pretty limited. The story occurs in an alternate universe though reference is made to events that occur in both realities.
Summary: What do they do during the day when they can’t go out? This fic implies sexual activity which you are not supposed to be comfortable with.
Disclaimer: I still don’t own any of the copyrights or anything else associated with BTVS. All rights lie with the production company, writers etc, etc. I am making zilch from this series of stories.
Rating: 15 (as for all of this fic) for actual content – however exercise caution.
Couples: VW/T – This is why I said “sort of” last time.
Notes: All credit to the writers of “The Wish.” Aside from the general background to this whole fic, this provides some of Willow’s lines for this part (which I have adapted) and the title.
Thanks To: Jo who did me a vast service with the beta of this fic… take a bow hun. You were so right.


The Sidestep Chronicle

Daytime

By

Katharyn Rosser


“Daytime’s the worst…” Willow explained as she paced around the living area of Tara’s apartment. She was like a caged animal – now she had been let in, and not just to the apartment, all she wanted to do was go out. “Can’t go outside.” An animal searching for a way out… or for a distraction as the morning sun blazed outside.

The world had to carry on, Tara thought. It had to have some respite from what Willow was… what all of her kind were. From the terror that they brought to the world of darkness.

“Can’t hunt,” Willow continued sadly.

The people of Sunnydale had to be sort-of safe sometime, Tara thought. After all who was going to protect them now that she could not? She had failed… she had wanted to kill them all and she couldn’t kill this one. She couldn’t kill Willow. Nor could she stop this vampire. Even to just try to stop her feeding would be to kill the vampire – or to kill what they had.

What did they have? Tara wasn’t sure at all. But it was different from anything she had ever known… no surprise there. She had never known anything.

What if I asked her to stop… to drink from bags of blood?

Willow would laugh, she’d ignore and hate the person who had asked her. Who had dared to presume to tell her what to do… Tara had known what Willow was when she allowed this, whatever, to happen.

She couldn’t try to change Willow now.

Tara knew that if it were any other vampire. Any other vampire in the whole world. Any one that there had ever been. She would destroy it in an instant. But not her. Not Willow.

She couldn’t even think of Willow as an ‘it’ anymore.

Things had changed so quickly… not too long ago she had just been doubting whether she could do what she knew she should. Just.Now she knew for a fact that she couldn’t. She couldn’t kill Willow. There was just no way. In spite of what she was… everything she was. Because of the other things that she also was.

Tara still patrolled the streets of Sunnydale. Each and every night. She had not allowed that one night’s lapse to become a habit. And she still destroyed vampires – not that Willow seemed to care about that at all – the only thing that was different was that instead of being so perpetually alone she was with Willow. And she was more determined than ever to destroy the ones that were out there…

Just not the one that was in her head, her apartment and increasingly her heart.

She was alone on the hunt. Willow would never help with that. Willow might not care too much about her brethren in the Order of Aurelius, but she wouldn’t help destroy them either. Not unless they had crossed the vampire somehow. If that were to happen, Tara now knew, from the one occasion that she had seen her with another vampire, Willow’s brutality was almost stunning. And she liked to take her time displaying that brutality.

From time to time, her vampire would show up on the streets while she was hunting. She would show up and play her games. Sometimes she would track Tara… stalk her like prey and wait for Tara to catch her out.

At other times Willow wanted to be the one that was hunted. She knew now how Tara recognised there were vampires around – the painful pendant – so she played on that, when she wanted that sort of fun. Not revealing herself until after the pendant had brought Tara after her. To her. That was a dangerous game – once upon a time Tara would not have waited to be able to see a vampire clearly before she staked them. Now… now she had to worry whether it was Willow.

It was dangerous for both of them.

Either of those ways… or a dozen others… Willow would pull her into a doorway, an alley and there would be hands, there would be lips… Strong but delicate hands. Wonderful lips that ripped kisses from her, or delivered them with a tenderness she knew that the vampire shouldn’t have been capable of. Willow shouldn’t be capable of tenderness… because if she was they all were – and that just made what they did worse.

If they could be tender and still do that… If Willow could…

Willow had kept her word though. The only promise Tara had ever requested of her. The one which Willow seemed to doubt that she would ultimately be required to keep. There had never been one attempt to bite – not bite like that anyway. There had been other sorts of bites… playful nips more bruising ones too. Nothing that had hurt more than it had pleasured.

Those sorts of games had cost lives. It was inevitable that they would. Just a week ago, distracted by Willow, she had missed an ambulance being attacked. It wasn't that she should have been there… but, if things had been different, she would have been there. She was heading in that direction. It would have been pure dumb luck that put her there - where she could have prevented four deaths… but she would have been there. They would have been alive.

Except for the fact that she had been sucking lips with Willow four blocks away. She hadn’t even known about the attack until the next day. And then she had faced Willow and asked her if that had been her intent. If her games, their games, were simply a diversion. Maybe not then… but ever. Something to keep the vampire hunter away from the vampires whilst they maimed, killed and deprived families of their loved ones.

Willow hadn’t taken that question badly… but she had shown Tara that it wasn’t true and oh how she had shown her that. Tara hadn’t suggested that Willow stopped setting up those encounters, but she hadn’t needed to say it. The vampire had slowly stopped them herself. Instead, at the end of virtually every night’s hunt, Willow would come and find her, sometimes with distressing ease. If she was that easy to find then she was that easy to kill.

And if she couldn’t find her, Willow would go to the apartment.

Tara hadn’t slept alone in that week… and sometimes, despite the late hour of getting back from the hunt and the early meetings she frequently had with the Mayor, there was very little sleep involved. Today’s meeting wasn’t until after lunch though… so here they still were. The pendant, which Tara had not taken off in years hung around the beside lamp. It was Willow that removed it. Always Willow… Tara was unwilling to do that. It was her penance. The pain that the pendant caused her in Willow’s presence was a penance. For the sin of not destroying her.

Willow didn’t want her to pay that penance though. Willow had no interest in a Tara in pain and dejected by guilt – it was ‘boring.’ Besides she didn’t need the pendant to tell her what Willow was - the vampire herself made sure that Tara never forgot.

And Willow had appetites.

So, Tara had discovered, did she. Her appetite was for Willow just as Willow’s seemed to be for her. It was just that Willow’s ran to the more extreme end of the scale… At least Tara hoped that was the extreme end… if it wasn’t then she really didn’t want to know where that was. Sometimes Tara would just have settled for being in the cool embrace of the vampire as she drifted off to sleep.

That was the least of Willow’s pleasures, but Tara supposed that this might be considered their honeymoon period… Willow couldn’t keep her hands off her Kitten and Tara knew that she was no better.

“Can play though,” Willow concluded. “I used to play during the day.”

