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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby caz » Mon Jun 12, 2006 11:35 am

Hi Sith. :wave

See I said no good would come of Willow introducing Buffy to Tara.

I'm glad that Tara confessed to Willow, there should be no secrets between the two of them. Also pleased that Tara explained the history of her race.

Let's hope that thing turn out differently this time round.

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby Artemis » Thu Jun 15, 2006 3:35 am

I missed feedbacking a chapter, sorry :ashamed

Seems like Buffy's in peril. I can understand why (aside from basic xenophobia) the mermen are generally antagonistic to the idea of humans getting into their domain - it's not like we're the most eco-friendly species around. To an intelligent species with a deep connection their environment, there must be no lack of good reasons why they'd regard humans as harbingers of non-specific disaster. Still, it seems like a dangerous overreaction to try to kill Buffy, when they don't really have any evidence that she knows about the merpeople at all - they're risking bringing more humans down upon them. (Besides, how can Buffy be encroaching on their territory, when they've been sent beyond their borders to scout?)

The bond between Willow and Tara is intense - I can easily imagine how that must be, exhilarating in the moment, but kind of scary at the same time. Willow's all enthusiasm of course, but I'm not surprised that Buffy was far more sceptical - it must seem almost like Willow's been siren-smitten, and I can see how she'd worry. Being set on by a pair of mer-jerks can't help.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Thu Jun 15, 2006 7:57 am

beanie: Willow is indeed a frisky little critter. And yup, Buffy's in danger, though she doesn't realize it yet. She will, though.

Dianneswillowtree: Yes, the good is coming. And so is the bad. But that's what I think is going to make the next chapter so interesting. Thanks for reading.

Thianne: Sorry for almost killing you. And I know that I'm being mean by introducing the bad with the good, but I think it works well in the story I'm trying to create. I think it will become more obvious later on, so I can forgive you for not getting it now. Thanks for reading.

Devi: Yup. And if you think you liked it here, you're just going to enjoy the next chapter. (Though I have my doubts...)

WillowsGirlXX: Hopefully I can have an update very soon. Thanks for reading. :)

caz: Yeah, I know that no good would come from Willow introducing Buffy to Tara. But I do have a reason for doing what I'm doing. I've been saying that I can't give away too much about what I have planned because it spoils an upcoming plot point. Well, next chapter will feature that plot point, so after that, I'll be free to explain why I'm doing what I'm doing.

Chris: Don't worry about leaving feedback promptly. I know you have a life. So do I. As for your concerns regarding why the mermen would be scouting beyond their borders, there is a simple reason for it. Although I have yet to mention it (and will not actually bring up in the narrative until Chapter Twelve), Willow and Buffy have indeed encroached on their territory. You may recall Tara saying that the cave where she and Willow are now is close enough to their borders, yet far enough for her to be considered alone. Now, I never actually mentioned that Tara's clan actually occupied all of the land in their territory (and specifically mentioned that Baji lived on the outskirts away from the hustle and bustle of the society's daily activities.) Tara assumes that Willow returned from the same place she had come the first time, so she doesn't see the danger. And Willow, though fearful for Buffy at first, calms down when she realizes that the cave is nowhere near Tara's colony. Of course, she doesn't (at least right now) realize that the boat they came in is currently sitting over the mermaid's territory. (And you may ask why they didn't notice Buffy and Willow before now. Well, that is because the mermen weren't around when Buffy and Willow first went down, only arriving when Buffy was heading back up.)

The bond between our girls is indeed tense, which will be made all the more angsty following the events of the next chapter. I don't want to give away too much right now (particularly as I have no idea when I'll actually get it up), but suffice it to say that two very important things happen in the next chapter that greatly affect the rest of the story. I really wouldn't be surprised if everyone's already figured it out though, which bascially means I have to make sure that it's impactful as I want it to be, otherwise I'm going to get dragged over the coatrails about it.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby Darth Pacula » Sat Jun 17, 2006 10:01 pm

Catch up time.

G'day, Alex. Sorry I missed a chapter.

Well, that could have gone better, but you can't blame Buffy for her reaction. After all, she hasn't got Willow's motivation to like and trust Tara. All she sees is someone who definately isn't human.

Nice trick with the language spell too. That should make communication a bit easier.

I find myself with not a lot else to say now, aside from it's good that Tara's little faux par with Willow's safety line is out in the open. Things definately seem to be heating up on the W/T front pretty quick. And uh-oh for the Merman patrol.

Nice job, mate.

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Mon Jun 19, 2006 11:11 am

Paul: I agree that it could have gone better, but you're right. Buffy doesn't have the motivation and desire to readily accept Tara that Willow has. In addition, Buffy doesn't really think that Willow's really thought what she is doing through. But on the other hand, she believes that Willow is smart enough to do the right thing. Of course, that may end up being wrong.

And yup. Things are definitly heating up in regards to the W/T love. And of course, as things are looking up, there's always the element of danger.

Next part should go up later today (hopefully). If not then, then tomorrow.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby Guppy » Mon Jun 19, 2006 3:59 pm

Ok, I've caught up on the story and I must apologize for leaving absolutely no feedback. I never quite remember where I actually have left any. This story is very interesting. I've never read another story like it. I like your mythology and development of the characters and their histories. They all make perfect sense. Thanks for cutting us off from :wtkiss to danger. :smash You have me captivated, I eagerly await an update.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Mon Jun 19, 2006 4:18 pm

Guppy: No problem. I'm just glad you're enjoying reading it. I'm glad that you find it interesting and that you've never read anything like it. It truly is an original creation, and I think it will be something I look back on when its completed with pride. :) I'm glad you pointed out that you liked the character development, mythology and history behind the story, because there were points that I was thinking I was making it too complicated. And yes, the change from love to danger is deliberate. When I get the next chapter up (which is starting to look more and more likely that it's going to happen tomorrow), I hope you (and the other readers) will enjoy it. I don't think I can overemphasize the fact that it will be the one where major things happen.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 10th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Tue Jun 20, 2006 7:35 am

• Title: Under The Sea (Chapter Eleven)
• Author: SithLordWiccan (Alex)
• Email address: decepticons_4_ever@hotmail.com
• Feedback: Feel free to leave it here. Or send me a e-mail. Or a PM. Or all three. I don’t really care. All comments read. Positive feedback welcomed, negative feedback to be collected, put in a rocketship and blasted into the sun.
• Distribution: Through The Looking-glass (http://www.uberwillowtara.com) Mystic Muse (http://www.mysticmuse.net)
• Rating: NC-17
• Disclaimer: This fic contains situations that may be considered unusual and strange to some. These include (but are not limited to) underwater sex between two females, breathholding and implied drowning. If any of this disgusts you, stop reading now and go find something else to do. This disclaimer is here for a reason: to let me off the hook so that I can feel free to go into as much smutty detail as I want without having to feel guilty about it. All "Buffy" characters belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy.
• Warning: Character Death
• Summary: Tara is a member of a race of undersea mermaids. Willow is a recreational diver who stumbles into their territory. Smutty underwater loving ensues.

[center]Chapter Eleven[/center]

Swimming to the surface, Buffy’s thoughts turned to Willow, hoping once again that she had made the right decision in allowing the redhead to remain in the cave in the company of….Her train of thought came to a halt as she wondered what sort of label she should give to Tara. She clearly wasn’t human, that was for sure. The scales on her body and the gills on her neck had certainly proven that. But as much as she wanted to voice her caution, Buffy didn’t want to offend Willow by outwardly stating that Tara was a creature or a monster, even though that was exactly how she felt. Willow was certainly willing to accept the strange being for what she was without question and apparently trusted her implicitly. Almost, Buffy noted with some degree of concern, as much as the redhead trusted her. No matter how hard she tried, the blonde couldn’t tell herself that she shared that trust, and it was only her belief that Willow would do the right thing in the end that was enough to convince her to leave the two of them alone.

Still, Buffy couldn’t help but have a bad feeling about the situation. Something about Tara was setting off an alarm bell in the back of her mind. The fact that she had saved Willow from drowning was something Buffy was curious about. Had Tara intentionally put Willow in danger just so she could rescue her? Had she done something to Willow that made her more compliant to her requests? Was Tara planning on capturing a human for some twisted purpose? Was the blonde, even now, torturing Willow in ways the redhead had never experienced before? Had Tara done all of this in order to lure them out here to die?

Those thoughts refused to leave her brain as she broke through the surface of the water, spitting her regulator out into the water and reaching out to take it into her hand. Using her other hand, she began to swim towards the boat, reaching it after a few moments. Climbing onboard, she began to remove the straps of her equipment, taking off the fins and buoyancy compensator and placing them down on the boat’s wooden deck. Her hands began to move to take off her mask when something hit the boat from below.

“What the hell?”

Rushing to the boat’s side, Buffy looked into the crystal blue waters, but was unable to find anything out of the ordinary. Convincing herself that it was just a random occurrence, she moved back to settle herself into a comfortable position on one of the boat’s wooden seats, removing her mask and placing it down beside her other gear. Several more seconds of contemplative thought, most of which revolved around her continued concern for Willow’s safety, passed uneventfully before the boat was rocked once again, this time more forcefully.

The motion caused Buffy to fall from her seated position, hitting the deck face first. Getting onto her knees, she crawled over to the boat’s side once more and looked out into the waters again, spotting a vague shape passing by several feet under the water.

”So there is something down there,” she thought, moving to take the harpoon rifle that had been resting near the boat’s engine. The guy she and Willow had rented the boat from had given it to them saying that it might be a good idea to have some protection. She was thankful now that they had decided to listen to him. Buffy moved back to where she had been before, but had barely made it two feet before the boat was rocked again, the force nearly causing it to tip over. Collapsing to the deck, the blonde reached for the handle of the fallen harpoon rifle, taking it into her hand even as the boat was rocked once more.

