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Re: cheers

Postby Thanatopsis » Tue Jun 11, 2002 8:57 am

Trish. That last update was great. Hopefully after they escape, Erica won't think Willow's insane. Course, I'm curious as to what exactly is attacking them and why. Could it have to do with Willow's pregnancy?



I've never actually seen a moose in person. Just pictures and they were of adult ones. If the kids look like their parents, then they're probably scary too. Um, yeah, my friend's okay. It happend a few years before I met her. She was like 16 and had just started driving, which really sucked, kinda puts a damper on the whole "yay, I just got my license" thing, you know? I don't think she was going that fast cause she said she just got whiplash, though the front was kinda totalled.



Looking forward to more. Oh and glad you like the name.



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Oh, um... various sounds of
hesitation...

Thanatopsis
 


Re: Chapt 9

Postby VampNo12 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 10:34 am

Great updates Trish! Chapter 9 I liked reading the differing feelings about Willow's use of dark magic, and the hurt she has caused the scoobies. However, as Tara clearly points out they all love Willow, and therefore should want to help Willow, especially as Tara says "This may be the last chance we will ever get to save her" (ie need to put their differences aside, and deal with what is important, being Willow and her well-being).



As for chapter 10, yuck to the orange bugs, and poor Willow taking the burnt of Erica's terrified reactions to their encounter. I did find it funny when Erica wondered if she said "Die" and then realized she said "Drive". Maybe Willow's necessary use of light magic will help convince Erica that Willow is telling her the truth. Good-luck on your exams, and looking forward to what happens next!

Edited by: VampNo12  at: 6/12/02 1:36:43 am
VampNo12
 


Chapt 11

Postby SquishyTrishy » Tue Jun 11, 2002 4:30 pm

Chapter 11

By Trish




Sunnydale



The orb which now sat on the kitchen table in the Summer's house glowed bright white for five minutes and diminished in a bright explosion. Anya, who was the only on in the kitchen fixing her self a glass of cold water, starred at the orb intently. She noticed two very important things that the other Scoobies had failed to notice before. One, the orb was actually glowing white and not black. Two, the orb looked yellow like a faded piece of paper, meaning Willow was dangerously drained. Anya had always enjoyed having the power this was one of the driving forces of which had mer her the best vengeance demon. And information was power, but the hardest thing to do was to decide what to do with the information. Anya was still looking at the orb in concentration trying to form a plan, when Tara walked in.



“Did something happen?” Tara asked in desperation. She wasn’t sure if it was good that the orb glowed or not. It meant Willow was still alive but it also meant that she was still using the magic that had sawed her heart into tiny pieces.



Anya looked up unsure of how to answer but then she saw Tara’s eyes both so hopeful and consumed in fear. It was the same look many of her old costumers in her vengeance demon days had when they got there heart smashed. But that look had never lasted long. It was usually replaced with hate, which is where her job came in. This time was different though. Tara was one of her dearest friend who loved Willow like she loved Xander.



“Yes. The orb; it glowed. Now, I know you are just human, but I can’t believe you would miss such an important thing.” Anya said arrogantly.



“What did I miss?” Tara asked as her eyebrows wrinkled with confusion and curiosity.



“The orb. Look at it. It isn’t white like it should be, like a healthy person would be. It looks like one of Giles’s old warn out books with yellow stained pages. See. It means Willow is drained, just not by her power but physically too, which probably means she just did a really hard spell but you see that is the confusing part because the orb glowed white. Well actually that isn’t confusing at all, if she was using light magic her body wouldn’t be used to it and it would drain her. It would be like running a marathon when you normally just lay on the couch all day,” Anya answered, realizing herself what this all meant. Willow was in major trouble.



Tara too also realized this and in a split second made the decision to go to Willow. She grabbed her coat that was on the back of the chair.



“Is you car here?” Tara asked.



“Yes. Why?”



“Good, let’s go,” Tara ordered heading out to door.



“You’re not taking my car to go after her. Not after what she did. It will probably get wrecked and I just got it waxed.”



Tara didn’t even blink; she didn’t have time to mess around with Anya’s pettiness. “Fine. I’ll take Buffy’s car.”



“But you can’t drive.”



Tara looked at Anya defiantly, grabbed Buffy’s keys from the near by table, and walked out the door.