Tara didn’t ask. She didn’t want to know what Willow had done in the past. Willow’s definitions of play had varied in the short time she had known her from the almost terrible, which she had stamped on before the suggestion was even finished, to the delicious and some of the way back again. She didn’t need any reminder of what Willow was capable of – she had seen that. Willow knew it and didn’t bring that with her to the apartment… Except to tell her Kitten what she had done.

Tara needed no reminder other than what she craved from the vampire.

Completeness… or at least something nearer to that than she had ever been.

“Hello Kitten,” Willow turned back to her, looking through the open bedroom door, as if noticing her for the first time. As if they had not spent the hours together since the end of their respective hunts. Here in this room. “Willow’s going to make you miaow.” She crossed to the bed where Tara was still reclining and blocked out the glow of what little light that penetrated the curtains. Curtains that were drawn now in the daytime and never at night.

“Again?” the witch asked.

“Again,” the vampire confirmed.

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“Tara,” he said.

The Mayor’s voice jerked her out the moment of reflection she had been enjoying. Staring out of the window into the sunlight that Willow would never be able to enjoy as she probably once had. Though redheads… they did burn easily. More easily now…

She looked at him, wondering what she had missed.

“What have you done to your hand?” he asked her again.

She looked down at it, and the scratch only then started to itch. She hadn’t even known that it was there. As she looked at it, following it to where it disappeared under her sleeve and it started to hurt her. She touched it, remembering when it had been happened - just after breakfast.

It had drawn just a little blood – a tiny bit, but Willow hadn’t even pursued or licked that up… She didn’t think that the vampire hadn’t intended it. Somehow they had just got lost in the moment and it had happened. It hadn’t seemed so bad then, but now it betrayed her with an angry red mark. She knew that it went right up to elbow. She could feel it. Willow hadn’t been trying to hurt her… it was like the… the heat of passion… and the vampire was very… passionate. In her own way.

“I-I was…”

“Caught by one of those vampires you hunt so well?” he guessed for her, seeing her reticence.

“Yes.” It was true as far as it went wasn't it? She had been caught… she had walked right into it. Right into Willow’s embrace. Again and again. More often than she could have dreamed possible in such a short time. She kept looking at the scratch, not meeting his eyes in case he could tell. In case he could see what she had become.

“There is nothing to be ashamed of in that, Tara.”

She snapped her head up. Shame? Why would he say shame? Did he know? Did he know about her and Willow? How could he?

Perhaps because they hadn’t been exactly subtle had they? All caught up in the games they had been kissing in the streets… and fumbling with each other… and there had been groping too, sometimes. But it was night… his people didn’t own the night – the vampires still did. It belonged to the vampires… and Tara.

Giving herself to one of those vampires though… to Willow, had she given more than that? Had she ultimately given Sunnydale to Willow too? To them? She wasn't arrogant enough to think that she was the town’s only hope but right now she couldn’t see anyone else carrying on the fight… no one else but a tiny band of amateur vampire hunters that had really barely made a dent in the numbers of the undead… and suffered their own losses along the way.

So shame… why on earth would she feel shame? She gave him a smile. He couldn’t know it was filled with sadness.

“So one of them gave you a little scratch. Let me tell you, if that is the worst that ever happens to you then I will be a very happy man indeed. I really think that you should disinfect it though,” he told her with a typical concern not just for germs but for her too.

No need… Willow had washed it for her… Willow had washed nearly all of her very thoroughly afterwards. ‘Time to get the Kitten clean…’ Willow loved to lick.

“You never know what these creatures are carrying. You know I often wonder if a lot of the diseases we see in people today are carried and transmitted by vampires. They’re like black rats. Uggh.” He shuddered as any thought of microbes, bacteria or disease would make him do. When his secretary had had a cold last week, he had sent her home just for sneezing.

But on full pay – so she had been happy enough and it had been a reasonable precaution as the cold was sweeping slowly though Sunnydale. And she just hoped that she wasn’t next. She was usually pretty resistant – but Willow had been keeping her up… and down…

The only thing Willow had infected her with was desire. Lust. Neglect of her commitment to kill all vampires – not exempting the one that shared, and dominated, her bed and her life. And… maybe one other emotion… that she didn’t want to name just yet. Even though she was pretty sure that she knew what it was.

Maybe not ever for that. It was… it was a future she didn’t want to consider – because she might not have a future. Between her heritage and the work that she did.

And what sort of future would it have been anyway?

“Come on,” he said. “Roll up your sleeve.”

She followed his instruction and he whistled as he saw how long the scratch was. It was probably a good thing that he couldn’t see her back where, at the ultimate moment, Willow had left some little marks. Marks that couldn’t be mistaken as this one had been. Willow had got a little over-enthusiastic. Was it psychosomatic… was it starting to hurt now because she was having it brought to her attention? Now that she was thinking of it her mind told her it should be hurting her? Like a child who falls over and doesn’t actually cry until she sees the reaction of her parents and friends? Their horror?

He grabbed a bottle of antiseptic from his drawer and some cotton wool then started to dab at the scratch – the antiseptic stink reminding her of her mother, seeing to the grazes that were inevitable living on a farm with an older brother who wasn't above a bit of bullying. Sometimes more than a bit.

“It didn’t get away though?” he asked her.

What to say to that? Willow hadn’t gotten away… right now, whilst the sun was up, she was in the apartment where Tara had left her. Alone… Willow had known that she had to go out, accepted it. There were things that she had to do for the Master too – but that didn’t mean that Willow had been happy at her leaving.

And if she had demanded that Tara had stayed with her, continued playing… would she have stayed? Tara couldn’t even tell herself the answer to that. Surely this, her task, was more important.

“No she didn’t get away,” Tara told him. Willow was still right there and all Tara wanted to do was get back there to her. She couldn’t get enough of her vampire. Besides she had killed vampires last night – just not the vampire who had wounded her like this.

“Good, that’s my girl. Making Sunnydale a better place for all of us.” He gave the scratch a final dab. “There, all done.”

“Th-thanks.”

“Think nothing of it, I can’t have my best assistant coming down with some blood disorder… besides I sent you out there – you might sue.” His eyes twinkled as he cracked the joke.

She laughed, claiming for that on workers comp… He really was a charming and disarming man. What might Sunnydale have been like if he had been a good person too? It would probably never have been built. And there were the vampires anyway – or was that chicken and egg? Would they have been here anyway? Or were they here because of what he had done in creating a town on top of a Hellmouth?

The meeting was over as his phone buzzed and he struggled with the settings to set up his conference call. Tara rolled her eyes as he threw up his hands, flustered, then rounded the desk and pressed a couple of buttons for him. She listened as he greeted someone called Holland to make sure he was okay with that and then she headed for the door.

“Oh, and Tara,”

She turned, waiting for him to continue as he held the mute button down.