Getting to her knees, her breath beginning to come in hurried gasps, Buffy leaned over and looked out into the water once more, trying to spot whatever it was that was that was attacking her. Noting that the harpoon was shaking, she tried in vain to steady her hands, knowing that she was going to need perfect aim in order to fire her one and only shot.

There! Several feet away! A vague shape in the water. Buffy raised the harpoon, lined up her sights…

And fell forward as something struck the boat from behind. Her chest impacted hard against the wood, causing her to gasp in pain and her grip on the harpoon to loosen. Buffy watched in horror as the weapon tumbled into the water, its impact causing a splash that reverberated through her ears like a thunderclap. Cursing, she quickly looked across the boat, seeing if there were any other objects that could be turned into makeshift weapons. But aside from her gear, there was nothing else onboard.

A cold lump began to form in the blonde’s throat as she realized that she was defenseless. Looking back out into the water, Buffy could once again see the shape, only this time, there was a second. The two forms then broke apart and began to circle around the boat like sharks circling a cornered prey.

As much as her own life was in danger, Buffy couldn’t help but fear for Willow. She was all alone thirty feet below, her only protection a creature that could be as dangerous as those hunting her now. A shiver ran up her spine as she realized that her earlier assumption about Tara may indeed have been correct.

But for what reason? A ritual sacrifice? To make a point? For food?

Her blood turning to ice water, Buffy’s mind raced in two directions. One tried to figure out how to escape from her current predicament. The other hoped that Willow, wherever she was, was all right.

**

Neither of the two women knew much about how to please others. At least, not in the context of their current situation. Tara never had a mate, her natural proclivity towards females making sexual intimacy for the purposes of procreation something she never thought about. And Willow never felt comfortable enough to put herself out on the dating market, fearing that she would scare away anyone who ever found out about her private fetish. The touch of her own hand, both on land and in the water, was the closest she ever got to actually feeling the touch of another against her body.

But as the two embraced one another, lips pressing together, tongues intertwining and hands caressing each others bodies, they felt as if they could no wrong. Both instinctively knew that any touch, no matter how slight, would bring intense pleasure to their partner.

Both Willow and Tara looked back on their lives prior to this moment, realizing that they had been wrought with confusion and pain. In Tara’s case, it was metaphorical pain. Her entire life had been a struggle to keep the two distinct sides of herself from coming into conflict. Her strict adherence to the rules of the clan had always made her feel guilty for spying on humans who came into the ocean. But at the same time, she had always wondered why, as no human had done anything to harm her, and the only proof she had that they had done any damage to her society had, until recently, been little more than rumor. When she found out, it made her more concerned about acting on her growing attachment for Willow, not only because of what harm might come down upon her, but also what damage could be done to the clan by her actions and decisions. But with Willow, all of her fears and concerns were rendered moot. The redhead was everything she hoped to find in a human: understanding, caring, and above all else, accepting of her in every way.

Willow’s pain, by contrast, had been of her own creation. She had always been considered an outsider when she was younger, a feeling that had grown considerably worse once she discovered the interesting, though considerably weird, effect that immersion in water had on her sexuality. She always kept that side of herself closed off, never allowing anyone, not even those whom she though would understand her most, to know how she felt when her body came into contact with water in any form or the private fantasies she often had while doing so. And truth be told, though she never quite understood the fascination some people in the aquaphile community had about mermaids, one look at Tara had certainly had enough of an effect on her to bring her around. And she was ever thankful for that, as Tara represented everything she could have hoped to find in someone who she could relate to: a partner that shared her interests, a friend that could understand her, and a lover that could please her like no one else.

Their first touch following Willow’s return had been a kiss, delivered with a tenderness that surprised each of them. Both knew, not knowing how they knew, that the other still held a lingering hesitation about what they were doing. It was perfectly understandable, considering what they were each feeling at that moment. Though she no longer felt bad about what she was doing, knowing that she was violating her clan’s sacred laws still scared Tara on some level that she couldn’t describe. Her spying on humans aside, the blonde considered herself as rigid as a rock, up until now never knowingly breaking any law the Elders set forward. As for Willow, though she felt an instinctive attraction to the blonde, the thought of making love to an alien, even one as beautiful and understanding as Tara was, frightened her. Was it something she could live with? What would be the repercussions if Buffy found out? If anyone found out? Could she deal with them? Could the embarrassment she had feared since she was younger suddenly come at her with the force of a tidal wave, leaving a destructive path wherever it traveled?

Those thoughts were soon abandoned as the kiss deepened, their lips hungrily devouring one another as each experienced wetness at their centers that had nothing to do with the presence of the nearby water. For Tara, it was the most pleasurable experience in her life, something about Willow making her look past the fact that what she was doing was, according to the laws she held so close to her heart, wrong. As she had before, Tara realized that the fiery redhead was as much a child of the sea as she was. Fate had simply made an error on her part. And as Willow’s fingers explored her body, caressing her scales and breezing past her flesh, Tara felt new sensations play across her nervous system. Where Willow’s touch brushed past scales, the impressions had been dulled somewhat, but what remained was enough to drive the blonde mad with desire.

Willow, meanwhile, relished the touch of Tara’s lips on hers, the initial strangeness of the blonde’s scaled fingers playing across her naked body quickly becoming as arousing as they had been when they were dripping with water against her body in their first encounter. Having only experienced her own touch in such a manner, it was quite a new sensation to feel the fingers of another play across her form, especially since Willow somehow felt that Tara was the only one who deserved the gift of touching her flesh this way.

Breaking the kiss, Willow looked into Tara’s eyes, realizing that the aquatic blonde goddess was the one she had longed to find on dry land ever since she was a teenager. She also realized that, while certainly exciting, making love on the rocks was not what she wanted.

“Tara?”

The blonde returned her gaze, blue sapphires twinkling. “Yes, Willow?”

“I was wondering…could we…”

Tara’s gaze pierced Willow, causing the redhead’s heart to melt into a puddle as deep as the one currently collecting between her legs.

“Yes, Willow?”

The redhead found herself unable to form words, her breath catching as her eyes traced the voluptuous naked body of her newly found treasure. Instead, she gestured towards the water, a goofy look on her face.

Tara smiled, turning around and moving to slink into the water, her act barely causing a ripple in the liquid’s surface. She turned to watch as Willow, a widening smile on her face, followed suit.

**

”Shit, fuck and damnit!”

The boat was rocking continuously now, and Buffy’s carefully crafted wall of calm, built through intensive training and self discipline over the years, was crumbling as if someone was taking a sledgehammer directly to it. The movement of the boat had finally convinced her that, sooner or later, whoever it was that was doing this was going to force her off it and into the ocean.

Moving quickly to recover her gear, she hurried to replace it on her body. ”Well, if that’s what you want, then I guess I’d better give myself a head start.”

Having put her mask and fins back on, she now moved to strap on her tank and buoyancy compensator, though the violent motion of the boat made it difficult. The shaking of her hands, growing more violent by the moment, certainly wasn’t helping matters any. Finally managing to steady her hands enough to secure the equipment to her back, Buffy placed the regulator into her mouth, secured both it and the mask to her face and hastily jumped into the water, a task made easier by the fact that the boat was violently rocked once again at that moment, causing her finned foot to hit its side and send her tumbling out of control into the crystal blue sea.

Plunging headfirst into the water, Buffy was momentarily stunned. Her eyesight was obscured by the rush of bubbles her hastily made exit had produced and her body ached all over from the sudden collision with the water making it an effort to draw oxygen into her lungs. She knew that she couldn’t afford to take the time to recover now, as whoever it was that was attacking her would most likely be on her now.

Swimming in what she hoped was a direction that would take her away from her attackers, and trying to shake the cobwebs from her mind as she moved, Buffy at last turned to look at who was hunting her. Although her gaze was still hazy from her abrupt launch into the ocean, she could now clearly see that there were indeed two people attacking her. She noted that they wore no clothing, and that across their bodies…

”So I was right!” Buffy thought. ”Tara did lead us into a trap!” She noticed that one of the strange men held a knife in his hand. It didn’t take a genius to figure out who it was intended for.

Her mind raced at an incredible speed. She knew she had to get back to the cave, grab Willow, get her away from Tara and get back to the surface and away from the danger. But even as she thought about it, she knew that she couldn’t make it back in time, not with two creatures intent on ending her life on her trail. It also occurred to her, somewhat soberly, that it was possible that Willow was dead already, and that, by heading back to try and rescue her friend, all she was going to do was set herself up to definitely get killed. It had, after all, been a while since she left the redhead alone, which would be more than enough time for Tara to do something to bring Willow’s life to a quick end.

It pained Buffy to realize that, in order to save her own life, she was going to have to sacrifice Willow’s. At least for the moment. Silently promising herself that she would find a way to come back for her, Buffy turned away from her pursuers and headed off, hoping that she would find help before she came under attack.

**

As Willow’s mouth continued its exploration of the wet confines of Tara’s own, the mounting pleasure, combined with the heat she was feeling, made her wonder for the briefest of moments if their lovemaking was causing the water around them to boil like a tea kettle on a oven element. A smirk formed on her face as she thought of the irony of the fact that making love in the water could produce that sort of feeling. ”Hmm. Maybe I could use that as some sort of science experiment. Independent Variable: temperature of water. Dependant Variable: Amount of making out with hot blonde mermaid.”

The pair had continued kissing after they had moved into the water, their hands exploring various erogenous zones on each other’s bodies. Willow’s breasts had been cupped by Tara, the scaled touch sending a shiver through the redhead’s body. Their lips had pressed against each other’s necks, though Willow had wondered if doing so would cut off Tara’s air. Even though they were above water, and Tara certainly looked like she could easily breathe, Willow was worried that covering them would asphyxiate her new love.