…………………………………………………



Edited by: SquishyTrishy at: 6/12/02 7:33:12 am
SquishyTrishy
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby Lola19 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 4:40 pm

This is another fic iv just caught up with and im really enjoying it. Its so great. i hope Willow and Tara find each other and work it out. Looking forward to more

Love Lolaxxx :love

Lola19
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby Loco2 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 5:37 pm

yay! you have exams AND get kicked off the internet and you still post updates! :bounce :bounce well done! i really liked this part, Anya's brilliant but i hope tara isn't angry about willow being knocked up, even though it's not her fault.

thanks.

”What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"

Loco2
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Tue Jun 11, 2002 5:47 pm

Hey Trish!



Great update! I can't wait for more...Tara has to go get Willow. What's going to happen? :eek Must have more fic..lol. Take your time..I know how you feel with exams..I just had one this morning. ick. Anyway, I left you a VERY short email..but I'll talk to you soon. :)



Love ya!



Aimee :D



p.s. Good Luck on your Exams!

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

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Re: Chapt 11

Postby fidds » Tue Jun 11, 2002 5:54 pm

uh oh Tara can't drive - but i hope she gets to Willow soon - great update :grin



*Hannah*

********************************************
I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

fidds
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby willntlover » Tue Jun 11, 2002 6:09 pm

I can see tara not being able to drive. she's like 22, but her dad wouldn't of let her learn. The update was so funny, I loved it:)



-Will

willntlover
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby little wicca dude » Tue Jun 11, 2002 7:30 pm

ooo great updates

hope tara gets to willow soon !!



luv jill :)

"did i just say that? did i just say that too?"

little wicca dude
 


iNsANiTy

Postby SquishyTrishy » Tue Jun 11, 2002 8:40 pm

Lola19 Hey girl. Thanks for reading and makeing comments. Hmmm I dont think they are doing to find each other in the best of spirts.



Loco2 Acctualy i rather think i am insane. I am running around like a chicken with its head cut off and i hate chickens..we not to eat. I got finals..work..stupid homeschooling work..friends..and camping. Dont ask my i countinue to make time to post.well am insane. I dont wanna leave u guys hagnign cuz u all went trhough enough with...hello...dead Tara! *crys*



Aim LOL thanks for the very short email. Hi back. You know I dont think that they will find each other ok...i think (and being the writer, am right) that they will find each other but some one else will find them? Dun..Dun..dunt dunt dun!



fidds Well you know that old saying if there is a Will there is a way. Well Tara was Will and she will find a way...well she will have will soon...(sorry for the bad pun)



willntlover Well in Buffy i have never acctualy seen Tara drive or maybe i just cant remeber so i dont know...either way she will still get to where she needst go..so no worries.



little wicca dude Finding each other..wont be so hard but will they be able to stay together once they find each other...ponder that.





OK...I have to work like a smart person tonite non stop bit since i am lazy bugger called trish i might be able to pop in a give u guys an update...Sutpid work...I gotta do it so i can go camping this weekend and then go write finals. YAY! NOOOOOT! My updates are really short and i have already witten them i just gotta fix them up so it shouldnt take all that long..so i almost grantee and update. ALMOST. Thanks you so much for commenting. I was wondering if u all would like to play a science game with me school. It goes like this you all my an hypothesis ( a guess about what s going to be happening in the experiment) and the experimetn is my fic. So what do u think is going to happen next..and i dont want I dont knows..if u dont know..makes something up. PLEASE PLAY *gives u sad eyes and cute pouty lips *



~Trish!~














SquishyTrishy
 


Re: iNsANiTy

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Tue Jun 11, 2002 8:47 pm

Trish,



I have come to participate in your game..now, let me think..(you know how much I hate that..;) ) I think that Tara is going to find Willow at the airport..and Willow will break down and tell Tara everything..then they will be happy and Willow will have the baby..and they will take care of it..and they will live happily ever after..



Does that sound right? :lol



Aimee :D

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Aim Guess 1

Postby SquishyTrishy » Tue Jun 11, 2002 8:57 pm

Aim



Well...happily every after sounds about right..but the air port...arnt they in cars? So that part is a little wrong. Willow breaking down and telling Tara everything..might be the other way around...Tara could break down and tell Willow something she needs to know..way more important then the prego..or not...I hope this helps. You mad a very good guess though...It might happen. You'll just have to read an see. I'll give you hint though...they got there heads in the clouds.



~Trish~



THANKS FOR PLAYING!

SquishyTrishy
 


Re: Aim Guess 1

Postby Lola19 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 10:37 pm

ok so heres my guess!



Im guessing that Erica (after a lot of persuation) will give Willow the benefit of the doubt and they will keep heading towards Sunnydale. Meet Tara along the way and both girls will break down. I dont think they will get back together straight away and i think it will take Willow some time to tell Tara about the pregnancy. But!! Fingers crossed that finally, Willow tells Tara about the baby and they have an emotional reunion with them becoming a lovely little family and living happily ever after! Please?