“Could you make sure you are in for ten-thirty tomorrow? There is someone I really want you to meet.” It was not so much a request as an instruction. Those were rare enough so it was completely fine. She worked for him. But she was finding that she belonged to something else.

She nodded to him, smiled remembering his joke and then left as he went back to his conference call.

Tara exited the building and headed straight for home. She needed Willow.

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She had only just turned the key in the lock and opened the door when a streak of red came at her, stark naked and there were the hands again. Always with the hands, and the lips. It was exciting… it was passion… it was distracting.

“Bored, Kitten,” was Willow’s only explanation before the vampire wrinkled her nose a second later. “You’re all stinky.”

Tara held up her hand, the red scratch a deeper scarlet now as the antispetic did its work. Funny how it made it look worse than it was. It just ached now too… after that initial, cold, sting.

“Did I do that?” Willow asked her. Tara couldn’t tell if the question was something that Willow thought she should be asking, concern or excitement.

“Y-yes.”

“Don’t remember.”

“N-neither do I,” Tara replied. She didn’t remember the when, the how or the why… but equally she knew every touch, every moment that had happened. That was all there somehow. Not the cause… just the effect. It all seemed to exist out of time.

“It looks nice.” Willow stroked the sore skin, and to Tara it was like someone had given her a pain killer… all other sensation ceased at Willow’s touch – which was tracing up the arm, pushing the sleeve back up, following it.

“I can’t see if I have any,” Willow moaned mockingly, teasing stroking Tara’s arm. “No reflection. Look for me Kitten.” It wasn’t a question.

Willow, with the apartment door still wide open, posed for Tara, turning slowly in place, letting the blonde woman view her nudity from all around. And it had its desired effect on the Kitten. It always did… Tara reached out and touched a mark on Willow’s back, tracing it downwards from below the shoulder blade to upper sweep of the curve of… Willow butt.

“There,” Tara told her. She hadn’t missed the little reminder though. Willow would often do that – she would remind Tara of what she was. Just drop it in. ‘No reflection’ was just a taunt. Not a reason for Tara looking… Willow knew that Tara would look anyway. Willow just liked to show her Kitten just how far she had fallen from her state of… what? Grace? Into the depths of feeling and desire for a vampire.

Willow probably revelled in it too. All the more because she must have known that her Kitten would take that from her. Willow probably realised that Tara even counted herself fortunate not to be on the end of a more ‘involved’ game – with physical consequences. Or at least a suggestion of it… the problem with those was that Willow didn’t tell her what she wanted to do… she just started to do it. Tara was just thankful that Willow, here at least, always wanted a cooperative playmate… she never once tried to force the issue – when they both knew that she so easily could have.

But they both also knew that would end what they had… the vampire was learning restraint and patience. One of those was a good thing… the other just made Willow more dangerous to the rest of the world.

“Here?” Willow asked, running a finger slowly along her flank and to her buttocks – on totally the wrong side of her body.

“N-no… here.” Tara told her, touching the spot again and feeling the jolt of their connection run through her once more.

Willow looked back over her shoulder. “Shut the door Kitten, there’s a draught… then you can come and kiss it better.”

Tara could do nothing other than what she was told.

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.
Katharyn
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Re: Part 28

Postby Blue77 » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:57 am

Wow amazing update, kinda catching up with this fic, I'll post again when I've read it all, but I have to say I really like Vamp Willow and Slayer Tara ... and they're together ... and so sexy!!!



I think I need to lie down now.



Blue



"She should have died hereafter: There would have been a time for such a word ...

...it is a tale, told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

Shakespeare/Macbeth

Blue77
 


Re: Part 28

Postby tommo » Tue Apr 30, 2002 1:46 pm

See, what I love about these scenes is that they're so involved with the characters and yet the narrative is detached from them as well. It really blends together to make an engaging read.



I love how you write the conflicting emotions of the relationship; how Willow is now Willow to Tara, and hardly a vampire anymore. And yes, they're really hot. :)


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No metaphors...just fucking.

tommo
 


hmmm

Postby Rane018 » Tue Apr 30, 2002 6:18 pm

i wanna read the end note. ;)



as good as this chapter was, and it certainly was, (noticing the leap you made in their relationship) for some reason i felt i needed to read more about the "courting". I know you go a bit into it with this chapter and i loved it.



this is a brilliant story and most probably you'll be getting to it later on but going from acceptance into the flat and then a boink fest (which is great, i'm not saying it in a bad way) i just wanted to read how VW worked out the first time they were together. how tara worked it out. did VW start to "play" a bit too hard and then realized what she was doing, etc cubed. tara's never even kissed before in this fic and it would have been funny to see her stmble a bit with VW and VW be like *um, kitten...* but that's probably just me cause this is certainly not a comedy but it may show a different side to VW. I tend to loathe narration but you do it so well it just seems i cant get enough of it. it's totally my fault. i need imagination. sorry. carry on. lol.

Rane018
 


Re: hmmm

Postby Sassette » Tue Apr 30, 2002 6:52 pm

Katharyn ... I didn't get a chance to reply to this earlier ... but the deep, dark, unnatural love that I bear you only gets deeper and darker and more unnatural with every bit that you post.



And I totally love that they've already gotten to the BoinkFest ... VW is a >>very<< sexual creature, and not one for long bouts of introspection about her feelings, unless they're naughty feelings *G* Tara, on the other hand, is more likely to think about these sorts of things, but is probably more comfortable having some deep physical attraction to a vampire than openly admitting to herself and/or others that she loves her. The sex thing she can, at least, rationalize away as stemming from vampiric magnetism.



And, mmm ... yummy.



-Sass

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I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Tiggrscorpio » Tue Apr 30, 2002 7:54 pm

Whew, Katharyn. I am definitely NOT having any problem with this. Their relationship is so seductive. I'm drawn to it, like they are drawn to each other. I love Tara's inner conflict, yet she's drawn to the fire. Very compelling!

*****

She's my everything!

Tiggrscorpio
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Sassette » Tue Apr 30, 2002 8:02 pm

Oh, I totally almost forgot ... or, errrr ... almost totally forgot. Something like that *shrug*



Anyway ... I'm >way< looking forward to seeing what happens with Lilah in Sunnydale, especially if Lilah makes any house-calls over at Tara's apartment.



We know that WILLOW Willow has a jealous streak ... I'm guessing that Vampire Willow has an evil and sadistic possessive jealous streak.



Is it wrong of me to hope so?



-Sass

Evil and Lovin' It

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I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Kalita » Tue Apr 30, 2002 8:55 pm

Okay, I really gotta wonder why you felt you needed a disclaimer in the first place.



It's just niggling at me, I guess, for give me. But I saw absolutely nothing wrong with that part. Somewhat disturbing, I suppose, but nothing we haven't seen to some extent in this fic or on the show.