“It will be OK,” the blonde had said when asked that question.

They even dove underwater together, taking their lovemaking to the zero gravity environment that it afforded. Tara somehow knew that Willow would enjoy it, and Willow wanted to please Tara as much as the blonde wanted to please her. Tara knew, however, that they couldn’t do it forever, as Willow would need to be able to breathe.

Willow slowly moved back towards the shallow end of the water, guiding Tara’s head down to her center as her back hit the slippery rocks. Moving her hands to her sides, she slowly breathed as Tara, face now firmly planted between her thighs, began to taste what the redhead’s sex had to offer. The blonde’s tongue casually played across her mound, teasing her clit every so often as it licked away at the juices seeping out to mix with the surrounding water. Willow hissed as the blonde’s tongue touched her exposed bundle of nerves, the sensations of her act, which under normal circumstances would be explosive in and of themselves, were magnified by her immersion in the water.

The redhead squirmed as Tara continued her exploration, tongue gliding across her slicked outer folds. Her breath came in gasps now, as all connections to her brain seemed to stop functioning. All her thoughts centered on Tara: on how much she loved the blonde and the enjoyment she derived from making love underwater to the beautiful woman Willow could now and forever call her soul mate.

“Tara,” Willow moaned, sliding down to a seated position. Tara moved as she did, their bodies fused together and acting as one. Willow felt her blood rush from her head down to her lower region, the experience beginning to leave her a little lightheaded.

But through the fog clouding her brain, an idea emerged. If she was truly going to experience her first non-masturbatory orgasm, there was only one way she wanted to do it. Gently squeezing Tara’s shoulders to catch her attention, Willow watched as the blonde’s head broke through the surface of the water, water droplets dripping from her hair.

“Willow? Is everything OK?”

“Everything’s fine, Tara,” the redhead said in response. “It’s just…well, I had my first…orgasm at the bottom of a pool, and I was kinda hoping, since I’m going to…it’s the first…and I was wondering if…”

The smile that crossed Tara’s face was tinged with caution. “But Willow, you can’t…”

“I know,” Willow admitted. Then a thought flashed through her brain. “Tara, you know that spell you did? To make me breathe underwater?”

Tara’s smile lost the caution that had kept it from radiating the happiness she truly felt and became one consisting solely of love. Getting to her knees, she began to chant, her hand raised with two fingers outstretched. Willow closed her eyes, not only knowing what was about to happen, but eagerly welcoming it.

She heard Tara chant as before, but now that she could understand the meaning behind the words, they seemed almost…magical.

“Goddess Amphitrite, impart unto Willow the ability of breath, so that she may have that which she most desires. God Poseidon, may your wisdom and everlasting knowledge allow Willow to know how much this gift means to me, and how much it will bring us mutual enjoyment.”

Willow smiled at the words, and as before, felt the warm light enveloping her in its loving embrace, the tendrils of energy working their way down her trachea. Unlike the last time, she made no effort to fight it.

She knew what it meant now. And where it would take her.

**

Buffy pumped her legs, desperate to get as far away from the two men as she could. Her movement was born out of desperation and panic. Without a clue as to her location, there was no way she could identify the area. And without any certainty that she was heading towards the shore, the blonde was forced to wonder if she was simply heading further out into the sea, increasing the odds that she was going to end up floating out in the middle of the ocean with only the fishes for company.

”Well, look at it this way, Buff,” she thought absently. ”Maybe I’ll get to some area where they can’t follow before they catch up to me.”

She knew that the chances of that, however, were growing dimmer by the moment. Her exertion, combined with the weight of her equipment, was slowing her movement considerably. And as she checked her pressure gauge and saw that her air supply was running low, she realized that, one way or the other, she was going to die very soon.

”So my choices are death by drowning or death by knife to the gut? Not much of a choice there. Death is..”

She felt a hand grasp her leg and pull her back. Turning with a whimper, she caught sight of the man brandishing the knife in her direction. Regretting once more the fact that she had lost her own defensive weapon, Buffy moved to block the incoming strike.

The water made both movements languid, and thus the strike and block met one another with less force than intended. Undaunted, the man tried once again to strike at Buffy, who moved to avoid the attack, grunting at the exertion her movement caused. Acting on instinct, the blonde tried to draw air into her lungs as she prepared to defend herself against the inevitable third strike, but found that she could not. Panicking, she scrambled for the air pressure gauge, her heart turning to stone as she saw the needle planted firmly in the red zone.

Moving to unbuckle the now useless tank and buoyancy compensator, Buffy turned to see her attacker join up with his companion, the pair looking at her curiously before advancing on her once again, the one with the knife in the lead.

”At least I’ve got a weapon now,” she thought, her cheeks puffing as she fought to keep the only oxygen she had left in her lungs. As her attackers swung in for the kill, she gathered her strength and swung her gear at them, the water once again slowing her movement. But it was a success, as the equipment caught one of the men square in the stomach.

Unfortunately, it was not the one with the knife, who swam over his partner and approached Buffy, knife raised to attack. The blonde turned to move, dropping the now useless oxygen supply as her hands moved to release her weight belt in the hopes of using it as a weapon as well. A cold hand grasped her ankle, and she moaned as she knew that her attempt to escape had once again blocked. Grunting with the combined exertion of having to hold her breath and release her weight belt, Buffy used her free leg to kick at the creature, attempting to get him to release his grip on her other leg.

Finally unlatching the weight belt, Buffy brought it up, intending to bring it down on the head of her captor. But before she could, an impact collided to her side, causing it to slip through her hands. Moaning again, she watched as it tumbled to the sea floor. Looking over, she saw the creature she had knocked out earlier several feet away, obviously the source of the impact she had suffered.

”Are these guys friends of Aquaman or something?” Buffy wondered as she turned around in time to see the man’s companion swing his knife hand up, sending the blade directly into her side. Too physically exhausted to move, she could only watch as the blade impacted plunged directly into her body.

The act caused her to gasp out her remaining air, her natural instincts causing her to inhale the salted sea water as her breath was forced from her body. Convulsing, she kicked feebly at her opponent, hoping that her act would confuse the creature for a moment. Then, holding on to her side to try to stop the flow of blood, she slowly began to swim away, hoping that her attacker would not follow.

Buffy realized the futility of the action. The damage had been done. Lost in the middle of the ocean with no hope of rescue, combined with a knife wound on her side that had impacted deep into her body, all formed a crystal clear picture that told her that her life had come to an end. Ironically, as she fought to keep herself together long enough to find a way to get to shore, Buffy found herself thinking not about her own life, but Willow’s. She could only imagine what was happening to her best friend at that very moment. And she was sad that she could do nothing to rescue her from the horrible dangers she was no doubt being subjected to.

**

Lying on the cave floor, Willow watched as the bubbles she blew rose to the surface. Tara’s face, once more buried between her thighs, continued to pleasure her in ways she had never known before. She knew that Tara was enjoying the sensations as well, if the comforting squeeze given off by the blonde’s hands against her thighs was any indication.

“Tara,” she burbled, her voice rising in pitch as she felt her orgasm draw nearer. “Tara….TARA…TARA!”

Her center, filled with both water from the environment and her own secretions, finally erupted. Holding her breath, Willow tried to recreate the situation in which she had first experienced an orgasm. She knew, thanks to Tara’s spell, that the fear of drowning was minimal. Still, she couldn’t help but be taken back to that swimming pool thirteen years ago when she was a teenager, when she has brought herself to the peak of ecstasy on a single breath and unsure of where she belonged in the world. That night had been the start of a journey, of which meeting Tara, and making love to her, was the culmination.

Tara.

Her Tara.

Her own underwater goddess.

**

As Tara felt the shuddering aftershocks of Willow’s breathtaking orgasm pass through her body, she also felt something else. Something that mixed with the feelings of warmth and happiness she felt like a dark cloud covering the sun. As her hands gripped Willow’s body, Tara knew that something as monumental as the coupling between herself and the redhead had just taken place. The blonde could only hope that whatever it was wasn’t going to affect the bond that had, with Willow’s release, been fully formed. Once Willow returned to the surface, she would try to find out what had happened. She was so close now to bridging the gap between merpeople and humans, and she wasn’t about to let anything spoil it now.

Even, if it came to it, meant going against the wishes of the Elders.

**

The merman with the knife watched as the human swam away, trying in vain to halt the blood from the wound he had inflicted on her. He knew that he should follow her to ensure her death and that the body could never be found. But he and his companion had traveled far from their territory, and the female had been alone and had nowhere to go.

There was no danger. The threat had been eliminated. And no one would know about it.

**

Though it had been a busy afternoon, Faith had little or no trouble with her section of the beach. In fact, as far as things normally went, it had been relatively peaceful. That’s why the scream that shattered the immediate area shortly after noon caught her by surprise, if only for a moment.

Then she was into action, grabbing a float and springing down the tower ramp towards where she heard the scream erupt from. Reaching a young looking woman in a two piece blue bikini, she asked, “What’s wrong?”

The woman, by this point in full blown hysterics, pointed out into the ocean. Faith followed her gaze and saw someone floating face down in the water. In moments, the brunette was running into the waves, float dragging behind her. Swimming out to where the figure was, she tried to turn it over in order to see who it was. Whoever it was looked pretty bad, as the water around the body was tinged in red. The brunette also thought she saw a deep wound in the person’s side, but couldn’t tell as she brought the body over, saw who it was and gasped.

It was Buffy.

Draping one arm across the blonde’s body, Faith started back to the shore, her heart hammering in her chest. A million questions raced through her mind, each bringing up two more. What had happened to Buffy? Where was Willow? And, perhaps most important, was the blonde going to die?