Im sure whatever u have planned with be great. Cant wait for more, and good luck with ur experiment.

Love and hugs

Lolaxxx :love

Lola19
 


Re: Aim Guess 1

Postby Loco2 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 10:42 pm

i agree with lola. except first they meet another moose. i just like them :)

”What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"

Loco2
 


Re: Aim Guess 1

Postby Lola19 » Wed Jun 12, 2002 12:50 am

oh yes another moose! I know, how about Willow and Erica come across an injured moose on the road and get out the car to help it. Then Tara comes along and this is how the find each other. Idea? Hee hee!

Lola19
 


Lola19 and Loco2 - Guess 2

Postby SquishyTrishy » Wed Jun 12, 2002 3:13 am

I hadnt thought of that..about the Moose I mean..you know I think I am going to have include that moose some how in to my finall seen.I dont think they will get back together straight away but eventually yes...cuz like happy ending!



Thanks for exerpimenting!



~Trish!~



BBL.& Jul.arnt u gonna come play?



SquishyTrishy
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby VampNo12 » Wed Jun 12, 2002 10:38 am

I just read chpt 11 and I liked how Anya even as a vengeance demon was conflicted over whether or not to tell Tara about the orb. However, friendship won out and Anya related the information. Looking forward to seeing if Anya decides to help Tara and drive, or if Tara actually does the driving herself.



As for guessing what happens next I could see as Tara leaves looking for Willow, she and Erica actually arrive back at the Summer's house. Eventually W&T meet up again (hopefully it won't take too long!), and they a have a misunderstanding with Tara thinking Willow has moved on with this new girl, Erica. But the misunderstanding and there problems are resolved (including that little detail of Willow being pregnant), and W&T live happily ever after. How was my guess?

VampNo12
 


Re: Chapt 11

Postby Miss1234Kitty » Wed Jun 12, 2002 2:20 pm

I say the same as VampNo12. But can Ijust say - this Anya is really petty, really nasty and really... Anya. Which is how she is in the series. Can you tell I don't like her?



Gem

Miss1234Kitty
 


VampNo12, Miss 1234 Kitty Guess 3

Postby SquishyTrishy » Wed Jun 12, 2002 3:56 pm

Holly Sish Ca BOObs! How did you know that was what I was going to do. LOL When I first started to write this fic thats perciously what I wanted to do. But there was going to be another chrachter Jacky (gay girl who falls in love with Erica the straight girl)...it would have beeb really cool but I coudlnt write this time because I was to embrassed for my Tutor to read smut..and yeah but if i get up enough guts to write another one on my own i think I will got for it. Even with out Jacks my story was gonna be alot like you just said but then i was writting and it isnt what my fingures wanted so i typed something else ..though and it is just as a good. I hope.



LoL It shows Miss 1234 Kitty that you dont like Anya. Anya is not my favorite either, but I love her chrachter..it is so different. If the world was made up of Anya's....wait thats to scarey of thought. But I still think she kicks because like who else do u know was the gal to count money while the world is ending....lol.it is so strange because she isnt really counting the money, lol she is counting her babys. Anya doesnt have the problem most humans do (how to be them sevels) so I think it is intresting to wach...She still isnt my fav though..she is like 6th or so...bleh





SquishyTrishy
 


moose

Postby Loco2 » Wed Jun 12, 2002 6:09 pm

hey, i like Anya, she's funny and different (and there are other qualities i've been noticing lately...;) ) and yay for trish, another moose!!!

”What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"

Loco2
 


Chapt 12 13 14

Postby SquishyTrishy » Thu Jun 13, 2002 4:41 am

Chapter 12 13 14

By Trish






The once black, magnificent Cobra sat lifeless in the hospital parking lot. It had large dents in printed on the car, which in parts was stained yellow, where the bugs had touched. The windows were smashed in, and three of the four tires where shredded, along with large wholes in the hood of the car so you could see right into the engine, or rather what was left of the engine. In front of it was a tow truck getting ready to move the unsightly shell of car to the junkyard.



“So, how did this piece of crap get here?” one of the men asked as he hooked up the front of the car to the tow truck.



“It doesn’t look as if it would run to me, but Doc Martin says the two girls that were in it got into a horrible car accident. But the funny thing is, it looks like it got hit my rocks or something. Oh and shh don’t tell anyone that J.M. since it is suppose to be private and all,” the other grubby looking man replied as he looked under the hood.