No worries, Katharyn, you are on the ball. Great story, great part. If this is as bad as you think it gets... bring it on. ;)

"And the fun just keeps on leavin'."

Kalita
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Katharyn » Tue Apr 30, 2002 10:11 pm

Thanks guys, that was overwhelmingly positive and thank you it. I think that my thoughts on this are best displayed by replying to Kalita first, addressing Rane's points as well.



The reason that I felt a disclaimer was necessary was because of the precise nature of this fic and the turn it makes in the entire story.



Up to now it had been possible that VW/T would dance around each other until evntually, some way, they would reach a state of happiness. That is clearly now not the way this will happen.



They are involved. Sexually and emotionally.



This to some will be disturbing and arguably skirts the acceptable limits of Pens IMHO. Is Vamp Willow technically A N OTHER? She is not "Willow Willow" and thus this has slipped towards being a Tara/Other scenario - at least for the time being. Xita, without seeing the fic, some time ago was good enough to confirm that she was okay with this and I hope that she still is, but some people may not be. I can understand wanting the purity of W/T... I know. So do I. And I am getting to happiness. It is the point of the story. This is just the means of getting there. Whilst the content of the fic itself is nothing major, the precise characters (ie VW) is... at least to me and I never wanted to mislead anyone about this. That is why the big honking hints. By now though I suspect that we are down to the readers who will stick with this through thick and thin... but just in case... I do not want flames from some unregistered poster for doing this. Hence the caution.



Rane's point about wanting to see the "how" they got together... I thought about it. I really did. But it is not the point. It would, inevitably, have led to at least the start of sexual activity at a level that I have no desire to write for Vamp Willow/Tara. The point is that they have become involved sexually. The why should be clear, the how is not important to me. The consequences of that aspect of their relationship will follow. That is not to say that they are purely sexual... I think I have shown that in the buildup there is a genuine connection at a very deep level.



The point is that Vamp Willow is undeniably sexual as Sass said. This IS easier for Tara to admit to herself that she desires rather than loves a vampire. And with their connection it is what she wants... at least now. What she actually wants is another Willow... but this is the only option that she has.



I hope that explains firstly why my caution and secondly why there will be no VW/T sex... "onscreen" except by implication. It will be an important part of the fic as it is part of their interaction... you just won't get to see it in detail.



Tiggrscorpio - Seductive and Compelling - I can live with that!



Sass - Mmm would Willow be jealous if Lilah turned up? I think Willow would be jealous of anyone spending any time for any reason with Tara.



Blue77 - Thanks! Though I guess you didn't mean it that way just to clear up Tara is NOT the Slayer. As will soon be seen.



Ruth - Willow is hardly a vampire to Tara? In some senses when she allows herself to slip... but in other ways Willow is ALWAYS a vampire to her. And that will be a problem I guess.



Hope that didn't ramble too much!



And thankyou all*S*



Katharyn

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Katharyn
 


"Miaou"

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Tue Apr 30, 2002 10:48 pm

Okay that little bit was brilliant. Really. Like blindingly bright. And oh yeah, eeeeevvvvviiiilllll.



Heh heh heh...



P.S. Katharyn, did you like the wallpaper I made for your Chronicle?

"O Let my name be in the Book of Love!
If it be there I care not of that other Book above.
Strike it out! Or write it in anew, but
Let my name be in the Book of Love!"
--Omar Kayam

Edited by: Zahir al Daoud at: 4/30/02 9:56:35 pm
Zahir al Daoud
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Sassette » Tue Apr 30, 2002 10:51 pm

That didn't ramble at all, and I really enjoy your "explanation" posts ... they're like Jerry Springer's Final Thought without any of the wrongness *G*



And this fic just rocks. I love it in ways I dare not name.



-Sass

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I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Katharyn » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:03 pm

Glad I was not rambling and Sass I'm happy that you like my monologues... but Jerry Springer? EWW!



And thankyou Zahir you got any designs on Post 500 in this thread (though beingas we left Novogate that actually passed a while ago) I know how you like the hundred's in my fic*S*



Katharyn

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Katharyn
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Sassette » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:14 pm

Heh ... I >did< say that it was "without the wrongness" ...



And I don't love Jerry in a deep, dark, unnatural way, like I do you.



-Sass

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I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: Chapter 28

Postby Katharyn » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:21 pm

Wallpaper Zahir??? Eh??? Did I miss something?

EDITED - Found it! Sorry... I have replied in that thread which will bump it up.



Oh god... this is post 499... I have just given Zahir an exuce to poach 500... if he replies. It's fate. Roll on 600...



Katharyn



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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Edited by: Katharyn at: 4/30/02 10:29:49 pm
Katharyn
 


DONE!!!!!

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Tue Apr 30, 2002 11:44 pm

Bwah-hah-hah-hah!



And I've got a bit of news for you. My new version of From Childhood's Hour is coming along very nicely indeed--and so is my scifi crossover extravaganza with W/T as no one has ever seen them before! But I've changed the title to Song of Songs (which will make sense, I promise).



Meanwhile, may I comment on how well you do what so many try and fail--real eroticism? Franklly, most NC 17 stories leave me snoring (not that I've anything against good smut, y'understand). But you find the right balance, the right words, the right...well, everything.



And thanks for the kind words about the wallpaper!

Zahir al Daoud
 


Re: DONE!!!!!

Postby Katharyn » Wed May 01, 2002 12:01 am

There you go... I knew that you would rise to that Zahir.



Glad to hear that those fics are progressing... hey I might actually find time to read them! (Along with loads I have missed... I will get there everyone.) Just started the first draft of what should be (barring huge holes) the last inserted fic in Sidestep. I hope to have the writing wrapped by Monday... then it is just redraft.



And the wallpaper... hey it's great*S* The eyes...



As for eroticism... would you believe that was the last thing on my mind? BUt I can see what people mean after the fact...

EDITED... actually not the last thing on my mind. I just never thought of it that way. There had to be something for Tara there. And I think there is in a fashion, but I was always trying to counter that by showing that this is ultimately not what she wants, deserves or needs... it is second best. And we all know what is best*S*



Katharyn - off to work and plotting how to control post 600.

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

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Katharyn
 


Hot Stuff

Postby forrister » Wed May 01, 2002 1:16 am

I love it. I know - I should have lots more constructive things to say but other folks are doing an excellent job of doing that so I will just tell you how much I love this, even the bits I've seen before.



This story is hot - not because of what you've written into it but because of the bits you have deliberately not written in. Yes, you could have gone into who did what, and how, and all the sexual action, but by showing the minimal action and the maximum insight into the character's thoughts and feelings you have managed to make this hotter than you ever could by portraying things in action-packed detail.





Salix magica ars efficere. Lascius puella!