”Not if I have anything to say about it,” she thought with grim determination. Bringing Buffy’s body to the sand, she looked up at the young woman who had pointed out her friend’s body. “I need you to go get the walkie-talkie that’s at my tower and bring it down here.”

She looked up to find the woman frozen to the spot, mouth agape. “NOW!”

The woman bolted for the tower as Faith silently cursed the fact that she raised her voice to someone who didn’t deserve it, not exactly helping her determination to squash the “feral predator” look she knew others thought her to have. But given the circumstances, she could hardly be blamed for her outburst. Buffy was the closest thing she had to a real friend in the past ten years, and she wasn’t just going to sit here and watch her die. If that meant rubbing other people the wrong way, so be it.

The woman returned with the device, and Faith pressed the transmit button, shouting, “This is Faith Lehane at Tower 8. I need a medical team down here now!”

”Roger that, Lehane,” came the reply. ”We’ll be down there in a few minutes.”

Putting the walkie-talkie down in the sand, Faith moved to look at Buffy, her gaze turning to the wound at her side. Whatever had caused it definitely didn’t look like something natural. It looked far too much like a knife wound for her comfort.

Moving her hand over to the zipper of the wetsuit Buffy wore, Faith hesitated. She wasn’t too sure whether or not the blonde would like to be naked on the beach with other people watching. But she also realized that it was the only way she was going to get access to the wound in order for the paramedics to treat it.

With a great deal of hesitation, Faith’s fingers closed in on the zipper, pulling it down slowly. She felt her hands start to shake as she began to work Buffy’s limbs through the material, her touch as tender as if she were handling fine china, afraid that a tighter grip would snap the blonde’s bones. As she brought the wetsuit down over the wound, she got a closer look at it, noting how deep the blade or whatever it was that had impacted her had gone. From the look of things, there had been a large blood loss, perhaps even rupturing of the internal organs. That realization told Faith that, no matter what she or the incoming paramedics did, Buffy was going to die.

Faith’s eyes widened as Buffy turned, with some degree of difficulty, to look at her. The look on her face was a mix of anguish and genuine shock. “Faith! Thank God I made it to shore!”

Despite the situation, the brunette smiled, her eyes brimming with tears she tried to keep in check. “Hey, B. Nice to see you.”

Buffy chuckled, an act that caused her to wince in pain. Faith moved over, her hands going to the wound on the blonde’s side. “Don’t worry, B. Everything’s going to be all right.”

Buffy let out a sound that Faith interpreted to be half moan, half chuckle. “Faith, you’re a lot of things, but you’re not is a good liar. I know you too well.”

Faith smiled, her eyes brimming over with tears. “We’ve only known each other for a week, B. That's not enough time to make friends with anybody.” She found her thoughts shifting from the horror in front of her to recalling the four year journey she had taken to get to where she was today, and the many friends she made and had to leave behind when her wanderlust took her to her next destination.

But most of them weren’t what she would consider true friends. The kind of person she could spend time with knowing that the other person enjoyed her company as much as she did theirs. The kind of person with whom she could spend weekends together at the movies or the mall, hanging out and talking about boys, clothes and other things girls liked to talk about.

Buffy was the only one she could apply that label to. And fate had cruelly stepped in to take from her.

Faith wanted to know who had done this. She needed to find out. For her sake. For her sanity. And she wanted to make sure that they paid for this.

“Buffy,” she said, her voice quivering. “Who did this to you?”

With a supreme Herculean effort, Buffy moved to get up, managing to get to her knees before collapsing into Faith’s arms. Her breathing was becoming an effort, and a rather painful one at that. Her life was almost gone. But she had to tell the brunette what she could. She had to make sure that Willow was going to be found and rescued. That way, she could die knowing that her friend would be rescued alive and well.

“Faith…you have to…find them…Make sure that…Willow…”

Faith held onto Buffy’s body, hoping to hear more, but it was not to be. A final, shuddering breath came from the blonde as she weightlessly collapsed against Faith’s body, all signs of life extinguished.

The brunette held on to the body tightly, starting to rock back and forth as she began to cry. She did not hear the sirens approaching, the muttering of the tourists and townspeople around her, or the shouts of the approaching paramedics to get out of the way. Nothing else mattered to her but the cold dead weight pressing against her body.

And the sound of her anguished sobs.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby db » Tue Jun 20, 2006 8:11 am

In the words of my niece: No! Buffy can not die! She can not die. Wahhhhh!

Stupid mermen. Stupid battle between civiliztions that is sure to erupt... it it's like a giant meteor heading toward earth! Why can't Willow and Tara get it on without the world erupting? n

Buffy - holy cow. I held my breath the whole time just *knowing* that Tara would some how, some way, know that she was in trouble and save her. Sigh. I have decided that Faith will just have to do cpr and save her...

But now everyone is gunna find out about the sea people and Willow and Tara and, and Willow is trapped with the sea people and Faith is out for blood and ...

I just knew it was a bad idea to bring Buffy along.

Great update Sith!

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Thianne » Tue Jun 20, 2006 9:00 am

hey, db almost sounds like dibs. not fair, she's advantaged!

you killed buffy?!?! after how nice she was about the fetish? be careful Alex.....only goodness from now on. awwww, but did you relly have to make me so sad now? and don't you dare apologize, you know you meant it!
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Emms » Tue Jun 20, 2006 9:38 am

Hi Alex. :wave

That was a really good chapter. The Tara/Willow lovin' was pretty intense and HAWT. :pride

I was worried about Buffy though... but mostly because I thought she was going to ruin Willow and Tara's first time together. I'm glad she was able to contain her drama for the moment :lol but I'm getting the sense that Drama is what's for dinner (no wait... isn't that beef? :D )

ETA: Oh wait!! I just re-read the last bit...and realized: Buffy's DEAD?! I don't want Buffy to be dead.. knocked out a little is okay... but dead??! [sob] she can't be dead... :cry she just can't be... [/sob]

Annnnywho. Can't wait for more.

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Guppy » Tue Jun 20, 2006 7:44 pm

Wow. That was intense all the way around! Hot loving from Willow and Tara. Damn, I'm shocked you killed Buffy. You weren't kidding when you said major things happen!

And just so you know, complicated is never bad. It makes the reading more enjoyable!
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby WillowsGirlXX » Wed Jun 21, 2006 9:22 am

Oh my god Buffy's dead :aww

That was a brilliant chapter really am loving this story, yay for serious
:wtkiss

Can't wait for more of this, please more soon ok,

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Willowtree252 » Wed Jun 21, 2006 10:07 am

:pinky Buffy dead bad guys and hot Willow and Tara loven WWOOOOOWWWWW you have me on the edge of my seat PS now you have me wanting a fetish where can i get one hehe ????? this is HOT :kdevil :kdevil :kdevil :kdevil
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby caz » Wed Jun 21, 2006 11:43 am

Why do I get the feeling that the shit is gonna hit the fan and that it's all downhill from this point?

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Devi Crystalseeker » Fri Jun 23, 2006 1:54 pm

WAAAHHHHH! This chapter made me cry so much (and I mean that as a compliment to your writing, Sithy). I kept hoping that at least Buffy wouldn't die thinking that Tara had betrayed them, but no... :cry :cry :cry

The juxtaposition of Willow's and Tara's beautiful, hot lovemaking (I cried a few happy tears there too) and what happened to Buffy was just so poignant.

After this, I almost feel shabby offering a nitpick, but here it is:

Had Tara intentionally put Willow in danger intentionally just so she could rescue her?

You only need one "intentionally" there. ;)
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby Artemis » Sat Jun 24, 2006 6:42 am

Well doesn't that just screw the pooch :paranoid I have to say (in fact I may have said, in earlier feedback) I was nervous about Willow being so quick to bring Buffy in on the big secret of Tara's existence, but that wasn't what I had in mind. Now there's two obvious questions (besides the big 'now what' one) - will Willow, when she learns Buffy's sad fate, make the connection to the merpeople? And if so, will she blame herself, for bringing Buffy down there? She couldn't really have known how things would turn out - she only began to learn about Tara's people (and their attitude problems with humans) after Buffy had come down there, but Willow's no doubt going to be heartbroken, and that'll leave her open to all kinds of self-recriminations.

Either way, this can't go well. If Faith were to learn, somehow, about the merpeople, and Willow's involvement (i.e. bonking like bunnies) with one of them, she could easily leap to the wrong conclusions - at least, that Tara's duping Willow. That has all sorts of potential to go badly.

Meanwhile, well, the merfolk had better hope that news of them doesn't spread, because frankly they'd be right screwed if people found out about them, especially now that their first (overt) action has been of the homicidal nature. We don't have magic, but we do have really big depth charges...
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Sun Jun 25, 2006 10:44 am

db: I'm glad that Buffy's death was able to evoke this reaction, not only in you, but in all of the Kittens who've read this chapter. It was very much a tough decision for me to have gone down this route, but by the end of the story, I am really hoping that people who thought that it was a bad idea for me to do that realize the reasons why I did it. And if Willow and Tara make love without the world erupting, I think it would be rather bland, don't you think? I mean, working up a frenzy without the opporutnity for release? Doesn't that seem just a tad unfair? ;)

But on a more serious note, you're correct that the tone of the fic has changed with this. (Of course, it's been changing ever since I started, but it's become rather overt with this.) Thanks for reading.

Vale: Yeah, I did. But there was a very good reason for me doing it. Basically, Buffy was Willow's only real link to the surface. And with her gone, she's going to feel even more conflicted about where she belongs in the world. Buffy was the only reason she tried to act normal on the surface and conceal her nature as a water lover was because Willow felt as if Buffy was the only one who could really understand her, even though she was afraid that Buffy would, like anyone else, think she was strange. And now that the link Buffy provided is gone, it's going to be rather interesting to see how Willow takes it, especially since she'll think it was because of exposing Buffy to that side of her was largely responsible for what happened.