“It won’t be private for long. Everything gets around this small town. I hope those girls will be ok. I heard that they are only 20. So young, they have so much to see in life. I’ll get the church to pray for them. I wonder what religion they are?” Said the other driver who happened to be a minister in the small town.



“ Don’t start that now J.M. Remember all the trouble you got into when you prayed for that guy..What was him name, Angelicus?”



“ That guy was just strange. He would come into the church at all and anytime I saw him downtown and tried to shake his hand, he backed away, claiming my rings hurt him or something.” He looked down fondly at his gold wring that had a cross on it. “ Let me tell you, that guy, wasn’t right in the head.”



They loaded up the car and drove away.

………………………………………………………..

“ I told you. You didn’t have to come with me.” Tara spoke evenly although she was about to have an anxiety attack.



“Right, and what was I supposed to do? Let you go after Willow who could go all black magicky on your Wicca ass. I couldn’t let her do that. I care about you.” Anya was honest and blunt as she always was.



“Thank you, Anya. I care for you too. But you know I have to go after Willow. She was my every thing. She still is. You know sometimes at night I forget to breathe. I just get so lonely and lost without her. I just…I need her. I can’t let this chance escape me now.” Tara looked down at the floor of the car to hide her tears.



“Alright, I’ll help you find her. But I am doing this for you.” Anya gunned the car towards the area where she and Tara had tracked Willow’s last magic use.



……………………………………………………………….





Willow lay in the hospital room covered by a pink blanket and Erica’s arms. The only noise in the room was a rhythmic sound of beeping, which signified that Willow was still alive. Erica ears heard every beep and prayed forever beep. What did I do? What did I do? Willow, please, you have to be all right. I am sorry. I didn’t mean to. I was just so scared that I was going to die, I didn’t get that you were trying to save me. I don’t know what I will do if you didn’t wake up. Please. Erica had thought these thoughts a thousand times in the past few days. She had done a lot of and had come to terms with the magic. After all, how could she deny it when she had seen it for herself? Her black Goth makeup was now smeared all over her face and her hair was in a straggled mess from not leaving Willow’s side. Just then the doctor came in.



“Hello Erica, have you seen any change in her since I was last here?” He said the same thing every time he came to check up on Willow. And Erica answered with the same shake of the head every time.



The doctor moved to the side of Willow checking her chart over with worried eyes. He sighed and turned to Erica.



“ You are sure she wasn’t using any drugs? Her body is exhausted and it looks like to me from drugs or ..something else.” The doctor hesitated.



“Something else?”



“Ah.um..” The doctor looked at Willow’s pale, frail face. “If I tell you this, you must promise not to tell anyone else because I could lose my license for suggesting such things.”



“ Promise,” Erica answered. She would do anything to fix the mess she had created.



“ I have seen such a condition before…well minus the broken arm, cuts and bruises. It was when a young boy had messed around with something powerful that his body wasn’t used to.” The Doctor looked right into Erica’s eyes. “ He knew it was bad stuff that he had gotten into after a terrible misjudgement so he stopped. But even though he stopped he still craved it more then anything, and when he found out he could do the same thing but it wouldn’t hurt anyone. He did it. He ended up much like your friend, but not quite as bad.”



“Did he make it through?” Erica asked.



“Yes, but it changed his life forever. Do you know what I am talking about Erica?”



“Magic,” Erica answered with certainty. She was afraid to tell the people at the hospital what had really happened. She knew they wouldn’t understand. But if the doctor knew, maybe he could save Willow.

The doctor didn’t look surprised as Erica might have thought. He just looked down at Willow and nodded. “That’s what I thought.”



“Can you help her?”



“If what I think happened to her, there is nothing I can do. Since it was caused mystically not naturally. But that isn’t such a bad thing. Her body will heal on its own. She should be waking up with the next few days. It depends though on how bad of shape her body is in. And because of the baby it might take even longer, but the baby seems to be safe and sound. So now it is just a waiting game.”



“ I hope you are right. But what about her broken arm and the cuts?”



“Those I can help. I have already set her arm and stitched up the bites and cuts. She is going to have lots of scars but at least she will be alive.”



Erica looked at the floor at mention of the brutality she had inflicted upon Willow. Then she felt like dancing around and she did just that. She gave the doctor a big hug. “ She is going to be ok!” She laughed with relief and repeated herself several times. The doctor just smiled.

.........................................................

SquishyTrishy
 


Chapt 15

Postby SquishyTrishy » Thu Jun 13, 2002 4:47 am

Chapter 15

By Trish




Sunnydale



Ring! Ring!