(Willow does it with magic. Sexy girl!)

forrister
 


Re:

Postby mollyig » Wed May 01, 2002 3:20 am

VWillow still likes to play her little games. Reminding Tara that she has no reflection was a tad cruel, but only a tad. Can't fight nature. But at the same time, they can't fight what they've started to feel for each other.



Excellent, as always!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re:

Postby Bobos Mom » Wed May 01, 2002 10:42 am

Katharyn,

I like the overt eroticism of this last update; much more effective in tone than if you had just shown them going at it.

BM

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TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

ANYA: With yoga?

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Re: Part 28

Postby Katharyn » Wed May 01, 2002 11:42 am

Why thankyou dears...*s*



Mollyig - Yeah Willow is always with the games... I can see her getting antsy when she can't play with something... as you will see within a few parts. It sort of makes you wonder what the real Willow might be like... what games she plays? Hmmm?*S* And yeah... they definitely feel...



Bobo's Mom - Not my reason my reason as I have said before but I will certainly go along with the result!



Kerry - Did you ever take your bow hun? You should you know... and heck you saw most of this thing at one time or another... old hat to you. I know what you think.



Thanks Kittens... and in the interests of taunting...



Part 29 and Part 30 are two linked fics when Lilah makes it to Sunnydale. Speculation is welcome...



Part 31 which I have just prepared for posting after Jo's great beta is a light hearted piece involving a swamp, waders, something that has been missing and very cold showers. Again speculation is welcome*S*



Part 29 will be up tomorrow morning, 11 hours or so.



Katharyn

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Katharyn
 


re:

Postby Rane018 » Wed May 01, 2002 12:04 pm

wanting to see the "how" they got together..



i wasn't talking actual sex here though. i was talking pre-sex, the courting, leading up to the bedroom. how they actually let themselves go to jump into a relationship with a hated enemy. that kind of stuff. i didn't mean i wanted to read detailedVW/T sex. that is not at all what i meant.



Yes both VW and Willow are both sexual beings. i know this Willow is not Willow Willow but i'm willing to see where you go with this story. And yes they have a connection, they always will. ;) forever and ever! eternally. hehe... i'm just getting silly now. i need coffee. ciao!

Rane018
 


Re: re:

Postby Katharyn » Wed May 01, 2002 12:34 pm

Rane... it was less a comment on what you asked about, which I totally got, than on myself and where I would have taken that idea.



You can perhaps see where I believe that some of this occurred... though the reader can make up there own mind on that... Once I believed that then there was no way I could write it. I try to remain true to the characters as I see them at the time. If they don;t behave in a way that I want to put in the fic then it gets left out... and the events only happen in my head.



So in other words it was my bad and not yours for asking! That said, I still say, that was not the point... that they are together in this way is. Compared to the size of the fic as a whole the happy ending (which is split over a few parts itself) is quite small. If I pushed the VW/T relationship building now then how does that reflect on the happiness in the future? I am not sure that you can measure it that way but to me it seemed a bum deal for the reader to focus on that and then comparitively do less for the girls come the end...



I hope that made sense. If I get a whim at a later date though I might throw the scene you are referring to together and distribute it to interested parties by e-mail. Don't tell me now though as I may not even do it.



Katharyn

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You hear that baby? I am going nowhere.

Katharyn
 


Re: Part 28

Postby VampNo12 » Wed May 01, 2002 7:57 pm

Just finished reading this fascinating part Katharyn, and you shouldn't be worried at all, this part clearly fits VW and Tara perfectly. I found it an interesting contrast between VW and Tara when it came to the point about sunlight. In other words, VW was bored/antsy because she couldn't hunt/play "like a good vampire" in the daytime. While on the other hand, Tara was glad at least that sunlight brings a little respite from the harm vampires (especially her Willow) can do to the innocent people in Sunnydale. I also found it interesting the question Tara asked herself "What if I asked her to stop... to drink from bags of blood." Keeping this in mind, Tara knew the question was ludicrus, and she was also afraid this would make VW stop coming to her, which is something Tara never wants to happen (ie she craves the connection she has with VW).



Both are active participants in the game of hunter and prey, however one feels no guilt (VW), while the other does (Tara). This was clearly shown when Tara spent her time groping and kissing Willow all the while an ambulance of 4 innocents were killed (ie Tara was heading that direction until being distracted by Willow). I found a pivotal moment when Tara wondered if the game was in effect a way to keep her distracted from hunting vampires, but VW's actions were quite compelling. In other words, VW decided to instead find Tara after the hunts, which is an action that shows VW is in a way showing patience by putting Tara before her own needs.



The part with Tara and the Mayor was also interesting. In a sense the scratch from Willow only truly bothered her when the Mayor noticed it. In a sense the scratch was Tara's very own "Scarlet Letter". Meaning, she felt the shame when the Mayor pointed it out, and in essence reinforced to Tara that she was letting people down by her unwillingness to kill Willow (a vampire). Putting the scratch in context with being alone with VW the pain of the scratch seems to disappear. With this in mind, when Tara is alone with Willow she can bask in their connection/find a measure of happiness, but when she is away from VW (ie in the presence of others), she is reminded of all the conficting feelings/emotions she has with her relationship with VW.



Lastly, the relationship at this point is physical, and I think Tara can justify this in her mind by thinking its Willow's animal magnestism that makes Tara act/feel this way. She knows there is another emotion (ie love) that is buried deep inside, but at this point love would complicate everything further (including her belief in her own "demon heritage"). Looking forward to seeing how Lilah interacts with Tara, and I have a feeling VW is really possessive of "her kitten", and wouldn't take lightly someone taking Tara's attention away from her.

VampNo12
 


Part 29

Postby Katharyn » Wed May 01, 2002 10:29 pm

Thanks everyone for the Part 28 feedback... it meant alot.

VampNo12 I love your analyses - only I don't have time to get into that one too much now...

The contrast between them is just as important as the connection. I would not disagree with anything you have said about the feelings, the excuses that they make to themselves and the differences.

One thing I hadn't planned but you noticed and I like it, so I will take some credit, was the idea that the pain of the scratch was only apparent away from Willow... then she sucked it away again later. I guess I meant it in a way, but never in those terms... I'll have to remember that one! Thanks!

And Willow... possessive? Well what's hers is hers and what's mine is hers... if she wants it.

Part 29 is below... it is a two part mini story with Part 30 which will post tomorrow night...

Lilah makes it to Sunnydale...

Enjoy and thanks Kittens!

Katharyn
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Title: The Sidestep Chronicle – Assignments (Part 29)
Author: Katharyn Rosser
Feedback: Constructive criticism always welcome. katharynrosser@hotmail.com
Spoiler Warning: Pretty limited. The story occurs in an alternate universe though reference is made to events that occur in both realities.
Summary: Lilah arrives from L.A.
Disclaimer: I still don’t own any of the copyrights or anything else associated with BTVS. All rights lie with the production company, writers etc, etc. I am making zilch from this series of stories.
Rating: 15
Couples: VW/T
Notes: This is continued directly in Part 30
Thanks To: Those who have stuck with this so far… is any of it making, or starting to make, any sense yet?