And I'm really sorry to say that there's not going to be a lot of opportunities for goodness until the end of the fic. And that is the great irony of this, I think. I don't like W/T angst. To this day, there are Buffy episodes I can't bring myself to watch because of how much suffering our girls go through. And yet here I am writing the ultimate W/T angst fic. And the worst part is that the worst is yet to come.

Emms: I'm glad that you thought the lovemaking between Willow and Tara. I gotta be honest and say that, as much as killing off Buffy scared the crap out of me in terms of the story, writing the love scene between Willow and Tara probably scared me a lot more. After all, I can write dramatic emotional scenes like the death of a character. But this fic is the first time that I've written love scenes, both between two people and masturbation. And even though I've read a lot of underwater smut fic, I was constantly afraid that I would screw this part up. This was because I wanted to go for the more sensual, loving route as opposted to "kinky bondage sex" (as so eloquently put by Highlandlass) that I used in regards to "Cosplay" and "Role Reversal".

And yes, I'm afraid that Buffy is dead. And I really cannot overstate how much I had hoped to get reactions like yours when I decided to do it. I wanted people to give me that sort of reaction so that I could feel good about having developed her character enough to deserve such a reaction.

Guppy: Yup. Wasn't kidding at all. Glad you enjoyed reading it. And thanks for the compliment. :blush

Rachel: Thanks.

Dianneswillowtree: Glad to see you so excited about this fic. Thanks for reading. :)

caz: Because you somehow got into my head and figured out where I'm going with this? (If that's indeed what you did, how the hell did you do that?) Thanks for reading.

Devi: Glad you enjoyed how well I managed to juxtapose the lovemaking between Willow and Tara with Buffy's death. I got the inspiration to do this from listening to the audio commentary for "Return of the Jedi", and hearing George Lucas say during the final scenes with the Emperor, Vader and Luke that when you have separate plot lines going in a film, it would cause more dramatic tension to have one of them going down at the same time that the others are going up. In this sense, Willow, in making love with Tara, is forging her first real connection with the sea that she has been longing for ever since she was a teenager, all the time unaware that the only real connection she has with the surface (Buffy) has been violently taken away from her by those who, by association with Tara, she now feels somewhat connected to. Which, as I said, is going to cause great angst for Willow when she learns what happened and realizes how much Tara's kind played a part in it.

Thanks for reading. And thanks again for being the Spell Police. (Honestly, how does this keep happening?)

Chris: You did indeed say that there was going to be trouble on the horizon. I am curious to know what exactly you had in mind.

As for what Willow will do when she finds out (and she will)...she'll try to convince herself that it had to be something else. Knowing Buffy the way she does, Willow knows that there is no situation that Buffy couldn't handle. But when the pieces of the puzzle that connect Tara's people to Buffy's death finally fit into place, she'll start to wonder the same things that Buffy did: was it all a lie, meant to get people from the surface to them so that they could kill them off as a sacrifice. By extension, she'll also start to wonder if Tara really was the sort of person she thought she was, and whether or not, despite all that she has said, Tara intentionally led Buffy to her death. Like I said, it's a lot of angsty situations going on around here.

As for Faith, the seeds have been planted for her to suspect Willow being involved somehow in Buffy's death. (At least, I hope they have. I really wanted that to be a believable scenario, as it runs through the rest of the fic.) Of course, when she realizes otherwise, she'll be heartbroken that she's once again taken the wrong idea and ran with it (though it won't leave her mind.)

And yeah, the merfolk have screwed themselves rather royally in this, and you can bet that it's gonna come back to haunt them. Thanks for reading. :)
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 20th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Thu Jun 29, 2006 11:57 am

Yeah, I know it was late. But I had a panic attack and got paranoid about how well I thought this chapter was. And to be honest, I still have problems with it. But I figured that if I were to continue freaking out about it, I would never post it. Besides, I always figured it would be easier to fix the errors later than to continue to go nuts about it.

Anways, here it is. :)
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• Title: Under The Sea (Chapter Twelve)
• Author: SithLordWiccan (Alex)
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• Feedback: Feel free to leave it here. Or send me a e-mail. Or a PM. Or all three. I don’t really care. All comments read. Positive feedback welcomed, negative feedback to be collected, put in a rocketship and blasted into the sun.
• Distribution: Through The Looking-glass (http://www.uberwillowtara.com) Mystic Muse (http://www.mysticmuse.net)
• Rating: NC-17
• Disclaimer: This fic contains situations that may be considered unusual and strange to some. These include (but are not limited to) underwater sex between two females, breathholding and implied drowning. If any of this disgusts you, stop reading now and go find something else to do. This disclaimer is here for a reason: to let me off the hook so that I can feel free to go into as much smutty detail as I want without having to feel guilty about it. All "Buffy" characters belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy.
• Summary: Tara is a member of a race of undersea mermaids. Willow is a recreational diver who stumbles into their territory. Smutty underwater loving ensues.
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[center]Chapter Twelve[/center]

“I’m sorry, Faith, but there’s nothing we can do.”

Riley Finn, Captain of the Santa Monica Lifeguards, sat in front of his desk, going over the paperwork that had been unceremoniously dumped in front of him by the young woman pacing the room in front of him. Her eyes were still rimmed in red from the tears that she had shed earlier, and were glossed over as if she was fighting to keep fresh ones from falling. Riley also noted the fact that mixed with that glossy look was a fierce determination that slowly changed into anger at his response.

“What the fuck do you mean, ‘there’s nothing we can do?’” Faith replied, the shaking of her voice betraying her desperate battle to keep her anger and grief under control, lest she say or do something she would later regret. “Buffy got killed, Riley. We gotta find out how.”

“It’s not our place, Faith,” Riley insisted, leafing through the papers, trying to keep himself from getting too emotional. Despite the fact that he appeared to be indifferent to the situation, learning of Buffy’s death had greatly affected him. The blonde had been one of his top lifeguards and a close personal friend for years. They even went out on a couple of dates. But they had both decided to keep their relationship professional, neither Buffy nor himself making the move to take it any further than that.

Riley had seen Buffy work hard to get to where she had gotten in her life, and he was proud of the fact that she had accomplished so much in such a short amount of time. But as hard as she worked, Buffy knew how and when to have fun. And it was that mixture of serious professionalism and playful exuberance had made Buffy popular not only with her fellow lifeguards, but with the people that frequented the beach. Women wanted to be her, and men wanted to go out on a date with her. It broke Riley’s heart to know that he would wake up tomorrow morning knowing she wasn’t going to be reporting for work.

His thoughts were brought violently back to the present as Faith slammed her hands down on his desk. “You gotta be kidding me. Somebody dies out in the ocean and we can’t do anything about it? ‘It’s not our place?’ Come on, Riley. Do you really think that the cops can do anything about this?”

“No,” Riley admitted with a sigh. “But they’re the ones who have the resources and the ability to find out what happened, Faith. You have to let them do their job.”

“Yeah,” Faith scoffed. “Does that job happen to involve midnight doughnut runs and instant coffee packets?”

“You’re out of line, Faith.”

Turning away in a huff, Faith walked to the opposite side of the room, collapsing into one of the chairs near the door. “I know, Riley. It’s just that…if it was anyone else, I would be able to put on my professional face and try not to let myself get too emotional about it, you know? But with Buffy, I…” She choked down a sob and looked away, trying to fight the urge to cry.

Getting up, Riley moved to sit beside Faith, moving to rest a hand on the brunette’s shoulder. “I know how you feel Faith…”

Faith slapped Riley’s hand away and got up, walking back towards the desk. “No, boss. I don’t think you do. I’ve seen death before, Riley. When you live the kind of life that I have, going from one place to another, it’s the sort of thing you just can’t avoid. But I’ve never seen it…never had to live with it like this. Buffy died, Riley. She died in my arms. I felt her body grow cold. I saw the life drain from her eyes. And…it hurts to think about it. She is…she was the only person in the world I could say I loved like a sister, and I watched helplessly as she died right in front of me. Shit like that isn’t supposed to happen, Riley. I feel…” Faith ran her fingers through her hair and looked at the floor, struggling to try and make sense of the conflicting emotions she felt at the moment. “I…I don’t know how I feel. I’m…I’m not sure I want to feel…”

Riley got up and walked beside Faith, putting his hand on her shoulder once more. This time, the brunette accepted the comforting touch without argument, looking up into his face and giving a small smile. Moving to sit down, Riley watched as Faith moved back to the chair she had sat in before and stared vacantly at the wall, the clouded look in her eyes returning. He knew that the brunette was going through a great deal of emotional pain at the moment, and that it wouldn’t do her any good to stay here and try to do her job if she was going to spend her time agonizing over what had happened.

So he made a decision. “Faith, I want you to take a couple of days off.”

Faith brought her head around to look at Riley. “What?”

“I want you to take some time off, Faith. You’re not going to feel better unless you can find a way to deal with what you’re going through, and that’s not going to happen if you try to do your job as if nothing has happened.”

“But boss…”

“No ‘buts’, Faith. You’re…You’re one of my best, and the last thing I need is for you to get…distracted. I can’t afford that. And I’m sure you wouldn’t like to be off your game. So consider yourself on vacation until you can deal with this.”

Faith opened her mouth to protest, but it died before it passed her lips as she realized that Riley was right. It wouldn’t do her any good to stay at work if she was going to continue to dwell on what had happened. If she did that, she wouldn’t be paying attention to what was going on around her. And that meant she would make mistakes, which could lead to another innocent person getting hurt. That wouldn’t do much to improve her mood.