Buffy, who was very irritated about her missing car, looked at the phone with displeasure. She quickly decided to pick it up because it could be Dawn calling to say she had changed her mind and would be home tonight.

“Hello?”



“Buffy. I finally caught you.”



“Tara? Where are you? Did you take my car? I mean, you couldn’t have asked or anything? Oh my god whats wrong?” Panic rose in Buffy as she went into slayer mode.



“Yes, Buffy. I am sorry but I had to take your car. The orb glowed this morning. Something is wrong with Willow. The orb is yellow and drained so Willow must be to. I had to go after her. I am sorry I didn’t ask if I could borrow your car. Anya is driving so don’t worry. We tracked down where Willow cast but she isn’t there anymore. I am going to check the hospital soon to see if she is there. I think the closest place is Wielder Ville. We are gonna spend the night there. And if we can’t find or pick up a trail we are gonna start heading home tomorrow or the next day. Tell Dawny I say I love her and not to worry.” The phone was pulled away from Tara by Anya.



“You make sure that nothing happens to my shop you hear. Or you will be paying big time, buster.” Anya ordered.



Buffy completely ignored Anya. “Did Tara say you guys were going to Wielder Ville?”



“Wielder, Vielder something like that. Why?”



“ I know that place. Angel spent some time up there. When you go the hospital ask for Martin Doctor. Make sure you say his name like that so he will know that you are friendly. He will know if Willow is there or not. I hope you guys find her and bring her back.” Anya heard Spike in the background mumbling about the Slayer try’n to kill him. Right after she heard Buffy delivered a left hook to Spike. “Sorry Spike, you surprised me.” Buffy turned back to phone. “I am sorry but I gotta go. Call if you need anymore help and be careful. There are some baddies in that town.”



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SquishyTrishy
 


Re: Chapt 15

Postby Thanatopsis » Thu Jun 13, 2002 5:36 am

Ooh, someone that knows about magic, that means Willow's in good hands, sort of. And Tara on her way, could get interesting.



-----------------

Uh, um... various sounds of
hesitation...

Thanatopsis
 


Re: Chapt 15

Postby VampNo12 » Thu Jun 13, 2002 8:26 am

Nice updates Trish! So Anya finally caved in and drove Tara to find Willow, she is annoying, but she does value Tara's friendship she just has a hard time showing it. The connection with Angel and the doctor is intriguing, and hopefully Willow will wake-up and recover. I mean a doctor who knows that magic is causing Willow's condition is good news in terms of in aiding in her recovery, and looking forward to seeing if Tara and Anya find Willow at the hospital.

VampNo12
 


Re: Chapt 15

Postby Loco2 » Thu Jun 13, 2002 5:30 pm

great update(s)!!:bounce :bounce :bounce willow in the hospital but gonna be ok, tara out looking for her, angel previously been there, anya, brilliant! and thanks to this fc today i was inspired to start drawing a moose for my art project, see how you inspire me?;)

”What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"

Loco2
 


Re: Chapt 15

Postby fidds » Thu Jun 13, 2002 5:47 pm

ooh yay- 2 updates in one day :)

poor Willow in hospital - but Tara will come and make things better -(i hope)

great update!



*Hannah*

********************************************
I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

fidds
 


Re: Chapt 15

Postby little wicca dude » Thu Jun 13, 2002 7:27 pm

ooo i didnt expect the doctor who knew about magic and angel, interesting twist



great updates, need more soon :)



luv jill

"did i just say that? did i just say that too?"

little wicca dude
 


Updates

Postby Drakkenfyre » Fri Jun 14, 2002 1:46 am

Hey Little Bit, you have just been a posting mania, haven't you? You go girl!!! I am really lovin your fic. I can't wait to see what happens next. You got me on the edge of my seat!!:eek

"In my world there are people in chains and we ride them like ponies."

Drakkenfyre
 


ICK FLICK

Postby SquishyTrishy » Tue Jun 18, 2002 12:28 am

Hey



I am sorry I havnt updated. But I was all with the getting eaten by bugs and the sun burning thing. I think it was called camping. I have three days left of school, not counting today so i will be done very very very soon. After this I will be able to update my whole story which is like another 20 chaps. I hope you guys havnt lost interest.



~Trish~

SquishyTrishy
 


Re: ICK FLICK

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Tue Jun 18, 2002 1:01 am

TRISH!!!! Good to see you back..I hope you had fun camping! Don't worry, we didn't lose interest..I mean look, the BBL is on the edge of her seat! I can't wait for the updates!



Good luck with the end of school!



Love,

Aimee :D

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

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