The Sidestep Chronicle

Assignments

By

Katharyn Rosser



“There you go now, she is on her way,” the Mayor put the telephone down and regarded the young woman who sat opposite him. A young woman with very costly fees but an extremely capable one indeed. More than justifying the outlay. And with powerful connections. The sort of connections that couldn’t be ignored during a career in politics.

She was, he had to admit, quite striking. Not that he had any interest in her in that way. No siree. Not since his own dear Edna May had passed. Nor did he have any intention of starting up in that sort of frivolity again now. And if he had… Well then, there were far safer places for his gaze to rest than upon his lawyer.

“Excellent, Mr Mayor. Tell me about her. I’ve read the file but…”

“They never tell you everything – and it certainly won’t do my Tara justice. You know I keep telling Liz that, don’t I Liz?”

“Oh yes sir…” the elderly secretary turned to Lilah, “He tells me that frequently,” she told the visitor. “He’d been telling me that for, oh, thirty-five years. I was a young lady like yourself when I first joined Mr Wilkins.”

Lilah just smiled patiently, more than just aware of the powers that sustained the Mayor of Sunnydale. She had been, a very junior, part of the negotiating team that had extended the contract for him after the unpleasantness with the rising of that local vampire king.

“You’re still a young lady Lizzy,” the Mayor told her. “Young at heart. Best way to be. You’re only as young as you feel.”

“Well, Mr Mayor… I feel old.” Liz smiled and collected up the papers he had been signing for her.

He was right though, Lilah thought, the files never did tell the reader everything. How could they? They were just words on a page. There was no substance behind them. Whatever the focus of the words there was always something that was missing. If a report described a situation it missed a feeling. If it described a feeling… then it missed a sensation.

Lizzy left them then, arthritis or something definitely catching up with her, and the Mayor smiled sadly as she went. “I keep offering to make a little bargain for her joints… but she won’t let me.” He sounded wistful. “It would be the tiniest thing.”

“She has a lot of dignity,” Lilah said.

“Yes she does and talking of dignity – and lots of it - I must say I was expecting you rather sooner, Lilah. Tara has been with me for quite a little while now.” He sat back in his chair, making a steeple of his fingers. “Considering the importance that I was told this project has for your firm I was expecting you to move just a little bit faster.”

“Well, I am certainly sorry if the firm misled you in any way-” Lilah started to explain to him.

“No, no. Not at all. It was just an impression that Holland gave me some time ago. He suggested right from the get-go that you would be with us here in Sunnydale as soon as was humanly possible,” the Mayor told her, waving off the apology.

“I got here as soon as I could – I had to pass some of my caseload over to one of my associates,” Lilah explained to him. It still smarted.

“Ouch, I bet that hurt.” He watched her give him a knowing smile. “No, I meant what Holland told me some years ago. You didn’t know?”

Holland? Holland had told him… years ago that she, Lilah, would be here. For this project…? When the need had, supposedly, only been identified a few weeks ago? Something wasn’t quite right with that…

But she couldn’t display either surprise or ignorance in front of a client – and she hid it well. “Sorry Mr Mayor, I just thought you meant the more recent arrangements. Naturally I knew,” she lied to him.

“Naturally, it’s your project.” His tone showed not a hint of doubt about her reassurance. Which in itself was damning.

“We just wanted her, Tara, to be comfortable with her surroundings before we made any overt move that might be traced back to Wolfram and Hart – or that might link you to us.” But that link, Lilah knew, was about to be made abundantly clear. Many of those who moved through the darker side of the world had heard of Wolfram and Hart. The firm had a justified reputation as the best representation certain classes of clients could acquire. Had this Tara heard that?

“Well I think she is certainly that. Yes sir, she is definitely comfortable – as comfortable as she will let herself be anyway. She does a quite wonderful job here – the streets are much safer already. She has effectively created no-go zones for the vampires here in town.” He grinned at Lilah. “Even if your firm hadn’t asked me to hire her I think I might well have done so anyway. I couldn’t have asked for anyone better than my Tara.”

That all certainly gelled with the reports that Lilah had seen concerning this Miss Maclay and her capabilities. Tara had avoided the dark magics that would have consumed her – which had always been an unpredictable risk the firm had been forced to weigh – and she had also avoided burnout. She had indeed become, as the Mayor had suggested, a very capable killer of the undead. More specifically, of vampires.

“And,” the Mayor continued, “if you try and steal her away from me then I might just have to offer you up in sacrifice to some of my campaign contributors.” The Mayor regarded the young woman in her suit with a serious eye, noticing her wondering just how serious he was before he cracked up. “Just kidding. Don’t worry. No need for that. I’m sure the partners in your firm would do exactly the same to me if I even attempted it. And that is the sort of mutual respect that we can build a relationship on. A relationship that can last another century.”

“She is powerful then?” Lilah asked, wondering just how many of those hundred years she would see. Being a capable vampire killer could be a matter of technique rather than actual power. Not that either scenario would be a disaster for Wolfram and Hart – or for Lilah herself.

“She doesn’t show it, no sir she certainly doesn’t do that. She came in here for her interview and did something very impressive – but virtually straight away she edged away from that level of power – and I have only seen her utilise it once since then.”

“She is restricted?” Lilah asked with a professional concern. If the girl had ‘low batteries’ then she might prove significantly less useful – especially for Lilah - in the longer term.

The Mayor considered that proposition. “No, I think she just holds back. She avoids the big flashy shows that most witches and warlocks take for granted. She also avoids the trivial things. If my Tara wants a window opening she gets up and does it herself. She doesn’t take the easy way out. But she definitely has the power. She just…” he paused searching for the words, snapping his fingers in irritation as they continued to elude him.

“Finds ways to work around having to use it?” his visitor suggested.

“Excellent. Yes. That is exactly what she does. Simple methods. She soon settled down into a very dependable routine. More than gets the job done and I must say she is a heck of fine young woman in her own right. She has the moral centre that is lacking in most of the youth of today… to my eternal despair.”

“A moral centre?” Lilah asked, trying not to sound too aghast. That could be a problem for Lilah too. Who could have planned for a moral centre in a young woman of her generation? Everyone had morals… to a greater or lesser extent but no one even bothered to describe a person’s moral centre unless it was a strong one.

“Yes, quite a fine one.”

“She knows what you do though sir? What you plan?” If this Tara knew that… then the moral centre might have its ambiguities. Grey areas. Those would be something that Lilah could work with to achieve her ambitions for this project. Not exactly what the firm had planned – but certainly not outside the scope of the project. It was just a question of proper implementation of this phase. That was why Lilah had come to realise that being here in Sunnydale might be a good thing – in the longer term.