She needed time to figure out how she was going to deal with this and how much her life was going to be affected by this. And that meant she had to have no distractions, even the one that normally would help her deal with this sort of pain. “OK, boss.”

Riley smiled. “I’m glad that you’ve come to your senses, Faith. Go home and find a way to deal with your pain. And when you feel up to coming back, give me a call and let me know.”

Getting to her feet, Faith moved to the door. As she reached for the handle, she turned and looked at Riley, who had gone back to his paperwork.

“Thanks.”

And with that, the brunette stepped through the door and started back to her tower, Riley looked up from his work as he heard the door close. And, with Faith gone and the need for him to keep a level head passed, he allowed himself to feel the emotions that he had kept under control during the entire conversation.

He closed his eyes to try and stop the tears from coming, but it did not help. The emotional dam he had kept together during his conversation with Faith had begun to show cracks while she was talking, and was crumbling even further under the weight of his growing need to express how he felt.

The wall finally collapsed. And the tears flowed freely.

**

Stepping inside the tower and closing the door behind her, Faith moved to gather her things from where she had put them earlier in the day. She started with her street clothes, taking the socks out of her shoes and slipping them back onto her feet, noting with some sadness how empty and hollow even that simple act felt. In fact, ever since leaving Riley’s office, everything the brunette did was starting to take a great deal of exertion on her part to accomplish. It was as if cinder blocks had been strapped to her arms and legs, forcing her to have to put a great deal of effort into the simplest of tasks. Faith knew that her actions were affected by the main thing that was dominating her thoughts at the moment: the image of Buffy’s lifeless body against her own. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t get it out of her mind. Buffy had been her teacher. She had been her friend. She had been her inspiration. And the brunette felt empty knowing that her comforting presence was gone.

A dull ache throbbed in the center of Faith’s chest, as if something had punched straight through her gut and was clenching its fist against her heart, her strength of will and need to carry on oozing out of the wound. She had lost things in her life, so this sort of pain wasn’t new to her. She had felt heartache when she had to leave behind the friends she had made in one place as her wanderlust took her to another. She had been angry when she had lost money buying non essential things, crooked street gambling or due to outright theft by some punk kid who had decided to mug her while she was asleep. And of course, when she had lost her virginity in a one night stand, it had hurt like hell, at least for a moment anyway. But losing all of those things didn’t hurt her as much as this did.

That pain eventually faded. Faith knew this wouldn’t. And it made her wonder who could have been heartless enough to casually murder someone like Buffy in cold blood? She shivered as her brain registered the word “blood” and looked down at her body, seeing the dark red patches splayed across it. Contrasting heavily with the brighter red of her swimsuit, Faith recognized them as blood stains, which Buffy had unknowingly dripped on her when the blonde had collapsed into her arms. Their presence on Faith’s body made the effort to put on her shirt and jeans all the more difficult. Faith couldn’t help but think that, in doing so, she was wiping away the only part of the blonde that she had left.

Slipping on her shoes, she tied the laces and got up, moving to grab the key to her scooter from the table as she walked to the door. Pausing for a moment to look around the room one final time, Faith opened the door and walked out, heading for the parking lot. She was halfway there when Buffy’s last words played through her mind.

“Faith…you have to…find them…Make sure that…Willow…”

”Find who?” the brunette wondered curiously. ”Who was it that killed Buffy? Where are they? How can I find them? And what does Willow have to do with this?”

She recalled the events of the other day, noting how Willow did not appear to be comfortable with her at all. But that didn’t necessarily mean that the redhead would be capable of committing murder. And from the way that Buffy had talked, Willow wasn’t even the type to swat a fly. Besides, most people who first took a look at her and spent any time with her were rather uncomfortable. It was something Faith felt immensely sad about, knowing that people who acted like that did so because they only saw the predatory image she had somehow managed to cultivate around herself. But Faith soberly realized that there was no other explanation to justify the suspicions about the redhead that were weighing heavily on her mind. It didn’t help that the reason she had to come in today and work a double shift was so Buffy could take the weekend off to spend time with Willow. It was that more than anything else which made the idea that the redhead could have had something to do with Buffy’s death a schema that would not leave her mind, no matter how much she tried to convince herself otherwise.

Stepping onto the scooter, Faith put the key into the ignition and gunned the engine. As she made her way out of the parking lot and headed down the street, she realized that there was only one person who could help her figure this out: the person who may very well have been responsible for it all.

**

Having passed out in the aftermath of her lovemaking with Tara, Willow awoke to find the ceiling of the cave far above her head and her entire body immersed in water. She moved in a panic to get to her feet, fearing that she had somehow fallen in and was drowning. Then she took a breath out of reflex, and realized that she could breathe comfortably.

”But how…?” she thought with surprise, before remembering the events that had taken place prior to this moment, specifically recalling Tara enacting the spell that allowed her to breathe underwater. A smile formed on her face as she turned around, her fear evaporating into the water around her, and saw Tara’s sleeping form curled up in a ball against the rocks nearby. Her blonde hair was floating around her head, which framed her perfectly sculpted face. And upon that face rested a pleased expression; one that made Willow’s heart beat against her ribcage.

Moving to sit beside Tara, Willow brushed her fingers against the blonde’s skin. The touch provoked an immediate response from Tara, who opened her eyes and turned to look up at Willow’s smiling face.

“Have a nice nap?” she asked with a chuckle.

Tara smiled, getting to her knees and enveloping Willow in a hug in answer to her question. Willow returned the hug, her hands traveling down the blonde’s back, the redhead’s fingers playing across Tara’s spine. She stopped briefly near Tara’s tailbone and grinned as she moved her hands away from the blonde’s body.

Tara whimpered at the loss of Willow’s hands, and their comforting touch, against her body. That whimper quickly changed to a yelp as the redhead quickly brought her hands onto her ass and gently squeezed it. “Ooh,” she moaned, squirming at the touch. “Someone’s being naughty.”

Willow smiled as she released her grip on Tara’s backside and broke the hug. She then got to her feet and began to swim for the water’s surface. Tara moved to follow behind her, slowing down in order to take the opportunity to gaze admiringly at the redhead’s small but perfectly round hindquarters. An impish grin formed on Tara’s face as she kicked a bit harder to catch up to Willow. As she got closer to the redhead, Tara reached out with one hand and delivered a playful swat on her exposed rear.

Letting out a small waterlogged yelp, Willow glanced down to find Tara looking back at her, a wide smile on her lips. The redhead’s heart fluttered at the sight. ”My, oh my. If Tara’s smile was the sun, she could brighten the entire world for years. Say good bye to electricity, folks. Tara’s smile is the power source for a new generation.”

The pair broke through the surface of the water and headed for the rocks. Once they reached them, Tara moved off to the side and watched as Willow began to collect her gear, first taking the time to climb back into her clothing. The blonde watched with some dismay as Willow’s naked body was covered up. But she realized that, clothed or naked, Willow’s body was pleasant to look at.

“Willow?”

The redhead turned to look at Tara, her upper body still uncovered. “Yes, Tara?”

Tara paused. Despite all that they had just done and how they had felt about it then, the feelings of regret and caution had returned in the aftermath of their actions, stronger than they had been before, the line the blonde had been straddling for so long having now been irrevocably crossed. Tara needed to know if Willow felt any concern or shame about what they had done. “Do you…regret...Do you regret what we’ve…”

Willow moved to take Tara in her arms, giving the blonde a quick and tender kiss. “No, Tara. I don’t. What we’ve just done…is special. I don’t know why, but I just know that it is. And that’s why I don’t feel guilty about it. And that’s why I think that you shouldn’t feel guilty, either.”

Tara smiled faintly, grateful for the comforting touch of Willow’s naked body against her own. It was reassuring to know that Willow held no regrets about what they had done, despite the danger that their actions could bring down upon them. The blonde was also comforted by the fact that Willow, much as she did, saw the potential good that could come from bringing together their two highly divergent worlds. In a way, that helped to make her feel more comfortable about the situation, even if her concerns never fully faded.

“Are you heading home?” she asked

Willow turned to look at Tara, her body now fully clothed, and saw the sadness that the blonde was trying to keep hidden from her. “Yes, Tara. But I will be back.”

Moving over to Willow, Tara brought up her hands. The redhead grew curious at this. “Tara?”

Tara paused. “Willow…if you’re going back to the surface, I have to…remove your ability to…”

Willow’s eyes grew wary. What did she have to remove? Did she want to remove her ability to understand Tara’s language? No, that couldn’t be it. After all they had done, why would she want to take that away from her? It had to be her ability to breathe underwater. As much as being able to understand Tara was something strange, it was something that could easily be hidden. But being able to breathe underwater unassisted was something that would be impossible to explain if anyone noticed it. For that reason, Willow could understand why Tara would want to remove it.

And yet…“But doesn’t it…you know…disappear on its own? Last time you didn’t have to do anything once we had reached the surface.”

“I know. When I cast the spell that time, I did so in a way that would cause it to fade after you returned to the surface. But this time, I cast it differently because…because I was unsure of how long we would…you know. And I didn’t want you to drown while we…”

A smile appeared on Willow’s face, realizing what it was Tara had done. The blonde’s attention to her pleasure and safety was something that she was slowly beginning to like. But as Willow thought about it, she realized that the ability to breathe underwater wasn’t something that she wanted to give up. After all, it had been a lifelong dream of hers to be able to swim unassisted by clumsy equipment that could fail at any moment. And now that she had gotten it, she wanted to try and keep it. There was the potential for danger, of course. Willow couldn’t deny that. But if there was one she was good at, it was keeping secrets that she didn’t want other people to know. Of course, the fact that the secrets she kept were usually the type that were difficult to conceal made Willow feel guilty about doing it, but this was different. This was something that could easily be kept hidden with no strings attached.