Even if Gavin was back at the office trying to steal her clients. She was sure that he must be.

She would have done the same.

“Oh yes – she knows. But she considers the Master and his kind a far, far greater threat than me. And far more immediate. In that she is not at all wrong. Until the Master is dealt with there is no way that I can do what is necessary to fulfil my campaign promises. And that really ticks me off – not to mention being a big disappointment to those contributors I mentioned. I believe that you know some of them?” Lilah nodded – she remembered the discussions very well. “You can imagine then. Besides how can a politician stand up and face his constituents unless he keeps his promises?” he laughed again. “Especially when he wants to eat them.”

“So you agree with our assessment of the potential?” she asked, returning to the matter at hand – Tara. Miss Maclay would be here very soon and she wanted as much detail as possible by then. First hand observations, not just dry words. She flicked to the page in the file that referred to the matter of potential and scanned it quickly.

“Oh yes, definitely. One hundred percent. A hundred and twenty actually.”

“And do you think I will have any problems?” she asked. Holland had indicated that she should try and follow his lead in this matter – and she had to admit that he appeared to know his assistant well. At least he thought he did. Lilah guessed that she would find out which soon enough.

“You shouldn’t do… in fact you might have a distinct advantage, as a young woman.” He noticed that Lilah gave him a slightly blank look. “Let’s just say that it is my impression that Tara is not so comfortable in the company of young men. No, that isn’t what I mean and it isn’t fair to her at all. My generation never had to explain things like this. Let’s say instead that I don’t think that she would choose the company of young men… romantically.”

“She’s…?” That had certainly not been on the menu – or in the reports. But it was amazing that the extremely simple logic of the situation had escaped her. There was the whole prophecy thing. There had been doubts in the very beginning as to whom it referred to. The Master seemed to thing it was Rosenberg and some boy he had also had turned by Spike and Drusilla. But it should have been obvious… if Maclay and Rosenberg were going to be in love and fate was going to bring them to that then they would have to be that way inclined. At least by the time they were together.

And then another thought struck her. A question. Was this why Holland had sent her to do this? Some attempt to manipulate Maclay that would have been hampered by someone like the late unlamented pretty-boy Lindsay? His faux-charm offensive certainly wouldn’t have helped. The boy had been a flirter. Maybe Holland thought it was her turn to have to adopt that approach. Sometimes one had to reason why… not just get on with it. She had failed to spot the obvious connection, and she wasn’t keen on being played like that. She was supposed to be doing the playing…

Manipulation was fine, but more than that? That wasn't her thing at all. She just hoped that Holland and the Mayor realised that… and if they didn’t then Lilah intended to make sure this Tara did. She wasn’t about to let her bones get jumped. And talking of unfair to Tara as they were… wasn’t that? She hadn’t even met the young woman and she was worried about that when fate was directing Tara somewhere that was very else?

“Gay? That’s what they say now… I would say so…” the Mayor revealed. “Not that she seems to be active in that regard, much as I occasionally try to steer her towards nice, suitable young ladies of similar persuasions,” he frowned. “I just wish I knew what to do for the best for her. I suppose that she just needs to take some time to herself. Do you know that she worked nineteen hours yesterday all told? And averages sixteen everyday? Now that is unhealthy. It’ll lead to burnout – not of the magical variety – but you mark my words that would be a crying shame. If she won’t allow herself to have a romance… then she can certainly have friends. I try my best to spend time with her… maybe you could too.”

“I’m not…” Lilah tailed off, somehow lost for words for once in her life.

The Mayor laughed. “I wasn’t actually suggesting that you were or that you should. Just that I think that a person such as yourself is going to have an easier time getting to know her if you approach her as a potential friend rather than as my lawyer. Her life has been sheltered and also very exposed – it is just a question of comfort. If she is comfortable with you then you can be her friend, and I happen to think that being her friend is going to get all of us much further than trying to be her lawyer.”

Lilah nodded, certainly understanding that. It was a tactic she had employed in recruitment before… and she was hoping that she could gain Tara’s trust. Maybe the Mayor had the correct sense of his assistant.

“And she is rather… shy… around new people. When she isn’t killing the heck out of them anyway.” He grinned. “Besides you might like her. Just don’t lie to her… If she asks you a question – any question, then you tell her the truth,” he warned. “No matter what that question is.”

“She is a seer?” Lilah asked. That was what Holland had warned her of. Tara Maclay’s actions, as observed by the monitors and by her current host suggested it might be the case. The prophecy left the matter open to interpretation. As usual… especially as it was not directly related to the fated outcome.

“Maybe, I’m not quite convinced of that yet. But she has a talent for sniffing out a lie. It’s uncanny. Scarred the bejeesus out of Dave on the planning committee when he tried to convince me that some sewer repairs I had requested were fully completed. She just looked at him until he withered and told me the truth. Saved us a pretty penny I can tell you.”

“Then how… how can I convince her I am her friend?”’ she asked him. If she couldn’t lie or dissemble then her tools of persuasion were pretty limited. Years at law school… years more at Wolfram and Hart and she couldn’t lie?

“Oh heck I don’t know,” he said with just a touch of sarcasm and not a hint of anger, “actually try and be one? My Tara is too special a girl to have no friends closer to her own age. Just allow yourself to be her friend – if she will have you. I’ll bet you a barrel of apples that it gets you further than negotiating.”

“No bet, sir.” If there was one thing this ‘man’ was good at it was judging character – and she did understand that Tara already meant something to him. He was using the witch certainly, but he was quite attached to her too. Perhaps, Lilah mused, she could be the same. It might prove a more enduring tie than forced loyalty, certainly better than money.

There was a knock on the door before it opened. “And here she is!” the Mayor told his guest, standing and rounding the desk to usher Tara in, shutting the door behind her and then gesturing to Lilah.

“Tara I’d like you to meet Lilah Morgan, my lawyer. Lilah, Tara.”

Lilah held out her hand, smiling. “I’m really just one of his lawyers,” she added trying to be a little modest. Modesty would seem to be the way to go here. Like an ill-fitting coat it sat on her – hopefully Tara would not notice the fit… just that the coat was there at all.

“Nonsense,” the Mayor chided. “I’ve never met with anyone else from the firm since you came on board, Lilah.”

The wary look in Tara’s eyes as she looked Lilah over was eerie to behold. Lilah had met plenty of seers in her time – of varying power and accuracy – and she could well imagine that Tara was another, and certainly gifted.

‘The eyes are the window to the soul,’ so most seers seemed to say, so Lilah cast her eyes downwards – as if nervous herself. It protected her eyes from scrutiny and gave an interesting impression to the witch. She’d used it many times in the past when dealing with shy and insecure people. The trick was, rather than bullying them with her presence, to make them feel that they were more secure in themselves than she was in herself.

It was a difficult balance to achieve and still manage to do business. But it wasn’t quite a lie and that should pass Tara unnoticed… even if she was a seer.

Besides when Tara’s eyes had been fixed on hers, for that brief second, she had felt naked before the younger woman. It was as if Tara could read every dirty secret that Wolfram and Hart had ever entrusted her with. Lilah snatched a glance upwards, saw the Mayor smiling at her performance and found that Tara too was looking down, around, anywhere but at Lilah. Definitely the nervous type. Around new people at least – as he had said. She was surprised then, not that Tara shook her hand, but that the younger woman then looked up from the ground and smiled right back at her.

Either, Lilah thought, she’s a hell of an actress or she can’t see what I am.

She might not even be a seer at all.

Ultimately it probably made little difference. It would be useful if she was for Lilah’s purposes – but was barely an issue at all for Wolfram and Hart.

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Tara looked over at Lilah Morgan. Knowing what the Mayor was and what he intended to become, what did that say about one of his lawyers? Snap judgement perhaps but that sort of thing had tended to keep her alive in the past few years. Right or wrong. Not that the prejudice was borne of any fact. She had never had much to do with the law except when her Father’s will had been read. The law didn’t work for vampires so it served her no purpose.

Apparently it did work for wanna-be demons and politicians.

Still, despite what he was aiming to become, the Mayor had been pretty good to her. Could she ever have expected more from an employer… especially one she had worked with for such a short time? And the Mayor obviously thought pretty highly of this Lilah. Despite her reservations what could she say? The woman was full of secrets – she could see that. But that was to be expected, she had confidential information to deal with every single day. As long as she never lied to Tara or got in her way, what did it matter what she chose to hide? It wouldn’t concern Tara, would it? They had just met after all.

Tara had to figure that she must be there, in the office with them, for a reason. Though the Mayor had introduced her to many of his visitors she had been called specifically to this meeting the previous day and it clearly had something to do with this woman. Tara looked up from her shoes and into Lilah’s predatory eyes. And she was a predator. Maybe not in the same line as Willow… or Tara herself. Probably never a killer. Snap judgement again… but she could not imagine Lilah Morgan standing over a body with a blade in her hand. Lilah was a predator in an arena that Tara knew nothing about.

Politics and the law.

So she had to learn. Just enough to survive whatever was coming.

She looked up and smiled at Lilah – trying to hide the wariness that she felt.

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“Tara, would you mind showing Lilah around our fair town?” the Mayor asked her.

“The day or night side?” Tara was responding to him, but asked the question of Lilah weighing the newcomer’s facial responses. Would Lilah be afraid of the night? Did she want to go sight-seeing or know what Sunnydale was really like? If it was the latter Tara wasn’t quite sure that she should… it was dangerous out there. There were things… things like Willow.

Knowing that Tara was weighing her up, Lilah rose to the challenge, and simply broadened the politician’s smile she had perfected in long classes on joining Wolfram and Hart. She could keep that up for hours now… without it even aching. And without meaning it either. But this time she did. She had to admit she was curious about this town on the Hellmouth. If she had to be here then she might as well know it… and Tara. “Why not both?”

The Mayor chuckled as if he were pleased with the response. He had probably expected it.

“You’re s-sure? It can get k-kinda dangerous out there at night.” Those were her first words direct to the lawyer… and sure enough her voice let her down immediately. Old reliable. Old un-reliable more like.

“I am from LA,” Lilah pointed out to her, a little annoyed by the assumption that she couldn’t handle it – even if the younger woman was only really showing concern.

“Not the same thing,” the Mayor told his lawyer. “No sir, not the same thing at all.”

Tara could see that Lilah was determined not to be found wanting . By the Mayor nor by her. “Sure?” Last chance to stay safe, even though she would do her best to make sure Lilah wasn’t at risk. Perhaps some of the places she had already pretty much cleared of vampires, Tara thought to herself. The places that they had learned to keep away from.

“Absolutely certain. I know you’ll keep me safe.” It was only then that Lilah released Tara’s hand.

Tara wondered at the length of that handshake but it was over now. The lawyer so obviously had an agenda – to want to see the worst side of Sunnydale, and Tara wasn’t sure where the best side even was, she had to want something. Lilah also knew about her. Tara knew that she wasn’t exactly typical monster fighter style.“Y-yes I will.” She turned back to the Mayor. “Anything else sir?”

“No Tara. You run along now. I have some things to discuss with Lilah. Come back and join us for brunch?”

“That would be n-nice.” She had always enjoyed those meals with him. He had funny stories and he told them very well…

“Good girl.”

Tara made for the door and was stopped by his call – as she often was. He was forever thinking of things at the last minute. Either that or delaying them for maximum effect. She wasn’t sure which it was.

“Oh Tara, would you mind if Lilah stayed with you too?” He explained it to the lawyer. “There was an unfortunate incident at what would have been your hotel last night.” Lilah knew all about that. She had asked for it to be arranged and Sunnydale’s Mayor had been happy to oblige. The idea was to observe this woman, one of her two roses, and she couldn’t do that from a hotel room. They had to be thrust together. The night life in Sunnydale would ensure that Lilah saw the witch under crisis conditions – and now she would get to see how she lived.

That was the surest way to assess a person – by their surrounding and under pressure.

Lilah smiled, appreciating his manoeuvres on her firm’s behalf. Richard Wilkins was certainly very, very good at what he did. It was a real shame that his ascension hadn’t worked out for him. Maybe the next one would, with this young woman’s help. And Wolfram and Hart’s – of course.

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Re: Part 29

Postby LeatherQueen » Wed May 01, 2002 11:02 pm

Oh my. Going touring with Tara at night AND staying in her apartment. For some reason, I don't think Willow will like that very much, at all. Gah... I can feel a confrontation of sorts coming. It'll be interesting to see it all play out. :)






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Re: Part 29

Postby mtnlaurel » Wed May 01, 2002 11:34 pm

Yeah, this is going to be fun to read about...nice use of initial reactions from first contact of Lilah/Tara. Can't wait to see how Willow finds out about the arrangement, and of course, her reaction. Looking forward to next update!

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Re: Part 29

Postby Katharyn » Wed May 01, 2002 11:35 pm

I think you are dead right there LQ... Willow is not going to be very impressed is she?*S*



Might be fun...



EDITED TO ADD: Thanks Laurel... everyone seems to be dreaming of a W/L confrontation*S*



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Edited by: Katharyn at: 5/1/02 10:40:24 pm
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Re: Part 29

Postby willowphile410 » Wed May 01, 2002 11:55 pm

I agree with LeatherQueen...Willow is soooo not going to like this arrangement one bit. People don't just get away with interrupting Willow's playtime. Can't wait to see how this plays out!

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