So she would ask Tara if she could keep the ability to breathe underwater. If she explained what it meant to her, and Tara still insisted on taking it away from her, at least the blonde would know. “Tara…I was wondering. Could I….”

Tara hesitated, unsure of what Willow was trying to say. “Yes?”

“Could you…maybe…not take that away from me? The ability to breathe underwater, I mean? I know it’s a special thing, and that you have every right to ask for it back. But…I’ve always wanted to have this. I’ve spent my entire life wanting things I thought I could never get from anyone. And here I am getting everything that I’ve always wanted. And I know it must seem selfish of me to ask this, but I was kind of wondering if I could…you know, keep this one thing? As something to…remind me of you when I’m…”

Tara placed a finger delicately on Willow’s lips, bringing the redhead’s babblefest to a halt. She then made a choice, one that she could easily make without a second thought. If Willow wanted something special to remind her of her presence on the surface, then so be it. But she would have to take precautions in order to make sure that they would both be protected from any potential fallout of this decision.

“OK, Willow. I will let you keep the ability to breathe underwater. But you have to promise me. You can’t misuse this ability. If anyone finds out that you can do this, they will try to find out how. And if it leads to humanity discovering our clan, then there could be…problems.”

Willow, who normally would have inquired about what exactly those problems were, was too excited about the prospect of keeping this gift to pay any real attention to either Tara’s concerns or the overly cautious manner in which she voiced them. Moving to replace her fins on her feet, she said, “I promise, Tara. No one will find out about this.”

Tara was not fully convinced. “But what about Buffy, Willow? You said that it would be right to keep secrets from others. Does that mean you’ll tell her about this?”

Willow’s hands stilled as she was putting her mask back over her eyes. She felt conflicted about the question. She had indeed said that there was no need for secrets between friends. That was why the redhead had brought Buffy to see Tara in the first place, so that her blonde friend could see what it was that attracted her so much to her underwater adventures. Tara was, after all, the living embodiment of them. But Buffy would never understand what Tara had done to her, not only by giving her the ability to breathe underwater, but also in giving her the ability to understand Tara’s language. Buffy would no doubt see those two things as a violation of Willow’s being, and would try to harm Tara because of it, no matter how much Willow might try to explain things to her.

Willow couldn’t allow that, even if it meant that she would have to once again keep a secret from her best friend. ”This is different, though. Even though I always thought she could never understand my love of water, it was something Buffy could easily accept. Tara’s gifts aren’t. She’ll never understand that they are given to me out of love. I’ve got to keep this from her. I’m going to do this to keep Tara safe. I’m going to do this to keep Buffy safe. I’m going to do this to keep me safe. I can do it. I know I can.”

“Yes. I promise, Tara. I won’t tell Buffy, either.”

Tara brushed a hand across Willow’s face, the touch sending a jolt through the redhead. Willow found it surprising how easily Tara’s touch could affect her now, even when she wasn’t using her magical talents. Of course, Willow was also beginning to realize that, when it came to Tara, every touch was magical.

As Willow moved to finish applying her gear to her body, she watched as Tara slunk back into the ocean, resurfacing a few moments later with what looked like an oyster pearl. Moving over to the redhead’s side, Tara put the pearl into Willow’s hand.

“Willow, this is important. After what we’ve done…I think it’s necessary to keep in contact. This pearl has…magical qualities. It was given to me when I was younger by…by my caregiver. She told me that I could give it to whomever I wanted if I felt that person was someone special. I do think you’re special, so…I want you to have this. It will allow you to feel as if I am nearby, comforting you with the essence of my being. It will also give you the ability to contact me through telepathy. Whenever you want to do so, hold it in your hand and think of me. I will be able to hear you and will understand what it is that you want to say.”

Willow looked at the pearl for a moment, rubbing it between her thumb and forefinger. It felt smooth to the touch, almost as if it had been cast from Tara’s own skin. She smiled as she recognized what this was: yet another gift from Tara, given in the hope that it would bring them closer together. Moving to place it in one of the pouches of her buoyancy compensator, she turned around and took Tara’s hand in hers, her other hand reaching out to take hold of her remaining gear. The pair then moved into the ocean together, dove beneath the water, and headed for the surface.

**

As Willow and Tara made their way back to the boat, the redhead couldn’t help but feel that something had gone incredibly wrong in her absence. There was no way she could try to put her feelings into words. She just knew that something didn’t feel right, and it bothered her a great deal. That feeling had only gotten worse as she and Tara continued their swim to the surface where, upon breaking through the water, they discovered the boat without any hint of Buffy’s presence.

Tara noted the concern on Willow’s face. “What’s wrong?”

“Buffy’s not here, Tara. She promised that she would wait on the boat for me.”

Tara bit her lower lip, trying to keep her concern and fears from becoming apparent on her face. The feelings she had while making love to Willow, and now discovering that her friend was missing? Tara realized that the two events were too coincidental to have been the result of random occurrence. She realized now what must have happened, and it pained her to know that she would need to tell Willow, potentially break the bond that she had worked so hard to forge.

Watching as Willow hefted herself onto the boat and bent over to drag her gear onboard, Tara said, “Willow, I need to tell you something. When we…made love, I felt…something change in the ocean.”

Willow looked into Tara’s eyes, noting that the blonde’s tone was cautious, as if she feared to say whatever it was that she had to say. This immediately put her on edge, as she had hoped that what she had said before would have soothed the blonde. But now that the fear was back in Tara’s voice, Willow began to grow concerned again. Why couldn’t Tara feel happy about what they had done?

“Something bad?”

Tara tilted her head slightly. “I think so. Maybe. I don’t know. I didn’t want to say anything because…I didn’t want to upset you.”

Gripping the side of the boat, Willow looked into Tara’s eyes, seeing them once again clouded in fear and doubt. After her attempts to comfort the blonde about what they had just done, it was not a pleasant sight to behold.

“Tara…please, tell me.”

“I think…that Buffy may be dead.”

The thought struck Willow as quickly as if she had been caught in a tidal wave. How could Tara think that? How could she say it? And more importantly, why did she find herself fluctuating between reluctantly believing it herself and vehemently denying it at the same time?

“Tara…how…”

“I don’t know, but I felt as if two forces came together and struggled for dominance. Then, rather suddenly, one smothered the other. And that other…slowly began to fade until it simply…disappeared.”

Willow couldn’t believe what Tara was saying. Buffy couldn’t be dead. She just couldn’t be dead. But, at the same time, it scared her to realize how much she found herself believing the blonde’s words. “Tara, I don’t believe that. Buffy isn’t the sort of person who would just die without putting up a fight. If something had happened, she would have tried to save herself.”

Tara cast her gaze down into the water. “I hope you’re right, Willow. I have a bad feeling about this. We’ve come so far. We’ve…I’ve done so much. I don’t want anything to happen that could destroy what we have.”

Willow moved her hands to Tara’s shoulders, gently squeezing them to reassure the blonde. “I feel the same way, Tara. Hopefully we’re both wrong.” Moving to the boat’s engine, she started it up.

”There’s something else.”

Willow turned to look at Tara once more. “Tara?”

Tara glanced down into the murky depths below her. As much as she had been afraid to say what she had said before, she was even more afraid to say this. But it was important. The thought of having to make sure Willow knew everything about what may have happened to Buffy overrode her natural caution and her desire to make sure the redhead didn’t suffer any more pain than necessary.

“I wasn’t sure before, but when we traveled here, I realized that…you and Buffy…That the two of you have…”

“Tara?” Willow prompted the feeling that something was very wrong growing once more in the pit of her stomach.

“We’ve crossed the border of my clan some time ago. You and Buffy have violated our territory.”

Willow’s eyes shot open in a panic, realizing that her earlier concern for Buffy’s safety was now clearly justified. “Tara, I’m sorry. I didn’t know…”

“I know,” Tara replied. “And somehow, that makes what may have happened here worse. If…If Buffy was killed by others of my kind…You have to believe me, Willow. I couldn’t live with myself if I thought that I had unintentionally led someone to their death. You know that now. So…if Buffy…if she…”

Willow tried to find something to say that would comfort her blonde aquatic lover, but nothing came to mind. This was mostly because she couldn’t find anything to say that would comfort her own tortured feelings about the situation. The thought that Buffy could be floating dead out in the middle of the ocean somewhere was an image that just wouldn’t leave her mind.

And try as she might to feel otherwise, Willow was beginning to be concerned about what role Tara could have played in it. The blonde had said that she had felt something change, though she had been vague about it. Whether by design or because she honestly didn’t know, Willow couldn’t tell. And if Tara had been aware of what was going on, why had she not told her when she first felt it? Why wait until they had returned to the surface? As much as Willow wanted to believe that Tara had nothing to do with what was going on, it was not much of a stretch to think that the blonde had been lying to her about everything ever since they had first met.

”No! Don’t think like that! Tara wouldn’t lie to me. She’s too much of a kind soul to do something like that. And if something had happened to Buffy, she would put up a fight! She’s not the type to just roll over and die! She would try to get to shore. I’ll bet she’s there right now waiting for me. I’ll go see her right now and reassure her that everything’s OK. But…if she did come across others of Tara’s kind….how can I explain it to her? I’ll have to tell her that...But I can’t! I promised Tara I wouldn’t! Oh, God! What am I gonna do?!”

Looking into Tara’s eyes, she could see the worry in them that began to match the worry that she herself was feeling. ”First off, gotta make Tara feel better. I don’t feel better, but making her feel better would go a long way towards making me feel better.”

“Tara, don’t worry. I’m sure that Buffy’s waiting for me at the docks. I’ll go there now and try to sort things out. And when I do, I’ll come back.”

Tara nodded in reply, and without another word, dove under the water. Willow sat watching the spot where Tara had been for several more moments before moving to the engine and began to guide the boat back to the docks.

**

No matter how much she tried to convince herself that everything was all right, the bad feelings had only gotten worse after Willow had brought the boat back. Not seeing Buffy anywhere on the docks, she took the bag containing her clothes and, leaving her gear on the boat, walked to the nearby washroom. Thankful that there was no one else there, she walked into one of the stalls, stripped out of her wetsuit and got dressed. Her thoughts during this entire time were a jumbled attempt to try and figure out what situation, besides the possibility of being attacked by others of Tara’s kind, could justify Buffy abandoning the boat. Willow tried to think of possible scenarios, but realized that there was no other reason that could make Buffy choose to leave the boat. She was a lifeguard, trained to remain calm in any sort of difficult situation, and nothing short of an unavoidable disaster which she could not prevent could shatter it.

After returning to the boat to collect her gear, Willow made her way to her car, storing the gear in the trunk and getting inside. She started the engine and headed off, the idea that Tara’s kind could have been responsible for Buffy’s disappearance making what she was doing feel wrong. The idea that she was putting a great deal of distance between herself and Buffy hung over her head, blinding her to her surroundings to the point where she had nearly driven off the road.

”Why?” she thought as she attempted to focus on the road. ”Why is it that I feel so divided and conflicted when I should be happier than I have ever been in my life? I should never have brought Buffy and Tara together. I knew it was a mistake. I knew something bad was going to happen. I just knew it. But hey, maybe I’m overreacting about this. Maybe Buffy got tired of waiting for me on the boat and decided to swim back to the docks. She could have easily taken the bus or gotten a cab from there and went home. I’ll bet she’s waiting for me there right now…Unless she got attacked by a shark…or an octopus…or…”

“We’re in my clan’s territory.”

“I think…that Buffy may be dead.”

Tara’s words found their way back into Willow’s brain, shattering the redhead’s latest attempt to feel better as if it had been a gingerbread house being under attack by the overeager mouth and hands of a five year old. Everything that kept invading her mind was beginning to be amplified by the fact that all of this could have been avoided had she taken the boat back to the same place as had two days ago. It hadn’t occurred to Willow at the time that she was doing anything wrong by bringing the boat to a different location this time. Indeed, that was the whole reason why she had brought it somewhere different in the first place. As the most remote area that Willow could think of, she knew that there was no chance that they would be discovered by anyone else. It occurred to her now that Tara’s clan had chosen to live in such a remote spot for a very good reason. And the fact that she and Buffy had unknowingly violated it, combined with the knowledge that all of this could have been avoided if she had thought things through, was making her feel even more depressed and agitated than she had before. After all, it was one thing to put her life in danger, but to risk someone else’s life as well?

As she brought the car into the underground parking lot near the apartment and found a place to park, Willow thought that there was no way that the situation could get any worse.

And then she looked up and saw Faith standing nearby, her eyes flaring with a burning hatred as she looked straight into the redhead’s own. Turning the key and shutting down the car, Willow immediately grew uneasy at seeing the brunette, a feeling that didn’t fade when Faith spoke to her as she got out.

“What’s going on here, Red?”
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby caz » Thu Jun 29, 2006 12:51 pm

Hi Sith. :wave

I get the impression that Faith felt a lot more for Buffy than she was letting on. I also think that Willow is gonna get a rough ride off Faith, especially when she realises that Willow is hiding things from her (which I imagine is gonna happen pretty soon).

Tara and Willow have fallen for each other pretty hard. I dread to think how their relationship will be affected when Willow finds out that Buffy is dead. I would be suspicious if someone told me that they thought my best friend was dead but couldn't explain why.

Good update. I'm looking forward to the next one.

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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby Thianne » Thu Jun 29, 2006 1:35 pm

Alex.... :aww
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby db » Thu Jun 29, 2006 3:44 pm

Alex.

GASP.

no.


I don't like this. I don't like it at all.

This is all looking real bad for everyone.


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I am going to go sit over in the corner right *here* until you make it all better.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby Willowtree252 » Thu Jun 29, 2006 5:15 pm

:pinky Hay Sith yes this is going to get bad Faith is going to make sure of it. I feel bad for Willow and Tara thay are just geting started and bam it hit the fan. :kdevil
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby Guppy » Thu Jun 29, 2006 10:19 pm

Hey A. Another solid chapter. Not sure what you don't like about it. I thought it flowed nicely. It was quite sad. Poor Faith. Hopefully she's not too stubborn to realize it wasn't Willow's fault. I hope that Willow can still trust Tara after this. It would be very hard.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby Devi Crystalseeker » Fri Jun 30, 2006 12:39 am

Wow. I really liked how you described Faith's reaction. It was painful to read, but it was the good kind of pain. The "good writing" kind of pain - well, you know what I mean.

Then the beauty of Willow's and Tara's togetherness :wtkiss , and then - angst deluxe! Hold me!!
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby sacinema » Fri Jun 30, 2006 1:44 am

Can't believe it. You actually let Buffy die. Caused by these filthy mermen? I'm not sure I like this turn. This will be difficult. How can our heroines trust each other? How will Faith interfere in the upcoming events? So many questions.

Well written, thanks for the update. Hope to read more soon.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby willowbaby05 » Fri Jun 30, 2006 7:34 pm

:wave Alex!
I'm not posting for the resent update, I'm posting because I'm on chapter three off your story and I'm offically loving it.
I love Willow's whole addiction to the water. Which sounds very familar to someone I know. :whistle . Moving on though. :D I think is really cool that you two totally different world's collide.
I''m on the part were Willow's waking up from Tara's big rescue. Woo!! I cant wait to get up to the chapter that your on now. Well I'm going back to finish reading. But do worry I will be posting for this update very soon. Cause I'm not resting untill I'm done reading! Well tis all.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby HOPE REIGNS » Sat Jul 01, 2006 9:12 pm

Hiya Alex,

Wow I'm really worried for Willow now. Not only is Faith going to tear her up, but just seeing her there, Willow is going to have to admit that Buffy is in fact dead and have to deal with how her relationship with Tara will be affected.

Hmmm can't wait to see where your going, but I hope it's soon.

Anna :peace
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby SithLordWiccan » Wed Jul 05, 2006 10:25 am

caz: Well, having discovered the rather interesting world of Buffy/Faith slash fic, it was something I very much wanted to put into this fic, if only in a tame, friendship sort of way. It was my intention to have Faith look up to Buffy and try to be be the sort of person that Buffy would have wanted her to be. As for getting a rough time from Faith...well, I will say that is coming, but not in a way you'd probably expect. And I agree that Willow and Tara have fallen for each other rather hard. That's what's going to make what's going to happened more angsty.

Thanks for reading. Update will be going up within the next 24 hours. Maybe.

Vale: Yeah, I'm sorry, but this really was an angsty chapter (I'm kinda happy that I can get this sort of reaction, because its what I was hoping to see.) I promise that things will get better, but not before they get a whole lot worse.

db: You may be sitting in that corner for a while. Like I said, things will be getting better. But not before they get a whole lot worse.

Dianneswillowtree: Yup. Things are going bad, but they will get better. Later rather than sooner, though.

Guppy: Well, after having errors start to creep in to other chapters, I was kinda nervous to post that one, out of fear that somebody would point out another error. At least I can say that I managed to get one out without any problems. Will I be able to continue that pace? Only time will tell.

And speaking of things that time will only be able to tell, you're right. Faith's got it into her head to suspect Willow in Buffy's death, though I hope that the next chapter will find her having less of those feelings, yet it never really leaving her mind. As for Willow, well...I don't wanna give it away, since it's a big part of the next chapter, so look back here sometime in the next 24 hours for the answer.

Devi: Yeah, I'm pretty proud of how I was able to write Faith's reaction, too. I think it speaks volumes of how much my ability to write emotions has grown so much in part due to this fic. And of course I'll hold you, for bad things lie ahead.

sacinema: Yeah, I let her die. Trust me, it was a difficult decision for me to make. But ultimately, in where I'm taking the story, it will become significant. Hopefully the next chapter will be able to answer some of your questions.

Akyire: Glad to see I've got you onboard with this fic. And yeah, it's nice to be able to write Willow in this fic. Mostly because I'm writing myself in her place. :blush I also find it lovely how I'm bringing together two different worlds, too. Of course, it's not going to be easy by any stretch of the imagination. Hope to have an update for you within the next 24 hours. :)

Anna: Well, if you're expecting a big fistfight brawl between Willow and Faith in the next chapter...well, you might be surprised.

Thanks, guys. It means a lot to me to know that people read and like this fic. Update to come within the next 24 hours.
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Re: New NC-17 Fic: Under the Sea (Updated June 29th)

Postby willowbaby05 » Wed Jul 05, 2006 9:03 pm

ALEX!!
:aww You killed off Buffy!? That was mean.. Stupid mermen.. Somehow I knew something bad was gonna to happen. But to Buffy! That right there my friend was a unexpected turn. At first I thought she was gonna survive, but then the next chapter proved me wrong.
Somehow I'm thinking there's gonna be a lot of conflict between Willow and Faith. I just hope Faith doesn't do anything stupid.
Alexxx What about Willow and Tara?!! Something tells me there's gonna be some kind of space between them now. Stuid mermen!
Oh! :smug Cant forget the underwater, Willow and Tara scene, if you know what I mean. Dude that was definally :drool, :thud, 100%, A+ worthy.
You definally have me hooked on to the thrill of this story. It just keeps getting better and better. So dont stop! Give me more!! :D
(Okay, :) that doesn't sound right. But you know what I mean.) :wave
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